Chapter 49: You are the most beautiful star

As soon as Lin Xi left, Ke Yang saw that Yas had something on his mind, thinking that he was eating Min Qian's vinegar, and felt a little funny.

"Are you jealous?" Ke Yang put his hand on Yas's shoulder and whispered.

"Boring." Yas glanced at Ke Yang, then took his hand away, "Jingya, do you know how to swim?" If you can't, you can let Ke Yang teach you, don't look at his short stature, he is a good swimmer. ”

Ke Yang's face turned green, "Okay, Gao Yasi, you won't admit it." ”

Jingya didn't hear Yas say anything at all, she just heard someone call her, turned her head, and then saw Ke Yang angrily kicking Yas from behind, and Yas thief walked towards her with a happy smile.

"What? Too excited? Yas teased Jingya.

Jingya continues to ask questions?

"Ask you if you can swim and he says he'll teach you." Ke Yang stepped forward and pointed at Yas.

"No, I have a swimming ring." Jing Ya took it seriously, smiled awkwardly, and secretly scolded Yas bastard in her heart: pinching Lin Xi in her hand, provoking Su Mei, and now she is teasing her again, what a bastard.

"Did you bring a swimming ring?" Yas looked at her empty-handed.

Jingya looked at her two hands, annoyed, "It's all in Hee Hee, she forgot to ask her to take it when she left." ”

Ke Yang smiled and pointed at Yas, "It's okay, let him get it." ”

"It's okay, Hee Hee should come over in a while, just wait for her to come over and then go into the water."

"It's okay, let him go, he'll be happy to go."

Ke Yang asked Yasi to help Jingya find Lin Xi to get a swimming ring, and he stood still. obviously wanted to go, Ke Yang found the steps for him, and he had to pretend to be reluctant, waiting for Ke Yang to push him and kick him, and then he pretended to be reluctant to go back.

The result was like a bloody drama, he saw Min Qian hugging Lin Xi.

Yas felt like something in his heart was collapsing, and there was no way to describe that feeling. In his eyes, everything he had experienced was answered. Min Qian looked at the card he wrote to Lin Xi, Min Qian knew that he liked Lin Xi, and Min Qian was now holding Lin Xi, all of which were tangled together, pulling at every nerve in him.

He was stunned at the door, waiting until Min Qian found him, and the soft "brother" pulled him back from the abyss.

"Uh...... Hehe...... "he was at a loss," that ...... Jingya doesn't have a swimming ring, I'll help her get it. You can bring it to her yourself in a moment. Yas turned around and left.

Min Qian called "brother" again, how desolate this voice was, Yas couldn't hear it.

"Have a good rest, or there will be no prawns to eat at night." Lin Xi pulled away the hand held by Min Qian, then gently stroked his head, just like before, and then withdrew his hand nostalgically.

After this hug, she really can't treat him as a child anymore, and I'm afraid she won't be able to treat him so calmly in the future.

Min Qian also enjoyed this caress with nostalgia, and he also knew that this would probably be the last.

He looked at Lin Xi's back as she left, the sunlight came from her front, and it seemed that there was just a silhouette behind her.

She's gone......

She had brought the door, and when she did it, she smiled at him, but it was not the same as before.

The room for two was so empty, so empty that nothing but sadness and loneliness remained. He seemed so small in the face of loneliness and sorrow, and was easily surrounded; And the wound in his heart was so big that it couldn't fit in the whole room.

He lay on the bed, buried his face in the quilt, tears wet the pure white quilt cover, and the warmth of the quilt could not warm the cold in his heart.

It's good to be cold, and the blood in the heart will not flow when it's cold.

He rolled up the quilt and got under the computer desk, covering his head and sobbing.

Don't underestimate a small love, maybe you will think that it is too young to stand things, it is just because you have not experienced it, so you don't understand the pain of the experiencer.

He hid under his computer desk, leaning against the cold wall. He moved his chair around the only exit, the quilt shielding him from the light, the soft waves shaking the room, the sound of the sea crashing on the pontoon masking his faint sobs.

"Why didn't you hold back, why can't you hold back......" he blamed himself over and over again.

He hugged his knees and buried his face in them. The sound of sobbing gradually became louder, mixed with the sound of snot sucking back, his nerves could no longer control the voluntary movements of his body, the tears flowed more and more rapidly, the throbbing pain in his heart could not be suppressed, and finally, in order to prevent himself from making those annoying cries, he bit his knees, leaving two lines of deep tooth marks on his knees.

Yas walked to the beach in a daze. In fact, he didn't know where his direction was, but instinctively followed a path and kept going.

The road leading to the baths, at the end of which was a beach slope, was fenced by stakes and hemp ropes, and beside it were only a few low shrubs with thin leaves that could not be named.

Lin Xi followed behind him, and he didn't notice it.

They soaked in the sea water together until Min Qian told them to go back and prepare a barbecue before getting up. Jingya buried herself in the sand and fell asleep. Lin Xi sat on the edge of Jingya, barely going into the water, just watching Yas and Ke Yang fight on the shore.

Yas didn't look out of the ordinary, Lin Xi didn't talk to him, and he didn't talk either. He talked a little too much, and kept talking to Ke Yang, not letting his mouth be idle, nor letting his hands be idle, running around to find things to do, helping Min Jieyu wash vegetables for a while, skewering meat for a while, and jumping to Gao Zhengnan's side to help him fan the charcoal fire, but he just didn't go to the place where Lin Xi was.

Lin Xi and Jing Ya sat together, looking at the sea in the distance in a daze, while not thinking of what way to face Min Qian again, and on the other hand, he didn't know whether to say something to Yas, and he didn't know when he started standing at the door, I don't know if he heard their conversation, and how much?

Min Qian was the one who knew best, he knew that everything was because of him, but he didn't know how to say something to them, he was afraid of this situation.

"You ...... with my brother," Min Qian took the first bunch of grilled prawns to Lin Xi, squatted beside her and whispered.

Yas's eyes couldn't help but follow Min Qian's movements, and then ran away.

"I'm still like him." Lin Xi smiled, because Min Qian took the initiative to talk to her.

"I'll go tell my brother."

Min Qian didn't dare to look at Lin Xi at all, and Lin Xi had never seen Min Qian like this, so he was sad.

"Say what?"

"I don't know." Min Qian replied, Lin Xi couldn't help laughing, "Do you hate me, my brother may be ...... like this"

"Will you hate me?" Lin Xi asked.

Lin Xi looked at Min Qian very seriously, Min Qian raised his head, looked into her eyes seriously, and shook his head.

"If only you didn't hate me." Lin Xi smiled warmly, Min Qian looked at Lin Xi in surprise, the flame in his eyes burned to his heart, "Qian, the person you like will like it no matter what, and there won't be only one person you like, but you are a more important existence than them." ”

Min Qian was moved and flashed bitterness at the same time, "Because I am a younger brother." ”

"Qian~" Lin Xi called, like a begging.

I'm sorry, Qian. I'm greedy, I like your brother, but I don't want to lose you. I'm a bad person, not a good classmate, and not a good sister.

How could Min Qian not understand her. Even if you don't understand her, you should understand yourself: I like you, but he is also my brother.

The two looked at each other, and the moment their eyes met, the knots that were intertwined in their hearts became clear.

Yas couldn't see out of sight, so now the filth and darkness in his eyes had flowed into his heart.

In the early hours of the morning, the rising tide made the entire B&B shake. Lin Xi was lying on the bed tossing and turning, the moonlight of the waning moon was slightly translucent, and there were scattered stars in the sky. Lin Xi got up quietly, anyway, if he couldn't sleep, it was better to blow the wind.

She didn't expect that at nearly two o'clock in the morning, Min Qian was still leaning against the fence of the corridor. He heard the sound of the door opening, turned around, and saw that Lin Xi was not surprised at all.

"My brother went to the beach over there, and he said that the water was rising and he wanted to go out and tread the water."

"Oh." Lin Xi walked to Min Qian's side and looked at the beach in the distance.

No one. So she lowered her head and watched the waves on the surface of the sea.

"Do you want to go to him?" Min Qian asked.

Lin Xi looked at him, she wanted to go, but reason didn't allow her to go, he longed to get an answer from there, so that no matter what was wrong or right, she could have an excuse, and with that excuse she could leave an outlet for herself.

Min Qian understands her, and sometimes understands her better than Jingya.

"Go ahead, if you don't want to say too much, show your usual attitude towards me, as long as you don't let him misunderstand." At this moment, Min Qian's words, his eyes are full of tenderness, the tenderness that can only be found in a man, which makes people very stable.

"Hmm." Lin Xi pursed his lips and smiled.

Min Qian looked at Lin Xi's departing back again until she disappeared from sight.

There was only a little sand left in the dim moonlight, and the black back she could recognize at a glance.

Yas walked along the sand that was gradually being encroached upon by the tide, the waves washing over his instep over and over again, a long series of footprints on the sand, from his position from deep to shallow, to her place that had been wiped out by the waves.

She followed him, stepping on a trail of footprints. Following him, she realized how slowly Yas was walking, and she had caught up with the shallow marks left by Yas. She followed his footsteps, little by little, approaching him.

He finally turned back.

"Hee ......" he had never called her like that.

"Hmm." Lin Xi walked to his right.

"Do you like Min Qian?"

There were some things he couldn't escape. Originally, when he liked her, he didn't know if she had someone he liked in her heart. When he came back to see her again, he knew that she was the girl his brother had always liked; She is the daughter-in-law of her younger brother who grows up and wants to marry home; She is a bad girl who is described by her classmates as intervening in the relationship between the former student union and others. And all along, because his brother said that he would help him chase her, he ignored his brother's true heart, and did not inquire whether she also had feelings for his brother; Because his brother no longer told him that he wanted to marry her and go home, he also ignored his brother's inner thoughts and her attitude; Because the brother said that the person she was most likely to like was already someone else's, he naturally ignored that person. He was always just guessing, guessing a little about what was going on in her heart, but he always ignored, or rather avoided, the fact that he needed to find her to know what she really thought in her heart.

"Yes, like a brother." Lin Xi replied calmly.

"Just a brother?"

Lin Xi nodded.

"That'...... Do you have someone you like? ”

Lin Xi smiled tactfully.

"Jingya likes to waste lazy brother, Su Mei...... Su Mei likes you. ”

"I'm talking about you."

"I ......" Lin Xi bowed his head.

"You have someone you like."

"Hmm." Lin Xi looked at Yas Xing's eyes.

Yas hurriedly looked away after glancing at her, "It's not Min Qian, that's Ke Yang?" Or Meng Wei? ”

Lin Xi was slightly surprised, "You also know Meng Wei?" Then he remembered something bad, and his face gradually darkened, "Then you...... Did you tell you? ”

"You like him?"

"I said I don't like him, do you believe me?"

"Believe, I will believe what you say."

Yas's tone was firm, and Lin Xi looked into his eyes and was moved.

There are some things that can be said, perhaps.

"I like him, but I prefer another person. That person, I didn't even know what his name was, where he lived, and where he went to school. By the time I was ready to confess to him, he suddenly stopped showing up. Lin Xi looked at Yas, who smiled affectionately at him.

She continued, "Then I met Meng Wei, and Meng Wei was just like him. Just as handsome, just as sunny, just as fond of playing basketball, and just as gentle in speaking. I don't know if the lazy brother told you about the future, anyway, the final result is not very good. But in the end, God probably doesn't want my youth to have regrets. He brought the guy I liked back to me. But I didn't have the courage to tell him I liked him anymore. I want to be friends with him all the time, so that I can always be there for him. He was very popular, surrounded by a lot of girls, and even my best friend liked him. I don't know if he likes anyone he likes, and I don't expect him to like me too, so we're fine. It's good to have him with you throughout my youth, I have him in my youth, and he will think of me when he recalls his youth in the future. ”

Lin Xi's voice became smaller and smaller.

She smiled, felt tears coming out, and looked up at the stars.

A certain fool, finally not stupid, naturally put himself in the right seat, and now it is so sweet that he wants to cry.

Expectant, apprehensive, sad and even hopeless, but in the end there was a sudden confession, and he almost fainted happily. If he could, he would now like to pick her up and run to the end of the shoreline on the gently rising tide.

He looked affectionately at Lin Xi's side face looking at the sky, and the corners of her lips were like the crooked moon hanging in the starry sky now......

"It's still this kind of newly developed seaside, and there are stars at night." Lin Xi's tears were dried by the sea breeze, and he looked back with a sunny face, "You know what? My dad's house is in the South Island, which is even more beautiful than here, and it is really undeveloped, and when the weather is good, there is a Milky Way hanging in the sky. Kids who grew up in the city, have you ever seen the Milky Way? ”

"I've seen it, the most beautiful galaxy in the world." Yas was still staring at the corners of her lips in obsession.

"Hmph~ I don't believe it, I grew up in Y City, and I haven't even seen a few stars, where have you seen the Milky Way?" Lin Xi said mischievously.

"Children's Palace." Yas replied with a happy face.

Lin Xi frowned and laughed at Yas, "Cut~ I thought you had really seen the Milky Way." ”

Of course, I have seen the girl dragging the Milky Way, carrying the stars, bringing a whole sea of spring flowers.

"If you have seen the night sky covered with stars and the sparkling and shining starry sky, even the nebula can be seen clearly, you will definitely fall in love with it, the light exhibition in the Children's Palace, and what galaxy decryption, is not half as beautiful as the real starry sky."

"Well, I'm in love right now." Yas smiled sweetly.

The Milky Way and the stars I have seen are the most beautiful in the world, and no star can compare to them.

"So, is this what your "The Sea of Stars That Year" is written about? But it feels a little sad. ”

"Huh? How do you know, Humility said? Lin Xi threw the question mark again, and then smirked, "Actually, no, I suddenly missed my father one day, and those melodies appeared in my head, and I was almost scolded to death by my mother in order to secretly bring this song to the competition." ”

Yas laughed and boldly touched her head. The pink bubbles of happiness are like the sea water in the high tide at this moment.

"It seems that the three of us grew up in a similar environment, but I'm not as lucky as you, my mother always travels on business, and I go back to my grandfather's house to go to school, so I'm used to eating and playing at your house. But it's good to get to know you and be friends with you. ”

Really nice to be able to stay with you.

"Well, you can come whenever you want, you're so likable anyway."

Then you...... Forget it, it doesn't matter if you like me or not, it doesn't matter if you like me or not.

"Really? Will it be okay in the future? ”

"Of course," Yas finally had the courage to reach out and squeeze his face, which he had resisted several times, with infinite tenderness in his eyes, "but in the future, you must not be so indifferent to me again, you must be kind to me, better than anyone else." ”

"Hmm." Lin Xi smiled, and the crimson on her ears was faintly reflected in the dim moonlight.

Our youth, ignorance, naivety, inferiority, timidity, inability to let go, not calm.