"Me? Didn't I say it, I plan to take it with me again,......" Jun Jiusi chuckled and repeated what he had just said, as if he really didn't understand what Li Xiaowan was asking.

"You should understand what I mean, Jiusi, I'm asking you and Lu Li."

Jun Jiu wanted to escape, but Li Xiaowan didn't allow her to escape.

I've been running away for so long, and that's enough.

"Lu Li has left the capital a year ago, and he is looking for you."

Jun Jiusi lowered his head and hummed softly, "I know." ”

It was their agreement, how could she not know?

Although he didn't deliberately inquire about the news of the capital, Jun Jiusi also knew that it was their agreement, and no matter what, Lu Li would complete it.

Even if...... No one knows if the two of them will meet again.

"Then tell me what you think, Jiusi." Li Xiaowan is really the emperor, the eunuchs are not in a hurry, they are about to die.

Not to mention that it is not easy for a woman to carry a child alone, just to say that Jun Jiusi himself, does he really want to die alone?

The son will finally belong to another woman.

Jun Jiusi smiled faintly, "To be honest, I don't have any ideas. Leaning back, the whole person was lazy, dazed and overwhelmed.

The original agreement can be said to be a whim.

But it is indeed the best solution that Jun Jiusi can come up with.

Because in addition, Jun Jiusi really didn't know how to face Lu Li.

"You all say that it's time to forget about hatred, what happened at the beginning has nothing to do with Lu Li, and in the end, Lu Li is also a victim...... I understand all of this, but ...... It's really done, but it's too hard and too hard. ”

Li Xiaowan couldn't answer these words.

That's true.

It's easier said than done.

There are many, many people who can understand the truth, but there are still so many bad people in this world who understand the truth, and there are so many tragedies.

"Moreover, every time I want to convince myself to be with Lu Li, I think of my sister, I think of her lying in a pool of blood, and I think of Jiayue Jingshu because I haven't seen my father and mother since I was a child......"

That sense of guilt and guilt almost tortured Jun Jiusi to death.

Where do you still have the heart to be with Lu Li?

"Jiusi, you shouldn't have been suffering because of this one thing!" Li Xiaowan grabbed Jun Jiusi's hand, stared at Jun Jiusi with cold eyes, and asked seriously, "Have you forgotten?" Before the little seventh sister died, she asked you not to hate. ”

An Xiaoqi is really a very good sister.

She gave An Xiaojiu the only warmth, although An Xiaojiu was in charge many times, but An Xiaoqi told An Xiaojiu very clearly.

What is the most important thing in this world.

"If you suffer all your life because of this, and you can't be happy, do you think Little Seventh Sister will be happy?"

"Little Seventh Sister is so kind, she will definitely not blame Lu Li. She loves you so much, she will definitely want to see you happy. ”

"If you feel guilty, then take Jingshu and Jiayue over and raise them as if they were your own daughters."

"And to be honest, it is better for you and Lu Li to raise Jingshu and Jiayue than to let Uncle Rong raise them alone, and it is also more beneficial to the future of these two children."

When people grow up, they will find that the factors that need to be considered are not only emotional, but also rational.

Comprehensive pros and cons, how to be happy and how to live.

Jun Jiusi was a little confused, and forced a smile: "You let me think about it." ”

It's not that easy.

She had thought about something that she hadn't figured out for so long, how could she be persuaded by Li Xiaowan in just a quarter of an hour?

"I'll ask you one last thing."

"Hmm."

"Did Xiao Chenxing ask where his father was?"

All children have fathers, didn't Xiao Chenxing ask?

Sure enough, a touch of pity and chagrin flashed on Jun Jiusi's face when he heard this.

"How could it not be asked?"

"Then how do you prevaricate him for the rest of his life? This is unfair to Xiao Chenxing, do you want him to be scolded as a child without a father? This is also unfair to Lu Li, he has not done anything to be sorry for you, he shouldn't even know that there is still Xiao Chenxing in this world. ”

Li Xiaowan spoke bitterly, hoping that Jun Jiusi could let go of his stubbornness.

Every child is an angel sent from heaven.

Jun Jiusi regarded Lu Chenxing as his last hope, how could he not cherish it?

was already a little shaken, but when Li Xiaowan said this, he was even more shaken.

"I ......"

Jun Jiusi was speechless when asked by Li Xiaowan's words.

The adults are okay, mainly Xiaochenxing......

"You let me think about it."

Jun Jiusi had a headache.

There are some things that have passed for so many years that cannot be solved in a moment.

Li Xiaowan smiled mischievously: "There may not be much time." ”

"What do you mean by that?"

Jun Jiusi was a little stunned when he heard this.

What and what is this?

Li Xiaowan smiled, nested in the chair for a long time, peeled nuts and ate, and saw that Jun Jiusi was really a little anxious, so he said slowly.

"Why do you think you came back to the capital?"

"Didn't you write to say that Mrs. Tai is not in good health?"

After asking, Jun Jiusi reacted to himself.

Yes, Mrs. Tai is not in good health.

She received a letter from Li Xiaowan, although no one informed Lu Li, but even if Lu Liren left, he would definitely leave his eyes in the capital.

After Lu Li found out, he probably came back to see Mrs. Tai.

Oh, and the Imperial Concubine.

After coming, Jun Jiusi had already heard Li Xiaowan mention the matter of the imperial concubine.

I couldn't help but be a little stunned.

At that time, the stubborn little girl didn't expect that there would be such an opportunity.

Imperial Concubine.

Especially without the queen, the imperial concubine is really the only favorite of the harem.

"So, is he back already?" When Jun Jiusi asked, his voice couldn't be softer.

If it weren't for Li Xiaowan's close proximity and his constant attention to Jun Jiusi's situation, he would almost not have heard it.

Li Xiaowan blewed, "No, but I think Lu Li will definitely come back." ”

As for why, the reason is next to it.

Lu Li would definitely think that Jun Jiusi would come, so how could Lu Li endure it?

After all, Lu Li likes Jun Jiusi so much.

It's embarrassing to think about.

Two people who once loved each other so much finally came to this point.

Alas......

"Hmm."

Jun Jiusi bowed her head shallowly and lowered her head, so that people couldn't see the expression on her face clearly.

Li Xiaowan felt that what he said was almost enough, so he didn't add any more oil and vinegar.

It's time for Jiusi to think about it for himself.