It should be more than two o'clock after writing these words, and for people of my age, staying up late is a bit liverless. Staying up late hurts in the temples.

My favorite writers are Haruki Murakami and Keigo Higashino, and neither of them has ever bought a book because of some of their quotes or movie adaptations.

It's like I like Monet, and I like Van Gogh. Picasso didn't see much, and Leonardo da Vinci knew it in music or art class. Sometimes I get the name wrong.

When I was in kindergarten, I liked Ultraman Sailor Moon, I liked crispy noodles, and I didn't like white cloth shoes because I would be trampled on by my classmates and my heels would often blister.

When I was in elementary school, I loved watching animation, and I had a lot of bad experiences, but there were always movies, TV music, and I accompanied our family, so most of the memories are good, even if there are bad ones, as long as you live, it will become an inspirational part, a positive part.

When I was in junior high school, I liked music, language and drawing, and when I got to high school, I had a lot of books around me, but there was too much homework, and the books next to the bed were piled up in a fortress, and I didn't have time to read them. It's not earned by yourself, and it's not appropriate to buy food.

Later, when I came to university, in addition to dancing, writing and singing, I also had a part-time job. I would have thought that I would have known about the profession of an online writer a long time ago, but I would have dismissed this idea immediately. Because it's never too late, if you don't work hard now, you will hope for the future and blame your past self.

I will let people in the real world know that I am a writer because it is a dignity for the industry. But I also don't want them to know my pen name. More people only care about income, or think that I will not be good and do not want me to be good.

Reality is meant to be transcended. Dare to be yourself, persevere, and change what others say with your actions, rather than letting outsiders point fingers and confuse your pace.

Some people will also laugh at me for being a novice, why not use the pen name Nameless. Anonymous is always powerful.

Paying attention to the work itself will reduce a lot of mundane troubles in real life.

I remember that when I registered the account, it was 16 years, my job was stable, I was a little proud, and I didn't stop being impetuous, and I didn't control it when I looked at myself.

In July 17, there was a problem with the operation of the company I worked for, and I was preparing to write before, and said that I would be unemployed if I didn't work hard, and I would be unemployed if I really lost my job, and I understood three things at that time, don't be arrogant when you succeed, you must have a sense of crisis, you can live without facing the world when you do what you like, and you are very happy, and you must make the company make money, and the work will last for a long time.

On August 22nd, after two months of interviews in which a leather bag company turned me around but did not give me a job, as well as hypocritical exchange meetings, and participated in interesting group performances, I was angry and asked me to write.

Thinking of Mr. Lu Xun, it is impossible to be angry, and it is necessary to maintain a thorny forge ahead to make achievements.

There are a lot of people who say that I am extreme, that I should communicate with people, and the result of communicating with people is to find ways to assimilate me, and instead see the same opinion in my idols.

Some people have never seen it, and they may never see it again in their lifetime, just like the authors of ancient Greek books, but they really think they know you better than the people around them.

I need to communicate with the wise, not with the pointers.

I'm very hateful to people who want to control my life.

I want to write between the lines the ideals and the dissatisfaction with reality, and the resentment of my own powerlessness, and create an ideal world. There will always be someone who will understand me, even if we haven't seen it, even if one day I'm gone, we can use the road we have traveled to tell future generations that we are not nowhere to go. We can insist on living our lives.

The interference of reality, one's own slackness, and the ups and downs of one's life will affect the creation of works.

Sometimes I feel like I'm crazy and very sober.

Sometimes I feel that the world is illusory, and I ignore some pain.

Every theme has what I want to express and change, when I can't save every stray animal I encounter, when I don't fulfill my promise to my family again and again, when the deadline for essays is approaching, and when I give up.

For me personally, it can be said to be a kind of self-treatment, and if I, who are powerless to change reality, can make money for a canned cat food, it is also a kind of progress. It is more meaningful than talking about ideals every day but only thinking about money.

People live to change the world, make the world better, and let their families live better.

As a writer, there is a sense of responsibility. When I was a child, I watched movies on TV or on discs, and if I didn't have a disc of this movie, I would write about my feelings after watching it, so that I could feel at ease and think about the plot over and over again, and when I was older, I began to like to draw in class, and sometimes it would affect listening to math classes, but I would still try my best to study, because then I would have more freedom to do what I wanted.

When I was in junior high school, in the third year of junior high school, I began to insist on writing a diary every day, and the interesting thing is that I always feel that I am not late, it is a pity that I didn't write before, in fact, the most important thing is that there is still time, and I should cherish the present.

Sometimes I was too lazy to keep a diary, and I would make up for it later.

This habit persisted for 13 years, and the most terrible time was when I couldn't sleep without finishing writing, and I was so tired that I had to write, so I got up and turned on the light to write.

Later, with the popularization of mobile phone social software, I became more and more impetuous, recently quit the social network, and the Weibo account that I had used for seven or eight years will also be cancelled at the end of the month, these memories record my growth, but there is no meaning. Deletions don't make sense, they will also be eternal in the past time and space.

I can't waste the present and delay the future for the sake of the past.

They can be easily incinerated and used as fuel to go further, and if you don't always look back at yesterday ruthlessly, you won't go far.

Thank you for being yesterday, learning from your previous self, thanks to going through a lot of things, I survived, there are many experiences I don't want to talk about, because I want to achieve what I think is successful before I write it, in order to encourage more people.

The family is here, and there are a few true friends, and confidants among the fans.

And cats, and cats and dogs that I didn't save and sparrows and fish. There are also people who have left, and the spirit accompanies me.

The world is both beautiful and cruel. Rooted in the cruel reality and growing wildly towards the sun, it may be more down-to-earth.

Past experiences are all fodder for writing.

Writing about small animals is to hope that there is power to protect the lives in those corners that we can't reach, and writing romance is to believe that pure love can defeat reality. There is also nostalgia, childhood, youth inspirational and autobiographical memories, all of which are life experiences.

Writing, it's good to have such a platform, the staff who perform their duties are also great, the fans are also great, and it's better than no one to be black with a few comments.

Sometimes I feel sorry for the fans who spend money and time, because the quality of the book is completely out of line with the state, as if climbing forward in the ugliest posture in a long marathon.

But I still hope to be able to give back with high-quality works that are enjoyable and dripping, rather than blindly saying that I am tired and tired.

A few things were reviewed.

Now, I'm starting to enjoy the process of honing like this, just like the boxed lunch in Xingye's King of Comedy, I just want to prove that I'm an author, I'm a writer, and I'm a housekeeper. I also bought the book The Self-cultivation of Actors, and I also bought the self-cultivation of the supporting screenwriter, basically I didn't read it much, I just wanted to buy it.

Let everything be, the power of man is really limited, a beautiful vision, world peace.

Everyone's experience is different, and their fate is different, sometimes I still like my own temper, because my idols are all weird tempers, and I am a combination of grandparents, mom and dad, and I am so stubborn that I can be stubborn.

I've finished writing this article 18.9.29 02:33, and I'm scheduled to send it at seven o'clock.

Ps. I was a counselor in junior high school, and my high school homeroom teacher said that I had a very strong mentality, but in fact, it was myself who could treat myself.