"Me! I'm shy, is that okay? Su Ziyu was still covering his mouth and snickering while answering, and his shoulders shrugged, "Let's go, let's go back to the hotel first." ”

"Hmm." Although Su Ziyu covered his mouth, a smile still came out of his eyes, and Xu Ji felt that this situation was even more embarrassing, so as soon as the elevator door opened, he took the lead and walked out of the room, without looking back.

"You wait for me."

Maybe it's because he's been laughing for a long time, or maybe it's because he has been holding back his stomach and laughing, Su Ziyu feels that his stomach seems to hurt from laughing, and he doesn't even have the strength to walk.

Fortunately, Xu Ji was not so angry that he directly slammed the door of the hotel, and knew that he had left a crack in the door for himself. Pushing the door in, and taking a few steps inside, Su Ziyu first saw Shen Xinya standing high on the sofa.

"Yaya?" Su Ziyu called out uncertainly, "Why are you bouncing on the sofa?" What about the big brother? ”

I have to admit that Xu Ji is really careful about Shen Xinya's care, Su Ziyu has seen Xu Ji apply potion to Shen Xinya, as if he is holding some fragile treasure, carefully rubbing the potion.

In the afternoon, Su Ziyu took a closer look, and none of the red dots exposed by Shen Xinya were scratched, how careful must she be to do this? !

Shen Xinya, who had slept well in the afternoon, was very energetic, and after recovering from it, she began to make a scene, and when she was alone in the hotel room, she began to jump up and down.

I had just climbed onto the couch and jumped a few times, when suddenly there was a "drip" and the door was opened without warning. Shen Xinya, who wanted to say hello and explain by the way, saw her eldest brother hurriedly push open the door of the bathroom and rush in, and after a while, her brother also came back.

Following the direction of Shen Xinya's finger, Su Ziyu walked to the door of the bathroom and stopped.

When he hesitated to knock on the door or push it in, the door was opened from the inside.

"Okay, it's all on your own turf, you don't have anything to say?" Su Ziyu hugged his arms and looked at Xu Ji, who was obviously flushed with cold water, and his temples and forehead were still stained with water, "Didn't Brother Ma tell the truth?" What's there to be shy about? ”

"I didn't." Xu Ji, who calmed down, sat down with the final quibble, "I just don't think it's good." ”

"Snort." Su Ziyu retorted disdainfully, "What's not so good? Besides, we didn't do anything, if I confess to you in front of the public in the future, don't you want to run away? Wouldn't I be embarrassed?! ”

When he heard Su Ziyu say that he wanted to confess to himself in front of the public, Xu Ji was already stunned, and he really began to think seriously about how he should respond if Su Ziyu really did this.

"Huh, stupid?" Su Ziyu waved in front of Xu Ji, "Come back to your senses!" What do you think? As far as you can blush in front of the bodyguard now, do you want to do it in the future? ”

"Ziyu, will you make our relationship public in the future?" Xu Ji muttered and asked, his palms that rushed through the cold water because of nervousness began to sweat, "Will you come out publicly?" ”

……

Xu Ji's question came unexpectedly, Su Ziyu's head crashed at that time, and he only mentioned it in passing at first, but he didn't think that Xu Ji would think about it seriously, would he make it public in the future? Will there be a day when I confess to Xu Ji in front of the public?

"Yo, just the first day out of my intern boyfriend, I started to make inches." Su Ziyu said with a smile, trying to be sloppy on this topic, "If you come out publicly or something, naturally it will be to see if you treat me well or not." ”

At that time, this sentence seems to be a promise, but this promise does not explain the time, and there is no deadline for fulfillment, just an empty word.

"Hmm." Su Ziyu's attitude was already obvious, and Xu Ji also felt that there was no need to continue asking, "Then I'll try to be better to you." ”

"Come on, boyfriend." Su Ziyu encouraged him unintentionally.

Things have to be done slowly step by step, Xu Ji thought in his heart, at least, now that he has taken off the prefix of "intern boyfriend", he is already an official boyfriend.

Although Su Ziyu has said that cherish the present and talk about it when it comes to love, Xu Ji inevitably thinks of the future and the future.

After all, the country has allowed same-sex marriage, and Xu Ji, as a pure gay, inevitably thinks about these, which he never dared to ask for before.

In order to take care of Shen Xinya's psychology, Su Ziyu and Xu Ji ordered porridge for dinner, and after dinner, the three of them watched TV on the sofa as usual to rest, there was no problem on the surface, the same, harmonious and warm, only the parties concerned could detect subtle psychological changes.

When the time came, the three of them planned to take turns taking a bath as usual, but Shen Xinya couldn't take a bath because the chickenpox hadn't finished yet, so she could only wipe it simply.

While Su Ziyu was taking a bath inside, Shen Xinya crawled to Xu Ji's side, quietly leaned on Xu Ji's ear and asked Xu Ji: "Big brother, are you having trouble with your brother?" ”

"Nope." Xu Ji smiled bitterly, even Shen Xinya felt it, were the emotions of the two so uncontrollable, "Why did Yaya ask that?" ”

"Because I feel that my brother is sullen today, he doesn't talk much." Shen Xinya's short arms laboriously hugged Xu Ji, and said seriously, "In the past, when my brother was unhappy, or thought about something that Yaya didn't know, my brother was so sullen and didn't talk much, only Yaya would pay attention to Yaya when she asked questions." ”

"That's right, then the big brother will help you ask your brother, okay?"

"Okay." Shen Xinya's eyes lit up by two points after getting the ideal response, and she crawled to the head of the bed with a smile and nodded, flipping through her picture book.

Xu Ji looked at Shen Xinya's back with a smile, adults have always felt that children are too young and ignorant, but children are also very sensitive to changes in adults' emotions, and can often detect things that adults don't expect.

He is good at capturing emotional fluctuations, and is so keen that adults feel ashamed.

Su Ziyu came out after taking a bath and changed Xu Ji to go in to wash, and when she was sitting on the edge of the bed and blowing her hair, Shen Xinya silently crawled to Su Ziyu's side, wanting to repeat her old tricks.

Su Ziyu turned off the hair dryer, grabbed Shen Xinya into his arms, slapped Shen Xinya lightly on the buttocks, and pretended to be very angry and scolded: "Shen Xinya, why are you getting lazier and lazier?" I've learned to walk for so long, why do I still like to crawl around. ”

"Hee-hee." Shen Xinya can now accurately tell whether Su Ziyu is really angry or pretending to be angry, but she is not afraid, and still leans in front of Su Ziyu with a hippie smile, "Brother, can I ask you a question?" ”

"You say." Su Ziyu straightened Shen Xinya's body and asked her to sit up straight on her lap.

Shen Xinya, who received preferential treatment, still asked with a smile: "Brother, did you quarrel with your eldest brother?" ”

"Big brother told you?"

"No, I guess." Shen Xinya was actually a little worried when she asked this question, afraid that her brother would be really angry, "Brother, you are sullen today, and you don't talk much." ”

"There was no quarrel." Su Ziyu replied affirmatively, "My brother just talked to my eldest brother about things, and I just couldn't talk about going together, don't worry." ”

"Hmm!" This time Shen Xinya is really relieved, the two brothers said so, it should be fine, right?

When she crawled out of Su Ziyu's arms, Shen Xinya silently crawled back into her bed and continued to read the story just now.

Su Ziyu was upset, walked to the floor-to-ceiling window, and wanted to smoke a cigarette slowly. When I put my hand in my trouser pocket, I remembered that I didn't bring a cigarette to the film this time because of Shen Xinya. I didn't touch a cigarette, but I was holding a quick chocolate in my palm, which Xu Jisai gave me just afternoon, saying that I must be tired after filming all afternoon, so I need to replenish some energy.

When I just took a shower and changed clothes, I deliberately took it out, and when I came out of the shower, I also stuffed it into the trouser pocket of my pajama pants, why did I forget it?

...... this memory? Gee.

While spitting on his lack of memory, he peeled off the candy wrapper of the chocolate, the bitter taste melted on the tip of his tongue, and Su Ziyu looked at the night scene outside the window.

When Xu Ji came out, he saw this scene, so he didn't care about wiping his hair, walked over under Shen Xinya's gaze, encircled Su Ziyu's whole person in his arms, and whispered in Su Ziyu's ear, "What's wrong?" Ziyu? I'm not happy. ”

"No, I was thinking ......"

"Don't think about it." Su Ziyu's words were interrupted by Xu Ji, "Don't think about it, okay?" I was not good before, so I asked a few more words, and I should have taken care of your identity. ”

When taking a bath, it is probably really suitable to think about things, the warm water runs across every inch of skin on his body, Xu Ji suddenly figured it out, Su Ziyu is just a newly debuted artist now, even if he has a background in the family and no matter how strong his strength is, if he is rejected by the audience because of the label of homosexuality, it will be too much to lose.

Su Ziyu told himself that he really likes acting, and living someone else's life in the play makes Su Ziyu enjoy it very much, how can he let him sacrifice so much for himself?

Most people are selfish. Xu Ji subconsciously felt that how much he paid to Su Ziyu, he expected to get back from Su Ziyu.

But in the world of love, how can there be any fairness or unfairness? There is only love and no love. Su Ziyu is not like himself, he likes it at first sight, and he likes it at first sight.

If he is Su Ziyu, a boyfriend who has just been together for a short time and has a not very deep relationship compared with a good future, he may choose the former, right? Even if he is not banned in the end, there will still be audiences who like it, but can he really bear to watch him being pointed at?

Unwilling......

This is the person who holds it in his heart, how can he give it up?

"I ......" Su Ziyu's voice became extremely hoarse, and his heart was also panicked, an indescribable stuffiness.