Chapter Ninety-Three: Cold Rain on an Autumn Night
It was late at night, and the rain that had stopped for half the afternoon came again, and the autumn wind carried the fallen leaves, and the windows rattled.
The big-eyed maid propped up a gap and said in surprise: "Ah, it's raining so hard, it's really a rain and a cold, it's really freezing outside." ”
Lin Qingqing waved his hand tiredly, "Since it's raining, you all go back, it's not too early, and the game will continue another day." ”
"But, Your Highness...... Your Highness is still outside. The big-eyed maid looked embarrassed, and through the crack in the window, there was a straight and slender figure standing in the courtyard.
"Get out of here, I'm going to sleep too." Lin Qingqing's voice suddenly became cold, and he turned around to get the candlestick on the table.
Seeing this, the little guy hurriedly squeezed his eyebrows and pulled the two maids away.
The room was bleak, there was not too much furnishings in the house, everyone dispersed, and the silent night was even more bleak.
With a "poof", the dim flame swayed, and finally turned into a little light blue spark, which gradually extinguished, and a wisp of green smoke flew up and scattered.
Lin Qingqing couldn't sleep while lying on the bed, the person outside the door was all she had, even now, it wasn't someone who could really put it down if she didn't care.
For countless days and nights, she struggled to support herself with only that face and that figure, but now it has become a joke.
Bai Zhiyu asked her to face her own self, and he said: "You have been in unbearable pain countless times, you have never pronounced my name in the nights of being unconscious, you have deceived everyone, but you can't fool me, please be happy, Lin Qingqing." ”
He Zengkuan said: "Heart disease still needs heart medicine, every time you are confused, Li Zhuang, who keeps chattering in your mouth, must be your heart disease, and the bell must be tied to the bell." ”
Bai Shuang said: "Zhao Kuangyan has never forgotten that he has done so many things and endured so much pressure, all because he wants to protect you, do you have a heart?!" ”
Lin Qingqing's hand gradually touched his chest, obviously it hurt to death here, and she was crazy with her thoughts, but when Zhao Kuangyan really stood in front of her, she couldn't be heartless.
The depth of love, the urgency of responsibility, how unforgettable the hurt in the past, and how entangled the current entanglement.
Where is the heart, she knows that the person standing in the courtyard at this moment, the heart that lives in this world, the heart that comes to Taihe, the heart that feels love, but it is really difficult to chase it.
How can everything go back to the past, as if nothing has happened in the past five years?
The rain outside the window is getting heavier and heavier, and the green tiles on the smashed roof are "crackling", he should go back to such a rain, what's the point of empty consumption and two people?
But she couldn't help but get up, and opened half of the window with a "babbling", and a resolute figure in the courtyard blurred her eyes.
She remembered the summer night when she first came through, the leaves rustling, the breeze with a hint of coolness, she dreamed of the twenty-first century, dreamed of her parents, and cried alone in the courtyard with her head in her arms.
And he gave her a piece of warmth, a broad shoulder, and in the moonlight, his eyes were as bright as a galaxy, like the most precious obsidian in the world, pure without a trace of impurities.
is such a person, let her worry about her stomach for five years, and her liver and intestines for five years, but after five years, she went around and returned to him, why did everything seem to have changed.
"You go back." Opening the window, she frowned and said lightly.
The people in the courtyard raised their heads suddenly, brought up countless raindrops, and murmured in a hoarse voice: "Lin Qingqing......"
She shook her head at him, "Go back, give each other some time, and one day we'll figure it out." ”
His figure swayed slightly, and he staggered, and his tall figure suddenly rose to a height, as if all his strength had been exhausted.
Walking backwards towards the door, his voice was like the wail of a wounded beast, "Figure out that day...... That day......"
On the second day, the sky was still gray, the breeze was carrying a slight drizzle, He Zengkuan came to consult as usual, day after day of decoction, Lin Qing was used to it early in the morning, but this time, he was still standing in the courtyard and was called away.
Lin Qingqing vaguely heard people talking about cold and fever, and his heart ached, so he hurriedly asked the maid to inquire.
Not long after the little maid went out, she came back with a sad face, and said, "I heard that His Royal Highness has a cold, and he didn't go to today's court meeting. ”
For several days, Zhao Kuangyan has been staying in the study. Lin Qingqing nodded, looking at the courtyard gate with a faint gaze, "You go and tell Dr. Zheng, since my body is fine, I don't need to come again in the next few days." ”
The little maid answered, and she leaned against the door frame, looking thoughtful, but she couldn't see her thoughts.
"Girl." The big-eyed maid called her in a low voice, "It's windy outside, don't stand here, the provincial son knows that we can't serve well." ”
Lin Qingqing was in a trance, and only after a while did he show a far-fetched smile, "If you don't say it, if I don't say it, he will definitely not know." ”
After saying that, she leaned against the door frame again, her eyes flickering, and the knuckles of her fingers holding the door frame turned white, almost clasping hard.
The big-eyed maid put a cloak on her and whispered, "Girl, if you really want to go, go ahead, and the son doesn't want to see you do this to yourself." ”
Lin Qingqing turned his head, saw that there were faint tears on her forbearant face, and then chuckled, "What are you talking about, it's like playing a dumb riddle." ”
"It's not that the girl doesn't understand, it's that the girl pretends not to understand." The big-eyed maid turned around and took out an oil-paper umbrella, "His Royal Highness is sick, and the girl's heart hangs on him even more." ”
She stuffed the umbrella into Lin Qingqing's hand, "When I was in the Li Mansion, I only thought that the girl and the son were a match made in heaven, and I saw that you were to the Sixth Highness, and I realized that only in front of him can you have real feelings, anger is anger, sadness is sadness, and not like when facing the son, even the fire has never been sent once." ”
Lin Qingqing held the handle of the umbrella tightly and smiled wryly, "When you say that, I feel as if I owe you my son." ”
"It's not." The big-eyed maid's eyes burned, "The son has a deep affection for the girl, he said, he only asks the girl to live as she likes, which is also the reason why he sent the girl." ”
Lin Qingqing pursed her lips tightly and didn't speak, even Bai Zhiyu could see what she could understand, but she still couldn't face it.
As if she had made up her mind, she turned around, opened her bamboo umbrella, and walked into the rain.
Outside the study, the maid was talking in a low voice, and when she saw her coming, she suddenly stopped talking.
"What are they doing here, don't you hurry up and get well water!" Before the shrill voice fell, an old woman came out of the study and commanded everyone.
Lin Qingqing recognized her, half of the housekeeper in the prince's mansion, Mother Sun, Zhao Kuangyan's nurse, it is said that the queen mother was specially sent from the palace to take care of Zhao Kuangyan's diet and daily life.
She didn't expect Lin Qingqing to be outside, she was slightly stunned, and then as if she didn't see it, she opened the curtain and walked into the study, still scolding and scolding: "Stupid thing!" ”
The crowd looked hurried, Lin Qingqing drooped his eyelids, and stood in the rain with a green bamboo umbrella in his hand, like a gust of wind that could blow away loneliness.