Since I entered Beijiang Prison, especially after meeting Chen Peng, my emotions and mentality have not been relaxed for a moment, a boulder pressed against my chest, and the suffocating feeling of oppression has never stopped.

Again and again when I couldn't sleep at night, I told myself many times that many things were not decided by my subjective consciousness and thoughts, and many things were not what I imagined.

Life is not as good as it should in the world.

There are some things that I don't think should be like this, but the reality is that it backfires, and the result is often something you don't understand.

This feeling made me very uncomfortable, even disgusted.

But so what, it is precisely because of the different thoughts and behaviors between people that the development of society has been created. If everyone's thoughts and behaviors were the same, it is estimated that there would be no difference between humans and monkeys now.

As for the analysis of Chen Peng's motives for committing crimes, I admit that I have failed, at least in the process of contact with Chen Peng, I have not taken the slightest initiative and have been in a state of passive acceptance.

This is not only related to my own personality, but also closely related to my eagerness to get what I want from Chen Peng.

On the other hand, Chen Peng has always been in a state of ease, which not only comes from his strong psychology, but also from his own cognition and attitude towards the whole incident. He never even felt that killing so many people was a crime, maybe in his heart he really felt that he was killing to help them get free.

Regarding the conflict of ideas and the difference in behavior between people, Chen Peng once gave a detailed explanation to us students in class.

But now I have to use his point of view to analyze Chen Peng himself, which is undoubtedly the biggest irony for Chen Peng and me.

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When Chen Peng walked into this small store full of crimson atmosphere with a peaked cap, Liu Fangzai couldn't control her inner expectations and surprises, she seemed to want to stand up and walk to this man who had only met a few times for the first time, just like grasping the last life-saving straw, but after being coerced by the thin man for a long time, Liu Fang didn't dare to just walk over without caring about it, just stared blankly at Chen Peng who was standing not far away, her eyes were full of expectation and desire. Liu Fang didn't even think about why she was so eager to appear alone.

"Package the night! Or her! Chen Peng threw a wad of money to the thin man, and after glancing at Liu Fang, he turned around and walked out of the small store.

"I ......" Liu Fang watched Chen Peng walk out, and swallowed back the words when they came to his mouth.

"What are you doing in a daze, hurry up, do you want me to carry a sedan chair to send you to get married!?" The thin man counted the money in his hand with a smile, then raised his head and glared at Liu Fang viciously and urged.

Liu Fang grabbed the Xiao Kun bag next to her, stood up suddenly, and ran out of the small store after Chen Peng's back.

"What kind of shit luck did this Fangfang take? It's really hard to figure out that there is such a stupid X who is willing to spend her wallet on her night. The woman who had been slapped just now looked at the door with envy and muttered to herself.

"Don't talk about those useless ones, if you can also find such a stupid X every day to wrap your night, it's your ability!" The thin man put the money in his pocket, held a cigarette in his mouth, and played with his mobile phone on the sofa in the small store.

The woman glanced at the dark night outside the door, and there was not even a ghost shadow.

She skimmed the thin man lying on the sofa next to her, pursed her lips and walked to the side of the single sofa, curling her whole body into this small space.

The woman folded her legs in her arms, her head resting on her knees, and stared blankly at the door, not caring at all whether the short skirt and the large neckline were gone.

For their daily work of waiting for food and food, the woman has long been accustomed to it, but seeing Liu Fang being taken away by people one after another, the woman's heart is still a little envious. In the woman's opinion, Liu Fang was taken away for the night, and there is no need to worry about the living expenses of these two days, at least Liu Fang will not be pressed under some sloppy greasy uncle tonight.

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Sitting in this old Jetta rented by Chen Peng from the second-hand market, Liu Fang's breathing and heartbeat have never been calm. She lowered her head with a crimson face, looked at her white legs, and wanted to talk to the man next to her, but she didn't know what to say.

"What's the scar on your face?" Chen Peng started the car, but did not drive away, but turned his head to look at Liu Fang and asked in a low voice.

"I didn't ...... It's nothing...... Get used to it! Liu Fang still lowered her head and sat tense in the co-pilot, feeling the temperature in the car gradually rising.

"Hit by the boss?" Chen Peng asked.

"Hmm......" Liu Fang made a soft voice from her nose, as if she was answering Chen Peng's question, but in her own ears, it was no different from the moaning sound on weekdays.

"Tonight...... Where to go tonight? Liu Fang asked Chen Peng timidly.

It's been a long time since Liu Fang has been so timid to talk to a person, especially a man who spends money on himself. Because of work, Liu Fang can naturally laugh with a man who has never been masked, but I don't know why, facing Chen Peng at this moment, Liu Fang has completely lost her former demeanor, and is restrained like a little girl who does not understand the world.

Chen Peng didn't answer Liu Fang's question, but silently drove the car slowly.

In the Northeast in October, although it has not yet entered winter, it is still very cold at night, especially for girls like Liu Fang, who need to dress up explicitly, and the clothes are even thinner. Fortunately, Chen Peng was very understanding and turned on the heater in the car.

"Can we just talk?" Chen Peng asked Liu Fang while driving the car.

"What are you talking about?" Liu Fang stared at Chen Peng's side face, this is a very attractive man, although he is not very handsome, but it makes people look very comfortable.

"You can talk about anything, like where are you? Why is this happening? If it's inconvenient to say, just talk about the most popular gossip entertainment now, it's easier to get sleepy when driving at night. Chen Peng said softly.