After a long two-month public period, the book is finally on the shelves and is starting to charge.

At this time, I suddenly had some emotion in my heart, just when the book was on the shelf, I had to routinely say the testimonials on the shelf, so I would put them together and talk about it together.

In fact, if measured by the number of collections, the results of the book Earth Era have always been very dismal, not to mention compared to battleships, even if they are compared to the master of the galaxy, the results are a little worse. I've complained about this in chapters before, and then someone suggested that I want to speed up the pacing, highlight the main character, create a sense of coolness, and strengthen the conflict. Only such a plot will be recognized by everyone, and the results will be better.

At that time, my heart was really shaken, I reviewed the nearly 300,000 words that had been written, carefully thought about the plot I arranged, and found that I had unconsciously committed many taboos in online articles. And this, for an old author with several years of experience in writing online articles, can almost be said to be a very low-level mistake.

For example, there is no golden finger, the protagonist is not prominent, the sense of conflict is not strong, there is no pretending to be forced to slap the face, there is no bloody plot to kill all sides, but there is some depression - the tone of the book has always been very dull, and I have been describing how human civilization suffers in the last days, how heavy the responsibility of the protagonist is, how great the pressure is, and so on.

But I thought a little deeper on this basis, and I wondered what kind of book I wanted to write in my heart.

I didn't have the luxury of writing a masterpiece that will last for generations, because I knew I didn't have the ability to write it, and I didn't have the luxury of writing any hot books that swept the starting point and occupied the top of the major lists, because I also knew that I couldn't do that. I'm just an ordinary person who happens to love it, I happen to have a little knowledge of astronomy and physics, and I happen to have some wild ideas and things in my head.

I just want to write what is in my heart. Everything I write is what I think. There are no shackles, no skills, no fixed, conventional routines.

I've always been free, unrestricted, and writing this book. I would like to present to you the most authentic ideas in my heart, the most authentic ideas, without any acquired processing.

At the end of the day, I can't just think of codewords as a job. If it were just a job for me -- like any other job, with labor and money -- I could have written it without any emotion, as the reader liked it, with a golden finger for the main character, and a slap in the face, and a murderous ...... Maybe in that case, the book would have done a lot better than it does now.

But I'm sorry, but codewords aren't just a job for me. It carries my dreams, it carries my interests, it carries my inner thoughts - I want to take out the whimsical things in my heart, share them with everyone, seek like-minded people, seek recognition, let me know that I am not the only one who likes these things, and I am not the only one who likes these things. There are many people like me. It's far from what one job can do.

So, I'm probably going to disappoint some of my readers. I know very well that they really want to make this book better, and they mean it well, but sorry, I really can't do it.

Between a lot of money, and a small amount of money plus my personal hobbies, I chose the latter.

In other words, I'd rather make less money than choose to look at the code word purely as a job.

Although this kind of persistence seems a little funny, in daily life, some of my elders always say that I screw, saying that I admit death, but I feel that people still need to be more persistent, if everyone goes with the flow, then this life is inevitably too boring.

I prefer to put this kind of persistence and twisting, as well as admitting death, into a nice name, called Fenggu. I'm a person with a lot of character (just kidding, don't hit me, don't spray me shamelessly), and I also think that whether it's in daily life or in codewords, I'm good at doing this. There may be many people who hate me, but I feel good about myself, and I've always felt good, and I've never thought about changing.

It's not that other people are inferior to me or anything like me, I'm not that arrogant. There are many, many people who are better than me, and there are many people who write better than me, but these are just different choices, just like some people love to eat coriander, some people don't like to eat coriander, there is no difference between these two choices, I am not higher than others, I just chose a different path from most people because of some reasons of my own.

One of the roads is a wide avenue that many people are walking and walking fast. I was one of the narrow, muddy and rugged roads on a narrow trail that only a handful of people walked. Even, I walked for a long time, but I didn't see anyone walking with me.

But I don't regret choosing this path to follow, I, the Rainbow Gate, would like to be a lone wanderer.

Maybe I fell off a cliff and died while walking (the book hit the street so that no one read it, and finally had to quit the online literature circle), and I don't regret it. I'm saying this very seriously, and when I wrote this book, I was ready to die in the streets. It's a big deal to change this line of work, and I'm not like some sensational singers, who claim that music is their whole and have to sing even if their parents die.

Of course, this is just a choice of last resort, and if there is no real way, I don't want to choose this path. After all, writing is my hobby, and I don't want to give it up.

So...... If you also want me to persevere, please come to the starting point network to subscribe to the genuine chapter, if you have a monthly pass, please vote for me, support me, let me see, on this muddy and rugged path, I am not the only one who is struggling to walk alone, there are many, many people walking with me.

After all, the collection is virtual, but the subscription is real. The measure of a book's true performance is a subscription, not a collection.

I sincerely hope that there will be one more person who can walk with me on this path.

Will you walk with me?

Ps:After the shelf, the update will be greatly accelerated,Tomorrow on the first day of the shelves,Within an hour of opening the VIP chapter,Five more will be released。

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