Chapter 174: Two Lovers Are Happy, Two Faces Are Ignorant
I never thought that Yan Yu would be a very hot and tireless way once it happened.
Even to help me wipe my hair, he seemed to endure very hard, seeing him purse his lips and droop his eyes and dare not look at me, as if he was about to explode irrepressibly at a glance, I was faintly stunned in my heart, and I felt very funny, endured and endured, and finally laughed when he held my hair again and silently calmed himself.
Yan Yu raised his eyes to look at me, I reached out to shave Yan Yu's eyelashes, and still couldn't help but smile and asked, "Brother Yan, does this matter make you so?" ”
He turned his eyes away from my fingers, and when I lowered my hand, he glanced at me quickly with a slight annoyance.
I took the soft cloth towel from Yanyu's hand, sat down according to Yanyu, walked around his back and began to wipe his hair.
Yan Yu immediately couldn't sit still, and said lightly: "I'll come by myself." ”
I patted him on the shoulder and said, "When there is no one else, let me do it once in a while." ”
"Then you put on another garment, don't catch a cold."
I was sweating a little hot, and I smiled helplessly: "You let people put a stove and three braziers in the house, how can you catch a cold." Besides, you still have to take it off when you put it on, so why bother. ”
Yan Yu's head lowered down, and he whispered: "If you are tired, I ......"
But he hesitated to say the next words, I picked up the hair in his ear, blew in his ear, and said, "How are you?" Can you bear it? I can't bear it when I see you, why don't we make a bet? ”
Yan Yuben's hand hanging on the couch naturally grabbed the brocade quilt below.
If I stimulate him like this again, I am afraid that he will immediately turn over and press me, so I don't know when I will be able to tell Yanyu what I have been thinking about seriously recently. So I stepped back a little, honestly continued to wipe his hair and said, "Brother Yan, since we are already like this, I thought about it, and I should talk to you about the many words that I had hidden in my heart before." ”
Yan Yu's hand holding the quilt slowly let go, put his hands on his thighs again, and said, "You say, I'm listening." ”
"Hmm. Brother Yan, although you said that you have let go of your confidant's obsession, it is always my fault that I borrowed two tunes, and I want to formally apologize to you, I'm sorry. ”
After a moment of silence, Yan Yu replied: "Actually, if you think about it carefully, I fell in love with you at first sight. The so-called confidant is just that I don't know much about the relationship between men and women, and I am confused and arbitrarily characterized. ”
"Uh, Brother Yan, are you sure that's the case?"
"No...... Not very sure. Yan Yu's tongue seemed to be a little knotted, and he paused for a moment before saying, "But that's probably the case. After Zhong Yu handed over your letter to me, I was indeed furious, but the anger was that you risked your life and did not say goodbye, not that the two songs were not made by you. ”
Well, if Yan Yu said this, my guilt about this matter can be reduced a lot, and with my thick skin, it is estimated that I will be completely negligible after a while.
However, Yan Yu's words pointed to another thing, although I talked to Yan Yu, we didn't talk about it thoroughly.
"That, Brother Yan, I'll go to Diheng for that matter......"
"You want to protect me." Yan Yu interrupted me and said, "In the Star Shifting Tower, Lei Nian has already clarified the ins and outs with me, and you just want to protect me. ”
"I'm not that great." I stopped and straightened out my thoughts, and was about to speak again, when Yan Yu said: "I know that I can't do as Lei Nian, and this is the case with Emperor Heng." ”
"Ah, Brother Yan, that's not the case."
"You don't need to explain. Hu'er, it's me who is wrong, it's me who is selfish, I haven't taken into account your ambition to revitalize Xuancang, and I don't know the responsibilities and duties of being a minister. ”
I was panicked by Yan Yu's words, and hurriedly grabbed his shoulders and turned him around to face me, seeing the gloomy look in his eyes, I hurriedly stroked his face and said, "Brother Yan, don't take all the fault yourself." Apparently I should apologize. ”
"Lei Nian asked me, do you know that I understand that I don't want me to get involved in dark things, to protect me from dust, and I also understand who should be handed over to do it, so know people well, what are your faults." Speaking of this, the corners of Yanyu's lips raised slightly, and he smiled bitterly.
I waved my hand and said hurriedly: "That person can't spit out ivory, don't pay attention to him!" ”
Yan Yu tilted his head and looked at me, "What's wrong with what he said?" I still want him to wake me up with such a clear thing, I really don't deserve the name of a good minister, and what qualifications do I have to accompany you, see you day and night, and be in love with you. ”
My throat was blocked again, I didn't want to lead the topic in this direction, I just wanted to have a good chat with Yanyu and untie the knot.
"But I ......" Yanyu bit his lip, there seemed to be mist in his eyes, and I could only brush the hair from the side of his face and rub it softly on his face over and over again.
"But I, even if I am not a good minister, even if I am not worthy of being entrusted with a heavy responsibility, even if I am selfish!" Yanyu's voice was slightly hoarse, "I'm still ...... Don't want to leave...... I don't want to leave you, I want you to look at me, I want you to smile at me, I want you to ...... Love me too. ”
Seeing that the corners of Yan Yu's eyes were red, I felt really uncomfortable, but I didn't expect this conversation to unfold like this, and I didn't think that Yan Yu would say such things, and I didn't know how to comfort me for a while.
I said in a period of nonsense: "This, this, Brother Yan, you see, this thing is not like this...... What kind of good minister do you say, first of all, you have to be a minister, although I let you be the prince and let you take charge of the Qingyi guard, but I always remember, you don't want to be a minister, right? So I've always thought that as long as there is a name that doesn't let outsiders put your beak in you, and then it is convenient for you to take care of me and help me, so I never think about your responsibilities, whether you do it well, what should you do and what you shouldn't do...... None of these! I didn't think about it! ”
"It's always been anything, you've helped me, I'm happy! It doesn't matter if you are my minister or not, because this person is you and I am happy! ”
"That Emperor Heng made a plague because Lei Nian released poisonous rats to Emperor Heng, I have to go and put his trouble straight, of course, I also want to see if there is a chance to make trouble for Emperor Heng, since it is definitely not a good thing to make trouble...... That, Brother Yan, I just don't want you to see me so bad, I don't want you to see me using those despicable means, it's not so much that I want to protect you, it's better to say that I want to protect myself in your heart. I thought, in your heart, I should be a simple little girl, instead of plotting how to harm people and how to harm other people's countries every day, do you understand? ”
"As for saying that I can't be entrusted with a heavy responsibility, this is wronging me, it's not that I don't want to, Xuan Cang is like this now, he can't beat others, and others beat me and can't fight back, what is the heavy responsibility? Isn't it just doing business in all kinds of ways, which of the two most important things is that land and doing business without your credit? ”
"Hah...... Of course, now that Xuancang has so many people at once, there are indeed a lot of big things to do, and they can't get around you, I want you to help me! ”
Rory said this, I felt like I had said a bunch of meaningless words, seeing that Yanyu just looked at me with his eyes open, and there was no other reaction in Peach Blossom's eyes except for some surprise, I felt depressed, knelt on the bed, and muttered: "Or let's talk about it next time, I seem to be getting more and more confused." ”