Chapter 51: Finally Let Go

The maids and maids all gathered around the bow of the boat to look at the lanterns on the riverside, the stern of the boat was quiet, the two wind lamps glowed with a dim yellow light, the slightest wind blew, and the light and dark almost wanted to be extinguished.

Lin Qingqing held on to the mast, and the water was pitch black under the boat. She suddenly had the urge to jump down, if she was dead, she drank Meng Po soup, and she would be able to forget everything when she was reincarnated.

There was a sudden sound of soft footsteps behind her, and she smiled faintly: "Bai Zhiyu, didn't I say that I want to be quiet alone, my bag is warm, don't worry." ”

No one spoke, and before she could turn her head to look, there was a sudden push on her back, and she fell into the rolling waves.

Is there a mistake, don't fight the bloody plot, her first reaction.

The river was so cold that it didn't go above her head, and her heart seemed to clear up in an instant, and there was no joy to cross back, just the experiences of these years.

The first time he saw Bai Zhiyu from the platform, the first time he met Zhao Kuangyan in the mountains and forests, he said that he wanted to take her to the place she wanted to go, he said that he would have a pair for the rest of his life, and give birth to a yard of children rocking chairs.

Like a movie, the two faces change from the appearance of a teenager to the appearance of a man, alternately appearing in my mind, there is sorbet, there is grinding and drinking, there is tiger skin blanket, there is peach blossom.

In the Dingxiang Building in Taoli Town, in the paddy fields in Xili Village, in the romantic Qingyang Mountain in the mountains, in the warm and simple courtyard of the Lin family, in the aroma of rice flowers ventilated everywhere, and in the official road full of yellow leaves......

The lightning and thunder, the storm and rain of that day no longer hurt my heart, the bright red wedding dress hijab was no longer shocking, and the water and grass in the river became clear.

She chuckled, he was only a teenager at that time, a young couple, the length of love spanned no more than one or three years, looking back, he was already full of sorrow.

And they have been experiencing almost three or three years, and no one pities anyone for such a thing as love.

Later, no one loves anyone anymore, forgets each other, and leaving a blank memory may be the best ending.

In her memory, she left the appearance of a young man, holding the sorbet and smiling and saying to her: "Eat it quickly, it will melt in a while, it's rare." ”

That's all there is to it.

"Poof" There was a sound of entering the water, and there were cracked blisters in front of her, and someone held up her waist, "Lin Qingqing, wake up." ”

She laughed and spat out a big blister, and she wanted to say, "I'm awake, I've never been awake," but when she opened her mouth, she spit out bubbles like a fish.

She was carried to the surface of the water, and the strength of the hand that held her became looser.

She was startled, and hurriedly pressed the hand up, treading water under her feet, and soaking the water with one hand, and the shouts of "Zhiyu, Lin Qingqing" could still be heard in her ears.

"Bang" twice, the two of them surfaced one after another, and a boatload of people poked their heads out one after another, and the boatman took a penny to save people.

Lin Qingqing tilted his head, panting and wailing: "Big brother, you don't know water?" Then you dance a ghost, and you don't have to pay for your life if you find a cushion! ”

Bai Zhiyu smiled weakly, hugged her waist and smiled: "I didn't expect you to drink water, and jumped down nervously." ”

Lin Qingqing's teeth itched, but he could only look at him helplessly and smirk, "It's useless to be a scholar, everyone is like you, you don't have any skills, how can you mix in society?" ”

He leaned on her ear, "Don't think about it, there are still long days ahead." ”

She was angry, and she opened her throat and howled, "Whoever can't think of it, those who seek death when something happens are useless!" ”

The boatman stretched out the bamboo pole and dragged the two of them onto the boat, and Lin Qingqing lay on the deck and glared at Bai Zhiyu angrily, "If you are dead and sinking, you know that you are dragging your feet." ”

Zhao Qi hurriedly sent someone to take the cloak, draped it on the shoulders of the two, and persuaded her: "Don't wronged him, as soon as someone on the bow of the boat shouted who fell into the water, he jumped in without saying a word, for fear that you wouldn't be able to think about it." ”

Lin Qingqing pinched his cloak, saw Bai Zhiyu smiling harmlessly, and looked at the different expressions of the onlookers.

After a long time, he said lightly: "Why can't I think about it, I just fell into the water, but I also want to thank this water, I never thought of opening it like this." ”

Yicheng took the soup woman and stuffed it into her hand, holding her arm, "Sister Yu, if you have anything to say in the house, you will dry your clothes first when you enter the house." ”

She stopped his hand, "No, just say it here, while your heart is clear now." ”

She turned sideways to look at Bai Zhiyu first, "Thank you for always being by my side all these years, putting up with my vexatiousness, putting up with my bitterness, thank you." ”

Raised his head and turned to Zhao Qi again, "The Great Demon King of the Mixed World met the little wild cat in the countryside, and he wronged you, but the little wild cat is very happy to have the big demon king as a friend." ”

She hooked her fingers at Zhao Yi, and when he was slightly stunned, she whispered, "You are very smart." ”

She smiled slyly, "I know how to use stories to probe the two of us, but I think a lot, won't I be tired?" ”

Lin Qingqing's gaze moved to Ling Rouwan's body, a sudden force from behind just now pushed her into the water, even if it wasn't Ling Rou's weakness, it would definitely have nothing to do with her.

smiled faintly: "Let's clear it up in two, I don't hate you at all, and thank you a little bit for letting me see clearly." ”

Ling Rou's weak face turned white, and she fell on the deck with a big grin, and said with a smile: "The moon is so round tonight!" ”

Bai Zhiyu shook her cold hand and said softly: "If you like it, just watch it for a while, and then lie on the big kang near the window when you get home." ”

Lin Qingqing didn't answer his words, only looked at the endless night sky with a faint gaze, "It's been eight years, I finally see clearly, and I'm going to let go......"

As she spoke, she burst into tears, shrunk sideways into Bai Zhiyu's arms, and her voice was choked like a wronged child, "It's been so many years!" ”

He patted her gently on the back and comforted, "It's okay, there are eight more years ahead, and you'll be fine." ”

She cried and cried and laughed, "But these eight years are different......

These eight years include the ups and downs she has endured, the glory of her lonely career, and the testimony of her scars from the inside out.

There is only the wind in the ears, there are only bright and dazzling stars in the dark starry sky, only speckled lights are left on both sides, and everything is gone.

The boat swayed to the ferry, and the maid went down a few to answer first, and Bai Zhiyu helped Lin Qingqing to follow closely behind.

He stood on the shore and held out his hand to her, and she lightly put her hand in his palm and smiled at him, "Go home." ”

But when she took the last step on the shore, she couldn't help but look back at the boat, fixed her eyes on a man's face, and whispered to him, "If there is an afterlife, I must not meet you again." ”

Bai Zhiyu saw her turn back with fleeting tears, and there was still a smile on her face.

His heart tightened, and he squeezed her hand, "Walk and look at the soles of your feet." ”

She pouted coquettishly, "Anyway, with you, you won't let me knock." ”

The soft sedan chair of the Li Mansion was already waiting at the ferry, and the maids surrounding the side were shocked when they saw that the two of them were soaked, and they hurriedly put on their cloaks and rushed back all the way.