Chapter 20: Leaving unhappily

Before the meal was served, Lei Jue had already returned to Haoyue Pavilion. In the last few days, when he came back to see me, he had to kiss me on the top of my head, and today was no exception.

I sat with him on the stone bench in the courtyard, and Guoguo had already placed a pot of wine and a plate of lo-mei that I had arranged in advance on the stone table. I poured two glasses of wine and touched my own glass with Lei Duan's wine glass, I drank it first, and he also drank it with a smile before asking: "Why don't you drink on weekdays, why do you have the interest in drinking today?" ”

After brewing for a long time, I still couldn't speak, so I had to pour two more glasses and drink with him. Still not knowing where to start, I picked up the flask again.

"Hu'er." Lei Jue pressed my hand, took the flask, and his expression became serious, "Do you have something to say to me?" ”

Yes, I have something to say, but I don't know what to say.

"But you are still aggrieved by the fact that you were injured to save the virtuous king?"

I waved at him and said, "No." ”

Lei Jue looked at me for a long time, but I didn't dare to face him, my mind was a little messy, I hadn't even thought it through, if Lei Jue saw that I was so entangled, how could he leave Haoyue Pavilion easily. But after all, only I know what I was thinking in my heart, Lei Jue guessed there for a long time, sighed and said: "I should really explain the matter of King Xian, but I am worried that the explanation will not be clear, but it will make you misunderstand even more." ”

You see, this is the so-called separation of hearts and minds, and in order to prevent him from continuing to speculate, I decided to make a summary of what happened myself.

"Thunderbolt." I looked him in the eye, "I didn't want to mention the incident of me cutting my wrists to get blood to save King Xian, because I know that there is no such thing as a perfect explanation. In any case, I took blood and was injured, and you knew that I would be hurt, but you didn't stop me, you can't stand me. ”

Lei Jue frowned, pursed his lips and said, "Hu'er, I'm ......"

"Yet." I interrupted Lei Du, "You helped me block a knife, you were injured with me, I understand your intentions, and I can be regarded as receiving your love, and I haven't entangled with you about this matter since then, so I have to let you give me a reason." ”

"Hu'er, I'll help you block a knife, not to gag your mouth." Lei Jue's tone was a little anxious.

I nodded, "I naturally understand that if you do it for a purpose, I don't want to talk nonsense with you anymore." Precisely because you know that you are...... I feel sorry for me......" I paused, "So, I am also a little distressed when you are injured, and I can also put myself in your shoes and do not want to embarrass you." ”

Lei Jie's expression relaxed a little more, looked at me and said, "Thank you for your understanding." King Xian is the queen mother's favorite prince, and if he dies, the queen mother is afraid that it will be difficult to bear. ”

I picked up the wine jug again, poured the wine, clinked glasses, and drank it all, since it had already begun, it would not work if I didn't explain this matter thoroughly, and I asked Lei Jue again: "You repeatedly asked me to go back to Haoyue Pavilion early that day, but it was just to test my mind, right?" ”

Lei Jue was stunned for a moment, and then fell silent.

"What you want to tempt is now decided?"

I know I'm a little aggressive, but I'm this character, I either don't tell the tacit things, and since I say it, I can't just say half of it.

Lei Jue hesitated for a long time, and then drank a glass of wine alone before he said slowly: "I didn't care about what you have done with King Xian in Luoying Pavilion for ten years, until you came to Haoyue Pavilion, the longer I get along with you, the more I will be like a fish in my throat about you and his past." On that day, you insisted on staying in the Falling Sakura Pavilion, and I was very cold, so it can be seen that you have never looked at the virtuous king when you entered the house, and there was only me in your eyes, and I felt happy in my heart. If the verdict is conclusive, there is no conclusive conclusion. ”

"What do you say? After I came to Haoyue Pavilion? Didn't you have a taboo before that? ”

"Until you pounced on me for help in the courtyard of the Sakura Pavilion, I regarded you as an insignificant person. I've been indifferent to you for years, and now it seems that it's a punishment. If I had known that I would be devoted to you now, how could I have allowed you to accumulate such an unreasonable debt with him? Lei Jue poured another glass of wine, "If you think about it, your bad relationship with King Xian is indeed caused by me. ”

I snatched Lei Duel's wine glass and drank it with my neck up. I thought that Lei Jue was good to me because he had a heart for Xuanhu for a long time, and according to Lei Jue's current statement, the real object of Lei Jue's heart was me?

This news made my mind stunned for a while, and Lei Jue drank cup after cup over there, and soon, a pot of wine had bottomed out. Lei Jue asked Guoguo to get the wine again, of course I still remember that I was going to drive Lei Jue to Yingrou today, how could he let him drink before he went, if he wanted to drink, he had to go to Yingrou's side to drink again, so I asked Guoguo not to take the wine, just retreat.

"Hu'er, I'd like to ask you too." Lei Jue shook my hand, "Do you and King Xian have any secret acts?" ”

Too dense? It's up to you to define it. Lei Jue must not be asking about sexual intercourse, he knows this in his heart, if it is not to this extent, then it is unfortunate, holding hands, hugging, and even kissing, not only Xuanhu, I have also done it with Lei Nian.

My silence gave Lei Jue an answer, and he let go of my hand with a wry smile, "I shouldn't have asked, I shouldn't have asked." ”

Lei Jie's reaction is reasonable, and it is normal, after all, men are superior to women, and ordinary men care about the innocence of their women, not to mention that Lei Jue is still the future Emperor of Yeyou. It's a pity that I don't belong here, and for me, Lei Jue's performance still makes me very unhappy.

Since I am displeased, I don't need to pretend, and tell him honestly what I think in my heart: "Lei Jue, I told you a long time ago that I am not a pure body, and you didn't come to deal with me until today, is it too late?" You know, if there's anything unclean in my body, you're one of the culprits. ”

Lei Jue became annoyed all of a sudden, stared at me and said word by word: "But I will marry you!" ”

"Who is rare?" I said disdainfully: "King Xian didn't ask me what I meant, and he has the final say on what he wants to do." It's the same if you want to marry me, your decision never needs my consent, but you ask me to fight against the virtuous king for your unilateral decision to ensure my innocence? Aren't you vexatious? ”

Lei stood up suddenly, and glared at me across the stone table, "Why do you have to misinterpret me? ”

I also stood up and glared at him, "How dare I misinterpret your meaning, King Duan, if you think I'm not clean, then you can cancel the engagement, anyway, I don't want to marry you at all!" ”

Lei Jue walked closer, pinched my face, gritted his teeth and asked, "Then who do you want to marry?" Virtuous King? ”

The chicken talks to the duck and plays the harp to the cow.

I snorted, letting his cheek hurt and didn't explain anything.

I don't know if it was because his squeezing hand was tired, or if he calmed down after the anger, he let go of his hand, stroked my face with his fingers a few times, laughed in a low voice, and turned around and walked towards the gate of Haoyue Pavilion.

I shouted at his back, "Yingrou has prepared food and drinks and is waiting for you!" ”

Lei Jue paused for a moment, did not look back, and soon took another step and disappeared around the corner outside the door.