Chapter 145: Giving Up Treatment
Zhang Xin got a pot of bamboo and put it in the ward, she always felt that there was a feeling of lifelessness in the ward, and getting some plants to put in it added a little vitality.
Zhang Guowei's spirit seems to be very good today, the infusion treatment in the first two days made him vomit and couldn't eat anything, but his immunity is very low, if he doesn't eat, I'm afraid he won't be able to survive the treatment after that, so Sun Cuihua cooks for him every day.
When Zhang Xin came to the ward just now, Sun Cuihua happily told her that today Zhang Guowei said that he wanted to eat the noodles she made, so he happily took the key and went back to cook.
"Xiao Xin, come here, I have something to ask you." Zhang Guowei stood up, Zhang Xin put the pillow behind him and let him lean on it, now Zhang Guowei's face is pale, although he insists on taking medicine every day, but the disease is still eating away at his body at an accelerated pace.
Zhang Xin sat on the edge of the bed, took out an apple, cut it in half and handed it to Zhang Guowei.
"Xiaoxin, tell me the truth, is my disease incurable?" Zhang Xin didn't expect him to say it so accurately, and the hand holding the knife trembled for a moment.
At first, Zhou Ren advised patients not to let themselves know about their condition, as this would increase their psychological burden and affect their treatment.
Zhang Xin is not very good at lying, and said hesitantly: "No, Dad, you think too much, the doctor said that you have pneumonia, as long as you stick to treatment, you will definitely get better." ”
Zhang Guowei waved his hand, turned his head to look out the window, autumn is here again, the fallen leaves are falling one by one, he feels that in the past few days of hospitalization, every day the strength in his body seems to be taken away little by little, and he has no strength.
"Don't lie to me, my body, I know it myself, I just want to know what kind of disease I am, and I don't want to die."
Zhang Xin listened to Zhang Guowei's last words, and her heart was filled with sourness.
"Actually, you have leukemia, but the doctor said that if you stick to the treatment, you can still live a long time."
Although Zhang Guowei did not study, he also had a colleague who had this disease, and before the colleague died, he also went to visit, and lay on the hospital bed without a little consciousness, like a corpse that could breathe, because of this disease, the family still owed a lot of money, and as a result, he did not live long, leaving a bunch of broken stalls.
"I don't want to be in the hospital anymore, Xiao Xin, you go and help me go through the discharge procedures." As he spoke, he pulled out the infusion needle in his hand, and some blood beads immediately oozed from the back of his hand.
"No, Dad, we have to treat this disease." Zhang Xin was a little panicked, and at this time, Sun Cuihua also pushed the door with a lunch box and walked in. Seeing that the atmosphere in the ward was not quite right, Zhang Guowei was still barefoot on the ground, and hurriedly put down the lunch box and walked over.
"What's the matter at this time, why don't you lie down in bed well, what are you doing when you come down?"
Sun Cuihua tried to help Zhang Guowei to the bed, but he didn't expect him to struggle for a while, still standing on the ground, Sun Cuihua had said more than once before that Zhang Xin's stubborn temper was with Zhang Guowei, and now it seems that this is indeed the case.
"Mom, Dad already knows about his condition, he said he doesn't want to be treated, and he has to be discharged from the hospital."
Sun Cuihua sighed, sat on the edge of the bed, did not speak again, looked at the floor in a daze, and the ward fell into a dead silence for a while.
"If you don't want to treat it, we won't treat it, I'll take care of you, let's continue to live our lives, the same as before."
Zhang Xin thought that she had misheard, Sun Cuihua stood up, took out everything under the bed, and sorted it out one by one, Zhang Guowei smiled and helped her clean it up with joy.
Zhang Xin couldn't understand why they would rather give up their time to survive than receive treatment in the hospital, and many years later, she understood the choice of Sun Cuihua and Zhang Guowei.
I'd rather cherish every minute and second in the future than become a burden to the whole family, unable to do anything in the hospital, and spending the little time that the whole family struggled with all their might to fight for death while lying on the hospital bed.
When Sun Cuihua's noodle shop reopened, Zhang Guowei quit his job in the factory to help out in the noodle restaurant, Sun Cuihua stipulated that he would only sell 50 bowls of noodles a day, and the rest of the time he and Zhang Guowei held hands and walked in a nearby park.
Although he stopped treatment in the hospital, Zhou Ren still prescribed anti-cancer drugs to Zhang Guowei, probably because he took medicine every day, and he was in a very happy mood.
Zhang Xin also moved from the dormitory to the house in order to accompany Zhang Guowei more, the family eats together every night, chats, is very happy and calm, looking at the neat family in front of him, Zhang Xin really hopes that the things of the first few days are like a dream, and when he sleeps, his father is still healthy.
Grandpa Zhou Hui's condition has not improved, a few days ago the heart attack recurred, and he was sent to the hospital, Mr. Lin also called Lynch several times, urging him to come back quickly, Zhang Xin is a special situation here, he is not at ease, and the matter of going back has been delayed again and again.
Seeing that Lynch was slow to respond, Old Man Lin called the principal in a fit of anger. It was inevitable to go back this time, Lynch explained the situation to Zhang Xin, Zhang Xin's mind was now all on Zhang Guowei's condition, so he didn't say anything, helped him pack his luggage, and gave a few more instructions to send Lynch to the station.
"If you have anything, just call this number, or go to Zhou Ren." Lynch pinned Zhang Xin's wind-blown hair behind his ears and pulled her into his arms and hugged her for a while.
After a few days of tossing, Zhang Xin has lost some weight again, as if a gust of wind can blow her away.
"Eat well, sleep well, and I'll be back as soon as possible." Lynch took off the scarf around his neck and wrapped it around her neck.
Zhang Xin looked at him with a pair of big eyes and nodded. "Get on board, the car will be coming soon."
Lynch lifted the suitcase and got into the car at the urging of Zhang Xin. After a long whistle, the train started slowly, and Lynch opened the window in his seat, looked outside, and waved desperately at Zhang Xin.
Watching the train slowly start moving, Zhang Xin suddenly ran with the train, as if she had a hunch, feeling that this train would be a turning point in the relationship between the two of them, she followed it for a while, but after all, she couldn't run the train, panting, watching the train slowly turn into a black dot and disappear on the horizon.
Zhang Xin shook his head fiercely, trying to forget the terrible thought he had just now, comforting himself that he must have encountered too many bad things recently, and the thought just now would flash in his mind.
Human beings are a particularly spiritual creature, and at a certain moment, they can always foresee things happening, but sadly, they can't change them, they can only watch their lives change dramatically.
The business of the clothing store is also very good, Li Tian brought his girlfriend to the store a few days ago, and happily said that he was about to get married, and invited Zhang Xiangyan to attend their wedding at that time.
This is the best news Zhang Xin has heard in the past few days, as Li Tian's partner, Zhang Xin also invited Li Tian and his girlfriend to a better restaurant for a meal that day.
Li Tian's girlfriend's name is Qian Yuling, listening to Li Tian, Lingling has been coming to their store to buy clothes, and the two have become acquainted with each other, Li Tian saw that she was good-looking, and very gentle, so he asked her out to play a few times, and the two formalized their relationship, and after getting along for so long, he proposed to Lingling.
Zhang Xin took Li Tian and the two of them to the hotel where Chen Ruize took her to eat a buffet, Li Tian has been helping Zhang Xin to run shops and tailor shops, which saved Zhang Xin a lot of heart, this meal is not only to congratulate them but also to thank Li Tian for his continuous efforts.
Chen Ruize brought the members of their basketball team to Zhang Xin's noodle restaurant this day, although it no longer sells stir-fried vegetables, he still came over every once in a while to cheer up.
"Aunt Sun, I'm here again, let's make us ten bowls of signature meat sauce noodles."
Chen Ruize shouted as soon as he entered the door, and he didn't see Zhang Xin standing at the counter at all.
"What a noise! Today's noodles sell fifty bowls, and now there are five bowls left, and if there are more, they won't be sold. Zhang Xin was in front of the counter to check the account, but he didn't expect to be startled by Chen Ruize's loud voice.