Chapter 19 It's not that you don't admit it, it's just that you're afraid

The teacher walked around the classroom and left.

"I say, what's going on with you two?" Jingya held the book and covered her face.

The sound of reading aloud couldn't resist a gossip heart, and Su Mei also turned her head, her eyes blinking and waiting to hear the following.

Lin Xi had already come to his senses, and was stunned when he asked, "What's the matter?" ”

"Don't pretend to be stupid, you can't do it, and you don't pretend to be like it." Su Mei doesn't like her like this, how can a person who is usually very cheerful refuse to say anything when he asks about boys, for example, when she asked her about Meng Wei before, she refused to say whether she was alive or dead, and finally helped her.

Jing Ya nodded in agreement.

"I said I don't know if you believe it?" Lin Xi said lightly.

She wasn't a lie, she didn't deny that she liked that boy, and she once thought about confessing to the boy, and she didn't deny it. But that was a year ago, more than a year after he disappeared, and a lot of things had changed. Not to mention that she wasn't sure if he liked her before, and now she wasn't even more sure.

Sometimes, the throbbing in the heart is not expressed to make everything better, once expressed, the result may not be what you want, who knows what they will end up with?

"I don't believe it." The two of them denied it in unison.

Clear-eyed people can see that since Gao Yasi came to class yesterday, so many girls have come to show off coquettishness, even school flowers like Su Mei have been on it, and they haven't even asked for their QQ number. And only Gao Yas's eyes are caught on Lin Xi, today's spoiling, the blind man will feel that it is okay!

"If you don't believe me, then I don't have anything to say."

Lin Xi's eyes dimmed, and then his eyes unconsciously glanced behind him. With their mouths open, they sat down and continued their morning reading.

Lin Xi's eyes were fixed on the book, and his thoughts drifted completely away.

The first semester of the first year of high school. She and Jingya were reassigned to the same class, and they became good friends with the school flower Su Mei. Soon after the start of school, the seniors of the club were preparing to recruit new students in each class, and the interested students signed up for their favorite clubs. Jingya's writing is very good and very literary. She chose the Literature Club and wanted to pull Lin Xi along, but Lin Xi's most annoying thing was to code words, and she was unwilling, so in the end, Liu Rong pulled her to the student union. Su Mei was bored alone and joined the art club.

Lin Xi entered the student union, and through Liu Rong's relationship, he got acquainted with Ke Yang and Meng Wei. Meng Wei is the captain of the school team and the president of the student union, a model student with excellent character and learning, developed limbs, and has an idol face, 180cm+ height, and is the object of many girls in the school. But no one dared to really pursue him, because there was a very powerful senior sister in the liberal arts class, Ling Meiling. Beautiful, domineering, pungent, except for the study of the almost, everything else is very good.

Ling Meiling is Meng Wei's junior high school classmate, and the two seem to have made a secret promise in middle school, but they don't know why they never got together. In the locality, no one dared to approach Meng Wei, and only some little girls who had just entered the school dared to flatter Meng Wei without knowing whether they were alive or dead.

Meng Wei and Ling Meiling seem to be completely people from two worlds. Meng Wei has a big guy who is not easy to mess with, but he is very good and very gentle. Lin Xi said that Meng Wei was the gentlest and most considerate boy he had ever met.

Maybe Liu Rong always said that Lin Xi and Jingya were his sisters, and Meng Wei and Ke Yang took better care of them. Ke Yang's care for them is similar to Liu Rong's, but their way is very different from Meng Wei. Meng Wei really took care of them as sisters, helped, spoiled, and protected. When Meng Wei was there, as the lowest level of the student union, it stands to reason that they should do the lowest things, but Meng Wei directly removed the senior sister who partnered with Ke Yang in the broadcasting room and let Lin Xi go up. Lin Xi's work in the student union is basically following Meng Wei, and if Meng Wei is too busy training in the team, many things will be directly done by Lin Xi.

Most of the students who were able to enter the student union had good grades. But good grades don't mean you have a good heart. I don't know when the student union will spread rumors about Meng Wei and Lin Xi. All the words are like those said to Ling Meiling, saying that Meng Wei, a domineering girl like Ling Meiling, will never like it, and Meng Wei must like a well-behaved student like Lin Xi, gentle, polite, and with good academic performance. Of course Ling Meiling was not convinced, but Meng Wei told her that he was good to Lin Xi, just a brother to a sister.

Until one day, a senior sister found Lin Xi and asked him to help with a smile on her face.

"Sister, you are very familiar with Meng Wei, can you help me send the letter to him?"

Since entering school, she has been under the aura of Liu Rong, Meng Wei, and Ke Yang, many people are envious, many people are jealous, and more people ask her for help. But if it was to help send a love letter to Liu Rong, she would take it without saying a word, and she wouldn't take it to Ke Yang, because she knew that Jingya liked Ke Yang, and she wouldn't take it to Meng Wei, because Meng Wei asked her not to take it. He said that if you take it once, there will be a lot of it in the future, and it will be very tiring.

"It's better for you to give it to him yourself." Lin Xi politely refused and turned around to leave.

"Sister, if I had sent it to him and he could see it, I would have sent it a long time ago, I know that he will definitely lose it if someone else gave it to him. I really wrote this letter for a long time, I wrote it very carefully, please, help me give it to him, he doesn't need to reply, just look at the content and know my mind. The senior sister said very sincerely at the time, seeing that tears were about to fall, Lin Xi couldn't bear to refuse and took the letter.

In fact, it takes courage for a person to summon up the courage to write a love letter. I want that heart to be treated gently, no matter what the outcome is.

But she never expected that the next letter would be a turning point in her relationship with Meng Wei.

She could never have imagined that the love letter she thought was full of sincerity would be signed by her own name in the end.

On the afternoon of the day the love letter was sent, Ling Meiling found someone to hand her a note and asked her to go to the small stone table next to the music classroom building. It's often a place for young couples to go on a date. Because it's so quiet, teachers and students don't usually go there.

Lin Xi thought that she helped send that love letter, Ling Meiling would definitely trouble her, as far as her current relationship with Meng Wei was concerned, if it weren't for Liu Rong's relationship, Ling Meiling would never allow her to have too much contact with Meng Wei.

After school, Jingya and Su Mei both went to the court to watch the basketball team train, and Lin Xi found an excuse to find Ling Meiling. She was still quite nervous all the way, and she hadn't figured out how to tell Ling Meiling yet. She herself knows that she is not a good stubble to be messed with, but she never dares to cause trouble.

As soon as she walked downstairs to the music classroom, she heard Ling Meiling's voice.

"You said she didn't like you, you said she treated you the same as Liu Rong, so would she write love letters to Liu Rong and Ke Yang?"

"That love letter Lin Xi said that someone else gave it to her, let her give it to me."

The other voice was very small, but it was still audible that it was Meng Wei. Lin Xi quietly approached a little closer and could hear their conversation more clearly.

"She said that someone else gave you, didn't she not let her help others send love letters? How can I send you a love letter? ”

"She said that she saw that the girl was very sincere, and she didn't want to live up to her, so she sent it to her."

"Does she not want to live up to the affection of others or does she not want you to live up to hers?"

"Meimei, can you let me figure it out first and then find fault."

"Am I finding fault? How do you want to figure out this matter, if someone else is really so sincere to send you a letter, can it still belong to her name?! ”

The roaring voice could be heard clearly from twenty meters away. Lin Xi stood in place, she was stunned at first, but then she realized something, and her feet had involuntarily approached.

As soon as half of Lin Xi's face and long hair appeared in the corner, they were seen by Ling Meiling.

"People are coming, coming, confronting them." Ling pointed at Lin Xi and looked at Meng Wei with hatred in his eyes.

Meng Wei looked at Lin Xi in embarrassment, smiling gently, but very dry, "You're here, Ke Yang really can't hold you." ”

"That, I'm sorry, big guy, I've just found it and I'm here."

Ke Yang said apologetically behind Lin Xi. Lin Xi found out that Ke Yang was also standing behind her, I don't know how long she had been standing, maybe she was already behind her when she walked here.

"It's okay." Meng Wei said lightly, then looked at Lin Xi and smiled, but he couldn't see any traces of happiness.

"You're really gentle with her, Meng Wei." Ling Meiling sneered, looking at Meng Wei, but Meng Wei didn't look at her.

"Ling, can you mature a little more?"

Meng Wei's coldness completely stimulated Ling Meiling, she walked directly in front of Lin Xi, grabbed her hand, and dragged her to Meng Wei's side.

Lin Xi stumbled and fell to Meng Wei's hands that were about to help him, so Meiling saw that he dragged Lin Xi back and fell to the ground. Meng Wei and Ke Yang walked up at the same time to help Lin Xi.

"It's fine." Lin Xi smiled slightly and pushed Meng Wei's hand away, and Ke Yang rushed up to help her up.

Ling Meiling was completely angry, staring at Meng Wei with bloodshot eyes, Meng Wei just sighed and didn't look at her.

"Meng Wei, have you forgotten? In the second year of junior high school, you chased me first, and you wrote me a love letter first. Ling Meiling threw out an envelope from her pocket and threw it on Meng Wei's face, Meng Wei just closed his eyes and didn't speak. Yes, I rejected you at the time, but you don't need to be so cold to me all the time, now I know that I like you, and I chased you here, but why, why do you have no feelings for me at all now? ”

"I liked you then because I thought everything about you was so appealing to me, and it's the same now," Ling Meiling looked at Meng Wei, her eyes softened a lot, "However, I also know that we are not suitable." ”

"Who says it's not suitable, those long-tongued women?" Ling Meiling became excited again, "Or do you really like like her?" ”

Ling Meiling pulled Lin Xi over again from Ke Yang's side, but before Ke Yang could react, Lin Xi had already been dragged aside. Meng Wei's face changed and he didn't speak.

"Meng Wei, you like weak girls like her, don't you?" Ling Meiling pushed Lin Xi towards Meng Wei, Lin Xi bumped into Meng Wei, Meng Wei caught her steadily, "Do you think she is weak?" She's not weak, she's not weak at all, she's just pretending to be so weak in front of you. There are a lot of people in this school who are afraid of me because they can't beat me, but you know what, it's a matter of minutes for her to knock me down. ”

After speaking, Ling Meiling dragged Lin Xi again, grabbed her arm and shook it back and forth, repeating again and again in her mouth, "Is it not, is it not!" Lin Xi never said anything, even if her arm was scratched painfully, she let her make trouble.

"Ling Meiling, let her go for me!" In the end, Meng Wei really couldn't look past it, so he broke Ling Meiling's hand and protected Lin Xi behind him.

"Meimei, Ling, Ling Meiling?" Ling Meiling stared at Meng Wei, her eyes were red, revealing despair, "Meng Wei, this is your attitude towards me for her?!" ”

Meng Wei ignored her stubble and took a deep breath, "I know that she is not weak, not only not weak, but also very powerful, she can not only easily knock you down, but also me and Ke Yang, but now, when I stand here, she would rather let you drag her like this, drag it around, and don't fight back or fight back." ”

"This kind of woman who can pretend to be poor is cheap!" Ling Meiling was enraged and kicked Lin Xi's thigh.

Meng Wei reacted quickly and pushed Ling Meiling away, staring at Ling Meiling with red and desperate eyes, Leng Meiling was pushed to the ground, and two lines of tears fell.

Lin Xi gently pushed Meng Wei away, walked over to Ling Meiling, and stretched out a hand to her.

"The senior is actually wrong, I'm not the one who will always stand and let you drag the old man away, it's just that you are still at the point where I broke out."

Lin Xi said Ke Yang glanced at Meng Wei, and Meng Wei clenched his fists tightly.

"Am I not qualified enough, or do you want to say you've won now?"

Ling Meiling looked at Lin Xi coldly, and Lin Xi directly swept her eyes, because in Lin Xi's eyes, it was already a glacier.

She took two steps and picked up the envelope that had been lying on the ground for an unknown amount of time, and the envelope was handed over to Meng Wei by herself. She opened the letter, looked at it twice, the corners of her mouth hooked up a cold arc, and when she saw the last signature, she sneered.

"You like seniors for so long, have you ever told such disgusting things to seniors? It's a pity that I'll never be able to say that. Lin Xi tore up the letter and put it in Ling Meiling's hand, "If these words are signed by you, the senior will be very happy." I think there are some important points that you have grasped wrong, such as the senior said that he used to like you and is the same now, he was completely attracted to you before, and he is the same now. It's just that your feelings for him now are more like a hurt. ”

Lin Xi left, didn't look back, skipped Ke Yang, and then stopped.

"If you can't tolerate the presence of girls other than you around the senior, you can't allow him to have female friends, but senior, no matter whether the senior is with you in the end or not, whether you belong to each other or not, you can never stop the suitors around the senior, they will only increase and more, and then you still have to use this way to prevent them from contacting the senior? When there are more and more suitors for seniors, can you still stop them? Also, from today onwards, I won't have too much contact with seniors, whether it's the student union or the cheerleaders, if I can have less contact, I won't say a word, we shouldn't know each other. ”

Lin Xi left, and this time he didn't look back. Ke Yang looked at Meng Wei and looked at the back of Lin Xi leaving.

"Yang Yang, you send Lin Xi home, take her to the infirmary to see her legs, and get her some medicine. Also, apologize for me. ”

Ke Yang nodded and chased after him.