Chapter 42 Worship the Mother of Words to retreat as advance

Yan Yu asked him to rest and recuperate, but I still remember what I said when I saw Yan Yu, and insisted on going to worship Yan Yu's mother Lin Xi first.

In the Yan family mourning hall, I saw what is the family mourning hall of a large family, from top to bottom according to the generations of the row of spiritual seats, but Lin Xi's tablet is not in the bottom row, could it be that someone in Yanyu's generation has already died?

I glanced at the only tablet in the bottom row of many things, with the word Yan Wan written on it, it should be a girl, is it Yanyu's sister or sister...... I knew that my curiosity was very rude, and I couldn't ask, so I knelt down, Yanyu lit three sticks of incense and handed them to me with both hands, I also took it with both hands, put the hand holding the incense on my forehead very reverently, kowtowed three times, and handed the incense to Yanyu, and he inserted it into the incense burner.

Then I folded my hands, closed my eyes, and muttered silently: "Mother Yan, please don't be surprised, I really have no choice, if I don't ask the Yan family for help, I'm afraid that the people who follow me will suffer from famine, since you are a Xuancang person, you must not want your compatriots to suffer, so I boldly came to the Yan family to see if Yan Yu can help us." If Yan Yu refuses to help, I won't blame him, after all, my behavior as a hand-reaching party is really not very authentic, if it really doesn't work, I can only go to King Duan to borrow money and food, hey......"

"What is the girl talking to my mother?" Yanyu asked me with a smile on the side.

How can I tell you what I said, I stood up after bowing to Lin Xi again, and smiled at Yanyu: "It's just to talk to the old people of Xuancang on behalf of my father, it's nothing." By the way, Brother Yan, don't call me a girl anymore, it seems that we are very angry. ”

"Yes, it's for my brother, so how should I call my brother?"

Ahem, I thought for a moment, "You can call me Hu'er, too." ”

"Yes, Hu'er."

I got goosebumps from his gentle tone of laughter.

Coming out of the mourning hall, I can be regarded as fulfilling what I said to Yan Yu at the beginning, he wants to arrange a separate place for me to live, I insist on living next door to the courtyard where Lei Nian is located, and Yan Yu is also with me.

Although the Yan Mansion is not as big as the Night Palace, it is also surprisingly big, and the Yan Domain wants to send me back to the residence, and we walk slowly all the way, chatting about many innocuous things.

For example, the old sycamore planted in the yard was moved from the foot of the nearby mountain, and it was just moved to the yard and almost died.

Another example, the Jiuqu Bridge on the lake not far away was built by Yanyu's father to let his mother enjoy the scenery and feed the fish, but not long after it was repaired, Lin Xi died.

As we chatted and talked, this Yan Yu seemed to have a special desire to talk about his mother's affairs, and I listened patiently and took the initiative to answer, and when he looked at me, I smiled at him. Maybe in the end, he felt that he had spoken inappropriately, and apologized to me and said, "It was rude for my brother to let you listen to so many old things, but he never asked you if you had any unsolved thoughts." ”

Oh, it turns out that he was talking to me about his heart, how much he longed for a confidant to talk to!

Yan Yu has a heart-to-heart and said a lot of things about her mother, and I can't deal with it too much, but I don't always have to talk about Zhang Wei's body, if I want to say that it is also Xuanhu's, but thinking of those things in Xuanhu, my heart is really panicked, and my expression gradually dimmed.

"If mentioning the old things makes you sad, then don't mention it, I don't know what's wrong with my brother today, but it makes you sad to be so reckless."

I waved my hand at Yan Yu, "Brother Yan, you should know something about my experience." When I was seven years old, I had no relatives, I was too young to remember much, and now I just have to remember, and all I remember is a piece of blood, and I really don't know what to say. ”

Yanyu stopped and turned to face me, and I had to stop. Yanyu took my hand and held it in his palm and said, "Brother Wei does not mean to arouse your sadness, Brother only hopes that if you are depressed in your heart, you can talk to Brother Wei, and Brother Wei will also tell you what you think without reservation." In this way, you and I can take care of each other, and there will be no more suspicions. ”

I still hung my head, and I didn't know how to deal with a weird person like Yanyu who wanted to make friends with me as soon as I knew myself.

"If you're embarrassed, talk about it another day." Yanyu patted the back of my hand.

I sighed and said, "Brother Yan, it's not that I don't want to say it, it's just that my distress is different from yours." My distress is all things that need to be solved by me, and now I can't think of a solution, and when I say it, it becomes asking you to help me. Although Brother Yan does not give up and regards me as a confidant, I can't be so cheeky. ”

Yan Yu wanted to say more, but I stopped him, "Brother Yan, stop here today, don't say it again." I didn't mean to win over Brother Yan when I composed music and lyrics, I believe that Brother Yan will be able to understand the meaning of my lyrics and songs, don't let me deviate from the original intention of the word confidant, okay? ”

I gazed at him affectionately, and he stared at me, but at last he was moved by my words and shook my hand. I tried to withdraw my hand, but when I started again, he took me by the hand again, and was silent with me all the way, and after sending me to the place, he told me to rest before leaving.

Twilight Changyan came to see me, and I rarely reprimanded Twilight Changyan, so that he had honestly thought about Lei Nian in the past few days, and was not allowed to go out of the courtyard for half a step.

The next morning, Yan Yu came to look for me, he took me to the stable, although I don't know any good horses, but this stable in a row of horses are all tall and broad, a body of hair is very shiny, the horse's mane and tail are also soft and elegant, the so-called horse, who else is this!

In particular, there was a white horse in the stable that was very dazzling, its coat was almost silvery, and its eyes were so dark that it had been staring at me since I entered the stable. I walked up to it unconsciously, raised my hand to touch it, but was stopped by Yanyu: "This horse has a very strong temperament, you better choose another docile one, so as not to hurt yourself." ”

But I don't accept it, I still believe in the fate of the first sight, since I came to this world, in addition to Xuanhu is the fate I can't choose, only this horse can make me have the feeling of being identified at a glance, I pointed to the horse's head, and said to the field with a fixed gaze: "I want it!" Do you say that your words don't count, are you reluctant to give it to me to ride? ”

Yan Yu's expression became very unnatural, and even a little sad?

Yan Yu personally took the saddle and put it on the horse's back, and untied the reins of the white horse, and handed the reins to me.

Yan Yu led me with one hand, I led the horse with the other, and on the way to the racecourse, I thought to myself, what kind of fierce horse, walking so well-behaved with me, where does it look like it is going to hurt people? You won't let me ride it, either it's a rare treasure, or it's actually your mount, right?!