No one knew what a major incident had happened to Zhao Huasheng in this short period of ten minutes. It was the great ups and downs from hell to heaven and from heaven back to hell. But Zhao Huasheng's expression has always remained calm, and there is no fluctuation in his words between words. No one knew what Zhao Huasheng was thinking in his heart and what he wanted to do.

Zhao Huasheng left his office and came to another office. There was also a computer in this office, so Zhao Huasheng walked over and sat in front of it, and then pressed the boot button.

"What do you want to do?" The stellar man asked.

"Do something mundane and prepare a gift for my fiancée." Zhao Huasheng said lightly, "I'm very busy with work, and I don't have much time to spend with her, so I will record a video so that she can pass the time through this video when she thinks about me." ”

"Don't think about ghosts." Stellar said.

"You've been monitoring me, and if you find out I'm a ghost, punish me directly." Zhao Huasheng said, "I'm sorry, but you stellar people only have one gender, so you probably can't understand this kind of affection between us human beings. ”

The stellar man was silent and did not speak. Zhao Huasheng turned on the computer, put a blank disc into the optical drive at random, then turned on the camera and began to record his own picture. These images will be burned to that disc.

Just like Zhao Huasheng said, Zhao Huasheng really didn't make a ghost. Zhao Huasheng just looked at the camera on the computer and smiled faintly, his body was motionless, he didn't say anything, didn't make any small movements, didn't make any expressions or hints in his eyes. After turning on the camera, Zhao Huasheng seemed to have turned into a clay statue. If it weren't for Zhao Huasheng's chest that was still rising and falling because of his breathing, this would be a completely static picture.

Zhao Huasheng's breathing was also completely normal, neither speeding up nor slowing down. Zhao Huasheng did not try to transmit any information through the rate of breathing, firstly, Zhao Huasheng actually did not understand cryptography, and secondly, even if Zhao Huasheng did, he would not be able to do this.

Zhao Huasheng smiled at the camera for five minutes. After five minutes, Zhao Huasheng made a move. Zhao Huasheng stretched out his hand and pressed the stop button. So the recording ended, the CD drive was opened, and the disc was held by Zhao Huasheng in his hand and then packed in a box.

"If you have any doubts about it, I can re-record it." Zhao Huasheng said.

The stellar man snorted and didn't speak. Zhao Huasheng ignored it, but casually stuffed the disc into his pocket, and then returned to his office.

After Zhao Huasheng found Meng Zhuo and asked Meng Zhuo to rearrange a mobile phone and a computer for himself, Zhao Huasheng's office returned to normal. Zhao Huasheng still works as usual, works and rests like usual, and there is nothing abnormal in his appearance.

When it was time to get off work, Zhao Huasheng returned home as usual, had dinner with Li Wei, and then watched TV for a while, and at ten o'clock, the two said goodbye to each other, and then returned to their rooms.

During this time, the stellar man did not speak to Zhao Huasheng again. But the slight itching sensation that had been on Zhao Huasheng's head was constantly reminding Zhao Huasheng that the stellar man had been watching him and had never left for a moment.

Zhao Huasheng didn't give the disc to Li Wei, but as if he had forgotten about it, he threw it directly on the table in his room, and then didn't pay attention to it. The next day, Zhao Huasheng still came to the Institute of Stellar Physics to start the day's work, and then went home, repeating this for five days.

On the night of the fifth day, after saying goodbye to Li Wei, Zhao Huasheng did not fall asleep in a hurry, but couldn't fall asleep over and over again in bed. At this time, the stellar man finally said the first sentence to Zhao Huasheng in a few days: "You don't seem to be normal today. ”

"You stellar people don't have genders, you can't understand what it's like." Zhao Huasheng said in a low voice.

"I understand." The stellar said, "I said I knew your human culture. If I'm not mistaken, what state you are at the moment...... Seems to have something to do with sex? You ate some lamb and some other things during the day, and I think your state at the moment probably has something to do with the things you've eaten. At the same time, you and Li Wei have been living together for almost a year, and Li Wei is also a beauty in the aesthetic concept of your human civilization, in the words of our solar civilization, she has very good life information. Your life information is also excellent, and I believe that when the life information of the two of you is blended together, the offspring born will be even better. ”

"So, why are you holding back?" "Our partnership agreement will last you for the rest of your life until you die, and I don't want your life to become boring, because that will reduce your chances of survival, and thus increase your chances of breaking the contract." Only the more people cherish life, the more they will abide by the contract. ”

"You're right." Zhao Huasheng replied, "I really have no reason to continue to endure it. ”

"Go ahead." The stellar man's words were full of smiles, "She won't refuse you." But even if you begin the process of reproduction, I will not let my eyes on you relax. Don't feel embarrassed, you have to know that we are different types of life, and watching you reproduce seems to me to be no different from mating with two ants. Or, you can think of me as an ant, and I don't think you mind if your business is seen by an ant. ”

Zhao Huasheng hummed, got up from the bed, and then walked to Li Wei's door. As if he had mustered up enough courage, Zhao Huasheng finally raised his arm and knocked lightly on Li Wei's door.

Li Wei may have just fallen asleep and was awakened, or she was just in a half-asleep state, and after the fourth knock on the door, Li Wei's lazy voice came out: "Watson? What's wrong? ”

"I ...... You...... Please open the door. ”

Footsteps sounded in the room, and after a while, the door opened, and Li Wei, who was wearing pajamas with long hair and pajamas, leaned against the wall and looked at Zhao Huasheng with some confusion, "What's wrong with you?" ”

Under the soft light of the night light, Li Wei seemed to radiate a breathtaking light from top to bottom. Zhao Huasheng looked at Li Wei's eyes full of love, slowly stretched out his arms, and then hugged Li Wei tightly in his arms.

This sudden hug made Li Wei feel a little flustered and a little surprised. But Li Wei still did not resist, but also hugged Zhao Huasheng, and whispered softly in Zhao Huasheng's ear: "Watson, Watson, what's wrong with you?" ”

"I'm sorry, I can't control myself." Zhao Huasheng said in a low voice.

Li Wei's body stiffened violently, and then two red clouds climbed up her cheeks. At this moment, Li Wei also became at a loss, her tongue seemed to be stiff, and she couldn't speak anymore.

"Let's go to your room, okay?" Zhao Huasheng asked.

Li Wei's body seemed to soften, but she just nodded meekly. So the two went back to Li Wei's room, and then collapsed on the bed......

During the whole process, Zhao Huasheng's eyes have been very cold and calm. It seems that Zhao Huasheng's heart has no feelings or ** fluctuations at all. But at this moment, Li Wei probably didn't notice this.

I don't know how long it took for the room to finally return to calm. Zhao Huasheng lay on the side, and Li Wei snuggled in Zhao Huasheng's arms like a docile kitten.

Zhao Huasheng's eyes were still calm and cold. In this quiet and sweet darkness, Zhao Huasheng's deep and magnetic voice came into Li Wei's mind.

"Li Wei, do you know? I'm tired. ”

Li Wei hugged Zhao Huasheng with more strength, and her voice became more gentle: "Watson, I have always been by your side to accompany you." ”

Zhao Huasheng did not respond to this sentence, but continued: "I was crazy thinking, crazy research, I couldn't sleep all night long, but I still found nothing. I don't have superhuman intelligence, I don't have outstanding talents, I'm just an ordinary person. I was exhausted by what was being carried by it, for it was far more difficult than I could handle. ”

Li Wei faintly sensed that something seemed wrong with Zhao Huasheng. But what was wrong, she couldn't tell. In the past year or so of communication, although the two cannot say that they have a heart-to-heart connection, they also have a lot of tacit understanding, and Zhao Huasheng at this moment makes her feel a little weird.

But Li Wei did not speak, but still listened quietly.

"I want to give up all of this and give up this mission." Zhao Huasheng said faintly, "But...... Everyone in the world is looking at me, expecting me to make some great discoveries, expecting me to solve the solar crisis, and to save the entire human civilization from suffering. I think of Freya's family who froze to death in the ice and snow, of the old people who would rather die than stay in their homeland, of the staff who risked their lives to maintain the supply lines of Equatorial City on the Pacific and Atlantic ice caps, and of all the people who are struggling at this moment...... My heart aches like a knife. ”

"Li Wei, can you understand me? I want to give up, but I have no reason to give up......" Zhao Huasheng said with pain, "I want to give up, but I can't give up, which makes me feel very painful." ”

In the darkness, Zhao Huasheng's eyes were still calm and cold, without the slightest shadow of mood swings