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Looking at the disappearing back, Lu Qinghe seemed to have his body hollowed out, and he stayed awake all night this night, as if he had lost something important. He suddenly remembered when he was ten years old, when he first saw Ruoshui, he was shocked, recalled her innocent eyes, she did not look down on him like others, there was no disdain, there was no disgust, it was as clean as a clear spring.

It was the first time he was ashamed of himself, he had never felt like that, even if the servants in the family looked down on him. Thinking about it later, I probably didn't care, I didn't care what those minions thought of him, I didn't care what those so-called relatives at home thought of him, so I wouldn't be ashamed of myself in front of them.

But Ruoshui is different, he doesn't want Ruoshui to see his embarrassed appearance. He has had no father and mother since he was a child, and his grandfather doesn't have much affection for him, and he seems to have been forgotten by the whole world. Occasionally, there are a few people who remember him, and what they remember is that he blocked their way, wanted to kill him, and gave them way, so as to share some of the Lu family's property, and in those ten years, his life was better than death.

He knew that his mother had made a mistake, although he didn't know what his mother's mistake was, but from the disdain in the eyes of the aunts in the family, it could be seen that his mother's mistake was very despised by everyone, so he was looked down upon even by others. Since ancient times, when parents make mistakes, children will be looked down upon, because everyone thinks that dragons give birth to dragons, phoenixes give birth to phoenixes, your father and mother are not good things, and you can be a good thing. Therefore, a child like him, who did not have a good mother, was naturally looked down upon by the whole family.

But despite this, he still has admiration for his mother. What child doesn't love their parents, and what child doesn't want to have a mother who loves them? He is the same, he hopes that he has a mother who loves him, a mother who shelters him from the wind and rain in this cold mansion. Just look at your cousins, they have a good mother, they have a mother to fight for them for everything they eat and wear, they have a mother to take care of them all night when they are sick, they are bullied, and they have parents to stand up for them and protect them.

But he has nothing, in this huge mansion, he is always alone, even if he is bullied by his subordinates, he never dares to say anything. He knew that his grandfather could stand up for him, and those uncles and aunts might not care about his life or death, but grandpa cared, no matter how he said it, he was also a member of the Lu family. But he never went to his grandfather, because he knew that he was not valued by his grandfather, and his grandfather disliked his mother very much, unless it was a life-threatening matter, otherwise he found his grandfather, and his grandfather would not care too much, maybe he would be even more disgusted with himself and feel that he was hypocritical.

He spent most of his time at home school and in his father's study, and for a while he watched the Dream of Red Mansions in his father's study, and when he saw the description of Ermu Jia Yingchun in it, he suddenly had a feeling of empathy. is not valued at home, even if he is ridiculed, despised and bullied by his uncles and aunts, he does not dare to speak, that is because he has searched the whole world, there is no one who is willing to stand up for himself, because he has no backer, so he does not dare to speak easily, he does not dare to offend anyone, he is despised and bullied by his subordinates, and he does not dare to open his mouth to sue, even if he complains, what can he do, who cares?

Probably in the eyes of everyone, he is a dispensable person, the only grandfather who cares about his life and death just thinks that he has raised himself, whether he is doing well or not, whether he is lonely in his heart, where will he care if he treats himself wholeheartedly. Because no one pays attention, no one cares, and there is no backer, over time it becomes a lonely wood who is unwilling to speak.

When he became a wood, he also accepted his fate, and accepted his fate for the rest of his life, life and death. Although he still has a stubbornness in his bones, there is an unwillingness, but he hopes that he can get rid of this life that does not see the light, perhaps, leaving this world earlier, reincarnation, may not be a good thing, the next life, maybe there will be a good future.

Just when he was already resigned to his fate and waiting for death, the man who gave him hope and light in his life again appeared. That is the first person in the world who cares about himself and cares about himself, he only feels that the girl with a dusty temperament and a fairy seems to have seen it in her previous life, it is so familiar, and it makes him greedy.

That girl changed his life, she saved his life, and made his grandfather change his attitude towards him, took herself with him to raise him personally, and became the next head of the Lu family handpicked by his grandfather. Since that day, the entire Lu family, whether it is the master or the subordinate, is very respectful when they see themselves, even if they have poison in their eyes, and they can't wait to die by themselves, they are also respectful to themselves on the surface. He is the next head of the Lu family, as long as they can't kill themselves, they have to rely on themselves and respect themselves.

Probably experienced the warmth and coldness of human affection too early, he saw things and their transparency, and learned very quickly to deal with people, even his grandfather said that he was a precocious one, and he never found that he had such a smart grandson who could entrust the family business. Whenever Grandpa said this, he would think of the innocent girl in her eyes, and ask herself with a delicate and beautiful face, "Who are you?" Who is this who has harmed you? Don't be afraid, I'll save you. ”

That moment, in his memory, turned out to be an eternity.

In the rest of his life, he rarely saw her. About her, she also forgot that there was such a person as him, Lu Qinghe. He knew that that girl was a person who even his grandfather was afraid of, a master of metaphysics, an existence that even the heads of their four major families could not provoke. People like them are really annoyed, killing people invisibly, and the whole clan may end up with a bad death.

Grandpa once said that such people should be befriended and respected, but they should also stay away. There are too many strange places on their bodies, killing people and hurting people invisibly, if one day, they really want to hurt you, calculate you, you can't defend against it at all. So don't have too many intersections to avoid unnecessary trouble. But he was hopelessly thinking about that woman, thinking that she could always be by his side, that he could see her again, that he could hear her voice, that he felt her care, and that he even hoped that everything she had could belong to him.

This thought became stronger and stronger, and he knew that he was probably in love with that woman.