I thought that after last night's insomnia, I would slowly get used to the night in prison today, but now my mind is full of the figure of the female death row inmate.

The thought that after dawn she would be taken to the execution ground. Although, I know very well that this is her final ending, and this ending is destined to be unchangeable, but I don't know why, deep down in my heart, I still can't accept this fact, or I haven't faced such a thing, and I don't know how to relieve my emotions.

Wang Hongna, she should be a woman who originally lived a happy life, but now she ended up like this, is it her fault or not, it is useless to dwell on this issue at this time.

She made the worst decision of her life, and the rest of her life was completely ruined.

In fact, when each of us is faced with a thing, different choices often produce different results. The reason why everyone chooses different solutions when they encounter problems is inseparable from a person's own personality, growth experience, social environment, and psychological activities.

What I want to do most when I enter this prison is to analyze the truest thoughts of these people when they make the worst choices again, so that others will not make the same mistakes again.

But when I really began to get to know these people, I realized how naïve my initial ideas were.

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The August weather in Bac Giang City was unbearably hot, and although the room in the interrogation room was air-conditioned, the back of Nianyu's back was still soaked with sweat.

"You're a recent graduate intern, aren't you?"

After the prison guard Gu Yu and the two female policemen walked out of the interrogation room, the room was monopolized by silence for a long time, but no one expected that the first person to speak was the woman who was about to go to the execution ground.

"Yes, I graduated this year. You are...... How can you see it? ”

Nian Yu was a little embarrassed, originally this special conversation should have been led by him, but because he had no experience in dialogue in this environment, and he didn't know anything about the woman in front of him, Nian Yu had to give up the dominance.

"I used to have my own company, and I was always in charge of HR."

The woman's voice was still soft, but it was much better than before.

"Oh! No wonder! ”

Nian Yu muttered quietly.

"Why did you choose my .........?"

The woman lowered her head and looked at the iron chain on her ankle, and a few strands of green silk hung listlessly in front of her forehead, having lost the luster of the previous careful maintenance.

"I didn't choose you, they brought you here."

"What?"

After hearing Nian Yu's answer, the woman raised her head to look at the young man in front of her, a trace of surprise flashed in her eyes, but it quickly disappeared.

"You should have at least read the dossier before talking to someone like me, or ......"

The woman stopped before she could finish her words.

The brand-new police uniform, the childish face, and the cramped uneasiness in the eyes that he tried to hide were all seen by the woman.

How could such a newcomer, or a rookie who had just entered the workplace, have interrogated himself the day before he was about to be executed? I've said everything I need to say, and I haven't hidden it in the slightest, what the hell are they trying to do? Is it so hard to even die now?

The woman kept asking in her heart, and her brow gradually locked.

Nian Yu looked at the subtle changes on the face of the woman in front of him, and his heart began to become more and more anxious. Today was the first time he had spoken to these prisoners, and he had not done his homework beforehand, and he did not know how to carry out the conversation effectively.

Returning like this, Nian Yu is unwilling, if even the first conversation ends like this. Then, not only can I not complete my criminal psychology internship report, but I am afraid that it will be even more nonsense to become a qualified police officer in the future, especially in criminal psychology counseling.

"My name is Nian Yu, the New Year's Eve is rich. Not a full-fledged police officer yet, you can think of me as a stranger or a new friend, I just want to talk to you and nothing else...... Really ......"

Nian Yu kept sorting out his thoughts, he couldn't just give up, even if he couldn't really understand the true psychology of the woman opposite's crime, it was as if this was a rehearsal or rehearsal of life, and experience was always learned from such failures again and again.

Nian Yu comforted himself and calmed his nervous mood, while trying his best to establish an environmental basis for dialogue with the woman opposite.

"May I ask you what your name is?"

Nian Yu asked tentatively.

"My name is Wang Hongna, I can talk to you about everything you want to know, but ......"

Wang Hongna pursed her lips gently, staring at Nian Yu with a pair of dull and godless eyes.

"But what?"

Nian Yu was a little overwhelmed by her, he was afraid that this female death row inmate named Wang Hongna would make some terrible requests, but he couldn't let go of this opportunity.

"You have to start by explaining why you're here to me...... Tell me why people like us are talking. Because, I don't want to be deceived before I die, and my death is unknown. May I? ”

In a relatively small and enclosed space, when two people sitting facing each other have nothing else to do, if they don't find a topic to talk about, an inexplicable sense of oppression will be produced in a short period of time, which will involuntarily invade the depths of the hearts of the two people, making it impossible for the two people sitting facing each other to adapt.

"That's fine, I can be honest with you about why I'm here, but I also want you to say what you really think."

Nian Yu subconsciously clenched his fists, and snickered in his heart.

"Yes!" Wang Hongna nodded.

"Which of us says first? Ladies first? Nian Yu gently opened the notebook, took out the pen sandwiched in the notebook, looked at Wang Hongna and asked.

"Nope! You speak first! Wang Hongna said categorically.

"Alright! I'll start with that. Nian Yu smiled softly, and told the female death row prisoner he had just met in front of him why he came to this Beijiang prison.

Nian Yu, whose parents are both police officers, grew up in the family community of the Beijiang Public Security Bureau, and since he first learned to walk, he has been accustomed to seeing all kinds of police uncles and aunts. Influenced by his ears and eyes since childhood, Nianyu's ideal is to become a qualified people's policeman when he grows up.

However, as time went by, Nianyu grew up a little bit, and his understanding of the police quietly changed. Nian Yu doesn't want to be a policeman like his father's generation anymore, he wants to be a policeman who is different from his father and mother, including many uncles and aunts he knows.

Therefore, during the college entrance examination, Nian Yu was admitted to the Department of Psychology of Beijiang University and majored in criminal psychology. After graduation, he directly entered the Criminal Investigation Department of the Beijiang Public Security Bureau and became an intern psychologist, to be precise, a psychological counselor specializing in criminal psychology.

Today is the 10th day of Nian Yu's internship after reporting to the Bac Giang Public Security Bureau, and it is also the second day that he has just entered Bac Giang Prison. The reason why I entered Bac Giang Prison to do an internship report on criminal psychology is because Bac Giang Prison holds all kinds of prisoners you can think of, and the psychology of these prisoners is exactly the mystery that Nian Yu wants to understand.

As for why Nianyu talked to the prisoner for the first time, he would meet Wang Hongna, a female death row inmate who would be executed tomorrow. From the time he met Wang Hongna just now to the present, Nian Yu has always had a lot of speculation in his heart, but he didn't tell Wang Hongna directly. just told Wang Hongna why he came here without concealment.

"Now can you tell me why you ......"

Nian Yu's later words came to his lips and still didn't come out.

"Why was he sentenced to death?"

Wang Hongna sat opposite Nian Yu and listened quietly to Nian Yu finish telling her why she came to Beijiang Prison, she didn't raise any questions, nor did she interrupt Nian Yu's narration, just sat quietly and listened quietly. It wasn't until Nian Yu asked her that she asked rhetorically.

"Yes, why were you sentenced to death? Because of what? Nian Yu nodded and asked.

"Regardless of whether you lied to me about the reason for coming here, at least you are willing to do this to me...... The prisoner, who was about to be executed, kept his promise. So, I will tell you why I was sentenced to death. Actually, I don't need to tell it myself, you can see it in the file, but for the sake of fairness, I'll tell you about it! ”

Wang Hongna smiled bitterly and continued.

"A bloody old-fashioned story that can't be more old-fashioned, maybe only a stupid woman like me can't get out of this strange circle. Forget it, just chat with me at that time and complain to you! Anyway, tomorrow is when I want to find someone to complain, and I'm afraid God won't give me such a chance. ”

Wang Hongna habitually wanted to tease the emanation of her sideburns, but her hands were handcuffed to the iron ring of the interrogation chair, and her slight movement not only pulled the handcuffs, but also caused a slight burst between the handcuffs and the iron ring of the interrogation chair, making a very harsh metal friction sound, which resounded throughout the small interrogation room.

After hearing the sound in the interrogation room, the prison guard Gu Yu looked through the glass of the small window on the door, and when he saw Nian Yu and Wang Hongna, each sitting in their own chairs, safe and sound, he pursed his lips disdainfully.

Wang Hongna, 36 years old, from Beijiang City.

Ten years ago, together with her husband, she founded the first textile e-commerce sales company in Bac Giang City.

After the first few years of entrepreneurial hard work, the company's business has been booming, and the small life of the two people is also prosperous.

Two years ago, the original small e-commerce company has developed into a large company with adult sales of hundreds of millions of yuan, the company's assets are tens of millions, and there are nearly 100 registered employees.

The business is getting bigger and bigger, and the days are getting better and better, and the parents on both sides began to urge the two over and over again when they can let them hold their grandchildren. A few years ago, for the company's entrepreneurship, the couple did not dare to have children. At this time, Wang Hongna is nearly 34 years old, and she is already considered an older mother, and if she doesn't have children again, I'm afraid there will be fewer and fewer opportunities in the future.

In order to allow both parents to hold their grandchildren as soon as possible, Wang Hongna and his wife put their plan to create a human on the top of the agenda. After several months of active preparation for pregnancy, Wang Hongna finally got pregnant with a baby.

As soon as it was found out that Wang Hongna was pregnant, she left all the HR and comprehensive logistics work that she originally managed to her husband and stayed at home all day to give birth.

But when Wang Hongna was less than two months pregnant, a piece of news hit the surface of the lake like a huge hit, completely shattering Wang Hongna's peaceful life.

Wang Hongna's husband cheated! This sudden junior is a part-time graphic model that their company has cooperated with for a long time. A 21-year-old female college student, young and beautiful, with a hot figure, not only solved the physiological needs of Wang Hongna's husband during her pregnancy, but also became a lover who was adopted by Wang Hongna's husband.

After Wang Hongna learned about this, she came to the company angrily and fought with the female college student in front of everyone in the company. During the fight, Wang Hongna's husband's pull threw Wang Hongna to the ground.

Massive hemorrhage! Abortion!

The child of the two was stillborn, which caused Wang Hongna's lifelong infertility.

After getting the news, Wang Hongna's parents-in-law just went to the hospital to visit Wang Hongna and stopped showing up, and her husband did not go to the hospital to visit Wang Hongna once, and finally just asked someone to bring a divorce agreement.

At that time, Wang Hongna looked at the divorce agreement in her hand, and sat on the hospital bed in dementia without saying a word.

After working hard to start a business with her husband for so many years, but in exchange for a divorce agreement, Wang Hongna completely collapsed. She tore up the divorce agreement soaked in her own tears, and she was unwilling to let others sweep her out of the house like this, giving up her family and career that originally belonged to her.

Wang Hongna wants revenge......

Not only the female college student who destroyed her family, but also the ungrateful husband and the father-in-law who watched coldly, she had to take revenge.

Spend money to hire someone to kill that female college student! He even poisoned her husband's whole family!

It is the most wrong and irreparable decision Wang Hongna has made in her life, which not only took many people's lives, but also ruined her own life.

When Wang Hongna finished talking to Nian Yu, tears had completely wet the prison clothes on her chest.

"I don't regret this decision, I just regret not seeing them clearly, poor my child hasn't had time to see the world yet, it's gone!" Wang Hongna sobbed softly.

Nian Yu stared blankly at the weak woman in front of him, not knowing what to say, and the psychological expertise he had learned in school seemed to be useless. He could only watch and listen quietly.

When the two policewomen took Wang Hongna, Nian Yu didn't know.

How he left the interrogation room, Nian Yu didn't know.

What Gu Yu said to him, Nian Yu doesn't remember.

Nian Yu only remembered Wang Hongna's tears and the buzzing in his head.