Chapter Seventy-Six: Yun Yao's example
And Yun Yao's side cried all the way back to her boudoir, and the people on the road didn't dare to look at her own Gege so disregarding her image, so as not to be punished by the master's family.
Therefore, no one dared to stop Yun Yao, and Yun Yao quickly returned to her boudoir.
After Yun Yao returned to her room, she lay on the bed and cried, and after crying for a while, Yun Yao found that E-Niang didn't come to see her, so she couldn't help but feel even more sad, and then she fell asleep when she was tired from crying.
Since then, Yun Yao's room seemed to be silent, and after less than a moment, Yun Yao lifted the quilt covering her face, looked left and right, and couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief in her heart.
Just now, Yun Yao found that when Ama was talking about the affairs of the Internal Affairs Office, he obviously felt that someone suddenly paid attention to them. Yun Yao immediately knew at that moment that Kangxi was spying on her house again.
Yun Yao felt that Kangxi was simply amazing, even she, the concubine of the reserves, had to be monitored, and his desire for control was simply bursting.
But Yun Yao couldn't show his abnormality and was discovered by the secret guards. Therefore, he expressed his liking for Kangxi with subtle resentment.
Yun Yao didn't want to express her love for Kangxi, so as to get Kangxi's special treatment. But this kind of thing is not realistic, Yun Yao is very worried that if she does this, once the character collapses in the future, it will cause a backlash of Kangxi's feelings, so that Kangxi will dislike her even more, and then the gains will outweigh the losses.
Just like the modern stars who put on various characters, they more or less wear certain masks, and these masks are usually because of what the audience likes, and they design the masks that the audience loves.
But when the mask is revealed, the star will soon be abandoned by the audience. Of course, celebrities can create another image to win the audience's forgiveness and love again. But Yun Yao couldn't do this to the emperor.
Even if the personality of the stars collapses, as long as the economic company supports it, in a few years, the public will forget the original mistakes of the stars, and those stars can naturally face the audience with a new look.
But Kangxi is different, even if Kangxi forgets, countless people around him who don't like him will always remind Kangxi of his mistakes. The most important thing is that the careful eyes of the Aixin Jueluo family are simply famous all over the world, and Yun Yao doesn't want to challenge the limits of Kangxi's patience.
And this is the Qing Dynasty of feudal antiquity, and it is not the same magnitude to annoy the emperor and annoy the modern audience.
Even if the latter has a larger base, the former has enough power to bring it down the abyss.
Yun Yao was not afraid of annoying the emperor at that time, but her parents, brothers and uncle didn't want to escape!
Therefore, Yun Yao has always been cautious about her every move, for fear that she will cause trouble for the family.
And Yun Yao tried her best, but she just thought of maintaining her original personality. As for Yun Yao's original temperament, it is nothing else, it is a girly version of Ma Jia's character.
Looking at the way Wu Lu and Ma Jiashi got along just now, you can know her temperament.
Ma Jia's was loved by many Fujin wives because of her temperament when she was a girl, and Tuhai was repeatedly promoted by Emperor Shunzhi, and Ma Jia's status was also raised a lot.
Therefore, before getting married, Ma Jia's family has always been the first candidate daughter-in-law in the heart of the clan minister Jia Fujin.
Before Emperor Shunzhi told Tuhai that he wanted to enter the palace, Ma Jia's family was mentioned by many princes and ministers, among whom there was a fierce man, who insisted on seeking Ma Jia's family after being married by Emperor Shunzhi.
Later, it almost caused a conflict between the clan and Shunzhi, but Ma Jia's was able to get out of the whole body, and people who knew the inside story felt that Ma Jia's was not an ordinary person.
At that time, the Empress Dowager was about to punish Ma Jia's family, but Ma Jia's family was stunned to persuade the prince's son, which made the Empress Dowager lose face.
At that time, the Empress Dowager saw that Ma Jiashi felt that she was a red face and a disaster, so she wanted to punish Ma Jiashi, but at that time, the defense of Manchurian men and women was not serious, and even the Empress Dowager was said.
The Empress Dowager didn't find a chance, and then Ma Jiashi talked to the prince and told him that neither of them would marry.
After that, Ma Jiashi married Wu Lu and taught his husband and children with peace of mind, and that son seemed to have been relieved and did not disturb Ma Jia's family.
There is only Shunzhi, although Shunzhi also looks at the sea unpleasantly, but he never thought about embarrassing Ma Jia's after that.
In Yun Yao's opinion, her Eniang is more like a time-traveling girl or a reborn girl than her, a person with several lifetimes of memories, so Yun Yao feels that her role model is her own Eniang.
Ma Jia's has a very nice name - Jing Shu, which is taken from Jing Nu Qishu.
It's a pity that her name and her personality are seriously inconsistent, just like Yun Yao.
Every time Yun Yao did something naughty, her uncle said that if there is a mother, there must be a daughter.
Yun Yao once asked the old man in the family about her Ama Eniang's past.
Ma Jiashi still did not change her true colors after becoming Wu Lu's Fujin, but she was often able to master a degree, and she did not lose her advantages after getting married.
It is true that Yun Yao's Ama has not accepted a concubine so far because the two childhood sweethearts can't plug in the figure of others.
But without Ma Jia's careful management, the feelings of his youth can be maintained in his old age, which requires great energy to maintain.
Yun Yao's E-niang can see the shadow of her hard work in many small details of life. For example, when the two played chess, Ma Jia's chess strength was more than one step better than Wu Lu's, but Ma Jia's has always maintained a win-of-ten situation, occasionally giving Wu Lu a sweetness and Wu Lu a draw.
Although this has some of Ma Jia's bad taste, being able to hang Wu Lu and play chess with her all the time is a blessing for Ma Jia's who can't find an opponent.
But maybe it was because playing chess deepened the relationship between the two, or maybe Wu Lu discovered the small tricks played by Fu Jin, but he was tired of it, Wu Lu never forgot to play chess with Fu Jin for more than ten years.
Jia Baoyu once said in the Dream of Red Mansions: A woman is a pearl before she gets married, and she is a fish-eyed pearl after she marries.
This sentence is cruel but extremely realistic for a married woman.
Ke Ma Jia. Jingshu has turned this kind of life that is enough to destroy a woman's time into a happy appearance today.
Yun Yao has experienced several lifetimes, but in front of Ma Jia's family, she was compared to scum. It can be said that no one who knows the experience of the two will say that Yun Yao will have a better life.
Yun Yao knew that the past of her parents was not in this life, but in the previous life, when Yun Yao was looking forward to the future, she knew it from the mouth of Ma Jia's nurse.
Before Yun Yao entered the palace in her previous life, she always thought that she was going back to live a life like Eniang, but the incident of entering the palace caught Yun Yao off guard.
After Yun Yao came back in this life, she has been complaining in her heart about Kangxi's inaction in the harem, which has led to her being childless and struggling to move forward in the harem.
But Yun Yao asked herself in her heart, why is it not because of the happiness of her Ama Eniang's life, Yun Yao herself has never been willing to contact the emperor, and would rather stay in her own small world than contact with outsiders, fantasizing that she has the same happiness as Ama Eniang.
Yun Yao completely forgot her mother's instructions, and Ma Jiashi told Yun Yao before her daughter entered the palace: You must manage your own life well.
Now that Yun Yao thinks about it, she only thinks that E-Niang's words are good words, and now that she has entered the palace again, Yun Yao has decided to follow E-Niang's wishes and manage her life well.