"What about the princess?" Lu Li dragged his tired body back to the palace, and when he entered the door, he found that Jun Jiusi was not there.

Red Sleeves bowed his head and replied, "The princess is waiting for you in your study." ”

Zizhu, who has always loved to talk, didn't dare to say a word.

In today's atmosphere, she can also sense that something is wrong.

Lu Li smiled bitterly: "She ......"

After listening to Li Xiaowan's words, Lu Li was thinking about whether to tell Jiu'er the truth.

He hesitated all the way, until this moment, Lu Li was clear until he couldn't hide.

At the very least, Jiu'er was already suspicious.

In normal times, he might continue to find ways to escape. Now that there is an An Zhining, all of this can no longer be escaped.

"Lord Shizi, I have already asked the doctor in Chixia Town, there is a doctor who is ......" Kaiyang hurriedly came back to resume his life, but he was interrupted by Lu Li just after he spoke.

Lu Li: "I'll ask Jiu'er myself, you don't have to say it." Send someone out to find Dr. Luoshen, I have something to ask him. ”

“…… Uh, yes. ”

Kaiyang was a little confused, in the morning, the prince was still in a hurry to let him personally investigate this matter, why did he change his mind after half a day?

What happened during his absence?

When Lu Li arrived in the study, Jun Jiusi was standing in front of the window, the window was half open, and the cold wind blew Jun Jiusi's face a little red.

"Jiu'er, why didn't you sleep?" Lu Li asked softly.

If he could, he would still like to be able to continue to escape.

Because once he says it, all this will not be controlled by him.

Such consequences were unimaginable to him.

Jun Jiusi gathered the cloak on his body, turned around, faced Lu Li, raised his eyebrows and asked with a smile: "Do you think I can still sleep at this time?" ”

Lu Li was speechless, but he still walked over and wanted to close the window.

It's just that as soon as his hand stretched out, he was stopped by Jun Jiusi reaching out.

Jun Jiusi's hands were extremely cold, as if they had been soaked in ice water, his eyes stared at Lu Li for a moment, and his voice was calm and uninteresting, "Lu Li, in the end, I and An Zhining, who is An Xiaojiu?" ”

Not like, but yes!

Jun Jiusi can be sure that An Xiaojiu is definitely not dead.

Originally, she also thought about whether she was An Xiaojiu at the beginning, but it wasn't until she saw An Zhining today that she realized that there were people in this world who were more like An Xiaojiu than her.

"Jiu'er...... Why do you ask? ”

Jun Jiusi let go of Lu Li and sneered, not knowing who he was laughing at.

"Lu Li, it's time for you, are you still thinking about deceiving yourself? Even if An Zhining doesn't appear, can you really hide it from me for the rest of your life? ”

Lu Li's heart trembled slightly, and his voice was a little tight, "Why do you say that?" ”

"Heh," Jun Jiusi turned around, leaving Lu Li with a side face, and continued to look at the scenery outside the window.

But there were also turbulent waves in her heart, she didn't know if she and Lu Li could still stand together calmly after the calm waves, just like now.

In fact, sooner or later, there will be such a day.

Jun Jiusi felt that it was better to come early.

"I think you already know that I had a miscarriage, at that time, for safety, the Red Sleeves and they found me a doctor in Chixia Town, and the doctor told me that I had a miscarriage before, which was very hurtful, and it took a few years to recuperate with good medicine. Now she has a sudden miscarriage, which has damaged the mother's body, and it is likely that she will not be able to have any more children in this life. ”

When the word "child" was mentioned, Jun Jiusi's hand was tightly tugging on the handkerchief, but in fact, she was not as calm as she seemed on the surface.

"So," Jun Jiusi tilted his head, and the green tendons on his neck were revealed, which showed how hard Jun Jiusi worked, and a pair of cool eyes also looked deeply at Lu Li, who was expressionless.

"Can you tell me why I had a miscarriage? Or exactly three years ago? Three years ago, your favorite girl An Xiaojiu committed suicide in childbirth, and I also lost my memory three years ago but it was a coincidence that I had a miscarriage? And this face that An Xiaojiu and I imagined so much...... Lu Li, can you tell me why? ”

Jun Jiusi touched his face, so smooth, without a trace of wrinkles, "If I were An Xiaojiu, then I should have a human skin mask on my face." But I asked the doctor, and I didn't have a human skin mask on my face...... So, is An Zhining An Xiaojiu? So who am I? ”

She had so many questions.

Really, this feeling of being weighed down by the mystery of the past is really bad, very bad.

Jun Jiusi felt that if she didn't solve these mysteries, sooner or later, she would be crushed to death by these mysteries!

"Lu Li." Jun Jiusi stretched out his hand and held Lu Li's face, his eyes seemed to be flickering, "Do you know how terrifying it feels to not know who you are and to desperately think about who I am every day?" I think one day I'm going to drive myself crazy. Even if you pity me, tell me, who am I, okay? ”

Even if you tell her that she is not An Xiaojiu, it's okay.

As long as you can let her know who she is, that's fine.

"Jiu'er ......" Lu Li saw Jun Jiusi in such pain, and naturally felt uncomfortable in his heart, stretched out his hand to cover Jun Jiusi's cold hands, and said with a smile, "Okay, let me tell you, you are Xiao Jiu, Xiao Jiu is you, and the person I like is you from beginning to end." No one else, you're not anyone's stand-in, you know? ”

After speaking, Lu Li took the stunned Jun Jiusi into his arms and hugged him fiercely.

The strength is so great that Jun Jiusi is almost out of breath.

It's like, if you don't hug it for a while this time, you won't be able to hold it in the future.

Jun Jiusi's chin rested on Lu Li's shoulder, holding his feet and tears, matching Lu Li's sadness.

I don't know why, Jun Jiusi's heart is very calm at the moment.

There is no Jun Jiusi who knows that he is An Xiaojiu, and it is the only person Lu Li has ever liked.

There is no hatred and resentment that An Xiaojiu knows that he has been deceived and his previous grievances.

It's as if all this Lu Li said has nothing to do with her.

Maybe Jun Jiusi was too calm, which also made Lu Li feel a little surprised.

Lu Li let go of Jun Jiusi slightly, put his forehead against the woman's forehead, and asked affectionately, "What are you thinking?" ”

"I don't know why, I have a feeling of unreality. It's like...... Everything about An Xiaojiu has nothing to do with me, I am not like An Xiaojiu. ”

"This can't be, you are An Xiaojiu!" Lu Li grabbed Jun Jiusi's shoulder, a little hard, "You are wearing a human skin mask on your face, which was specially made by me to find Doctor Luoshen, and ordinary doctors naturally can't see it, so I'll take it off for you, and you will know who you are." ”

[Guess who Jun Jiusi is under the human skin mask]