Chapter 19: The Deepest Hatred

"Old woman, don't think that you can be so arrogant after saving the master! Tell you ......" The grumpy young man was stunned by the pile of books the doctor had brought and slapped his table and yelled.

Dr. Helan was not angry, but just looked at the young man quietly, with a smile on his face.

The young man shifted his gaze under Dr. Helan's gaze: "Alright, alright! I'm afraid of you, I don't think it's okay? ,Hey, there's a fart for reading these books! ”

"Books can open your horizons and let you know the truth of this world!" Dr. Helan said seriously.

"The truth of this world? The truth is that the few rule over the many. The world is a machine, no matter how sophisticated and gorgeous it may be on the outside, but underneath these sophistication and magnificence, it is dark and greasy. The young man snorted disdainfully.

Dr. Helan shook his head and smiled, "Son, I know you've suffered a lot, and you're disappointed in humanity, but that's not all there is to this world. ”

She turned on the holographic projection.

For the first time, the vast universe appeared in front of the young man. When the flames of stars bloom in front of your eyes, when the colliding neutron stars emit light that can illuminate the entire universe, when the heart of the galaxy comes the light of billions of years ago.

When the remains of the golden empire of an ancient civilization were dug out of the yellow sand, reflecting the golden light under the light of the stars.

The young man was completely intoxicated.

He no longer rejected the books and materials that Dr. Helan had brought, and he was hungry for those knowledge.

His foundation is so poor that sometimes in order to understand a sentence, he even needs two or three days to read the relevant materials. But he didn't have any impatience at all, he was completely intoxicated.

Dr. Helan is busy every day, but she dedicates at least two hours a day to answering Kunwu's questions.

One puzzle after another unfolds in front of Kungo, and then more puzzles appear.

Kungo finally understood what the doctor's original words meant.

What is the truth of this world?

The world doesn't care about the truth, that's how it exists. But for Kungo, the truth of the world is the process of exploration. The surprise and frenzy that arises whenever a new unknown is discovered is the meaning of survival.

"Doctor, I want to be a hunter!" One day, the young man said to the Doctor.

By this time, he had been living in the doctor's house for more than half a year. Before he knew it, he was already relaxed like a child in front of the doctor.

Dr. Helan smiled, she was very satisfied with the young man's desire.

On the third day, Dr. Helan sent him to the Hunter School.

"Three years, you have three years to learn, to train. I'm busy with work and I may not be able to come and see you, but I'll keep an eye on your studies! At the time of separation, Dr. Helan spoke earnestly to the young man.

"Don't worry, doctor, I will not disappoint your expectations!" The promise of the young man's swear.

The doctor smiled, and she took the boy into her arms and kissed him on the forehead like a mother to a child: "Son, everything you do is not for the sake of other people, but for your own wishes. ”

"Always remember that your curiosity is the most precious motivation and your kindness is the most precious strength. In the future, you will definitely meet companions who will explore the truth of the world with you, and at that time, make good use of everything you have learned. ”

The young man looked at the doctor with some confusion, then nodded. At the time, he didn't understand what the doctor's words meant, but he nodded his head in response.

After three years, the young man graduated with honors with the greatest perseverance and hard work.

It is true that his basic knowledge is not as good as those who have been educated since childhood, but in the field he is good at, he graduated third in the school.

Even in the elite hunter school, the name of Kungo represents a big legend.

A guy whose foundation is extremely poor, but in three years, he graduated with three perfect scores and the third ranking in the school in individual skills.

"Doctor, I'm a hunter!" In three years, the young man has grown a lot taller, and the deep transformation of the hunter has liberated the power in the young man's genes, and he is already higher than the doctor.

I haven't seen her for three years, Dr. Helan is still the same as before, and the years have not left traces on her body in the past three years, but there is a little more fatigue in the depths of her eyes.

"Son, I'm so proud of you!" Dr. Helan generously embraced the young man who was already taller than himself into his arms.

Feeling the breath of the doctor, the young man smiled like a child.

The timeline inevitably came to that day.

Sanwei VII.

Duanmu's sudden attack changed everything.

The young man, who had just become an official one-star hunter for a few days, tried his best but could only die with Duanmu, and his only thought was to let the doctor live.

But......

It was still the Doctor who protected him.

Kungo didn't understand it before, but now he does.

If the Doctor hadn't activated the Source of Eternity at that time, she would have survived. It was only in order to save herself that she activated the Source of Eternity.

The Source of Eternity absorbs the power of the graviton bomb, thus disintegrating everyone present into a quantum information ghost.

Later, in order to restore Kungo back to humanity, the Doctor fused the Source of Eternity with Kungo.

And all this is what a mother does to protect her child.

But the child did not protect his mother.

Everything around is gone, and the world is once again a lifeless black and white space.

The voice came again.

"You killed the Doctor, and if it weren't for you, the Doctor wouldn't have died!"

"What was your vow on the day you became a hunter? Become the Doctor's Guardian and don't let anything hurt the Doctor! But did you do it? ”

"Look at you now, you have such great power, but who are you protecting? How did the Doctor die? How did Crimson die? How did a man on Skywalker die? How did the people on Hikuang die? ”

"Guardians? Haha, joke, who can you protect? ”

That voice was the deepest hatred in Kungo's heart.

Not against whom, but against yourself.

Guilt and self-blame have become Kungo's biggest demons.

And in this world of consciousness contest, this heart demon has become Kunwu's most fatal weakness and has been infinitely magnified.

Darkness pressed down on Kungo, devouring him and causing him to fall into bottomless darkness.

Everything in front of me blurred, and the light was far away.

Just when Kungo was completely engulfed in darkness, a little light appeared.