Chapter 274: Forget it

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Shang Yunrou thought that she was finally out of the sea of suffering, and she could read books and splash ink in the future, and play chess pieces idly, but in life, she was always a little unsatisfactory and a little sad.

She finally set foot on the road to Liangzhou, and it was strange to say that she couldn't remember the appearance of her senior brother at all, she only remembered a pair of young and bright eyes, and she always looked a little small and slightly lazy when she looked towards herself.

He said: "Yun Rou, you are really as talented and unparalleled as the world praises, I don't know which son will marry you in the future, what virtue and ability he has." โ€

He was copying a book, glanced at him, and didn't bother to say a word.

Anyway, she is the daughter of a scholar, and she will marry a son of a well-connected family.

However, what I didn't expect was that not long after the senior brother said this, the master was demoted, and some things that he once thought were eternal dissipated in the blink of an eye.

Shang Yunrou smiled bitterly, it was normal not to remember his appearance, she and her senior brother had only been classmates for a year and three months, and they hadn't seen him since that farewell.

I don't know if he has changed now, fat or thin, what about Master, is all his hair white?

"That's it." The carriage stopped slowly, Li Ye opened the curtain and said to her, "It's here." โ€

Shang Yunrou snorted and got out of the carriage.

She stood in front of the academy and looked at the whole academy, which was surrounded by green bamboos, quiet and comfortable.

When a twelve or thirteen-year-old boy saw a carriage parked outside the academy, he hurriedly put the book in his hand into his sleeve, trotted over, and asked, "Are you Miss Shang Yun Rou Shang?" โ€

Shang Yunrou smiled, "Well, exactly." โ€

"Sir, I've been waiting for you for a long time." The girl's voice was very good, as graceful and crisp as a yellow bird, "Sister, come with me." โ€

Shang Yunrou followed her in, wading through a gurgling stream, through a smoky jungle of ancient trees, passing by the sound of a room of Lang Lang reading, and finally arrived at a bamboo house built against a hill.

The maiden took her in, and then quietly withdrew.

"Senior brother." Shang Yunrou shouted softly.

His eyes changed to thousands of colors in an instant, and before she could see clearly, he was embraced into his arms.

It was the warmth she had always longed for, and she wanted to know what it would be like to be held in her arms.

It seems to have a dark and cold fragrance, clear and warm.

He whispered in Shang Yunrou's ear, "I finally saw you again..... Yun Rou, I thought we would never see each other again in this life. โ€

Even if she likes the feeling of being surrounded by warmth, this is definitely not her embrace, and she must not covet the warmth in it.

Shang Yunrou felt a touch of bitterness in his heart, no matter what, the past is over, and now he is someone else's husband.

She was very sober in her heart, gently pushed him away, and tried to stabilize her voice: "Senior brother, where is Master?" โ€

His gaze was still soft, "Master has to go to the back mountain to meditate every day, and he will be back soon." โ€

"That's right, senior brother." Shang Yunrou smiled lightly, "I heard that you have already married, what about Mrs. Sister-in-law, let me see you." โ€

"Yun Rou." He smiled wryly, "I ......"

Before he could say anything, he was suddenly interrupted by an old and gentle voice: "Yun Rou? It's really you, the first talented woman in the imperial city is willing to come to teach the old man, and the old man is still a little thin-faced. โ€

Shang Yunrou was startled, and subconsciously turned his head, the old man in front of him was dressed in cloth, with crane hair and childish face, fairy wind and bones, without any decoration, which was the bearing of a scattered immortal outside the world.

Li Yekai saw it, and he couldn't help but feel a shock in his heart.

Once when he saw Shang Yunrou, he understood what temperament was, and when he saw this old man, he instantly understood what style and bones were.

He can see that as an outsider, although it is not prosperous, and it has nothing to do with the government and the opposition, there are lush bamboo forests, vigorous and ignorant children, preaching and teaching every day to solve doubts, everything is very suitable for Shang Yunrou.

Li Yekai stayed here that night, preparing to go straight back to Gusu City early the next morning.

But Shang Yunrou didn't sleep all night, a pot of tea on the red clay stove gurgling, the porcelain wind chimes hanging outside the window tinkling dong, the flames on the candlestick in the room swayed, and the old and young people in the room chattered, sometimes laughing loudly, sometimes sighing.

If outsiders see this situation, they will definitely think that these two people are abnormal.

As he was talking, there was a sudden sound of "Eighteen Beats of Hu Ji" outside, the sound of Hu Ji was different from Qin Se and Ming, there was more of a bit of cold sadness, the sound in the room stopped abruptly, and the sadness and melody flowing in the bottom of his heart made the master Tongren feel helpless and sentimental, and there was a faint emotion floating on the surface, he said: "Yun Rou, since you have abandoned the past and come here, you don't want to hide anything from you as a teacher." โ€

Shang Yunrou blinked at him with clear eyes, "Master, what's the matter?" Please speak. โ€

She heard the master say calmly, "Shang Qian, he has never let go of you all these years. โ€

Shang Yunrou's fingers paused, and she inexplicably felt a chill on her back.

What can you do if you can't let go, now it's a foregone conclusion.

"When he heard that you were the champion, there were sorrows and joys, joy is real joy, happy for you from the bottom of his heart, proud of you." The master paused, lifted the handle of the teapot wrapped in a rag, and refilled the tea unhurriedly.

In the current, he spoke again, "But Shangqian's sorrow is also complete sorrow, you are the daughter of Shangshu, he is a cloth cloth, even so, he still does not give up, but he had an epiphany when you were named on the gold list, and from then on you should be an official and enter the court......"

Shang Yunrou's eyes flickered, and he looked at the master in a daze, unable to tell what it was like in his heart.

"So, he married Jiang not long after you entered the court." Master's expression was still flat, and he finished these words lightly, leaving Shang Yunrou entangled in these questions.

He didn't expect that he would resign, give up Lin Changtian, cut off relations with his father, and retire to the mountains and forests.

Now that he has appeared, the senior brother should regret his death.

Shang Yunrou smiled bitterly, these things were not expected by Senior Brother, and they were completely unexpected.

She sighed softly and muttered, "Everything is providential......"

After that, I held the tea on my lips, and I only felt that this tea was very bitter and bitter.

It turned out that in the place where she couldn't see, there was also a person who was silently watching Lin Changtian like herself.

A good person, whether he is high-flying or gentle, even if he is like a piece of wood, as long as he is stained with love words, he immediately becomes indecisive and constantly broken.

Shang Yunrou lowered her eyes and didn't speak for a long time.

She suddenly raised her head and said with a light smile: "Master, don't worry, I won't do anything wrong, and I won't watch my brother do anything wrong." โ€

Master smiled gently, "That's good, that's good." โ€

In the silence, there was a faint sound of the piano, and suddenly the sound of the piano breaking, Shang Yunrou thought for a while and said, "Why did you break the first string." โ€

There was no sound in the room for a long time, half loud, the master looked at her half loud, and said, "You can actually hear the sound of broken strings, you must be excellent at the piano, Master, I have ears." โ€

Shang Yunrou smiled, and a thought was cleared from her eyes.

Once in the altar set up by the master, I also heard the sound of broken strings.

At that time, there was a young man with a deep outline, bright eyes, and the corners of his lips bent and said: "Miss Shang, you are from a famous family, you are highly talented, and you will definitely be a talented woman who is famous all over the world in the future. โ€

"Wow, that's a big breath." Shang Yunrou asked crisply: "I was born with talent, why should I use it for you?" โ€

The young man was stunned, looked at her in a daze, and before he could speak, suddenly a young man strode in and came to him: "Shaozhuo, Ruojun is going home, let's go back together." โ€

Shang Yunrou saw the young man who came in and asked Chu Shaozhuo to go back, and something flashed imperceptibly in his eyes.

She thought to herself, this is the second time she has met him, he is dressed in a chic white robe, and his hair is tied up high, which is really good-looking.

After they left, Shang Yunrou's mind flashed with inspiration, and something suddenly came to mind. Since Lin Changtian and Chu Shaozhuo are friends, they are both from the family of generals, does it mean that if she really becomes a talented woman who is famous all over the world one day, she can also enter Lin Changtian's command!

At that time, her mind was really simple and cute, Lin Changtian never asked her if she wanted to join her command, but she said every word I was willing.

It's a pity that she really became a talented girl, and she didn't have time to join Chu Shaozhuo's command.

Those days were really nostalgic, and everyone had dreams about the future.

But later, time was like water, and the troubled times became dead.

Shang Yunrou looked at the candle flame in a daze, as if a big stone was pressed in her chest, when she thought of Lin Changtian, no matter who she was facing, she couldn't hide the mood between her eyebrows.

Master smiled at her, without words.

This boulder, which had pressed her for so many years, was finally completely let go after a few months.

Although he is far away in Liangzhou, the news may be slower, but it does not affect his spread.

General Chu arrived at Changping City safely, the two princes of Jin State gained fame and fortune, and the mighty army also withdrew from Jiang State, leaving Chen State all the way and returning to Jin State.

These news fell into Shang Yunrou's ears, and there was no wave in her heart.

Until more than ten days later, the former Princess Zhaoyang returned to the imperial city, and Princess Jingyang, who had already cut her hair and did not care about the world, also prepared a slight gift, all because Lin Changtian and Chu Ruojun got married.

It could be so fast.

When Shang Yunrou heard these news, she reluctantly pulled the corners of her lips, although it was something that would happen sooner or later, but when she heard it suddenly, the tip of her heart was still like being pierced by a spike.

At that time, she was combing her hair in the mirror, still with black hair like silk, still very young, but she felt that she was old.

It's very old, very old, and the old body and mind are tired.

There is nowhere to hide that sourness, and I can't hide it, and I don't want to say more.

I wish you happiness, of course.

Then I wish her happiness too, selfishly reluctant.

But if she is not happy, how can you be happy, so I wish you happiness.

You are all married, I should also let go, live my own life well, and ignore it from now on, and each has a white head. But I know very well in my heart that I can't let go, and if you only get behind, I will still be close to you.

So my mood at this time is not to give up, but to forget it.

Never mind...... It's hopeless anyway.