Yas's kiss was only superficial, but it went deep into the soul.

When you first appeared in my life, I fantasized countless times about what it would be like to hold hands with you. We walked hand in hand across the redbud-filled road, we sat under the gazebo holding each other's hands, counting the buses that drove by; I can snuggle on your shoulder and listen to the frogs chirping and the cicadas.

Lin Xi's hand was tightly held in the palm of Yas's hand at the moment, and there was always a feeling of unreality. She had dreamed like this too many times, but every time she woke up the moment they were about to make contact with each other.

She was uneasy.

She held his hand, felt his temperature, she leaned against his chest, felt the rise and fall of his heart, only those things that could be truly felt could calm the uneasiness in her heart.

He's not.

"Like you." It was a simple three words, but it contained all Yas's expectations, and he just held her greedily.

"Like you." In addition to these three words, she has a thousand words to express, and if she were asked to write them, it would be a short story. But at this moment, she just wanted to say this sentence, and then enjoy the early morning.

"What do you like about me?"

"I like your hands, all my piano teachers say that people with good-looking hands are suitable for playing the piano, but Humility says that you are not full of five notes."

"Well, yes." Yas nodded, looking at his hands, he felt that his hands were beautiful for the first time when he was so big, and he felt proud for having such hands for the first time, "Is it just hands?" ”

"You're handsome."

"I've always known that."

"Hmm~" Lin Xi leaned his chin on Yas's shoulder, "You have stars in your eyes, they are as shining as stars in the sky." ”

"Hmm." A very routine sentence, but it was extremely precious in Yas's heart, and he clasped Lin Xi's hand tightly, "Because I have always had you in my eyes." ”

Lin Xi's heart was full of flowers. When love comes, you can only see its beauty, and imagine it by feeling. And when love is by your side, every breath of air you breathe is blissfully sweet.

Lin Minyu stood on the balcony and watched Lin Xi hurriedly run out of the community. She gently opened her door and walked in softly. Jingya was sleeping soundly on the bed with her head covered, and she looked at Lin Xi's pajamas that she threw on the chair at will, most of which fell to the ground. She walked to the windowsill, pulled down the curtains, looked at the unfinished painting that Lin Xi had thrown on the windowsill, and smiled slightly. She walked out softly, took the door, and went to the kitchen to prepare breakfast.

In her room, the Japanese boyfriend walked out in a nightgown, said "honey", and gave a fragrant kiss that was so sweet that she didn't want it.

She was seventeen or eighteen years old when she fell in love with Lin Xi's father, but both of them liked to pretend to be little adults. To be mature, to be steady, to learn to think before and after, in fact, the love of seventeen or eighteen years old itself is a game, how can the game be stable. They should have been in the stickiest and sweetest time, but they chose to live like old husbands and wives who were married in their teens and twenties. The most romantic thing is to go to the artificial lake in the park after nine o'clock in the evening, find a grass with only a little light and sit for a while, and only then will he take her hand. When they went to college, they still had to wait until after dark to hug her in the quietest corner of the school, and she leaned on his lap. He never had any affectionate names for her, nor did he have too many love words. He only had one meal for each of their anniversaries, either he made or went out to eat. Even the marriage was because she was pregnant, so of course the marriage proposal process was omitted, and even the ring was bought together.

They were in love, and they never denied it even after they divorced. Because they love each other, they always habitually think about each other, always think that I should be considerate of him and tolerate him, thus ignoring that they themselves are independent individuals, and they themselves are also thoughtful, and they themselves will have needs for each other. Those needs leapfrog more and more in self-forgiveness and tolerance, and finally inflate like a balloon, even if it does not explode, once it accidentally touches a sharp weapon, it will also explode. That kind of explosion will be more powerful than the kind of person who is 'selfish' like the other side demanding. So when they exploded, they were almost crushed.

After she "exploded" she became what she is now. Until she met her current boyfriend Takano again. Takano is five years younger than her, and she is mindful of the age gap at first, but she finally compromises under Takano's strong pursuit and is ready to give him another go.

"Honey, are you going to make your own breakfast?"

"Hmm."

"You go and rest for a while, I'll do it for Xixi and Xiaoya, you made the plan so late last night, let's go to sleep again."

"No, I'm not sleepy, I can't sleep."

"No, you've only slept for less than 4 hours, you see you're tired, go sleep again." Gao Ye picked up Lin Minyu and sent him back to the bedroom.

Gao Ye will pay attention to everything about her, feel sorry for her, respect her, and most importantly: he treats every time she is angry and willful as a child, coaxing and spoiling; He carefully considered every "no" she had, and he took care of every fake strength she was in her heart. He can give her a sense of security, and he can also be coquettish in her arms, no matter where she is, no matter what she is doing, he will send her a message and say goodnight; I'll send her a message when something funny happens, even if she doesn't reply right away. He made her feel like she was needed all the time. He will also play petty and lose his temper in front of her when she does something that does not satisfy him, so that she knows where she still has room for improvement.

Riverside.

"May I ask you a question?" Lin Xi bit his lower lip. Although she was happy now, it was always too sudden for her, and she had just put herself into the abyss, and in the blink of an eye, she had ascended to heaven.

She was terrified.

"Well, just ask."

"When did you like me?" Lin Xi opened his big eyes, "Your family has always lived here, my grandfather's house is quite far from here." ”

"Guess." Yas grinned wickedly.

"I don't guess," Lin Xi's delicate Sadias was so sweet that his eyes couldn't see, "Why did you always run over there at that time, or did your girlfriend live there before?" ”

Hearing this, Yas almost didn't spurt out a mouthful of blood: If I had a girlfriend at the time, I would still be so easily hooked by you, and I would run so far away if I had nothing to do?

"Hmm." Yas nodded solemnly, and occasionally it was time for him to play romantic, "The person I like lives over there, so I go there every week, wait for her to go to class, wait for her to get out of class, walk with her and paint, and send her home." ”

Lin Xi didn't think about herself, she distanced herself from Yas a little. There was sadness and distress in his eyes, and a little bit of loss, "Then why did you break up, is it because you went abroad later?" ”

Yas smiled dotingly, "We weren't together at the time, we liked each other but didn't confess, and I still regret it to this day." ”

"Is that girl from your previous school? Is she with someone else now? Why don't you ......" Lin Xi's face darkened significantly.

"Little fool," Yas sneered, pinching the flesh off Lin Xi's face dotingly, "Are you really as stupid as Yang Yang said?" ”

"Huh?"

Yas knew that he had been romantic for a long time, and Lin Xi didn't think about himself at all. But it's not because she's really stupid, it's the most distressing part.

"What about you? You said that you liked me since you saw me, why didn't you forget me when I went abroad for more than a year. ”

"I don't know, maybe I'm more nostalgic." Lin Xi bared his teeth, and now he is really stupid.

"Well, so am I," Yas continued his romance, "I haven't forgotten her since the first time I saw her." ”

"Then I'......" Lin Xi had already sat up straight on his own, completely off Yas's shoulder.

Her trepidation and uneasiness were amplified. She is a very good person, and she is also the best interpretation of "self-indulgence". Her attitude towards Min Qian, Ke Yang, Liu Rong, and Jingya is all because of the uneasiness in her heart, and after being spoiled by them, she will feel that they really belong to her, and they are all people she can rely on and trust. Therefore, all along, friends who have seen her injuries will always hold her in the palm of their hands.

Yas knew that he was not yet someone she trusted and wanted to rely on, so he always wanted to be a person like Min Qian and Ke Yang, so that she could completely let go of his side.

He kissed it again, and this time his kiss landed heavily on Lin Xi's restless lips. He took her in his arms again, and he strongly wanted to tell her everything he thought. But her body was stiff, and she just let him hold it in a daze.

"I'm kissing you like this, is it going too fast?" Yas was worried that his strong actions would cause Lin Xi's disgust.

But it was this kind of behavior that allowed her to find a needed fulcrum in humility.

"Sort of." Lin Ximu replied, his hands on Yas's waist.

She grabbed the pointer, and before she knew he liked her, before he said he liked her, before he kissed her and hugged her, she always felt that she could let go of him in a dashing way, and she really did. However, when she felt at some point that he belonged to hers too, her heart was filled. She was so scared of losing him again.

"I'm sorry." Yas stroked Lin Xi's hair in distress and self-reproach.

"Nope. I just ...... "It's just that I'm starting to be afraid that you don't like me anymore," I like you. ”

Yas let go of Lin Xi and took one of her hands, the other caressing her cheek and looking at her eyes tenderly. "I should have said 'I like you' earlier, I should have come into your life sooner so that you wouldn't be so far away from me."

“……”

"Fool, do you know how much I wanted to drag you back when you crashed into my arms and ran away, and held you in my arms as I do now?"

“……”

"When I first came to school, did you order that song for me?"

Yas's every sentence was very affectionate, and every sentence was an unforgettable memory in Lin Xi's heart.

"So that's what you started liking me from then on?" She finally faced herself.

"It's not."

“？”

"So you didn't read the love letter I wrote to you at all, did you?" Yas feigned anger, whether it was a card or a love letter, every heart he gave her, including responding to her confession at the beach, clearly told her where he liked her, when he liked her, how he liked her, and as a result, she didn't understand it once?!

"I ......" was really excited for a moment, and only read the last page and the signature.

"Are you really a clever little ghost, and you have to force me to say everything yourself?" Yas shuddered, what should I do, how could I be willing to be angry, "Go back and read it for yourself, and then memorize the letter." Also, your reply is not for me, and you are not allowed to accept other people's letters in the future, and then write me another one, otherwise, I will punish you for kissing me 10 times. ”

Yas childishly compared "ten" in front of him, and Lin Xi hugged Yas.

Before you, I had nothing, and I didn't dare to ask for anything; But from the moment I have you, you are all I have. I never thought that I would be more nervous after having you, it turned out that I was so afraid of not having you.