But every time I think back to the midnight stay in the mountain village, I bumped into those eyes, and I feel a little unable to let go, in short, I am very entangled alone.

It was already midnight, and the door to the girls' dormitory had already been closed.

Therefore, Professor Zhao did not send me back to the girls' dormitory, but took me back to his home.

The time on the road was very short, and I didn't even come out of the complicated mood before he helped me into his house, Professor Zhao helped me all the way into the house, helped me take off my coat and hang it next to me, put me on the bed again, and turned to the bathroom to find a towel.

Although my head was dizzy, I could still feel it very clearly, Zhao Yujue was very disciplined, just wiped my hands and feet, and didn't touch the places that shouldn't be touched, so he directly covered the quilt for me, sent the towel back to the bathroom, and then began to clean up the garbage at home.

If this is replaced by Qin Yu, I will not take this opportunity to eat and wipe me clean, I understand very well that Zhao Yujue has put me in his heart.

When Zhao Yujue finished everything, he turned around and found that Shen Qiao, who was originally in a daze, was now asleep.

Her sleeping appearance was very gentle, Zhao Yujue stood beside Shen Qiao, remembered for a long time, but still did not want to leave, greedily looking at every expression on her face.

“……”

I didn't actually fall asleep, but I was pretending to be yelling in my heart, Professor Zhao, you better hurry up.

Zhao Yujue didn't seem to hear my voice, and at this moment, he gently lowered his head and attacked my forehead.

I almost broke down.

The professor is here, and I'm afraid of myself......

At this time, Zhao Yujue seemed to be really uncontrollable, his hands were propped up on both sides of me, his lips were lightly on my lips, and he touched me twice, like a dragonfly, and then immediately got up.

At that moment just now, Zhao Yujue even felt as if he was a person, not just a walking soul, secretly kissing the person he liked in the dim light.

All of a sudden, my mind went blank, as if I had been stimulated by something.

directly stretched out his hand and hugged Zhao Yujue, Zhao Yujue was caught off guard, and before he could react, he was caught, and then "I" turned over and sat on his body with half pressure.

I picked up the wine next to me and took a wild sip.

Wine hits people's guts.

But my eyes were also clear at this time, I looked at Zhao Yujue's slender eyebrows fixedly, and asked softly: "Messenger, what were you doing just now." ”

The balance in my heart that shifted back and forth suddenly fell, as if the soul messenger had fallen in an instant, what happened to Qin Yu, it was just a thousand-year-old ghost, anyway, Zhao Yujue, the old lady is going to decide.

I still smelled of wine in my breath, looked at him with a complicated expression for a while, and stretched out my hand to pinch his chin: "I have always thought that our Professor Zhao is a gentleman and a gentleman, who would have thought that you would also secretly kiss others in the middle of the night, the old lady doesn't care who you are now, and you will be my person from now on." ”

Zhao Yujue immediately heard the smile in his chest.

Until it was the bold girl's kiss, Zhao Yujue still felt a little unreal, and felt that he was still in a dream, and couldn't help hugging Shen Qiao's body.

I can't see that Professor Zhao usually looks serious, but his kissing skills are very superb and wrinkled, and he can make me lose my armor and armor if I am careless.

Zhao Yujue turned around, his hands were propped on both sides of me, the tip of his nose was against the tip of his nose, and he laughed in a warm and hoarse voice: "Little girl, compared with me, you are still a little worse." ”

I was a little sullen and speechless.

Zhao Yujue tore the button of his neckline, revealing his slender collarbone, with a light fragrance on his body, and gently sealed all my words, I couldn't even tell whether I was drinking or Zhao Yujue was drinking.

I turned my head and left embarrassedly: "I am the one who has a yin marriage with Qin Yu, the professor should know, and did we meet a long time ago?" ”

Zhao Yujue's eyes were shocked, with a clear look in his eyes, he directly pushed me away, and quickly sat aside, his hands clenched tightly.

I leaned sideways on the bed, moved his hand away, and said with some amusement: "Professor, it seems that I am the one who has a yin marriage, why are you so afraid, but no matter what happened to me before, no matter what happened to you before, from then on, we will write it off, okay?" Maybe one day, I'll ......."

Zhao Yujue instantly covered my mouth and looked at each other, but in the end Zhao Yujue shook his head.

I sighed, the eight hundred years of love for a while, and I was rejected by this guy, I really don't know how to get it.

I rolled over and got out of bed, and before my feet were fully on the ground, I fell headlong.

Zhao Yujue hurriedly helped him up: "What else can you drink if you can't drink." ”

My head is in a mess now, and I can't even get out, I shook my head to signal that I was okay: "Professor, you don't have to be embarrassed, anyway, a girl like me will always be rarely liked, and I even got married to a thousand-year-old ghost, so I really shouldn't continue to pester the professor." ”

I paused for a moment, and then said, "Professor, don't worry, from now on, I will never have any thoughts, I will definitely think of you as my professor, my friend, tonight may be because of my momentary accident, so it caused this, and in the future, this will never happen again." ”

I'm such a person, I confessed to you, if you don't like me, it's okay, from now on, I will bury you in my heart, and I will never like you again, speaking of which, I'm also a more rational person.

Zhao Yujue slowly lowered his head and met her gaze, only feeling that the girl was as gentle as ever, but now it was just the remaining indifference and rejection.

Just now, he was even about to fly happily, but when he thought of what was going on, he felt for a moment that he had sunk into a deep yellow spring.

Thousands of years of loneliness and helplessness, he has become accustomed to it, and the only purpose of living is to be quiet or, but just a few words that this girl understated directly made his mood feel up and down, and he didn't know how to save himself.

He is a man who has lost his soul, and if he wants to survive completely, he can only be stable after finding that person and being reborn, or he can't even give him a stable life.

What is the joy of life, and what is the fear of death.

Even just now he almost didn't hold it.

He was born of one man, and he perished through one.

It has always been dark and dark, and a girl suddenly rushed out of the wind and snow, and said softly in his ear: "I'm here." ”

In fact, he really wanted to question heaven and earth, why he was a twin life, why the two of them could only live one person, why couldn't they be like those floating who died in the twilight of life, or like those pairs of birds, they could be accompanied by one person between heaven and earth, and he, there was no place between heaven and earth that could accommodate him, leaving him a square inch of land.

When I saw Zhao Yujue's eyes red, as if blood was dripping out.

I thought that if I said this, Zhao Yujue would be soft-hearted, who knows.

It didn't take long for Zhao Yujue to shake his head slowly, and I could only hear the whispered voice saying: "People and ghosts have different paths, you and I can't stay together for a long time after all." ”

Hum.

And so it was.

What am I looking forward to?

I looked at him with fixed eyes, and I didn't say a word, but I also showed my attitude.

Zhao Yujue's hand was almost bleeding, and finally couldn't help but blurt out: "Xiao Qiao, I ......"

My smile gradually became cold, turned around and walked to the door, the first time I saw Zhao Yujue, I felt that he was the type I liked, but there were many things suppressed in his heart, otherwise why every time he appeared, his body was obviously warm, but those who approached found that there was a cold chill all over his body.

I rubbed my temples and said a little inexplicably: "I'm a person, from birth to now, I don't have anything to look at, and I don't think most of you will definitely care, only this time you treat it sincerely, if you don't want it, then forget it, anyway, one day, I will forget you, and then fall in love with someone again." ”

Zhao Yujue suddenly rushed up and hugged me, grabbed my bones with all his strength, and put his head in my neck.

Everyone has something that is suppressed in their hearts, some people may be crying, some people may be smashing things, or spending money like water.

But Zhao Yujue was different, he bit my neck directly, he didn't even know how ruthless he was, a bloody wound immediately appeared on my neck, and the wound even saw bones.

Even if he was bitten by the lonely ghosts in the Lethe River day and night, he never had any emotional fluctuations, but at this time......

Zhao Yujue seemed to sense that something was wrong, and immediately let go of his mouth.

I smiled, "I'm happy now." ”

She is a human being, time is just a few decades, it has passed in an instant, it is like a glimpse of light in his world, Zhao Yujue at this moment suddenly figured out, why others can have it, he can't have it.

Even if it is in the end...... Yes...... The soul is scattered, or she returns to the Lethe River again, and she is also willing to give up.