Chapter 188 People's hearts change
"Queen Mother, I know you've never looked down on me." Chu Ruojun suddenly said softly, "Every time you see me, you can't wait to get rid of me as soon as possible." ”
Shao Shifang pursed her lips and stared at her deadly.
Chu Ruojun looked at her and showed a complicated smile, "You can't wait to grasp all the enviable things in the world in your hands, but what have you gained after so many years?" ”
This sentence suddenly poked the deepest pain in Shao Shifang's heart, and her face twitched fiercely.
"You've been tossing for so long, and the only person you really hurt is Wanwan." Chu Ruojun chuckled, "You calculated that I fell into the water, but you let me learn a martial art and come back again, you got the emperor, the queen, but now he is extremely disgusted with you, you drugged the Empress Dowager Shao, and personally cut off your previous family relationship, now that Shao Guogong is dead, will the Empress Dowager Liu still pay attention to you?" ”
Shao Shifang trembled violently, and suddenly broke down and cried: "This palace is still the queen, and the little prince in the womb, you are a person who has nothing." ”
Chu Ruojun looked at this scene, the smile on the corner of her lips was helpless and sad: "Your little prince, I will push it lightly now, is it gone, if I don't take revenge, the request is to exchange the back position, and the phoenix seal will also be kept by me." ”
"Chu Ruojun, aren't you just relying on His Majesty's favor? What's so great about you? Shao Shifang glared at her fiercely.
"If I had a family like yours, I could practice martial arts if I wanted to, and I could get my wish if I wanted to marry whomever I wanted, and I would definitely not be like this." Chu Ruojun paused for a moment and continued: "I just think that some people are really powerful, and they obviously have a good hand but they are broken. ”
Shao Shifang gritted her teeth fiercely, as if she didn't care about her words, but her nails couldn't help but be deeply clasped in the palm of her hand.
"There are still a lot of people in the Shao family, and this palace will not fall!" Shao Shifang said hoarsely.
Chu Ruojun snorted lightly and left in front of her.
Shao Shifang held on to the pillar under the corridor and burst into tears unconsciously.
Her maid also cried a little: "Niangniang, don't listen to her nonsense, she has been in the palace for so long, and she doesn't even have a name." ”
Scold..... Shao Shifang smiled bitterly, she didn't have it, but she didn't want it.
She doesn't care about what others want to get, and that's what really drives people crazy.
"This palace will not admit defeat." Shao Shifang suddenly spoke hoarsely.
She glanced at the view of the palace from a distance, and her eyes were already full of desolation.
Since Shao Guogong's accident, Shao Shifang washed her face with tears every day, and Concubine Liu came to comfort her twice, and she sighed sympathetically when she saw her, more to let her get better quickly, otherwise it would affect the little emperor and grandson.
Thinking of this, her tears suddenly rolled down in big drops.
"Let's go with the palace to see the emperor." Shao Shifang pursed her lips, for the sake of the child, she also has to cheer up, she will not let others snatch what belongs to her.
Chu Ruojun, this palace will win you, you wait and see!
She thought through gritted teeth.
The door of the hall was pushed open again, and Shen Yi looked up, only to see Shao Shifang with red circles under his eyes.
His gaze fell on her, "Queen, you're here." ”
Shao Shifang glanced at Shen Yi who was lying on the bed, and a complicated sourness surged in his heart.
He looked a lot thinner.
"Just now, the concubine saw Sister Chu." Shao Shifang's body trembled, "The concubine remembers that when she was a child, the emperor was as good to the concubine as he was to Sister Chu. ”
Shen Yi pursed his lips and looked at her deeply, Shao Shifang looked helpless and sour at her like that.
"At that time, the emperor was still a little prince, and he had not yet gone to the fiefdom, and the concubines were always summoned by the Empress Dowager Shao to the palace to chat, and she wanted to marry the concubines to the prince, who is now the emperor." Shao Shifang's eyes showed a trace of pain, "But every time I chat, the concubine will secretly run out to play, originally the concubine didn't like this huge and boring palace, and she could get sick, but since the concubine met a little prince who likes to play chess, this palace doesn't seem to be so boring." ”
Shen Yi frowned, he knew that Shao Shifang was talking about himself.
"The sesame meat cakes on the West Street of the Imperial City, the rock sugar gourds in the alleys, the steaming osmanthus rice cakes, and the sweet and delicious fried chestnuts with sugar......" Shao Shifang hooked the corners of his lips, as if he was reminiscing, "If it weren't for the smell of stinky tofu being too big, the concubines would almost have brought it into the palace, searching for all kinds of strange things every day." ”
Shen Yi's face was a little pale, and he quietly listened to her reminiscing about the past.
"That little prince will lie on the grass with his concubine, while admiring the stars and bright moon in the night sky, while chatting from side to side." Shao Shifang smiled, "He said he liked concubines, he said he wanted to be with concubines, he said he would marry concubines as concubines......"
"Don't say it....." Shen Yi's voice was hoarse.
"But then everything changed." Shao Shifang didn't seem to hear his words, and continued to talk to himself: "The concubine has been waiting for him to come back from the fiefdom, or take the concubine to the fiefdom, and even the prince arranged by the emperor refused. ”
"I'm sorry....." Shen Yi got up, his voice was bitter: "It's me who failed you." ”
"It's okay." Shao Shifang's expression did not change, and he replied lightly, "Now the concubine still gets her wish, and she is still with him, but he doesn't like the concubine anymore." ”
"People's hearts change." Shen Yi looked at the woman in front of him calmly, and there was no wave in his eyes.
He and her also had two little guessing moments, and he was also attracted to her, but those times were gradually forgotten by him, and those feelings slipped away silently with the river.
Shen Yi suddenly remembered that a little girl suddenly broke into his world, and at that time, the light flashing in her eyes was so clear.
He also thought she was cute and pure.
Thinking of this, Shen Yi suddenly laughed self-deprecatingly.
Shao Shifang looked at him and smiled lightly, "Obviously, you provoked me first, but the person who couldn't get out became me." ”
After hearing her say this, Shen Yi was moved from the bottom of his heart and muttered, "I'm sorry......"
Other than that, he didn't know what to say.
"Your Majesty, we'll have a good time in the future." Shao Shifang held his hand, his eyes were hot: "Okay?" ”
When Shen Yi heard her say this, a bit of complicated feelings surged in his heart.
His voice was a little hoarse, "Queen, what are you worried about, aren't we okay now?" ”
Shao Shifang smiled faintly and clenched his hand a little.
She knew he wasn't very sincere about herself, but none of that mattered.
The woman whom the man loved so much was destined not to be by his side, and sooner or later, this situation would intensify.
Chu Ruojun will not be willing to lose her life in the harem, she will try her best to take revenge, Lin Changtian will not be willing to let her be locked up like this, he will try his best to save her out.
None of this matters anymore, maybe he really loves her deeply, but these loves will add two words after a few years, once.
It doesn't matter, Chu Ruojun will die, and so will Lin Changtian.
......
Half a month has passed, Shen Yi's illness has recovered very slowly, almost no better, and the orchid next to his bed has also withered day by day.
Chu Ruojun occasionally went to see him at Lian Ying's request, but it was so that Shen Yi could fulfill his promise after he recovered from his illness.
The palace maid fed him medicine, and Chu Ruojun looked at him silently on the side.
Empress Dowager Liu suddenly broke in, trembling and scolding her: "Yi'er hasn't been getting better these days, it must be you, the demon girl, who drugged my son, do you want to take revenge in this way!" ”
Chu Ruojun trembled fiercely, and curled the corners of her lips mockingly, "Empress Dowager Liu still knows that I have revenge to avenge?" ”
"You slut, get out of here!" Empress Dowager Liu stared at her deadly, her whole body tense, and her expression seemed to be about to eat people.
"yes, I was poisoned." Chu Ruojun looked at her, the corners of her lips curled slightly, "The emperor's current situation is caused by me, is the queen mother satisfied?" ”
"The mourning family knows it's you!" Empress Dowager Liu's hands clenched tightly, and her face trembled violently.
"If Miss Chu was poisoned, it would be impossible for the imperial doctor not to find out these days, the emperor was just suddenly sick, and it has nothing to do with Miss Chu." Lian Ying explained calmly, "Please also ask Niangniang to calm down." ”
"Huh?" Empress Dowager Liu suddenly laughed and looked at Lian Ying in disbelief, "You are also confused by this demon girl, you are all harmed by this woman, if it weren't for her, how could my Yi'er become what she is today." ”
Shen Yi coughed angrily, the green tendons on the back of his hand burst out, the palace maid stroked his back, he finally relieved his breath, and then said hoarsely: "It's not about Ruojun, it's I who poured the bitter medicine into the orchid pot." ”
Lian Ying pursed his lips, no wonder his condition has not improved, the orchid is also withering, the emperor has to take medicine twice a day, but he will pour one of them into the orchid pot, only one herb, the effect of the medicine is not achieved, it can only control the condition will not be more serious.
Chu Ruojun was stunned suddenly, he didn't care about his illness, just to stay with Chu Ruojun for a few more days and see her a few more times.
Shen Yi's words fell on Empress Dowager Liu like a thunderbolt, and she looked at Shen Yi in disbelief.
Empress Dowager Liu gasped for breath, and tears fell down in big drops.
She held Shen Yi's hand fiercely, and in the blur of tears, she trembled: "Yi'er, why are you so stupid, why are you so stupid......"
"Yi'er, why is your life so bitter......" Empress Dowager Liu turned to cry and pointed at Chu Ruojun to accuse, "It's all because of you, a demon girl, you hurt my son!" ”
Shen Yi's eyes were cold, and he frowned impatiently, "Send the Queen Mother back to the palace." ”
The eunuch guards dragged Empress Dowager Liu away, but the continuous insults did not stop, and still resounded throughout the hall, and the sound clearly fell into everyone's ears.
Chu Ruojun laughed sarcastically, how could there be such a brazen person in the world, not only did she have no guilt, but she thought that she had done nothing wrong, everything was someone else's fault.
She killed innocent people and said that others had short lives.
It's as ridiculous as a thief stealing someone's stuff and thinking it's not good.
Empress Dowager Liu was pulled out and didn't leave immediately, and continued to struggle and scold angrily, not saying that Chu Ruojun gave the emperor medicine.
Two hands gently covered her ears, Shen Yi lowered his eyes, and his eyes showed a little tenderness, "Don't take it to heart." ”
Chu Ruojun trembled slightly.
She looked at the man, and her heart couldn't help but feel sour.
Empress Dowager Liu had already gone away, and the voice stopped, so Shen Yi took her hand away.
"Your Majesty, hurry up and get better."
"I'm getting better, will you come to see me again?" As he spoke, his eyes misty, with nostalgia and anticipation that would disperse at the slightest touch.
"I don't know." Chu Ruojun did not directly reject him, but said: "If the emperor is not good again, the people in the palace will really think that I have been drugged, and the emperor does not want to make me the target of the public, and there will be outspoken officials who will continue to accuse me of assassinating the queen mother." ”
Shen Yi's throat was sour, and he wanted to embrace her in his arms, but he restrained it stiffly.
"You're right." His tone was very flat, "No matter how deep the water of officialdom is, no matter how sleek and sophisticated the rest of the people are, there will always be loyal people who are not afraid of life and death, just for the law he adheres to in his heart." ”
Chu Ruojun responded softly and said softly, "So the emperor should get better quickly." ”
Shen Yi's eyes were gloomy, but he did not deny this.
After Chu Ruojun finished speaking, he left, and the dormitory was quiet.
The night was dark, but Shen Yi didn't feel sleepy at all.
He coughed lightly, saying that he was no longer fooling himself, but still was.
The biggest mistake he made in his life was to think that he could get her by keeping her, but in fact, he was clear in his heart that it was no longer possible.
Unless Empress Dowager Liu dies.
But he could not do such unfaithful and unfilial deeds.
What a funny fate.