Xu Man should have known what the consequences would be when Shen Yeling woke up, so he lay straight on the bed and looked like he was being slaughtered.

Waiting for Shen Yeling to wake up, the scorching heat of last night had already dissipated, and what was left was a shallow physical reaction, he didn't know what he did last night, he only felt that he had lost control by being drugged, and his memory was also lost.

When he saw Xu Man lying beside him, everything was understood, only to see him take a deep breath, turn his face around, get up and give the quilt to Xu Man, and get out of bed to get dressed, his expression was flat, and he was not annoyed by what Xu Man did to him last night.

Waiting to get dressed, he looked back at Xu Man and sighed again: "Don't be like this in the future, I can't be your husband well, I can only give you a name, and you know it in your own heart."

Xu Man's heart was half cold because of Shen Yeling's words, but the remaining half was still hot, she still had hope for Shen Yeling, she turned to lie on her side: "I don't have much to live, I am dead inside and out, it is better to leave a child for Erlang, I can't owe you."

Shen Yeling didn't know where Xu Man got this idea, he only felt that this idea was very dangerous, so dangerous that it crossed the boundary between them, but what could it be, that boundary was the cliff that could not be crossed after all.

Shen Yeling said: "You can't owe me, that's what I promised you." You also know my physical condition, in Beiping... He bowed his head and stopped talking, and after a long time, he said, "Manzhi, I can't afford to give you this kind of thing."

Shen Yeling's last words were like a needle, piercing Xu Man's heart one by one, until she was pricked with blood, tears in pain, she lay on the bed against the wall, leaving her back to Shen Yeling.

What can a man not afford? Shen Ye was able to say this, and he didn't know how much heart he put into it.

Without this, Shen Yeling's tolerance is the same as his calm attitude of not being surprised, he can die and his friends are still calm, he is what people do behind his back, and he can still understate and forgive him happily.

Others say that Shen Yeling is a thousand years of calm lake water, and even if the wind blows, it is still unfazed.

But people didn't see how he threw the veteran off the train, he didn't have a temper, but the person involved in this matter was Luo Xiaoqi, of course, Shen Yeling couldn't hold his breath in this matter.

On the second day after doing these things to him, Xu Man asked Xu Ruliang to prepare a car for herself, she was going to the hospital for an examination, it really didn't matter if she didn't do an examination, she really gave her a life.

A life lies in Xu Man's belly, the stomach is flat, and the life is small as if it does not exist, but Xu Man knows that this life will grow up within ten months, and new teeth will grow out of her limbs and then be cut out of her belly, and in two or three years it will be a lively person again.

She felt that this life came so magically, but two people of the opposite sex had a sleep, and this life came from a sleep.

She told Shen Yeling the news and told him that they had finally crystallized, but this made Shen Yeling unable to hold his breath, his first reaction was not to be happy, but to twist Xu Man to beat the child away.

This makes Xu Man say that she doesn't follow anything, she likes children, she was pregnant with the Xu family before, the son of the Xu family abandoned her, she felt that the child would be beaten if she was killed, she had no feelings for Xu Gongzi, and she had nothing to be nostalgic for that life, but she had something for Shen Yeling.

So what is she saying to keep the child in her belly, Xu Man is a person who will not cry anymore, no matter how people outside use her reputation to slander her, her tears will not be cut on her face for a long time, but this matter alone she learned the crying state when she Shen Yeling had promised before.

Holding a handkerchief in one hand, covering his nose, crying with tears on his face, it seems that he has found the technique of the year, this crying technique is used handy, it was because of this that Shen Yeling agreed to Xu Man, and now Xu Man is using the same trick, but Shen Yeling is not according to her heart.

I saw him frowning, and time made him no longer look like a young man in the past, and even the gaze in his eyes was a little firmer than before: "I told you, you can't give birth to me, you don't have to give birth to a child for me, and you know that this child is born to a life." You know your own physical condition, and because you died last time, do you think you will be able to survive after giving birth to him?"

Xu Man didn't speak, she only covered her stomach, how could she have time to put her whole heart on her stomach now, and wiped her tears on her face hypocritically.

Shen Yeling said that he had no choice but to go to the nearby medical station, and was forced to ask for the child who was less than two days old to be beaten, on this day there were a lot of people in the hospital, and there were no longer a few people crowded in the place where the fetus was played.

Shen Yeling accompanied Xu Man to wait, there were only two or three women in front of him, their bellies were of different sizes, but they all went in with bulging bellies and came out with flat stomachs, what about the children, what about the life in the stomach,

Xu Man looked at the people who came in and out one by one, they were all disqualified to be mothers, this place is a place to curb the growth of life, these people who went in here were all killers, stained with blood, and wearing white nurses' uniforms, they were not qualified to say that doctors were benevolent.

She began to make mistakes in her spirit, she was in a trance, and kept reassuring Shen Yeling repeatedly: "Is it good to repay him with my life, I have already lost a child, and I can't lose another one, so exchange mine for his good, I just want him to survive, let him accompany you for me, okay."

Shen Yeling held his mouth and didn't speak, in fact, his heart was also reluctant, how could he watch it like this, watch his child die like this.

In fact, when he entered the fetal place, he had already heard people around him talking about nothing more than about children, they said that there were people here who mixed the beaten stillborns with fresh ones and sold them to the chef of the restaurant, because the unformed baby meat is the most nourishing, fresh and tender, such a valuable material, and the kitchen steward is queuing up to ask for it.

Some also said that there was a student who had finished abortion, because she couldn't stand the mental disorder and recognized it as her own child as soon as she saw bloody meat, so her family didn't dare to let her go to the vegetable market, for fear that she would cry when she bumped into the butcher shop.

However, how big is Xu Man's belly, it has only been two days, if his physical strength is really bad, he will bleed, and the fetus has not yet formed, he will not see their child become a dish on someone else's table, let alone be like that girl, who will be touched by the scene when he sees meat.

But Xu Man's trance now is more serious than the one he heard.

He hesitated.

In the abortion operating room, with the display light on the door, one life was lost, and one was also qualified to be a mother, and the nurse shouted at the door under the mask: "Xu Man, Xu Man is you, hurry up."

The nurse didn't know which one Xu Man was, so she shouted in front of the crowd, and just called a few times and saw that no one answered, and the nurse shouted a few more times but no one answered.

Xu Man was chattering, Shen Yeling was still hesitating, and no one in the crowd answered her, so she was annoyed, and gestured to the group of people angrily: "Good next one", and he began to report the name of the next one.

Waiting for Shen Yeling to finish hesitating, there were already one or two people who went in to get the fetus, and they missed it completely.

I saw Shen Yeling pull Xu Man's hand up, and his eyes were a little wandering and said, "Okay, let's leave it."

He clenched his fists and pinched his fingers into the flesh, already making up his mind that he was going to be a father.

This seems to be an afterthought, and he should have thought about it before Xu Man announced it, but why didn't he have it, he should have felt that this matter had nothing to do with him, he had no children in his life, and he was already ready for the future.

He went home and continued to comfort this Xu Man in the posture of a patient, and occasionally went to Luo's house in person, Luo Xiaoqi here had just received a letter from Cheng Jiabai, and he was angry and prepared that the pot of fire was burned, so that the housekeeper would not answer the letter to her in the future, but what if she didn't answer it, if she didn't take the news from Cheng Jiabai, would she let the child she worked so hard to feed the dog.

She felt that Cheng Jiabai was very smart, and hid her living situation with her condolences to Luo Xiaoqi.

The housekeeper cautiously came over and reported: "The sixteenth master is here", a simple sentence Luo Xiaoqi immediately swirled from anger, she hid the letter, and asked the housekeeper to take him directly to the small attic where she was.

Who knew that as soon as Shen Yeling arrived, she found Shen Yeling's sad face as soon as she came, and she just wanted to say a word of concern, but Shen Yeling said: "The thing that my wife used for me was brought by Ah Sheng."

Shen Yeling was also slow to sort out their conversation at that time, it turned out that they were talking about bullwhips, and they told him in front of themselves that they wanted to give Shen Yeling this kind of thing.

Xu Man didn't want Luo Xiaoqi to give it, he only said that it was good for men to drink that thing, Luo Xiaoqi only thought that he would do something good for their husband and wife, but he didn't know that this was not necessarily the case in Shen Yeling's eyes.

But Shen Yeling was willing to blame Luo Xiaoqi with a reproachful look, and squatted down to Luo Xiaoqi at that time: "In the past, when my uncle was still dumb, I wanted to go to Beiping with you, but now my uncle has gone to Beiping and found that it is nothing more than that, and now my uncle is coming back to tell you about it, let's not go to Beiping, my uncle can take you wherever you want, go to Chongqing to see the fog, go to Chahar to see the snow, my uncle will take you wherever you want to go in the world, and my uncle can give you whatever you want."

What he said did not make the listener's heart flutter with turmoil, this promise will no longer belong to Luo Xiaoqi alone, he still has his children, and there is still a person in the world who controls his anger changes.