Chapter Twenty-Three: Hurt, Hurt, and Resentful Because of Love
"Slipped." After Qin Mufeng left, Min Qian pulled Ke Yang's clothes and dragged him downstairs.
Lin Xi glared at Gao Yasi, as if he wanted to transfer his anger against Qin Mufeng to him.
"Don't stare at me like that, it's your man who provokes you, not me," Gao Yas looked innocent, and then smiled evilly, "But you can consider changing to another man, such as ~ me." ”
"Die." Why did this guy come at this time?
"If I die, do you instigate suicide?" Yas teased.
", you're going to kill me." This person is really annoyed by silver now, especially when people are in a bad mood (complaining arrogantly in their hearts).
"Are you in such a bad mood to quarrel with your man?" Not convinced.
"Get down, I want to be alone for a while." It's his business, and the reason why labor and management are in a bad mood is because who is not necessarily?
"I'll just sit here with you for a while, and you'll let me go." Yas walked to the edge of the rooftop and stood, standing directly opposite Lin Xi.
Do you think this person is "rolling"? Is it okay to be completely out of sight? But at such a distance, they both felt very comfortable.
"I'm right next to you, not far away. If you look up, you can see me. Whether you are happy or unhappy, I am here with you, and I want to be here with you.
You're right next to me, not far away. When I look up, I can see you. Whether I'm happy or not, you're here, it's good to look at you like this!"
The sun is warm in winter, and the cool wind blows a little dry. There was a sound of a young couple arguing in the rental house next door. The man said that the woman always likes to fool around with the male colleague after work, and the woman scolds the man for always working, and never cares if she eats well, has any troubles, or is uncomfortable. The woman cried when she was arguing, the man began to coax, then the woman began to coquettish, and finally kissed and reconciled.
They never quarreled when they were together, and even if they did, it was just Yas sulking and talking louder. They all like to keep things to their hearts and say nothing to anyone. Waiting for the other party to guess, waiting for the other party to coax, once one party guesses wrong, the other party is sad alone. Such feelings, no matter how deep they are, those bad emotions that have been pent up for a long time will erupt, like a muffled thunder, exploding silently, blowing up both themselves and the other party. When everything is calm and the wound scabs off, I don't communicate with the other party, I don't look for the reason, I just blame myself for hurting the other party thoroughly. I knew that I was wrong, but I was waiting for the other party to take the initiative to show favor and take the initiative to forgive before slowly approaching. Just like when Yas went abroad to find Lin Xi, Lin Minyu told him that they might not be suitable yet.
"Xi, are you happy with Qin Mufeng?" Yas asked.
"My surname is Lin, his surname is Qin, even if he gives birth to a child, he is not surnamed Fu." Lin Xi didn't want to pay attention to him.
"It feels like you've changed a lot." Yas smiled wryly. In his eyes, she has changed a lot, and her indifference makes him feel that she really doesn't love him anymore.
"Heh~ People are all going to grow, okay?" Lin Xi still didn't want to pay attention to him.
People will grow, but you are always afraid to express your heart, you are thoughtful but have too many scruples, and you love him without hesitation but are always timid.
"Hmm." Yas was silent.
Lin Xi looked at Yas's lonely back, and he didn't know when he lit a cigarette. When did he smoke? I remember that he used to hate the smell of cigarettes, and he would cough when he smelled it.
He must be irritable, right? So much has happened lately. I heard that the company has issued a statement saying that it has given up on him, and it is also said on the Internet that he fell from the altar to the bottom, and even went to see a psychiatrist. He shouldn't be, right?
Does he really still like me, still love me?
"Hey, are you annoyed?" Lin Xi spoke.
"Hmm, it's annoying?" Ashdam Linxi was coaxing him, answering like an awkward child.
"That ......" Lin Xi wanted to comfort, but didn't know how to comfort him, "Rape is punishable by imprisonment." ”
"So you believe it?" Yas was poured a basin of cold water, and his heart was a little cold.
"Just to give you a heads up."
"You believe it?"
"Does it matter if I believe it or not? Believe it or not! ”
"What does it matter to me whether others believe me or not, I will ask you if you believe it or not."
"What if you believe, and what if you don't believe?" As soon as Lin Xi's words fell, Yas stepped forward quickly, grabbed the back of her head with his right hand, and kissed her on the lips fiercely.
Lin Xi's heart throbbed, this negative kiss was not the result she wanted. She tried to comfort him, but she couldn't control her emotions and made him angry.
His chest was visibly heaving, his hands were strong, and he was really angry......
"If you believe in my love for you, you won't be with anyone else; If you believe in my love for you, you won't believe that I can love someone else; If you believe in my love for you, you won't believe those lace scandals. But you never believed that I loved you so much!"
"You never believed me." Yas let go of Lin Xi, sat on the ground with his back to her, and whispered.
His heart hurts, and so does hers. She wanted to hug him, she wanted to touch him but hesitated. She's scared, but what is she afraid of?!
"You never believed me, otherwise you wouldn't have left me with anyone else." Yas lowered his head and whispered.
You're with someone else, do I still have to guard you? This is also Lin Xi's heart.
Yas felt his eyes start to swell and his nose sour, so he chuckled in order not to look too unproductive, "I wanted to chase you back, but now I remember how I was abandoned and I don't want to chase you." Why do you hate the old so much? It only took you a long time before you walked past me with your new boyfriend's hand and didn't even bother to look at me. I still miss you after I was dumped, waiting for me to come back early, waiting for you to dump Qin Mufeng's guy early and go back to me. Don't you like the new so much? Why haven't you dumped him after so many years together? ”
Although he had already admitted the truth and was relieved, he was really sad when he first knew that Yas, and he was so decadent that he was dead in spirit for a long time. Therefore, every time he thinks about it, he is still very angry, although he also feels quite unproductive, but he feels wronged.
Someone is also wronged......
"What the hell? Who likes the new and hates the old? When did I walk past you holding my boyfriend's hand? "If you appear in front of me, can I not see you? I didn't think about you one day, even Temeow falling in love with someone else is your shadow.
However, the truth will soon be a slap in the face.
"When?! When did you abandon me and be with Qin Mufeng? Are you embarrassed to ask me when? Although he was really not angry anymore, Yas still couldn't help but be excited, "Fortunately, Su Mei came to me to be a Madou for her, although I am not very interested, but fortunately she can get my mother, I can get a passport and secretly buy a ticket to Tokyo, otherwise I wouldn't know that I was green." (At this time, Lin Xi's face is really green) As soon as I got off the plane, I took a taxi to your school, and when I got to the school, I was so excited, I found that I was empty-handed, and I ran to several small shops to buy two ice creams, but as soon as I turned around, I saw you holding Qin Mufeng's hand, and I smiled so happily that I didn't even look at me! Obviously, he shed a few big tears behind her back, but he made his words sound like a coquettish child begging for comfort.
Someone's mind is turning, "Mei's first show was in November of '13, right?" "That's when she ...... It's very sad, and I'm not with Qin Mufeng.
"Well, I'll be there at the end of October." Yas was angry.
"Heh~" She was going to tell him that she wasn't with Qin Mufeng at that time? Isn't he with Su Mei? Weren't they together at that time? He said what the hell did he see her holding Qin Mufeng's hand? Thinking back to that time, Qin Mufeng seemed to be chasing her, and he would indeed pull her if he had nothing to do, but: "Why didn't you come out to see me when you saw me?" ”
"Am I going out to see you or am I going out to beat up Qin Mufeng?" The four red eyes glared at each other, and there was an indescribable feeling, "The first time I saw him, I thought he was a good person, I knew that he played very well and respected him very much, but he turned out to be green to me?!" ”
"You can come out and beat me up." Lin Xi's words were stubborn, habitually scolded.
"Am I willing?" Yas replied from the bottom of his heart.
When this sentence came out, the two of them felt a little funny for some reason.
Yas puffed up like a child. Lin Xi suddenly felt that he was becoming more and more immature, she had always felt that she liked to be mature, but she felt that Yas was very cute now.
Call him cute, he'll be angry, right?
"Weren't you and Su Mei already together at that time? Why did you come to me, break up? Lin Xi asked in a low voice, with a sense of resentment in his heart.
Yas was inexplicably smashed with a rotten egg, his stomach was angry, and he sneered and turned around and roared: "Doesn't your conscience really hurt?" It took me 15 years to agree to be with her, and it seemed like we broke up in two or three months, okay? Who told you we were together? Media? I wasn't even a model at the time! Su Mei? ”
Today's weather is unusually hot, and eggs are prone to spoilage.
"Nope!" Lin Xi quickly denied it. She can't say, that's what she guessed, she didn't even ask for verification, how could she do such a stupid thing?!
"Then you can really rely on it!" Yas was speechless, continued to turn his back to Lin Xi, and shouted, "Ah! Gass!! ”
It seems that he didn't be with Su Mei first? In terms of time, it seems that I was with Qin Mufeng first, what should I do? It seems that I really let go first, no wonder Qianqian and he blamed me at first. Is it time to tell him that I have broken up with Qin Mufeng, and then reconcile as quickly as a TV series, but what to do? It's so shameless!
"Then you are with Su Mei, she likes you so much, why do you want to break up with others?" Find yourself a step down and find a reason for reconciliation.
"Why should I break up, why do you say I want to break up. was dumped and still misses that person, and sinks in pain every day, how can she be with others? How can she be so unconscionable, you say? "Hey, hey, almost.
Because of me? My conscience really hurts. So he loved me all the time and thought I had betrayed him? It's not that I thought that it turned out that I really betrayed him first? What to do? I don't feel like I have the face to say that I have been thinking about him for so many years. It's ridiculous to say it, it's obvious that he betrayed first, and he has always imagined himself as a victim.
"I'm sorry." Lin Xi lowered his head, and the way of admitting his mistake was the same as before.
Yas was inexplicably happy, turned around and reached out to hold her chin, tyrannical in his heart, and teased: "I'm sorry doesn't work, it's better to say 'you love me'." ”
Although she was indeed deeply apologetic, Yas's attitude now made her feel very indebted, and before she apologized, he should have hugged her very excitedly, and then acted as if nothing had happened. Combined with his previous frivolous performances, she seriously doubted that he was really the same as the previous Goyas.
"I love you." These three words are emotionless, full of resentment.
"You didn't say three words to me as much emotion as you scolded Qin Mufeng just now?!" Yas stood up and patted his buttocks, saying okay, come and dig the foot of the wall, how can you provoke an evil fire, "Forget it, forget it." ”