"You can't do that." My roommate looked at me and said, "Although Xiao Lin'er is dead, you can't skip eating, you have to open a little and take care of your body." ”

"Hey, Xiao Lin'er is dead." I said sadly: "I feel that there is no reason to live, Xiao Lin'er is all I have, and now that Xiao Lin'er is dead, I'm afraid I'm going to die too." ”

"You, don't say much." The roommate persuaded him: "You must not think about it, you have to live well, if Xiao Lin'er has a spirit in the sky, she doesn't want to, seeing that you don't eat or drink for her, she definitely hopes that you can live happily, you must not say these frustrating words." ”

"yes, I see." I nodded and said, "Okay, you can rest early!" I'm out for a walk. ”

After saying that, I stood up and walked towards the outside of the dormitory, my heart is really painful now, my heart is broken like glass, all this is my fault, if it weren't for my business, Xiao Lin'er wouldn't have died.

If it weren't for me being sorry Zizi, Zizi wouldn't have killed Xiao Lin'er in order to retaliate against me, and now Xiao Lin'er is dead, but I have an indelible sense of guilt in my heart.

I walked to the top floor of the dormitory building alone, it was already night, there was a breeze blowing on the roof, which made my face very cool, but my heart was even colder than this cold wind, and I felt like I was in an ice cellar, and there was a cold wind blowing everywhere, blowing people all over the body.

I walked to the roof, to the edge of the roof, and looked up from the top to the huge playground downstairs.

My heart was lonely, the cold wind blew on my cheeks, it felt so cold, I stood here and muttered: "Xiao Lin'er, you abandoned me alone, let me live here alone, how do you let me live, how can I live, you once said that you want to go for a walk in the mountains hand in hand with me, and now you leave me alone, I really can't live alone." ”

"I, I'm here to accompany you." I muttered.

Then I slowly walked to the side of the building, closed my eyes, and jumped downstairs, I felt my body was constantly falling, falling downstairs, faster and faster, I am now not a little afraid of death, on the contrary, there is a sense of relief, since Zizi is not willing to let me die, then I will commit suicide.

I must see Xiao Lin'er again, I promised Xiao Lin'er, I want to be with her all the time, just a few minutes later, I suddenly felt from under my body, there was a flow of air dragging my body, making my body fall speed, slowly decreasing, and then I felt that I had reached the ground.

I lay on the ground alone, slowly opened my eyes, I slowly stood up, pinched my face, and said slowly: "I, I'm not dead!" ”

"Haha, I said, you want to die, so how easy."

At this time, Zizi's gloomy voice suddenly drifted into my ears.

"You, you stopped me!" I said angrily: "If you don't help me, you don't care about me, I must go to Xiao Lin'er." ”

"Haha." Zizi's cold voice sounded: "As long as I am here, there is no way for you to commit suicide, I will make you miserable forever." ”

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"Why, why the hell are you doing this." I roared, "Wouldn't you let me kill myself?" Why, you don't hate me very much, why didn't you kill me, why, why did you make me miserable, why can't you let us go, I beg you, it's all my fault, just let me go! ”

"Haha, you actually know how to beg me!" Zizi said coldly: "I really didn't expect that you begged me, but to die, to meet that slut, what kind of ecstasy soup did that slut pour for you, so that you are willing to commit suicide, but also to meet her, it's really annoying, the more you seem to have a deep affection for Xiao Lin'er, the more I won't let you die." ”

"Zizi, I know, what I did before hurt you very deeply." I sighed: "So much so that you hate me and Xiao Lin'er very much now, I know that all this is my fault, but it is not Xiao Lin'er's fault, I ask you to count the pain you left on me alone." ”

"Haha, don't you think now, is it too late for you to say this?" Zizi's figure suddenly appeared in front of him, looked at me coldly, and said, "Now you beg me?" You should have known that this would be the result the moment you forced me to death, and now you want to be with Xiao Lin'er, don't you think it's cruel to me? Do you think I'll let you be together, sweetly? ”

"It's impossible." Zizi said coldly: "What I can't get, I don't want to get more than others, I want to make you miserable, let you all suffer, so that I can be happy, I won't let you be happy together, I will never be, as long as I am here, you don't want to die." ”

"You, are you called love?" I roared angrily: "You call it domination, you are not love at all, you are angry, I am with Xiao Lin'er, that's why you do this kind of thing, your love is too selfish, I, I will not be with you no matter what, even if I know I'm sorry for you, but I won't be with you." ”

"Haha, I'm selfish?" Zizi laughed and said: "Haha, I'm just selfish, what's the matter, this is your retribution, you two are together, you just abandon me at will, have you ever thought about me, how will I live in the future, I also love you very much, but you abandoned me, so are you selfish or not?" ”

"I know I was wrong." I looked at Zizi and said: "I said, you don't look for Xiao Lin'er, but you still killed her, have you ever thought about her heart, she was killed by the best sister ever, do you know, when she died in the end, how sad she was, she has always regarded you as the best sister, but you killed her, don't you have a little heartache?" ”

"Hmph, she did it herself." Zi Zi glanced at me coldly and said, "If she hadn't robbed you, she wouldn't have done this, her death was all caused by herself, and she deserved it." ”

"You, what's wrong with you?" I said angrily: "She treats you as a good sister, but you say such things, is she worthless in your eyes, think about it, have you forgotten the happy times you had together?" Do you remember that she said that you are going to become, good sisters forever, and she has always worshipped you like a sister. ”

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When Zizi heard this, she was also a little moved, standing here a little silent, and after a few minutes, Zizi looked up at me and said, "If she really treats me as a sister, she shouldn't rob you, she shouldn't do this, Xiao Lin'er she deserves it, I don't care about her at all." ”

"Do you really not care? Then why are you, when you heard my words just now, you were silent for a while. I looked at Zizi and said, "Actually, you don't care about Lin'er, you care about her, so you just hesitated, but why do you have to do it, since you also care about Xiao Lin'er, why can't you bless her with happiness, why do you have to disperse us." ”

"Hmph, I'm just going to disperse you." Zizi said coldly: "I can't see my boyfriend, and she is sweet, I can't see you happy, it is you who hurt me, I want you to get retribution, I want her to know the pain, I want her to suffer for the rest of her life." ”

"Zizi, I really feel like you're so strange." I sighed and said: "Although I'm sorry for you, but I feel that I don't have anything to be sorry for you now, I should pay you back now, and you don't deserve me to feel guilty for you anymore, because you are no longer worthy, Zizi, I really misjudged you, the previous enthusiasm to help Xiao Lin'er Zizi is gone." ”

"Say whatever you like." Zi Zi said coldly: "Anyway, I don't care, I just know, I must take revenge on you now, and I am happy to see you in pain." ”

"Zizi, your heart is full of hatred, and you have completely forgotten how good others are to you." I trembled and said: "Zizi, I need to get to know you again, Zizi, you are no longer the person I know, you have seen others before, you will help, and even help Xiao Lin'er." ”

"Xiao Lin'er has always been grateful to you for this." I took a deep breath and continued: "Even, when I was about to be with Xiao Lin'er, Xiao Lin'er also asked me not to break your heart, and you, all you think about is her bad for you, have you ever thought about her good to you." ”

Zizi looked at me gloomily and didn't speak.

"Zizi, I don't know you anymore." I continued: "But you can't stop me, I'm going to die with my determination, I'm going to die." ”

"Very well, then I'll see." Zizi sneered: "As long as I am here, you will never die, I want to see you, the painful appearance, make you miss the person you love, but you can't stay with your lover, this kind of pain, compared to killing you, will make you miserable!" ”

After saying that, Zizi's body disappeared in front of me, and then my head was dizzy, and I fainted on the ground, not waking up, I don't know how long later, I slowly opened my eyes, at this time I found that the sky was already bright, and I was lying on the ground downstairs in the dormitory, I slowly stood up and touched my arm.

"It seems that yesterday was not a dream." I shook my head and said, "I remember last night, I jumped down the stairs, and then I felt that something was dragging me and slowing me down, and then I saw Zizi, it seems that all this is true, why, why is it so difficult for me to even die?" ”

My heart is really very painful, my beloved is no longer there, what is the point of living in this world by myself, it is better to let myself die like this.

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