Xiaobai is not coming back
Yesterday I had an argument with my family about Xiaobai, and when I took Xiaobai home to drink water, I felt that it was in tears. Trying to bite your tail, sending people to buy groceries, and being afraid of being abandoned. It's all about finding a home.
When I secretly bathed it, I found that there were ticks, and after bathing, it was very happy to roll around on the sofa. Of course, the family didn't know about it, and the family was also very embarrassed.
Encountered, encountered.
In three or four of the six days, he went out with his mother to buy groceries, and he also booed and marked the door of his house several times. I'm afraid I'll never find a home again.
Yesterday, while I was not paying attention, my father let it go, he said that this is not our dog, and we can't quarrel with our parents because the dog is not filial to our parents, and family conflicts break out.
I can't see Xiaobai wandering out, except for hating the garbage man I don't know who abandoned it, I hate myself for being incompetent. Even kittens and puppies can't be protected well, and I thought that it would be okay to grow up, so I thought of the injured kittens before.
I thought it would come back, wagging my tail and hiding behind the door, and when someone knocked on the door at home, it was the first to react.
I didn't show up at the door all day today, for such a hidden danger of the people around us, the hidden danger of biting people disappeared, and we will not become the owner who is mistaken for irresponsible abandonment of it, and will be compensated and blamed, but why do people grow up so indifferent?
You can't save all the critters. This sentence has been heard since childhood.
There is no way to be at ease, you can only rely on writing words to express your depression, because the people around you will not understand, and you don't want to trouble others, my mother likes Xiaobai very much and has no energy to take care of it, yesterday she had a stomachache and thought that she couldn't give Xiaobai meat and bones at night, otherwise it would bite her thigh again, and her mother had compromised too much for the cat's business.
For a traumatized dog, it is too painful to live, and it may have to be displaced and then depressed, so why doesn't nature sympathize with the weak? Why is the world so cold. It didn't hear us arguing and then left, not wanting to trouble us, this dog's IQ is very high, so I definitely didn't think much about it, which made me blame myself even more.
I saw a lot of well-wishers feeding it before, and there was water at the gate.
Because of the stress syndrome caused by abandonment and trauma, it only hurts itself, it does not hurt humans, and it wags its tail at humans.
Dogs are so human, and if there was a small animal protection law, it wouldn't be like this.
I'm guilty. Every time I think of an animal that I didn't rescue, I blame myself, and I am said to be a loveless and selfish person, but it doesn't matter.
I don't care what others say, I'm afraid that people like me will be hurt in this way. It's not a good feeling.
I don't want to just stay on the good surface and forget the cruel reality.
I hope that everyone who loves life can be self-reliant, cherish the people around them, make their lives better and more meaningful, and help people and animals in need.
In the past, when I went to feed stray animals, I would take photos to record them, I wanted to prove that they existed, but today I deleted them, I thought, maybe they exist like this in a certain time and space in the universe, and God will give good reincarnation to well-intentioned lives.
Xiaobai's appearance of biting his hind leg is terrible and pitiful, it is very friendly and friendly to passers-by. People who don't understand it will think that it is too fierce and wrong, but it is actually the sequelae of abandonment. It is as a victim of the puppy, who has borne all the bad things, and the person who abandons it at will, does not have to bear any responsibility, lives his own life, is very relaxed, and then raises other animals, and then abandons.
I only gave it a few meals, a few mouthfuls of water, a bath, insect repellent, and sheltered it from the wind and rain for a few days, and then I didn't know if it would come back, or even if it was still alive.
I'm going to shoot the fat thighs of the orange cat, I hope everyone who pays for stray animals for free, the whole family is safe and healthy, many people are so obsessed with their own lives that they can't take care of their family members' opposition.
I hope that children can live in a fairy tale castle. Let the milk cats and dogs live in a safe world, they have no resistance to the cruelty of the world.
I hope that everything is fine, and if I don't do it, I can only let myself suffer more to relieve my inner turmoil.