Chapter 185 Why didn't you kill me?
Night.
Chu Ruojun didn't know when Shen Yi would come back, but she made some preparations in advance, and instructed her subordinates to prepare a little wine and side dishes to wait for Shen Yi to come back.
And she herself picked out a dark purple robe, painted rouge, and depicted Daimei, and she kept taking deep breaths to calm herself.
After making preparations, she sat at the table in a daze to pass the time.
I don't know how long it took, but there was finally a shallow sound of footsteps outside.
Chu Ruojun immediately ran to the door quietly, and he had indeed returned, talking softly to Lian Ying.
He seemed to be aware of it, raised his head and looked in the direction where she was, and happened to collide with Chu Ruojun's wooden light.
The man chuckled, and then walked towards her.
"Ruojun, are you waiting for me?" There was a faint smile in his voice, "It's also specially prepared, huh?" ”
"Hee-hee, you came back so early." Chu Ruojun blinked, and said casually.
Shen Yi took her hand, sat down at the table, and looked at her with a smile.
"Are you hungry?"
"Hungry." Shen Yi's voice was hoarse, "But..... I want to eat you. ”
Hearing his suggestive words, Chu Ruojun closed her eyes nervously, and then took a deep breath.
The man poured her a glass of wine, and she gladly took it.
Between the cups and cups, his gaze stayed on the bare skin and collarbone on her neck, and he didn't know if it was because of the light, the skin glowed with a faint luster.
Shen Yi's thin lips were pursed, his eyes deepened, and there was light in his eyes and then beating.
His gaze couldn't help but go down.
"Shen Yi ....." Maybe his gaze was too hot, and Chu Ruojun was a little uneasy.
The man's Adam's apple rolled a little.
"Well, I'm here." He looked at her deeply: "Ruojun, have you eaten enough?" ”
She shook her head, "Not yet, I'll be waiting for you to come back with me." ”
The man suddenly chuckled lowly, "Then you eat quickly, I'm still hungry,"
"Then why don't you eat with me?" Chu Ruojun said, her eyes had begun to flicker.
The corners of his lips slowly curled, revealing an upside-down smile, "Then I will accompany you." ”
After a meal, Chu Ruojun was really full, while Shen Yi only tasted two bites.
"Have you eaten enough?" Shen Yi raised his eyebrows and asked her.
"Hmm."
"I haven't eaten enough yet, and I want to eat you." With that, he slammed her up and picked her up, and the palace maid quickly retreated, not forgetting to close the window door when she left.
Chu Ruojun exclaimed in a low voice, hugged his neck, and stared nervously: "Shen Yi, I ......"
"Shhhhh.....hh ”
"I didn't prepare..... Chu Ruojun said in a low voice, "Is it just a change of clothes?" ”
"Yes, you don't need to prepare, because you look good at all times." Shen Yi's eyes looked at her eyebrows presumptuously, "This color is very beautiful, it suits you very well." ”
As he spoke, he leaned in slightly, pecked her lightly on the cheek, and his voice became even hoarse, "I like it very much." ”
Chu Ruojun's cheeks flew with two blushes.
Shen Yi finally couldn't help it, and with a low laugh, he kissed her neck.
Chu Ruojun thought of what was going to happen next, and unspeakable expectations rose in her heart.
However, this expectation was forced back by her sobriety, and her heart was sour and bitter......
His movements were extremely gentle.
Chu Ruojun couldn't help but speak: "Your Majesty ....."
"Huh?" The man responded hoarsely.
"Why are you so nice to me?" She asked in a whisper.
The man smiled slightly, let go of her, looked directly into her bright eyes and said: "Because I really like you, I like you to the core, even your shortcomings, in my eyes, are shining advantages." ”
Chu Ruojun's heart trembled, her eyes flickered, although she was a little weak, but in the end she still mustered up the courage and looked at his eyes bravely.
"What about you? How do you feel about me in your heart? The man looked at her deeply.
Chu Ruojun blushed, a little nervous in her heart.
"I like you too." She smiled brightly and reached out to wrap her arms around his body.
Because of her words, the man's breathing gradually became short, and deep ink was brewing under his eyes.
He suddenly picked up Chu Ruojun's face and kissed her on the lips.
Chu Ruojun didn't close his eyes this time, but looked at him without blinking, because the distance was too close, the man's face could no longer be seen clearly.
He took her in his arms with deep pity.
The veil beside the bed slowly drooped, and Chu Ruojun felt that her eyes were sour.
Shen Yi just wanted to put his mark on this woman as soon as possible, he chuckled lightly and began to be wanton.
Chu Ruojun suddenly became nervous, "Shen Yi...... I ......"
"Don't be afraid." As he spoke, his burning palm had already fallen on hers, and the scar on his shoulder from an unknown time of injury was very clear.
The man felt pity, "Ruojun, you have suffered before. ”
Chu Ruojun felt a slight dizziness in her brain.
Though..... Although she may have had a little expectation, she ...... She couldn't.
Things had come to this point, as she expected.
Chu Ruojun's hand was wrapped around his back, and the silver hairpin was hidden in his hand, but it didn't fall for a long time.
What to do, who can tell her.
Who would understand that her heart is like a knife at this moment......
Chu Ruojun's throat was sour, she closed her eyes hard, and stabbed him from the back into the position of his heart, with a muffled sound, and blood flowed.
The man furrowed his eyebrows in pain, looking at her in disbelief and panic.
That look was clearly looking at a stranger.
Chu Ruojun's face turned pale, and he smiled in shock: "I remembered, I remembered everything." ”
The man's heroic face collapsed in an instant like an ancient city wall at that moment. The hand holding her suddenly tightened, and the blood flowed more and more, staining his clothes red, but instead of hiding, he reached out to tidy up the slippery clothes for her.
Chu Ruojun's tears also filled her eyes instantly, obviously she was the one who hurt people, why did she hurt herself.
"You want revenge, I don't blame you." Shen Yi smiled, "It's just that it's too shallow, if you can't take my life, your brother's life will be repaid by my life, I don't know if the weight in your heart is enough." ”
Chu Ruojun's eyebrows moved, she moved her lips, but she didn't say a word.
"Come on." Shen Yi held her hand and pressed the hairpin against his chest, "If this can make you feel better, I am willing." ”
The more he said that, the more she couldn't do it.
His subordinates are his vigorous heartbeat, as long as he pierces hard, the emperor will die.
"There is a debtor and a debtor, I want revenge, it is the person who killed my brother, not you." Chu Ruojun clenched her hairpin fiercely and withdrew her hand, "For a moment, I thought that killing the enemy's son was also revenge, but I felt that doing so was the difference between it and Empress Dowager Liu." ”
Shen Yi was still frowning, blood had already stained his shirt red, and his handsome face had turned pale.
"The emperor called someone to treat the wound, and by the way, put me in prison." Chu Ruojun said expressionlessly: "I attempted to assassinate the emperor, and I should be beheaded according to the law, it doesn't matter, I admit it." ”
Shen Yi frowned and smiled at her, his eyes were very clear and gentle, "Since both successful and attempted assassinations are capital crimes, why not kill me?" ”
The man's voice was extremely hoarse, and there was even a slight tremor: "Ruojun, you can't do it, is it because you love me?" ”
Chu Ruojun was stunned for a moment, and the whole person was in a trance.
"I'm sorry, Ruojun, the thing I regret the most in my life is that my mother hurt you." He took her into his arms, ignoring the blood that flowed and pressed hard, as if he was afraid that she would leave him.
Chu Ruojun bit her lip hard, feeling a slight throbbing pain in her heart.
She didn't know. If you love him very much, but this love can't override hatred, if you don't love him, why can't she do it, or his life.
As if sensing her mood fluctuations, Shen Yi's voice became deeper and more flat, "I won't put you in prison, even if you hate me, I will keep you by my side." ”
Chu Ruojun opened her mouth, but her heart was pulled by something, and the dull pain was not wounded, but it would be fatal.
"Yes, I still love you..... she whispered, "but I don't like you anymore." ”
Is this so, Shen Yi only felt sad and sad in his heart, but as if he had expected it to be like this, in the end, he only said: "I have shed so much blood, I scared you." ”
Chu Ruojun was stunned for a moment, only to feel that the new and old wounds on her body ached faintly, it really hurt, and even her heart hurt, so uncomfortable that she was going to die, as if something was squeezing her heart little by little.
Tears fell, did he think he was still the official lady who had never been on the battlefield, did he think that he was well protected by someone along the way?
Chu Ruojun tried hard to force the tears back, and clicked on several acupoints on Shen Yi's body to stop the bleeding, only to see that the blood on his face was fading little by little, and even his lips were colorless.
He carefully stripped off his shirt, sprinkled him with gold sore medicine, and then brought gauze and bandaged him with great skill.
"Why don't you kill me? Well? Shen Yi asked angrily.
"I don't know."
Shen Yi chuckled inexplicably, and his pale face was filled with a gentle smile: "Ruojun, you are really contradictory......"
You are the one who hurt me, and you are the one who doesn't want me to die.
Chu Ruojun tied up the gauze, then found a clean set of clothes for her to change into, and packed up all the things, as if nothing had happened.
The blood-soaked robe was also thrown into the brazier by her, burning with a choking smell.