Chapter 392: The family affection that can't be expected

Father's love for that thing, she has seen it clearly, she no longer has extravagant expectations.

Liang Qingyun patted Chen Feiyan on the shoulder and signaled her to calm down first.

Chen Feiyan took a deep breath, but her eyes were still resentful when she looked at Chen Yongdao. It was her biological father, and almost after destroying her, she saw clearly what the so-called father did to her.

Chen Feiyan has long been dead to the Chen family, and she has long lost hope.

Therefore, she didn't believe these words she heard at this moment, she didn't believe them at all!

She will not change her inner thoughts, even if Chen Yongdao did not completely abandon her at the beginning, it was before, not after she went to college, she took the initiative to find him but was used and insulted like that.

Chen Yongdao nodded: "I know it hurt you, but Dad really can't help it, after all, we also have to do business to survive, right?" ”

Chen Feiyan took a deep breath, "That's why you hurt me?" You want to live, so you take me as a sacrifice? Going to one wine banquet after another? ”

"Fei Yan, things are not what you think, some are really just asking you to help, you don't know that the man in the mall is cheap, I am also very sure that I will not hurt you, just to be a foil, so I agreed."

Chen Yongdao confessed that he didn't ask Mingzhe to protect himself deliberately to explain anything, and there is no need now.

Chen Feiyan said: "What's the use of talking about this now? I don't want to hear about this anymore, and I just want to tell you to stop messing around and don't use me for profit! ”

Chen Yongdao nodded: "That's inevitable, that's certain, I don't want you to forgive me today." You're married, and our family must be happy for you. I know it's not uncommon for you to invite you home again. So, now you have a home, and I'm very happy in my heart. ”

Chen Feiyan's face turned away, not wanting to listen anymore.

Liang Qingyun said: "We have received your blessing, we still have something to do, so we won't bother, Fei Yan, let's go." ”

Chen Feiyan raised her eyes, and there were tears in her eyes.

Chen Yongdao also stood up, "This is leaving?" Let's have a meal together at noon, it's rare that we can sit together, and the two of you are so busy, it's not easy to invite at another time. ”

Chen Feiyan coldly refused: "No, we still have something, if there is nothing particularly important in the future, don't bother me." ”

"Fei Yan!"

Mrs. Chen suddenly said, "What do you mean by something particularly important?" Your dad is already talking in a low voice like this, what else do you want? ”

Chen Feiyan turned around slowly and looked at Mrs. Chen with cold eyes.

"You and your daughter designed my business, and you thought that I would not say it for the sake of face, and you would be able to gloat over the disaster?"

Mrs. Chen's face instantly panicked, and she subconsciously glanced at Liang Qingyun.

Thinking that Chen Feiyan is already married, she definitely doesn't want to mention that matter again, right?

looked at Chen Yongdao again, "Don't listen to her nonsense, I treat her, that is, ......"

"Mrs. Chen, once some things are exposed, you may spend the rest of your life in prison, and you may not know. I'm a journalist, think for yourself. Chen Feiyan said coldly.

Mrs. Chen raised her eyes stiffly and looked at Chen Feiyan: "Feiyan! Some things are better not to talk nonsense! It's true that I wasn't good enough for you before, but I don't want your forgiveness either. What I want to say is that I don't treat you well, but your father has always had you as a daughter in his heart. You hate me, but you hate the entire Chen family and your father. Without him, do you think you would have been able to grow up smoothly? ”

Chen Feiyan looked at Mrs. Chen coldly, "Whether you can grow up or not, it has nothing to do with your family." Growing up, there was no such thing as a father in my world, and now that I have grown up, I don't need it! ”

Mrs. Chen hurriedly said: "Chen Feiyan! Thou art thy father's daughter, and thy blood is thicker than water......"

Chen Feiyan answered loudly: "Do you think it's interesting to say this now?" Chen Feiyan looked at Mrs. Chen: "Even if I don't hate him completely, but because of everything you have done to me, you will be crossed out of my heart." In the future, let's live without the well water encroaching on the river water, don't appear in each other's eyes again, there's no need. ”

Liang Qingyun pulled Chen Feiyan away, Chen Yongdao followed two steps, and stopped with a sigh.

Mrs. Chen took a deep breath and saw that Chen Feiyan and Liang Qingyun had already walked away, so she asked out loud: "Do you know that the old lady has been sending money over there?" ”

Chen Yongdao glanced at Mrs. Chen: "Do you know, it's still interesting now?" ”

"Humph!"

Mrs. Chen snorted coldly, fortunately, her mother-in-law is dead now, if the old lady is still there, the matter of helping the poor girl's grandmother back then will be exposed.

Chen was too brave back then?

Where does Chen Yongdao dare to treat women outside? A man who doesn't dare to have more than two hundred money on his body.

Chen Yongdao has never been soft on Chen Feiyan's mother and daughter at all, and it is the old lady who sends money to Lingqiu. The old lady believed in Buddhism, thinking that whether it was born to a daughter-in-law in the family or a woman who did not enter the door, it was the blood of the Chen family.

didn't have children, they were all outsiders, but they all had children, that was a family. Decades ago, a man married multiple wives and concubines, and there was only one main wife, so did the children born in the concubine have to be thrown out?

The old lady couldn't bear it, so she inquired about Chen Feiyan's mother and went back to Lingqiu, and asked for the address of Chen Feiyan's home. Later, the money was intermittently paid, but Chen Feiyan's mother went too early, and the old lady couldn't take care of it more.

Chen Feiyan's grandmother is a person who doesn't eat oil and salt, she didn't want money at first, but then her daughter died, there was no way, a child had to be fed, and she took medicine all year round, where did the money come from? Therefore, grandma took all the money from Yundu, and indeed raised Chen Feiyan as an adult, and was admitted to university.

Where does Grandma Chen Feiyan know what to take in college?

Let Chen Feiyan come to Yundu, which is also the meaning of the old lady.

The old lady wanted to meet her granddaughter who was outcast, but unfortunately, the old lady left when Chen Feiyan was still in high school, and it has been seven or eight years so far.

The good karma planted by the old lady back then, and the good fruits are now left for the Chen family and his wife to pick.

It's a pity that he was able to get a big girl's filial piety for nothing, but he was still pushed far away by this couple. A good handful of cards, being played to a pulp, can only blame them for not being destined to have this blessing.

Chen Feiyan got into the car, Liang Qingyun sat in the driver's seat, and the long silence relieved Chen Feiyan from her sadness.

She cleaned up her emotions and gently wiped the tears from her face with a tissue.

"I'm sorry to make you laugh." Chen Feiyan said in a low voice.

Liang Qingyun said: "What are you polite to me?" I don't know that this is the situation in your family, in fact, it is very difficult for your father to do, even if he wants to take you home early, but he already has a wife and daughter at home, and if he wants to be worthy of you, he has to be sorry for his existing wife and daughter. But for his family, the appearance of your mother is already an infidelity of your father to his family, and he has already hurt his wife and daughter. So, he can only choose to ignore you. ”

Chen Feiyan smiled and did not respond.

Liang Qingyun said again: "But your father is not as unconscionable as he appears, right?" At least he secretly helped you and grandma. ”

Speaking of this, Liang Qingyun suddenly paused and asked Chen Feiyan: "So, is there such a thing?" ”

Chen Feiyan looked at Liang Qingyun and opened her mouth slightly.

"Don't you remember?" Liang Qingyun asked again.

Chen Feiyan shook her head: "If you think about it carefully, you have an impression." When I was a child, when our family was so poor that we couldn't untie the pot for several meals, whenever I thought I was about to starve to death, my grandmother seemed to be magical, and suddenly became rich again. I've always felt that our family is blessed by God because we can always get through the most difficult times. When I started school, I had to worry about tuition fees every year, but now, I really think about it. I don't even have rice for the pot, so where did my grandmother get the money to support me in school? ”

Liang Qingyun nodded slowly, she had already thought of this.

He always thought that Chen Feiyan's father was really such a bastard.

But today, it seems that his cognition has been refreshed.

Chen Feiyan was silent for a moment, and then continued in a low voice.

"On our side, there hasn't been a single college student in a village for many years. The children of the neighbors, probably since they were in middle school, have been skipping school one after another, and have been working outside to make money. But my grandmother kept me studying. Our family is already in a very bad situation, and there have been many times when I have thought about not studying, and I want to go out to do things to make money, at least not to make my grandmother so hard. However, my grandmother insisted again and again, asking me to continue studying, don't care what other people's families think, don't care what other children decide, I just want to study, I want to study all the time, and I want to go to university! From a very young age, I knew that I was going to go to university. ”

Chen Feiyan smiled and spoke, but she said that she cried.

He wiped his tears lightly and whispered: "I, I knew when I was very young that I was going to go to university, and I was going to go to Yundu to study in college, when I was in middle school, I once said goodbye to my teachers and classmates, and I made up my mind to go out to do things and make money. So, if I want to see my father, I have to study hard and be admitted to the university in Yundu. Therefore, since I was a teenager, I have been determined to come to Yundu to go to school and come to Yundu to find my father. ”

It's just that the father she found disappointed her again and again and hurt her again and again.

Now, she would rather uproot the deepest extravagant hope buried in her heart with blood with her own hands, and no more, no longer disappoint her father's love!

For others, a father's love is there from the moment of birth and will accompany him for a lifetime.

And her, fatherly love is something she can never hope for.

Because of her mother's lack of self-respect back then, she was asked to repay it.

Liang Qingyun took out a piece of tissue paper and handed it to Chen Feiyan: "Don't be sad, your father is in a dilemma, now that you know that he doesn't really care about you, you should be happy in your heart." In the future, if we want to see our father, we will do it, and if we don't want to see it, we will not force it. ”

Chen Feiyan smiled, a lot of words, she was still embarrassed to confess to Liang Qingyun.

Back at the company, Jiang Xi was already in the office, Liang Qingyun was in the office, Jiang Xi said hello in a low voice, and quickly handled his work.

Now Liang Qingyun's work report is handed over to Chen Feiyan, and this part can be regarded as relieving Jiang Xi a lot of tasks.