Chapter Fifty-Nine: The Fear I Don't Dare to Face
Lin Xi looked back at the past and didn't reply to Min Jieyu's words for a long time, when did their atmosphere together become so awkward? And Yas looked at Lin Xi's appearance of not answering for a long time, and there was a pain in his heart, the pain of not being recognized.
"Sit down first." Yas pulled out a chair for Lin Xi to sit on, and then explained, "I got up in the morning to go for a run, and I met near the park. โ
"Look at the sunrise, did the sun come out of the west today, and you both got up earlier than me?" Min Qian teased with a smile.
Lin Xi was still immersed in self-entanglement, and Min Qian really couldn't stand her like that. "Hey, we've all come out for a walk, it's time to wake up." He snapped his fingers in front of Lin Xi's eyes, but Lin Xi looked at Min Jieyu when he came back to his senses.
"I guess I woke up too early and didn't wake up." Yas naturally stroked Lin Xi's head, Lin Xi suddenly looked at him in horror, Yas rubbed her head twice more and smiled slightly. His eyes were as he thought, and as long as she was there, his eyes would be full of stars.
Lin Xi's fear was comforted in Yas's eyes.
Min Sister Yu confirmed with Min Qian with a smile in her eyes, and Min Qian made a crying face to Min Sister Yu.
After breakfast, Lin Xi went home under the pretext of bringing breakfast to Jingya. Yas said that Lin Xi's return was also refused, and Yas was inevitably a little sad, but he still said that he insisted on sending her to the intersection.
"What's wrong with you? From the moment you go to buy breakfast, you feel weird. Yas was at the junction, where they met every day, and he held her hand, and he was afraid that she would suddenly regret it.
Lin Xi hesitated for Yas's hand-holding before holding his hand tightly. Yas sensed her hesitation and grabbed her hand to his chest.
"What's wrong?" Yas resisted the urge to hold her in his arms and gently stroked Lin Xi's hair.
Yas's gentle words were like injecting Lin Xi with a tranquilizer, which gradually calmed her emotions. Lin Xi finally raised his eyes to look at him, but his eyes were slightly red.
"I like you." She said with red eyes that she liked him, should he be happy or distressed?
"I like you too." Yas's hand slid across Lin Xi's cheek, and every inch of his skin touched was distressed. "Can you tell me why I'm upset?"
Lin Xi closed his eyes and enjoyed Yas's touch, the feeling that he was by his side. It took a long time for her to lower her head and shake her head.
"Little fool, don't be unhappy yourself." Yas picked up Lin Xi's face and pinched her cheek.
Yas couldn't imagine why Lin Xi was suddenly unhappy, maybe it was just because he was afraid of being found out about their relationship, and he was afraid of being known by her mother, so he told himself to understand her and soothe her uneasiness.
"I'll go back first, I'll see you later." Lin Xi said softly.
"Well, don't you really need me to accompany you?"
"No, I'll just go back myself."
"Well, don't be unhappy." Yas's thumb slid across Lin Xi's lips and smiled sweetly.
"Hmm." Lin Xi nodded heavily.
Some people only need a moment of tenderness, a word, and a subtle action to dispel all the gloom in your heart.
Two minutes ago, a black sedan drove from behind Lin Xi.
"Xiaoya,ใใฎไบบใฏ็้ ฑใงใใ? (God translation: Is that person Hee-chan) " Gao Ye looked at Lin Xi's back not far away, when Yas was stroking Lin Xi's head, making Gao Ye so excited that he braked, and forgot to speak Chinese.
Shizuya also saw it, but instead of being excited or surprised, she first observed Takano's expression.
The two don't like each other anymore, and it seems that they are already together. But Lin Minyu must not be let know, otherwise Lin Xi may be miserable. But Takano has already seen it, and it's right in front of him, and he can get out of the car and walk a few steps to catch a straight line. She needed to find a reason to convince Gao Ye not to let him tell Lin Minyu that this was her only thought now.
"Is that Hee-chan's boyfriend? Grow so tall! It's handsome. "What put Jingya at ease was Takano's fatherly appreciation." Does Xiaoya know Hee-chan's boyfriend? โ
"Acquaintance, we are in one class." Jingya was still nervous, Lin Xi was lowering her head at this moment, and from behind she looked more like she was leaning on Yas's arms, so she began to worry about seeing their reactions again, "Uncle, we'll talk later, let's go first, don't let her see it." โ
Gao Ye was a little confused by Jingya's nervous appearance, under normal circumstances, he shouldn't go out to celebrate when he saw this situation (because he didn't know how to express it), but he still did as Jingya said, kicked the accelerator, and drove away.
"Xiaoya, are you afraid of being seen by Hee-chan? Do you like Hee-chan's boyfriend too? โ
In addition to the books of the Department of Literature and Art and the Department of Knowledge, there are many Japanese science fiction comics in Lin Xi's bookcase, all of which were bought by Gao Ye. He has been a loyal pursuer of science fiction comics since he was a child, so he has a very big brain.
"Uncle," Shizuya rolled her eyes at Takano, "it's not Goyas that I like." โ
"His name is Goyas? No wonder it's so high? "Hehe, it's cold.
"Uncle, do you like Xixi?" If you like Xixi, you can't tell your aunt that she's in love, this is the next sentence.
Jingya was brewing a labyrinth, thinking about how to wrap Gao Ye into it, and not let him talk to Lin Minyu.
"Of course, I love everything about your aunt." Takano replied proudly.
Jingya Khan, she thought he would reply "Of course I like it, I like it" or something, how do you want her to answer this answer? How could she, a student with an average IQ, wrap an LLM around her ditch?
"That...... Uncle, can you not tell your aunt about this, you just act like you didn't see anything. "Forget it, it's a little easier to say it.
"Why didn't you see it? I saw it, why didn't her boyfriend tell her mom if he was so handsome? Gao Ye said seriously, he just wanted to deliberately tease Jingya, because in his eyes, children are very simple.
"Ouch, I didn't let you send me if I knew I wouldn't have it, or I'd just continue to sleep in bed." Jingya is coquettish.
Takano smiled, "Got it, I won't tell Honey first, I'll talk to Hee-chan first." โ
"No, you'd better not look for her either, you know she'll be upset." Jingya hurriedly stopped.
Jingya clearly knows that Lin Xi, a person who has to struggle for a long time to even confess, Gao Yas is like her secret, if she is known, she will definitely feel that her baby secret is helmeted, she will definitely be very uneasy, especially those who know this secret or those she doesn't want to know.
"Why?" Takano wondered. He only knew that Lin Xi's mind was very sensitive, but he didn't know how sensitive Lin Xi's mind was.
"Anyway, don't tell your aunt first, and don't let Xixi know that you already know."
"But you don't know why, I don't know if I should hide it?"
"There's no reason, just don't say it." Jingya's attitude is not to be refused.
"Okay, let's not talk about it yet, but you have to tell Hee Hee, let her take the initiative to tell her mother, or let her mother take the initiative to know that she will be sad."
"Well, I'll tell her."
This is indeed a problem, Jingya is silently worried about Lin Xi.
When Lin Xi returned home, except for the freshly made or warm breakfast on the dining table, the house was quiet.
"Mom?" She called tentatively, but there was no response.
She lifted the screen on the table to cover the breakfast, and it was oatmeal, toast slices, and tamagoyaki, which she invented with shrimp, and only Uncle Takano could fry it in such a beautiful shape. She continued to the kitchen, where there was a double cutlery on the counter. She thought that Lin Minyu had gone out after breakfast with Gao Ye, and was about to go back to the room to wake up Jingya to have breakfast. As a result, she walked into the room only to find that Jingya had gone back. She was about to send her a message only to see that Jing Ya had already sent her a message ten minutes ago.
- I'll go home first, don't worry, Uncle Takano sent me, happy date.
She smiled at the corners of her mouth, but her eyebrows were melancholy, and she took the album and lay back on the bed. Holding the album is also a sense of security, and then she hugs this sense of security and slowly closes her eyes.
Lin Minyu rarely slept well, and when she woke up, she saw the post-it notes left by Gao Ye on the mirror of the dresser. "Good morning my honey, beautiful every day".
Yes, she is not only beautiful now, but also in a beautiful mood.
Lin Minyu returned to the living room, which was empty. She remembered that Lin Xi ran out in a hurry early in the morning, and she didn't have time to ask her where she went.
She looked at the time, and it was already eleven o'clock. She opened Lin Xi's door, and the person on the bed had become Lin Xi. She hugged the picture book tightly, her brows were still tightly furrowed in her sleep, and the expression on her face was not very good. Lin Minyu rubbed her eyebrows distressedly and covered her with a blanket. She sat on the edge of the bed softly, looking at Lin Xi's still painful face in her dreams. She'd seen her face many times, but she didn't want to tell her anything.
She stretched out her hand, approached Lin Xi's face, and gently and gently brushed the scattered bangs on her forehead. Lin Xi's brows stretched a little, his eyes moved slightly, and he whispered, and his brows were tightly locked again.
"Mom~" A painful cry made Lin Xi wake up from his dream.
"Scared the hell out of you." Lin Minyu made no secret of her emotions. She breathed a long sigh of relief, the sound that Lin Xi woke up and called her just now first frightened her hands for a moment, and then her heart was cold and distressed.
Why do you scream so painfully when you have nightmares, how terrible is your mother in your dreams?
"I'm sorry, Mom." Lin Xi rubbed his hazy eyes, also because he was crying because he was too painful in his dream, so he didn't want his mother to see the tears in his eyes.
"Woke up, did you have breakfast? Should your uncle be back soon, will he have breakfast first or sleep and wait for lunch? Lin Minyu's hand gently stroked Lin Xi's face. This action made Lin Xi's body stiffen. Because of Lin Minyu's action, Lin Xi's mind was full of Yas's appearance.
"Mom," Lin Xi got up and called Lin Minyu nonoristically, "I'm going out in a while, have I made an appointment with my classmates?" โ
"Still going out?" Lin Minyu had a strong oppressive aura as soon as she sat upright, "Where did you go in the morning, why did you run in such a hurry, is there anything urgent?" โ
"I didn't ...... It's nothing? Lin Xi's heart trembled, and he couldn't speak anymore, "That's it...... I made an appointment with my classmates to go to the park to see the kittens, and I was late. Lin Xi's eyes were scattered, and his hands were tightly clutching the sheets under the blanket.
"So early to see the kittens?" Lin Minyu tried to keep her tone at a gentle level.
"Well, he's running over there in the park, by the way." Lin Xi replied with his head down.
"Oh."
Lin Minyu could see at a glance that Lin Xi was lying, but she didn't know what happened to her? In addition, seeing her painful appearance when she sleeps, she is also embarrassed about how to communicate with her. Since she divorced Lin Xi's father, Lin Xi's heart has begun to be full of caution, and she doesn't want to stick to her like before, and it is difficult for her to get into her heart and understand her.
She always felt sorry for Lin Xi in the matter of divorce, but if she didn't divorce, she felt sorry for the relationship between the two people.