"Well, that's right." The woman looked at me and smiled: "My family owes usury, and the house of my family is mortgaged, originally those who owe usury said that if there is no money, they will take my sister as collateral, and finally my sister died because of this, and my parents also left because of my sister, so I am now homeless, I want to say that if you can marry me, I will have a place to live, so I said so." ”

"Well, that's right." I smiled and said, "Girl, I understand your feelings, but we have just met, how can you say that you are married to me, this is too casual!" ”

"Well, that's right!" The woman said a little lost: "Yes, I just met and I said this, it was indeed too casual, okay, sir, I'll go first, I'll see if there is any other place to go, then goodbye." ”

The woman nodded, and prepared to leave.

"Well, you wait a minute." I hurriedly stopped.

"Uh, what, sir, do you agree?" The woman suddenly turned to look at me and said.

"Well, don't get me wrong, this marriage is naturally not possible." I smiled and said, "We just met, we don't know each other well, so naturally it's impossible to get married, and besides, I can't forget my fiancée, so it's impossible for us to be together." ”

"Well, thank you for your answer." The woman nodded and said: "I really envy your fiancée, she can find a man who is infatuated with you, she is really too happy, I can't marry you, it can only be that Xia Yu doesn't have this blessing!" ”

"Hey, don't say anything, how good I am." I shook my head and said, "I really sympathize with your plight, but marrying you is really not, if you don't mind, you can live in my house temporarily, so that you don't have to go anywhere else, it is better to find a place to settle down first, than to sleep outside." ”

"But, this, how embarrassing is this." The woman hesitated.

"Okay, don't be embarrassed." I smiled and said: "Anyway, you don't have a place to live now, you can live in my house, don't joke when you get married, with your good conditions, you will definitely be able to find a good person again, you have to believe in yourself." ”

"Uh, thank you." The woman nodded and said, "That, my name, my name is Chenxiayu, please take care of me in the future." ”

"Well, my name is Wang Fanhong." I smiled and said, "Xia Yu, okay, let's go, I'll take you home to have a look." ”

Chen Xiayu nodded.

Then I sat in the car, Chen Xiayu sat in the co-pilot, I drove the car and left here, I was still alone when I came, but when I left, I actually had one more person, this simple little girl, really very cute, how bizarre her life experience, so I just take her back home, anyway, I don't have anything to do, just treat her as my little sister!

But I didn't expect that since the morning and summer rain came, very strange things have happened, these things are a little weird, a little shocking.

I came to my house with Chenxiayu, I am here to introduce this room, I am here with three bedrooms, one living room and one bathroom, the kitchen is an open-air kitchen, it seems that the whole living room is a lot bigger, I looked at a room in the north and said: "Chenxiayu, you live in the second room in the north!" This room was originally my fiancée's room, but she was in the ...... first."

......

"Uh, thank you, Fanhong, don't be sad either." Chen Xiayu saw my sadness, and hurriedly comforted: "I believe that your fiancée is in the sky, and I don't want to see you sad." ”

"Well, I'm fine." I smiled and said, "By the way, you live in this room, don't rummage through the things inside, these things are left by my fiancée, I still want to keep it as it is." ”

"Okay, I got it." Chen Xiayu nodded and said.

"Alright, let's go in and have a look at the room!" I smiled and said, "You will live here from now on, and if you need anything in the future, you can tell me, and I will live in the room opposite you." ”

"Well, thank you very much." Chen Xiayu nodded and said: "I really didn't expect to meet such a good person, I am really lucky to have three lives." ”

"Hehe, don't say anything, we are all sons and daughters of China." I smiled and said, "It's normal to help each other. ”

"Hmm." Chen Xiayu nodded, walked into the room alone, and closed the door.

I took a look, and walked to the living room, sat on the sofa and rested, I went to my fiancée's grave today, and my mood was still very low, and now I can still recall the situation of meeting my fiancée for the first time, and there are some beautiful pictures, but unfortunately this kind of picture now, there will be no more in the future, I can only recall in my dreams, my fiancée left completely.

"I'm sorry, I met a girl today." I muttered, "Her background is very pitiful, I see that she is homeless, so I let her live here, you must not get me wrong." ”

I pray silently here, although it is possible that my fiancée will not hear these words, but I also want to say that this is for his respect, I worked hard to earn money, in order to make my fiancée live a better life, but unfortunately now my fiancée left before me, I wanted to commit suicide for a while, but thinking of my parents, I still endured.

The so-called body hair and skin, received by the parents, can not be damaged, the body hair is given by the parents, if it is damaged privately, it is unfilial piety to the parents, so I have no way to commit suicide, I don't want my parents to send the white-haired people to the black-haired people, but I live here alone, it's really painful.

Every time I see her photos, I can't help crying, I really want my fiancée back, I really want to go back to that time, I really want to be with her all the time, but unfortunately it's too late, it's too late, no matter how sad I am, no matter how sad I am, no matter how sad I am, there is no way to change the facts that have happened, I can only accept it bravely.

I sat here, couldn't help but shed tears, I cried and said: "Why are you not here, why are you ruthless, why do you want to be ruthless, you know, how sad I am now, but you left me without saying a word, left this world, I thought we could be together for a lifetime, stay together and never give up, but I didn't expect you to leave before me, I really don't know what I should do, although I have been working these days, but I thought that as long as I work hard, will be able to forget you. ”

......

"It wasn't until later that I realized that no matter how exhausted my body was." I muttered: "No matter how fast my mind spins, I will never be able to forget, everything you have here with me, I will never forget you, because my memories have been imprinted on my heart, and this kind of memory cannot be forgotten by putting it into work." ”

"I know, that's my best memory." I smiled and said: "But every time I think about it, I can remember what you looked like when you left me, I can remember some of the things you said on the bed, I really don't know what to do, I am really in pain, I really want to get up suddenly, I can be frustrated, forget those unpleasant experiences, but whenever I wake up, I feel like I am on the execution ground, which makes me uncomfortable and breathless." ”

My heart is very painful, how I want to forget the pain, but no matter how hard I try, this pain is echoing in my mind, which makes me feel like suffering every day, I feel like I am living in pain every day, I don't know what to do now, I want to forget and have no way to forget, I can only be like this day and one day of pain, there is no way, I have no way.

I can only immerse myself in the good memories now, I want to forget, but I can't forget.

After a while.

Chen Xiayu walked out and was sad when he saw me alone here, and came over to comfort him: "Fan Hong, you are thinking here again, don't think like this about your fiancée, your fiancée is very worried about you, so you better not be sad." ”

"Worried about me?" I smiled and said, "Haha, maybe she's forgotten about me, maybe there's no soul at all, how do you know that she's worried about me?" ”

"Uh, this ......!" Chen Xiayu smiled: "I also want to, you see how your fiancée loves you, if she knows that you are her and lives in pain every day, how can she not worry about you, I am also a woman, I can understand it, so don't think about it." ”

"Hey, anyone can say whatever they say, but it's not so easy to do." I muttered: "I don't know if you have a boyfriend, if you have someone you really love, if you really have someone you care about, when you really lose, you will find that the whole sky has fallen, you feel that you are living in the world, there is no meaning, you feel that you are listless in doing anything." ”

"If you really like someone, when you lose them, you feel like your heart is hollowed out." I muttered: "It feels like ten thousand steel knives, through your heart, so that you can't live, you can't survive, you can't die, it's really very painful, yes, the other party is dead, it's okay to forget, it's very light, but there are a few people, can really forget it, they say forget, in fact, those good memories, but deeply burned in your mind, you can't forget anything, no matter how much you drink, you can't forget." ”

"Uh, I'm sorry, I don't know what I'm supposed to say." Chen Xiayu lowered his head and said: "I have never been in a relationship all this time, so I don't know what your relationship is, I'm really sorry." ”