"......" I frowned, he smiled bitterly and shook his head, "Why am I so great, I'm just an ordinary man, I just want to grow old with my wife, why should I be so great......"

"Yanyu, I can't snatch someone else's body to live my life with peace of mind!"

"What do you mean by robbing? She doesn't want to, you take it by force, it's to rob! At the beginning, she was looking for death and leaving, and you don't know why you came back to life in her, this is called robbery? ”

"This ......," I bit my lip, "the truth is, the body is indeed hers!" ”

Yan Yu sneered, his eyes were cold, "It's her unwanted body." ”

"Yanyu, you can't be so selfish! Xuanhu's life is bitter......"

"Who doesn't die!" Yan Yu forcibly interrupted me, "Your life is not bitter? Why did you come to this point if your life is not bitter! If you are bound to your affection and are afraid of pain, you don't know what happiness is, aren't you bitter? ”

I was shocked again, "This is not a thunderbolt......"

"Yes! He understands you, and I know better than he does! Did he say this to you, and were you very touched by it? What about me? Where have you put me! ”

I sat down and chuckled, not knowing what to say.

Yan Yu also sat down, adjusted his breath a few times with a solemn expression, and said, "If you have difficulties, find someone else, when I am an ornament." ”

"Hehe......" I continued to laugh dryly, my heart numb.

Yan Yu added: "You are just afraid to ask me for help and be rejected by me. You can't even stand my rejection. ”

“……”

"If I don't understand you, if I don't understand, if I don't understand, if I don't obey, if I don't help you, you can't bear it, what are you afraid of? If it's my fault that I don't do well, you can scold me and beat me, I can ask me, what are you afraid of? ”

“……”

"But I know that the people you go to find are people who can't hurt you. I, it's you who open your heart, it's you who no longer defend, and I can make you irreversible with a cruel word...... I know......"

Once again, I raised my hands to cover my face, trying to hide the tears that were about to fall from my eyes.

Yan Yu stood up on his knees, approached on his knees, and gently pulled my hand, "I'm the only one who can hurt you, right?" ”

My throat was sore, tears were already flowing down my fingers, and I stubbornly refused to take my hand off, refusing to let Yanyu see my expression.

"So I don't dare to speak, but I really can't let you go......" Yanyu pulled me again, "Look at me, Sister Wei, look at me." ”

He was a little strong, and I casually pulled out a book at the bottom of the bookcase to block my face, and said in a hoarse voice: "Yanyu, don't do this...... I ......"

The book was easily taken away by Yan Yu, his hand was held by Yan Yu, and he pleaded again: "Sister Wei, look at me." ”

There was no way to avoid it, I could only raise my eyes, and what I saw was tears in my eyes, and my face was unrelenting.

Taking a deep breath, I shook my head blankly, "You...... What are you going to do? I'm really going to die, don't push me! ”

Yan Yu smiled sadly, looked at me and said, "In the last life, it was my fault that I failed to spend it with you. In this life, I was not by your side when you were resurrected, and it was also my fault. But I didn't run around, I was waiting for you obediently in Sibai County, we met, it's not too late, right? ”

Tears rained down, I couldn't speak, my breathing became heavy, I could only shake my head.

"It's my fault, Sister Wei, I know it's wrong. But since the day we met, I have been obediently guarding you, and I don't want to leave you again, you look at me and tell me, are you really willing to leave me? ”

I sighed and let out a low sob.

"Tell me, are you willing?"

I'm hopeless.

Throwing myself into Yanyu's arms, Yanyu immediately hugged me tightly, and I finally cried out all the pain and grievances, hoarse, and dark.

Yan Yu opened his legs and left an open space for me to flutter, leaning his back against the bookcase, sometimes chuckling, sometimes crying with me, sometimes patting my back and saying: "It's better to cry, cry, cry loudly, don't hold back." ”

In the midst of crying, I said countless times "reluctant", "I don't want to go", "I can't help", "I feel so uncomfortable", and finally it all boils down to three other words, "I love you".

When I really couldn't cry anymore, but I was sobbing and couldn't breathe, Yanyu had a pair of peach blossom eyes, and the smile was warm, helping me to stroke my back, and I almost threw out a sentence that scared me to death.

He said: "You haven't come this month, just cry once, and next time you cry, I'm afraid it will be a year and a half later." ”

"What...... What the? I was incredulous and touched my stomach, "What do you mean?" I'm pregnant? ”

"When was your monthly letter, don't you remember?"

I thought about it, "Does it seem like seven or ten?" ”

Yan Yu got up and pulled me up, bent down to help me smooth my robe, and when he stood up, he asked again, "What time is it now?" The conscription is almost over, and the monthly letter is more than half a month late. Please ask the doctor of Ping'an pulse to not see the pulse, maybe I guessed wrong, but I still have to pay attention to my body, and I can't cry anymore after crying. ”

“…… I seem to be more entangled, what if I am really pregnant? ”

Yanyu scratched my nose, "Naturally, Mr. is a child, and then think about other things." ”

"But Xuanhu's side ......"

"No one forced you to go, you can rest assured that Xuanhu is there, there are night priests, Emperor Heng warlocks, so many historical books, if it is finally determined that there is no other way, we will discuss it then, how about it?"

I know it's unfair to Xuanhu, and Yan Yu knows it.

So Yanyu waited for me to go to Xianyang Palace, and found Lei Nian and Xuanhu together to go to Liuguang Pavilion.

A small meeting was held, and Yanyu said his thoughts, Lei had no objection, and Xuanhu had no objection.

It was Xuanhu's happy look when he agreed with Yanyu, and it made me feel that I was really hateful, hateful! I thought that Lei Nian should refuse, but Lei Nian just drank silently for a while, and then asked me what Xuanhu meant.

After relaying, Lei Nian asked me, "I also mentioned the night of your hangover earlier, what did I say?" ”

I thought about it for a moment and said, "You said that after I was drunk, I pestered you for two hours and did many things to you, and you were forced to do something to me. Now that I think about it, you're deliberately misleading me, right? ”

Lei Nian chuckled and said, "Why should I mislead you? If I want Xuanhu to regain this body, and I can only obey my brother's orders, or keep silent, or speak out, why bother going around such a big circle? ”

"......" Lei Jue looked at Lei Nian, turned his eyes to me and said, "He can't bear it." ”

"Him?" I wondered, "He should have hoped for Xuanhu to come back." ”

Yan Yu pressed my hand and said: "He is also trying his best to assist you, how can he not know that you are doing your best for Xuancang, not that I want to blindly support you, everyone here, including Xuanhu, who can say that you are not the most dedicated person in Xuancang's rejuvenation?" replaced Xuanhu, Xuancang is in danger. Although Lei Nian is the Night Shadow Virtuous King, he is also extremely loyal to you. ”