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When he came out, he didn't tell him before he got up. Mom replied.

"Oh, you kid, what did you say you did, the baby stayed at home by herself, maybe she hasn't eaten yet......" Before the aunt's words were finished, my mother seemed to suddenly remember this, her expression suddenly froze, and her expression was a little worried.

"I was so angry that I forgot about it, but there was something ready to eat in the house, so he should have made it himself." Mom said unconvinced.

Although she said this, the food in her hand began to be unable to eat anything, and seeing that I had almost eaten, I talked for about a few minutes, and my mother took me up to say goodbye.

Mom said that the child was alone at home, still not very relieved, because of this reason, my uncle and aunt did not stay much, they sent us all the way out of the bamboo forest, just when walking in the bamboo forest, my uncle suddenly took my hand.

I looked at her, and my aunt smiled and stuffed something into my hand, and when I looked down, it was twenty dollars.

My aunt said to me, "Buy you something to eat." ”

At this time, my mother also heard my aunt's words and immediately said to me: "How can I take my uncle's money and return it to my aunt quickly." ”

After hearing this, I immediately stuffed the money back and said to my aunt, "Auntie, I can't ask for this money, I have pocket money, you don't have to give it to me." ”

My aunt immediately said with a straight face: "Why can't you take my uncle's money?" Auntie or not your elder? Do you listen to your aunt? ”

I replied as much as I could at this age: "I listen to my aunt, but this is two different things from spending my aunt's money, I can't spend my aunt's money indiscriminately, it's very hard to earn money." ”

After hearing this, my aunt smiled and said, "Good boy, don't worry about these things, you just take the money, and when you go back, you will split it with your brother in half, and you will come to your uncle's house to play more when you have time in the future." ”

At this time, my uncle, who didn't like to talk much, also said: "Be obedient, take it obediently, this is our old man's heart." ”

I was embarrassed to push it again and looked at my mother.

I saw that my mother also nodded at me, and she said again: "Since this is the case, you can take it well, and don't say thank you to your uncle and aunt, such an adult." ”

I quickly thanked my aunt and uncle and promised them to come back often in the future.

After we got out of the bamboo forest, my mother hurriedly pulled me back, this is when I thought of Ning Yu's various situations at school, and I was also worried for a while.

We hurried back, and when we got home, it was already two or three o'clock in the afternoon, and I was still holding the persimmons that Zhu Anyan had picked from the fruit tree of the He Dabao family before.

As soon as I got home, the door was still locked, my mother took the key to open the door, as soon as the door opened, I was the first to rush in, and my mother also walked in, and saw that the pots and pans in the kitchen had not been moved, so I knew that Ning Yu had not eaten, so I quickly turned on the fire and stir-fryed, and said to me while moving: "Go upstairs to see your brother, let her come down and eat something." ”

In my memory, my mother's treatment of Ning Yu seems to have always been like this, she is always the first to bow her head and give in, and every time she loses in her worries.

I'm used to it.

But when I ran upstairs, I knocked on Ning Yu's door for a long time, and no one responded. That's how I feel.

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The cardigan, with a simple and comfortable long-sleeved T-shirt underneath, is comfortable and decent, but it looks like Ye Zhiqiu's scholarly handsome and clean face. The one next to him has not changed, it is still the same face as the cold-faced general of Yiya, but he has also changed his dress to a comfortable dark gray cotton casual dress, and he is still carrying a lot of things in his hands.

"First...... Cousin! I trotted over with a soft breath, and the gentleman strode forward a few steps, then stood still, his arms slightly spread, a faint gentle smile on his face, and said in a clear and smooth voice: "Be careful, don't worry." ”

When I bumped into his arms and was hugged by him, my cheeks were pressed against the black knitted cardigan, and there was a kind of warmth and soft touch.

The gentleman reached out and rubbed the back of my head and whispered, "Do you want to fish?" We brought fishing rods, buckets and bait, as well as some kitchen utensils for the picnic. ”

Although it is Ye Zhiqiu's appearance, his voice is still clear and mellow at that time.

"Then the weather will be good in the future, let's go out and play like this."

"Okay." The warm voice agreed.

I withdrew from my husband's arms and took him by the big hand. His palms were as cold as ever, as if there was no temperature.

I always wish I could warm his hands.

We greeted the midday sun and the smoky wind, and our feet on the dry plants of winter, making a crisp cracking sound, and everything was so beautiful that it made my eyes squint.

"Like a little mouse that has stolen rice." Yiya walked beside him and commented.

I turned my head and smiled, I was in a good mood anyway.

Yiya's 10,000-year-old poker face actually smiled, reached out and stroked the hair that was spread out on my shoulders, and said with satisfaction: "It's so beautiful, I dressed you up like a little fairy in the deep forest today." ”

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So happy? It seems that I was negligent in the past, and I didn't take you everywhere to play, but I didn't expect you to be lively today. The gentleman laughed.

"It's not necessarily that I can just come out and have fun, the main thing is that I might be able to complete what I promised Rota today......"

I can also see that Mu Jingjing said before that she was not embarrassed or restrained, but she only knew me, and she was a little snubbed by these two men who were not very familiar with her, of course she could not be embarrassed.

It's just that these two people are my ancestors, and I really can't help it, but I still want to keep her for a while, wait for Rota to come back, and let the two get along, "Do you want to wait a little longer, and then go back after eating, they all come out anyway." I said.

Mu Jingjing shook her head: "No, it's hard to explain if you go back late, and then you will inevitably have this fight." ”

"Then do you want to wait for Rota to come back and say goodbye to him." I don't give up.

"No, we don't know each other too well, and he won't care about this ......" Saying, Mu Jingjing's brows locked, her face was a little tangled, and then she said: "Forget it, when he comes back, you can help me go with him separately, and say that I will have a chance to play together again in the future, so I will leave first." ”

I nodded, "Okay, I'll give you a ride." ”

"Hmm." Mu Jingjing agreed.

I turned my head to look at Mr., who smiled warmly: "Give me the things, walk slowly on the road, be careful about the dead grass and thorns under your feet, and it hurts you to fall in vain." I nodded, although this advice is really funny, and I am not small, but in this kind of matter, I have no need to refute, Mr. is just worried about me.

When passing by Yiya, Yiya looked up suddenly: "Don't send it too far, otherwise we will go to you later, wasting our lives." After that, he lowered his head and pondered on the barbecue grill, and naturally he didn't see my speechless expression.

When she walked to the edge of the woods, Mu Jingjing looked up at the road ahead, her eyes gradually confused, and she gradually panicked, through the dense branches and leaves of those evergreen cedar trees, she didn't know what to see.

As I walked, I suddenly remembered that Mu Jingjing had just said that she would be beaten when she went back, and I didn't ask her because I had something else in my heart just now, so I couldn't help but feel a little worried now, so I asked, "Do you often get beaten at home now?" That new aunt didn't persuade your dad either? ”

"I wasn't born to her, why did she persuade my dad?" solemn

It's troublesome to manage this matter, but if you don't care about it, it's easy to get rid of it, and I shouldn't care about the cause and effect reincarnation that affects people. I have already delivered what I should have delivered, and I have not received a single dollar of remuneration back, and I have already made a loss-making transaction.

When I got back, my husband sat down on the single sofa and placed me on the carpet in front of his lap.

A gentle and steady breath surrounded me from behind, and his slender fingers twisted a book to read, and when he saw something interesting about it, he would read it out, so that I could listen to it and be happy.

In my ears is the voice of Mr. gently reading the words on the book, a little hoarse, but with a solemn and beautiful voice, every word spit out from his mouth, listening to my ears, it is like a snowy December, sitting by the window, drinking a cup of steaming tea alone, the curling smoke is filled, the warm liquid thoughtfully from the mouth into the throat, the whole person warms up the moment......

It's just that in my heart, I am still worried about Rota and Mu Jingjing.

The gentleman asked me with relief, "Do you know why fortune tellers always say in front of their employers that the secret of heaven should not be revealed?" ”

I rested my head on my husband's lap, listless, "Why else, to make a fool of myself, trying to raise my worth, pretending." ”

"Poof!" At this time, Yiya, who happened to be passing by, burst out laughing and said, "That's right, those sticks are indeed like that." ”

The gentleman put down the hard-shell book in his hand, ran his right hand down the hair on the top of my head one by one, and then said word by word: "You said that this is the likes of the gods, and I am asking those who have real skills, besides, how do you know who is the real god, remember, some people see through everything, but he is a crazy psychopath in the eyes of the world, my girl, if I am no longer by your side, you must treat this world with awe, so that I am safe and sound, I will not worry." ”

The sound entered the ears, making people in the floating world, but there was a feeling of the bright moon in the sky and the breeze was gentle.

"I know, but sir, why don't those fortune tellers always have something to say?"

"The secret of heaven must not be revealed, this is not groundless, the matter of heaven, the future and the past, not the present, must not be revealed, which is why I don't allow you to care about those two people.

You are still inexperienced, and you have not yet truly comprehended the laws of heaven in the dark.

Heaven has already taken care of all the causes and conditions for everyone, but they are not yet at the beginning.

God has mercy, one day, they will meet it themselves, instead of you forcibly pulling it like this,"

The best state of human beings in the world is not to do everything possible to promote the operation of this time day after day, but to follow its rhythm, pull each other, and operate interdependently, so that it is long-term and does not violate the law.

At this time, Rota didn't have any special thoughts about Mu Jingjing, and Mu Jingjing herself was also riddled with mundane things, and the debts that Rota wanted to repay would be repaid in the future, and the sickle that witnessed the past and present lives of the two had also returned to the hands of the two, and the rest would be left to time......

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Rota's courtyard is still the original large courtyard, antique, fine wood carved windows, a table and a chair all show the owner's warm taste.

Rota stood in front of the window, looking at the almond trees in the courtyard.

Back then, when Rota planted it, it was spring, then through summer and autumn, and then into winter, and so on year after year, in the blink of an eye, it was another snowy winter, and today the wind was not very strong, and the snowflakes fell very quietly.

The tree that was once planted with great hope, but now looking at it, Rota's heart is peaceful.

What is it like to really let go of a person?

Maybe it's like Rota now, silent, he won't be afraid of all the memories related to Zhao Qingtian, he won't deliberately remove the table and chair that he once arranged for Zhao Qingtian, when he knew from the little girl that Ning Qiao was doing well later, he was also sincerely happy for her, even if he still remembered how enthusiastic the two of them were at the beginning, pouring out their hearts, and even for each other's ambiguous words, they were hypocritical all day long, uncertain......

I liked it at the beginning, but now I am relieved, even if I know that this person has nothing to do with me, Rota is not sad, and there is nothing to give up, but this part of life can only accompany each other here.

The house was bright now, probably because the little girl hadn't come here today, and the quiet room suddenly made Rota feel a strange desolation.

Rota stroked his arm and blinked, and the occasional sparse sound of wind outside the window seemed to blow on people's hearts.

The silence was cranky, and Rota remembered the poor girl she met in the forest with the little girl in early autumn, perhaps because she had a friendship with the little girl, and Rota found that she remembered everything about her very well.

When he first saw her, Rota could see at a glance that under the emotions of unease, envy, and indignation, there was a rare loneliness in the girl, that kind of loneliness, like a withered leaf on the surface of a lake, a lonely bird flourishing on the branches, not strong, nor eye-catching, it would only be in a gentle corner, forever, silently, and occasionally stinging, so that people could not ignore it for the rest of their lives.

It was a girl who locked herself up, and she only lived in her own world......

Rota turned and walked away from the window. I remember everything very clearly.

When he first saw her, Rota could see at a glance that under the emotions of unease, envy, and indignation, there was a rare loneliness in the girl, that kind of loneliness, like a withered leaf on the surface of a lake, a lonely bird flourishing on the branches, not strong, nor eye-catching, it would only be in a gentle corner, forever, silently, and occasionally stinging, so that people could not ignore it for the rest of their lives.