Chapter 121: Live Well
"Silly boy, why are you talking nonsense again?" Liu's tone of pity said, "Mother knows that you still care about the past." Children, people, you must know how to be content and cherish, and now that Your Majesty is so fond of you, are you not tempted at all? ”
Hearing this, Murong Jin's eyes flashed slightly.
Sighing lightly, I saw Liu Shi continue: "How many women in this palace are squeezed to the point that their heads are bleeding, just to be able to get His Majesty's one-night favor, child, listen to my mother's advice, don't dwell on the past, while Your Majesty is now very fond of you, you should try to let go of the past and serve Your Majesty with your heart." ”
"Mother, what you said, how can the child not understand, it's just ......" Murong Jin bit her lip, just because of her mother's death and the child lost in the accident that year, she couldn't let go of everything to forgive him.
"Child, the past is gone, Your Majesty has always been very affectionate to you, maybe everything back then was not as ...... as you thought it was"
Knowing the daughter Mo Ruomu, the Liu family is actually very clear about the mustard in Murong Jin's heart, and knows that Murong Jin has always been thinking about everything back then.
"No one expected the accident back then, do you think Your Majesty has felt good in the past two years? Child, try to feel it from His Majesty's point of view, and maybe you will understand what it feels like......"
Try to feel it from His Majesty's point of view?
Hearing this, Murong Jin was stunned.
That's right, that child, after all, is the crystallization of her and Sima Mo. She still remembered that the moment she first learned that she had a child, Sima Mo was simply ecstatic, and even spent a huge amount of money to set up a banquet to entertain the ministers.
Thinking about that child, Sima Mo also loved it very much, but later because of the accident, the child was gone, and even her life ended together?
So, when he learned that the child and her life were gone, what kind of emotion would Sima Mo have?
Thinking of this, Murong Jin suddenly fell silent.
"Child, my mother knows that you just can't let go of the pain of the past, but people always have to look forward, the future is still long, and my mother hopes that you can live happily. Child, try to let go of the past, believe that as long as you are willing to open your heart, everything will be different......"
Sighing lightly again, Liu's distressed tone continued: "Promise mother, try to let go of everything, okay?" ”
Hearing this, Murong Jin bit her lip and arrived after a long time: "Mother, child...... Will try. ”
As if he didn't expect Murong Jin's answer, he saw that Liu Shi was stunned for a moment, and then a gentle smile rose on the corner of his lips, "Good boy, my mother believes that you will be able to do it." ”
Seeing the smile on Liu's face, and the silver hair on the sideburns seemed to be much more than last time, Murong Jin's heart was as uncomfortable as a pinprick.
"Mother, you are much older...... Murong Jin's tone suddenly choked up, "I'm sorry, mother, child...... If you can't enjoy the blessings, you ..... Just ......"
"Silly child, what are you crying about, my mother is doing well." I saw Liu stroking Murong Jin's head, "In my mother's life, I have never lived so comfortably like now, my mother doesn't lie to you, my mother eats and drinks well now, and she lacks nothing." ”
"Mother, it's all the children who are not good, the children can't rescue you, it's the children who are useless......"
"I'm talking stupid again, isn't my mother still alive? Don't cry, good boy, my mother has always been by your side, my mother is not dead, my mother is guarding you ten miles away from the imperial city....."
Speaking of this, I saw Liu Shi raise his hand and wipe the tears from the corners of Murong Jin's eyes, "Child, my mother is really doing well, my mother is at this age, and there is no luxury, the only luxury is to hope that you can let go of all your obsessions and live well." ”
"Mother, the child will work hard......"
"Promise my mother, let go of all obsessions, and live well?"
Murong Jin nodded, "Okay!" ”
Hearing this, Liu's smiled, "Good boy, mother's good boy......" Speaking of this, I saw Liu's body slowly floating away in the air.
"Mother?" Murong Jin was anxious, "Where are you going?" ”
"Child, remember your mother's words, let go of your obsessions, and live well."
Seeing that Liu's body was about to disappear, Murong Jin shouted, "Don't go...... Mother...... No! ”
"Don't!"
Suddenly, Murong Jin sat up in his sleep, with layers of cold sweat.
Sima Mo was awakened and hurriedly got up, "What's wrong?" ”
Seeing that Murong Jin's expression seemed to be in a trance, Sima Mo took Murong Jin's body distressedly, "Have you had a nightmare?" Don't be afraid, it's just a nightmare, I'm here......"
It wasn't until Sima Mo's voice sounded that Murong Jin realized that everything just now was just a dream.
remembered the words she had promised her mother in her dream, so her dark eyes inexplicably crossed a trace of complicated thoughts.
"Are you thirsty?" Sima Mo let go of her body, "I'm going to pour you a glass of water?" ”
"Sima Mo, I want to know, what is ......" Speaking of this, I saw that her eyes flashed slightly, should I ask?
Why did you deceive her back then? obviously promised to let her mother go, but why did she break her promise in the end?
"What's wrong? Jin'er? Sima Mojian's eyebrows furrowed slightly, a little worried, "It's okay, if you want to know anything, just ask, I must know everything." ”
"I ...... I ......," Murong Jin bit her lip, "I'm a little thirsty." Finally, I still didn't ask.
Hearing this, Sima Mo was stunned for a moment, and then said softly: "I will go and pour water for you immediately." When the words fell, I saw Sima Mo get up, pour a glass of water, and come back soon.
"Here, drink some water."
Sima Mo put the rim of the teacup to Murong Jin's lips, so Murong Jin took Sima Mo's hand and drank the tea in the cup.
"Still thirsty?"
Murong Jin shook his head.
Sima Mo put the teacup away, followed and came back, seeing that Murong Jin looked like he was in a state of distraction, so he frowned, "What's wrong?" Tell me, isn't there anything uncomfortable? ”
Murong Jin still shook his head.
Sima Mo's eyes flashed slightly, and she vaguely felt that there was something in her heart, could it be that everything that happened that night made her still feel afraid?
Thinking of this, Sima Mo's eyes flashed a trace of distress, and then he grabbed her body and comforted her softly, "Don't be afraid, with me here, no one can hurt you, I promise you ......"
In the candlelight, every reassuring sentence of Sima Mo made Murong Jin have an indescribable complex emotion.
I remember that in the past, whenever she woke up from a nightmare in the middle of the night, Sima Mo would take her into his arms like now, and then carefully comfort her.