Chapter 101: Lost

Xia Taozhi felt like she was lying in an ice cave, shrouded in a biting chill, the pain in her palms and abdomen really came, her eyelids were so heavy that she couldn't open them, as if there was a force dragging her into the deep darkness, but the cry in her ears was really disturbing, so she couldn't help frowning.

"Daddy...... Can't even you do it? ”

A heavy sigh sounded, "There is nothing I can do for my father, Niangniang has always been frail, she has just been pregnant, the fetal image is not yet stable, although the incense in the temple is low in toxicity, but Niangniang has stayed in it for too long......"

"That'...... Is it true that the child in the mother's womb can't be saved? ”

"I'm afraid I won't be able to keep it...... It's already starting to slip tires......"

She was a little confused, what is pregnant? What belly child can't be saved? What the hell are they talking about? She wanted to open her eyes and ask clearly, but her eyelids were too heavy to wake up. So she thought, this is probably a dream, right?

No one spoke, and the hall fell silent, and even the initial crying turned into a suppressed sob.

Halfway through, a dejected voice hoarsely said, "You all go down......"

A series of footsteps sounded and faded away, and the sound of the door of the temple being gently closed came, and then the bed sank, and a man lay up, lay down beside her, and hugged her tightly in his arms. The warm and familiar temperature band came, and she involuntarily wrapped her hands and feet around it, as if she suddenly hugged a burning carbon brazier in the ice and snow, which warmed her whole body.

But before she could enjoy herself, she found that the person holding her was trembling, trembling from head to toe. The trembling hand lifted her face, and the trembling lips kissed down, and kissed her eyebrows, the tip of her nose, and the corners of her lips...... Then, without warning, a drop of warm water dripped onto the corner of her mouth, so bitter...... Is it tears?

The man seemed to be crying, tears rolling down her face, burning amazingly, and the voice that couldn't help but overflow from her throat was sad and helpless, choking and calling her name, saying sorry in her ear over and over again......

Finally the man seemed to say, "It's okay, we'll have children......"

So she felt that the illusory dream gradually drifted away, and her mind was relaxed, and she finally fell into a deep sleep.

……

When I woke up again, there was no one around the bed, and the mess was indeed a dream. Her head was groggy, her lower abdomen ached for a while, and she opened her eyes for a long time before she found that she was lying in the bedroom of Qinglong Palace, and she was really brought back by the tsundere prince. At that time, the master made her look like her original body, and she already knew that even if she could deceive the world, she couldn't deceive him. After all, they came together, and he knew best what her original body looked like.

Now that she can lie here unharmed, it means that she must have changed from Song Qingluo back to Xia Taozhi again, and the tsundere prince must have already peeled off her disguised face.

But what about bringing her back? Can they still continue to be together as if all the deception and concealment do not exist?

She tried to sit up with her body propped up, but as soon as she moved, her left hand hurt in her heart. Only then did she remember that there was a bloody hole in her left hand, and remembered everything that had happened in the East Pole Temple.

That's right, Master!

What's wrong with Master?! What happened to Emperor Chu?! She only remembered that the tsundere prince finally rushed in with someone, and he seemed to have done something in the incense in the temple, and she didn't remember anything behind......

There was a faint cry by the door, one person reprimanding another.

"Begonia, don't cry, crying again will wake up the mother."

"But Sister Peony, I can't help it...... When I think of the baby in my mother's womb......"

"I can't help it, I have to endure it! Niangniang must not be sad now, otherwise it will ......"

"But, Sister Peony, aren't you crying too?"

"I ...... I...... Woohoo......"

"Woo woo woo woo ......"

What's going on? What are they crying about?

"What are you doing?" Xia Taozhi looked at the two maidservants who were crying at the door in confusion. “…… What are you crying about? ”

Peony was startled and jumped up, with tears still on her face, but she didn't even bother to wipe it, and immediately came to help her.

"Mother, why did you go to the ground?! You can't get up! ”

Haitang also hurriedly supported her, her red nose was still twitching, and she choked up: "Yes...... yes, sis...... No...... No ...... under bed"

She was inexplicable, "I just hurt my hand, and my stomach hurts a little, why do you feel like I'm going to die?" ”

The two maidservants exchanged glances, not daring to speak.

Xia Taozhi was deceived a lot, and she was very sensitive, so she blurted out all of a sudden: "Are you hiding something from me?" ”

Peony didn't lie at all, and said stubbornly: "...... Mother, go back and lie down, you, you're just ......"

"Tell the truth!"

Out of nowhere, a sense of panic surrounded her, and she intuitively felt that Peony and Begonia were hiding something very terrible from her. How ridiculous, after experiencing the baptism of the naked truth of such people's deception and use of her, she thought she was numb. But she didn't want to, she would still feel panicked, scared, and run away if she wanted to?

The peony begonias knelt down in unison, held her hands one by one, and begged: "Niangniang, don't ask...... You still don't know......"

Out of nowhere, a wave of anger shook off the hands of the two of them, and at the same time stumbled backwards, pointing at them and yelling, "Good, good! Now even the two of you are going to join forces to lie to me, aren't you? Isn't there even a person around me who is willing to tell me the truth?! ”

The noise attracted the palace people, and also attracted the tsundere prince.

He looked haggard, pale, and his eyes bloodshot, and he walked up to her step by step. She watched the arrogant, arrogant, and invincible man of the past become like this, and she lost her mind for a while. So much so that when he picked her up and walked inside, she forgot to resist.

"All of you go down......"

His voice was extremely calm, and he couldn't hear any emotional ups and downs except for a slight hoarseness. But Xia Taozhi seemed to be awakened, and she remembered the sounds she heard in her dreams.

"Is it true that the child in the mother's womb can't be saved?"

"Although the incense in the temple is low in toxicity, the mother has stayed in it for too long......"

"It's okay, we'll still have ...... of kids"

……

It turned out that it was not a dream.

"I'm pregnant, am I?"

She heard her own voice as thin as a gossamer.

His steps froze, and he froze in place, as if he could no longer take half a step.

She slowly moved her cold hand to her flat lower abdomen, she couldn't describe what it felt like, she just knew that there was a little life here, but the pain in her abdomen clearly told her that this little life was dying......

She closed her eyes, and there was a strong and numbing pain in her heart: "...... The child can't be saved, right? ”

"Little Momoko ......"

"Answer me!"

He took a deep breath, as if he had exhausted all his strength, "...... Be. ”

“…… Is it because of the incense that you made your hands and feet in the East Pole Temple? ”

He panicked, put her down, forced her to look at himself, and said hurriedly, "That's not the case...... I really didn't know you already had my child, I just wanted to catch you Master...... I just ......"

He was also heartbroken, he was about to die, he hated himself, he wanted to cut himself with a thousand knives!

She opened her eyes, looked at him in amazement, and laughed, laughing so loudly that she couldn't breathe. But her eyes were as cold as frost, so cold that he panicked.

Her voice was soft, but the words she spat out were like knives, piercing his heart.

"Is the crown prince really so important to you? It's important enough for you to sacrifice me, and even our children, again and again...... You are the one who says you love me, and you are the one who deceives me and uses me, I really can't tell which one is the real you! Tell me, which of your words is true? ”

"Little Peach, I'm ......"

"You know that Song Yuanmin will kill the king and seize the throne after you leave, but you deliberately used me as bait and left me alone in Chujing to face danger...... You are afraid that if I know my background, it will become a stumbling block on your way to power, so you chose to deceive me from the beginning and prevent me from discovering that Concubine Xian is my biological mother...... You guessed that you would kill Emperor Chu after I learned about my background, and you deliberately set a trap and did something in the incense to arrest me and Master...... You were obviously outside the temple at that time, right? You're so calm...... Congratulations, Your Highness the Prince, you have succeeded...... After the ceremony of establishing the prince tomorrow, you will be the rightful Royal Highness the Prince...... This position was obtained by you sacrificing me, and by sacrificing your own flesh and blood! ”

"That's not the case, you listen to me...... I really didn't know you were pregnant...... I hid it from you because ......"

"I don't listen! I don't listen! The most wrong thing I've ever done in my life is to fall in love with you, bastard! I'd rather die by your sword when I was in Mibai Mountain! ”

His lips turned pale, his hands were coldly clasped at his sides, and his back shivered as cold as if it had frozen.

She suddenly pounced and bit him on the shoulder, biting so hard that the smell of blood spread in his mouth, the red blood stained the white clothes on his shoulders red, he snorted, but reached out and hugged her tightly, his eyes were panicked sadness and desperate fear, somehow his heart suddenly surged with a feeling, this time, he was afraid that he was really going to lose her completely......