Chapter 302: Finale (10)
"Gross-"
Xi Jinrong held on to the street lamp pole and began to vomit wildly, so I had no choice but to step forward and knock on his back for him.
After vomiting for a long time, he finally got better, took the tissue I handed him and wiped his mouth, barely stood firm, turned his eyes to look at me, frowned, as if he was a little embarrassed, "Let you see the joke." ”
"Awake?"
"Hmm."
"Then I'll send you back."
"......" Xi Jinrong's gaze finally cleared, but the warm gaze just now had become cold.
He was silent for a while before he said, "My car is over there, and the driver is over there." He raised his hand and pointed in a certain direction, and when I saw the Maserati, I nodded, "Okay, big brother, I'll go first." ”
As soon as I turned to leave, my wrist was grabbed from behind, clenched tightly.
I frowned and turned around, Xi Jinrong stared straight at me, "Xin'er, I'm in your eyes now, isn't it terrible, and I've begun to hate me?" ”
He revealed another unknown self in front of Anxin today, he was not afraid of other people's strange eyes, but he was afraid of her.
The hesitation, unwillingness, resentment, and sorrow in his heart are all shouting in his body, constantly colliding and looking for an exit, today he did indulge himself a little, but he didn't expect to let An An see it.
"Brother Xi."
"Hmm."
"The past is gone, I've let go, and I hope you can too. Brother Xi, Nuan Nuan loves you very much, I can see it, so I hope you don't let her down and don't do things that you dislike yourself. "I could tell that he didn't like to drink, and that there was too much pain and loneliness between his eyebrows.
“……”
Xi Jinrong grabbed my wrist and grabbed it tighter and tighter.
I thought for a moment and continued, "At first I thought I liked you, but then I lay in bed and had a long, long dream, and a lot of things happened in the dream, which made me know what love is. Life is short for decades, and we should all cherish the people around each other. ”
I wish I could see the former Xi Jinrong, the warm Brother Xi.
Xi Jinrong listened silently, stared at my small face and said, "Do you love him?" ”
It was the only thing he wanted to know now, and he wondered if he had a chance.
"I don't know." I don't want to lie to him.
My feelings for Xiao Jinyu are complicated, and I am also very confused now.
"......" likes someone, how can you not know if you love someone. Unless, she is already in love but doesn't know it.
"Let's go."
He didn't want to go on and on.
Xi Jinrong slowly let go of my hand, his eyes fell on the ring on my hand, and he paused for a second and said, "If he treats you badly, do I still have a chance to ......?"
“……”
I shook my head, not wanting him to continue.
Xi Jinrong didn't continue, just looked at me silently.
After a long time, he spoke, "Xin'er, are we still friends?" ”
If you can't be a lover, then be a friend, he doesn't want to be a friend with her, the kind of relationship like a stranger, he doesn't want to.
"Friends?" I was stunned.
"Yes, just friends." He said that the loneliness between his eyebrows became more and more obvious, and he was obviously sad.
I rolled my eyes, was silent for a moment, and then smiled, "Not only are we friends, I'm also your sister!" ””
"......" sister?
Xi Jinrong showed a bitter smile.
"Okay."
"Then I'm leaving."
I smiled and waved my hand, then turned to leave.
But I didn't know that Xi Jinrong kept looking at my back and drifting away......
Is it true that he doesn't have a chance?
……
I avoided Xiao Jinyu for several days.
Since I came back from the Jinyu Group last time and saw Xiao Jinyu again, I could think of his sentence - "Since you have married me, you must learn to rely on me." Not a few years, it's a lifetime. ”
It's like a sentence about a lifetime commitment.
I'm so mixed with all kinds of flavors......
"I don't want to, I don't want to ......"
In the hall, I sat cross-legged on the huge round couch, shook my head vigorously, put aside all the ideas in my head, and moved the notebook to my lap.
She should be thinking now, what kind of work can she do without showing her head?
Writing? No!
Although writing used to be my favorite job, I have closed my pen and said that if I don't write, I won't be writing!
But what else can I do if I'm not a writer?
Big head.
I clicked on the search engine and searched for a "job hiding at home", and I found a bunch of words for housewife and my head was full of black lines.
She doesn't want to be a housewife, either!
"Hey......"
I sighed helplessly, and when I looked at the ring on my hand, my thin eyebrows moved, and ten slender fingers immediately crackled out a line of letters on the keyboard - karma.
Enter.
Get.
At the press conference where the marriage news was announced, I wondered what the ring meant, and I forgot to look it up.
I looked at the content of the search engine, and sure enough, it was not that I was ignorant, and even the explanations found on the Internet were not fixed, and I felt a little comforted.
The most searched explanation is nothing more than cause and effect.
My cause and effect, my fate will be tied to Xiao Jinyu.
Inexplicably, my heart shook, like someone gently tapping past.
Destiny.
I looked at the ring on my hand, and it was a strange name.
"Assistant Xiao." The phone rings in the hall, and a maid picks it up.
I immediately pricked up my ears to listen.
Xiao Shang is responsible for all the daily life and arrangements of Xiao Jinyu, and Xiao Xia is responsible for the work of the group, and the two people have a clear division of labor, and now it is Xiao Shang's call, which means that Xiao Jinyu will be notified of the time to go home to the maid, so that the kitchen can prepare dinner.
"Okay, the young master will come back for dinner at 4 o'clock today, okay, I'll inform the kitchen." The maid said into the phone.
Hearing this, I frowned.
Doesn't Xiao Jinyu usually come back around 9 p.m.?
I don't know what's going on this time, and I'm returning earlier than the other.
Dinner at 4 o'clock? He is not afraid to sleep at night and wake up hungry?
I quickly glanced at the time, and it was already 3 o'clock.
Oh no, he's coming back......
I quickly closed my laptop, jumped off the couch and rushed to the kitchen, opened the fridge and took a lollipop, a glass of yogurt and three loafs......
"Young grandma, you have already eaten three pieces of candy today, and you can't eat them. If you're hungry, I can help you with two snacks. The chef said.
I hugged the things in my arms and smiled dryly, "It's okay, my blood sugar is not high, it doesn't matter if you eat some sugar." I want to sleep for a while, and it may not be what time I wake up, and these are my dinners! Also, don't call me at dinner, I'm afraid I won't wake up! Thank you. ”
After that, I'll slip away.
"......" the chef with a strange face, 3 p.m., sleeping?
I admire my wit.
I always had dinner before he came back and then went back to the room I was staying in.
At first, I was afraid that he would come to me, but he didn't come for a few days, and I was a little relieved.
It's best if he doesn't find it, my head is very messy now, and when I see Xiao Jinyu's face, I start to have an irregular heartbeat, and it will definitely not work if it goes on like this.
As soon as I stepped out of the kitchen, I hit a wall of flesh head-on, and it hurt so much that I almost didn't go back to being a vegetative person.
I hurriedly took a few steps back, and when I saw the properly ironed, straight smoky gray suit trousers, my heart chuckled.
It's Xiao Jinyu.
It's over, there's no escape.
I bit my lip, took a deep breath and looked up, smiling stiffly, "Hi, you came back so early today?"
Xiao Jinyu stood in front of me expressionlessly, with one hand in his trouser pocket, his thin lips pursed, and he didn't say a word, just looking at me coldly.
I was numb to his scalp.
"Xiao Shao, I brought you the documents back." The cool woman actually walked over from behind with a bunch of archival documents, with a hateful height on her feet, a white shirt and a narrow skirt, and the neckline was almost open to reveal the bra, which was very sexy.
This woman can't be Xiao Jinyu's secretary too, right?!
I watched her come over step by step and stand beside Xiao Jinyu, with a taste of exclusivity.
On the other hand, Xiao Jinyu did not refuse!
My heart ached, and I hugged the bread and yogurt in my arms even more.
"Follow me into the study." After a long time, Xiao Jinyu glanced at the things in her arms, said with a hesitant face, turned around and left, without even looking at me.
“……”
I stood still and didn't move.
"What? How many steps do you want me to urge three or four times?" Xiao Jinyu turned his head, the light in his pupils was as cold as ice and snow, the corners of his lips hooked up a mocking arc, and his voice was terrifyingly cold, "Have you forgotten your identity as Mrs. Xiao now?" ”
“……”
I was confused by his sudden fire, and I was somehow angry.
Xiao Jinyu didn't say another word, and walked towards the study without looking back.
I followed for a moment, slandering in my heart, I was angry at me when I was angry, and I didn't offend him, who to show with a cold and stinky face, sooner or later I became nervous and paralyzed.
In the study, Xiao Jinyu sat down in front of the wood-colored desk, raised her eyes and looked coldly at a large number of things in my arms.
"What's wrong?" I walked over to his desk and looked at him puzzled, "Losing money in business?"
"Why are you avoiding me?"
Xiao Jinyu spoke, her voice cold and unhappy.
"Huh?"
"Say."
"I didn't......" I subconsciously denied.
"No?" His gaze was as sharp as a blade, as if he could dissect me a hundred times in a minute......
"Nope."
I stubbornly said, his face now makes me think that if I say now that I really have to hide from him, I don't want to get out alive today!
"Sit down for me!" He suddenly scolded with a cold face.
"Bang."
I quickly sat down in my chair, completely reflexively.
I don't know why, at first I was disgusted with a capitalist like Xiao Jinyu, and even wanted to choke up and resist, but since we got married, I always felt inferior in front of him and controlled by others everywhere.
I can only continue to endure, and until now, I have endured it as a conditioned reflex.
"Sit here and think about it, and then talk about it when you think it through." Xiao Jinyu said coldly, retracted his gaze, and reached out to turn on the computer.
Well......
Why does this look so much like the school's director of discipline?
But I'm not his student, nor am I his employee, I want Mao.