That early summer many years ago. Su Mei had been busy all day, lying on the bed and turning over the group of sisters who had not moved for a long time.

When Jingya asked Lin Xi in the chat group if she was with Qin Mufeng, Lin Xi admitted that she was already with Qin Mufeng, and the two had been together for many months.

They were already asleep when she looked through them, and she wanted to post something, but in the end she held back.

In fact, she is also a little selfish, in the two years that she has been by Yas's side alone, she knows everything Yas thinks about Lin Xi. She likes everything Yas does to Lin Xi, just as she likes everything Jing Ya does to Lin Xi.

She was envious and jealous.

She pulled down her face and dragged the relationship between her father and mother, and when she found Yas in Seattle, the first thing Yas asked her was, "How is Lin Xi?" Is she okay? Why didn't she write to me? Did she not see what I left her? ”

She only replied: I don't know.

She really didn't know what he left Lin Xi, and she didn't know why Lin Xi didn't write to him. But she knew that after Yas left, Lin Xi had a smile on her face every day. Only those close to her know how ugly her smile is and how tired she is. But she wouldn't tell him that.

At that time, she was thinking, just let them be separated like this, time will always rush away a lot of good memories, and when those memories fade away, new memories will be added.

Then she waited for a few years and finally arrived......

About a week after knowing that Lin Xi and Qin Mufeng were together, she saw Yas. She handed Yas the phone, screenshots of the chats, and she looked at him like stagnant eyes.

Her heart was actually hurting, and she hugged Yas.

"Goyas, I've always liked you, you know, it's time for you to let go. Let her go, and give me a chance, right? ”

Then Yas actually cried in front of her.

In her eyes, his heart should be as strong as his appearance, but he actually shed tears for her. Yas told her that he had looked for her a long time ago, and that she was doing well, so good that she didn't recognize him as she walked by someone else's hand.

They were together that night.

Yas signed with the company, as his girlfriend, she already has such a name for herself in the fashion circle, and she is also shining under the all-round hype of the agency.

With Yas's appearance and various hype from the brokerage company, Yas became popular quickly. He's busy at work, and she's just getting started with her career. But no matter how busy she is, she always finds time to call Yas, send a message, ask him about his itinerary whenever she has time, fly to his city, have a meal with him, chat, or just look at him.

Her love for him was humble.

At first, they were fine, but slowly she felt that Yas was running out of time. Not really busy, just an excuse not wanting to see her.

There's no woman in this world who doesn't want to be loved by her boyfriend, right? No woman really wants to be separated from her boyfriend for a long time and not be in touch for a long time, right?

In the end, she didn't hold back and flew to Beijing.

It was the height of summer, the end of July, the hottest day of the summer......

He said he was busy and filming.

When she arrived at his house, he had just woken up from a hangover with Min Qian.

When she came, he said it was time for him to go, and he didn't even have time to eat together.

She was in his house alone for a day.

She was sad, but she couldn't shed a single tear.

She was in a daze all over his house. the bed on which he had slain; the couch on which he had sit; the exercise equipment he used; the stool on which he had sit; a cup of water that has been drunk; The mark he had touched on the wall and in the mirror in the entryway. She stretched out her palm and pressed the handprint against it, the temperature of the mirror cold and bitter.

His cloakroom was full of his smell, but the most conspicuous clothes were no longer "tailor-made" by her own hands. She rummaged through all his wardrobes, and finally found her "masterpieces" in the closet in the far corner, as well as something else in one of the wardrobes.

She was too busy to forget that she had returned to Beijing on July 21, and the two brothers had a lot of drinks on July 20......

It seems that I have only sent you Yueji, and I haven't had time to send you roses yet. You say that the rose is unrealistic, because it can only live for half a month at most after being cut, so I want to give you eternal roses, and my love for you never wants to wither. Happy Valentine's Day, my favorite girl. —February 14, 2014

Baby, I made you chocolate, wine-hearted, really handmade. You look up at the blue sky, say you miss me, and I'll fly to you. Happy Tanabata, my favorite girl. - August 2, 2014

My girl, today is the fifth year since I first met you. Five years ago today, you appeared in my eyes wrapped in a big cotton jacket, and then you appeared in the spotlight and dragged the Milky Way to the stage, leaving an eternal star in my eyes. Perhaps from the first time I saw you, I was destined to fall in love with you, destined to fall in love with the sea of stars that will never die. I love you, my favorite girl. —January 11, 2014

Do you still have the crystal piano I gave you? I still have the base. I went to the craft shop again and asked the craftsman to carve this crystal rose, but unfortunately it does not wither but crumbles easily...... It's Tanabata next month, and if I can cut diamond roses, would you like to come back to me? Happy birthday, my favorite girl. - July 20, 2015

There were exquisite gift boxes in the cabinet, and many more, these were just a few of the gift boxes she had opened, and every gift, every card, every word was like a knife piercing her heart.

She found out how small she was in his heart, and how pathetic her love was.

She has nothing to worry about about his attitude towards her, she is just unwilling. Unwilling to let her accompany Lin Xi when he was not by his side for more than a year, she waited for him to put Lin Xi down. Why can't he put Lin Xi down in his heart and focus more on her! Even Lin Xi is with someone else, and even he is already with her, why can't he still spend his thoughts on Lin Xi.

He's running away from seeing himself now, right? Is he regretting being with him on the spur of the moment?

She sat down on the ground, tears pouring down her eyes, her crown falling for him.

She sent him a message – let's break up.

She didn't hesitate, but she deeply longed in her heart that he could hold on a little, even if it was just a meaning.

But soon he replied - okay.

It was as if he had been waiting for her to speak.

She was unwilling, really unwilling, she felt like she had been tricked.

- Let's talk.

She messaged Yas again.

- Okay, wait for me at home.

This time, Yas's reply was more than ten minutes late. But an hour later, he was back home.

Yas came home and saw her sitting in the living room and sat across from her, not looking at her at all except the one who entered the door.

"Don't you have anything to tell me?" She asked.

"Let's talk first." He replied.

His tone was as calm as water, but it toppled the layers of in her heart.

"Gao Yas~" She raised her voice, angry, pleading, "We...... Can't you really love me? ”

"I'm sorry, I tried." He kept his head down.

"You can't let her go like that? Even if she's with someone else, you still can't let her go?! Her tears could not be controlled and fell again.

"Maybe it's okay later, but it will take some time."

"Then we can not break up, I can wait for you." With tears in her eyes, she tentatively explored.

"I'm sorry, I've thought about it too, but that's not fair to you, I ...... I can't let her go for the time being. His voice was hoarse.

It's not fair? What is fairness? She doesn't care about unfairness!

Now she doesn't care, doesn't want to care about any of that......

"As long as you're willing to let her go, there's nothing fair or unfair?!" She roared, "It's just that you don't want to let it go, do you have to wait until she gets married before you want to let go, why do you have to do this?!" ”

"I've been trying to let go, but I can't do it yet." His speech slowed and his voice felt choppy.

He's crying, isn't he? He's in pain, isn't he? Is it because you can't let go of her or because you can't let go of her?

"Then can you try to love me?" She held out a slim hope.

"I'm sorry, I tried......" his tears flowed.

"Have you tried? Do you really try?! "You remember her birthday, you remember to prepare gifts for her every Valentine's Day, you remember the first time you met her, you remember the first time you held hands, you kissed for the first time, but you can't remember my birthday!

She finally burst into tears.

"If there is one person living in the heart, no one else can live in it."

"That's because you locked the door yourself, not letting her out and not letting anyone else in!" She cried.

"Perhaps." He was calm.

"Yas, is it okay to try to love me, okay to try to love me like she loves?" She hugged him like she had begged him that day to forget that she was with her, which she defined as "begging."

"I'm sorry, I'm really sorry, you really don't have to be like this, I don't want to do anything to hurt you anymore, I don't want to hurt her friend, I ...... I can't let go of her when I'm with you, I feel like she's standing in front of me when we hug, I feel like she's right next to you when I look at you dangling in my house......" He finally left tears in front of her again, and this time, she didn't get the result she wanted.

"It's not like you can't let her go, Goyas......"

"Wait for me to let go, I know she doesn't belong to me anymore, I'll let go." He gently pushed her away and wiped away her tears, "I don't know when it will take, maybe after she gets married, maybe it will be longer." But whether I let go or not, I can't be with you, I ...... I'm scared to touch all the ...... about her."

After that day, she returned to France, and he never contacted her again. It took her a long time to digest this love for him. She didn't mention her small and humble love to anyone again, and the name Gao Yasi has never appeared in the sister circle since she said that she was with Gao Yasi, and Qin Mufeng's name rarely appears.

It wasn't until much later that she finally wanted to open ...... It's not so much that she wants to open, but that she is always unwilling to be an outsider to him. So she told him that she had let go, if they could still be friends.

Then, they became friends, real friends.