Verse 29: Emotions

2018/10/3

Zhang Kong's video diary:

"What?" What is she talking about? Is this some kind of trap? Want me to take her away and break into my safe zone or something?

"You think I'm playing tricks? I understand you, and it's basically impossible for you to believe me just like that, so how can you trust me without malicious intent. ”

"Do you still have the consciousness of your life?"

"Yes, I remember, I remember all of them, not only that, but I actually remember the memory of being a zombie before I reached this stage of evolution." I always thought that after a person becomes a zombie, he will be brain dead, and this person will be hopeless, but I didn't expect that there would be such a way to recover? If you think about it carefully, it's true that the person I saved before is still in my space, and the reason why he didn't fully reach that point is probably because he is a plant zombie, so he is not as evolved as a fungal zombie, and the main brain has not fully awakened.

"But I've seen it to the point where I've evolved, and I've thought of a lot of things that I didn't know before. For example, I can feel that you are different from those people, the strength of a fully evolved person is equivalent to a fungal evolution zombie at the same stage, but you are different, your current strength alone is equivalent to the entire hive! ”

"Is it the newly awakened senses?"

"Yes, I have newly awakened two senses, one is used to control emotions, and the other is this external perception, in general, in fact, we zombies who have fully evolved are equivalent to having a seventh sense and not just a sixth sense."

"Oh, that's it, I see, that is to say, if you are a fully evolved person, it is equivalent to only awakening the seventh sense, and the sixth sense, which is used to control feelings, is suppressed by your own brain. The reason why those zombies become zombies is because they have to go through evolution, and this so-called sixth sense destroys their feelings, perceptions, and at the same time destroys their brains, so they become creatures that only know how to eat. ”

"Exactly right."

"No, no, it's not these that I want to ask you, that, can you tell me your story?" It's story time again, and I was trying to find another way, but I really can't think of any good ideas for a guy who can really do this kind of fake feelings.

She told me that she was a high school student and that her grades were generally not outstanding before the end of the world. She has a boyfriend who likes her very much, to the point of madness. But both parents are worried about early love, so they have not supported them. On the day of the end of the world, her mother was one of the first to be infected, and she was sent to the hospital because she had symptoms before she was infected, so she did not go to school.

She made a phone call to her boyfriend, who told him that a lot of people in the school were crazy and started biting, looking very much like zombies. As a result, it was then that her mother turned into a zombie and bit her father to death and then her.

By the time her boyfriend arrives at the hospital to find her, she has turned into a zombie. Her boyfriend looked like he had been bitten and couldn't hold it anymore. He walked to her hospital room, locked the door, and fed himself to the girl...

"I should have felt sad, but now I have complete control over my emotions. I can even control myself from feeling happy and feeling happy when I think about him. Every time I try, I think I'm crazy, but this kind of thought doesn't come out at all, because I can control myself, I'll never go crazy, this hateful sixth sense, is it the progress of biological evolution? Or is it the price of human evolution? I feel like it's more like the latter. ”

Saying this, I also have some sympathy for her, yes, as a person who has completely recovered her memory, because she can control her feelings, not only does she not feel guilty about her behavior at all, but she can also control her emotions, so that she can be happy whenever and wherever she wants, and calm down when she wants, that feeling is really not very good.

"You see, I'm talking about such a heavy thing now, but I can still smile, and it's a really happy smile, not a fake, I feel that if that's the case, it's better to die!"

Looking at her smile, I nodded silently, I can kind of feel her pain, because I am gradually feeling this feeling now, because I have some sympathy, I sympathize with her.

"Let's go, I'll take you out of this place, maybe, I don't know, but maybe, I can restore you to the same feelings you used to have."

"Can you?"

"I've done a lot of miracles, and if you believe me, I wouldn't mind trying them!" Perhaps I could help her with this girl's problem, because I felt that the presence of the moment-absent in my mystical space could help her, or at least, what he left on me could help her.

But before I could finish speaking, I felt a pain in my neck...

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