This....

I looked at it and was momentarily confused.

Such an authoritative professor knelt down for us, in front of the two of us who opened a tattoo parlor with unknown names.

I hurriedly helped him: "What is this for?" Can't you say something well, Professor Cheng, you get up first. ”

Cheng Yekou shook his head and said very seriously: "If there is really such a technique, please give it to me by the two gentlemen, this is too effective in seeing and treating people...... If the two gentlemen don't agree, I won't be able to kneel for a long time! ”

I was dumbfounded.

I hurriedly pulled people up with Zhao Banxian with brute force, and said: "You get up first, I can understand your feelings, cure the disease and save people, the two of us are not unreasonable and stubborn, it's just that this evil art is not something you want to do, you get up first, I'll tell you." ”

To put it mildly, I got up again.

This kind of person is so pure, he doesn't even want dignity, and a big professor kneels down.

When they sat back in their chairs, I said, "I'll tell you.... This technique hurts the heavens and harms the reason. ”

Cheng Yekou shook his head and said: "I can bear it, it's okay, this is of great significance, if I can feel the pain of the patient and empathize, I will definitely be able to prescribe the right medicine, many medical accidents come from misdiagnosis, I am already a wasted person, I don't have the courage to treat people now." ”

I don't understand, he doesn't treat people now?

His face became bitter, and he whispered: "Everyone thinks that I am a famous medical professor and highly respected, in fact, I know my own suffering, three months ago, my wife Wu Xin, died of a misdiagnosis by me, she felt a headache at that time, I was too busy with work, I took a casual look at home at that time, did not look closely, and hurried to work." ”

"She is a good wife and mother, she thinks that my medical skills are excellent, and she has always believed that my diagnosis is correct, it is a minor illness, she took the medicine I prescribed, did not trouble me, and she didn't tell me every time she had a headache, because I was too busy, and as a result, she later fainted at home, and when I found out, it was...."

He covered his face and howled and cried, "Even my wife has the wrong diagnosis....."

I sighed in my heart.

I already know the intention, no wonder he is so persistent, it turns out that there is a knot in his heart here.

Cheng Yekou continued: "Since then, in the past three months, I have a knot in my heart, which is very uncomfortable, and every time I see a doctor, I feel that it may be misdiagnosed, and it may kill people..... I'm afraid... I was so scared that I didn't even dare to see a doctor now, so I hid in my room trembling. ”

It's a knot in my heart, and I'm not confident in myself.

In fact, when everyone makes mistakes, doctors are also human beings, and the source of the lesion, the description of the patient's pain, where it hurts, and where the symptoms are, there may be mistakes.

Since then, he has thought that he may have misdiagnosed everyone and may kill others.

In his case, he shouldn't have to go to the doctor anymore, and he has a psychological shadow.

Zhao Banxian said excitedly: "Professor Cheng Yekou, you are my idol, you have never misdiagnosed before, your medical skills are excellent, don't sink because of this accidental mistake in front of you, I believe that your wife, the spirit of heaven does not want you to be like this." ”

Cheng Yekou smiled bitterly, "I know.... But every time I see a patient, I start to be afraid... I am particularly afraid that my diagnosis is correct, that it hurts, that there is a possibility of another disease, and that the medicine I gave is wrong..... I was stuck in a serious self-conflict. ”

I asked him if he had ever seen a psychiatrist.

He shook his head and said that he had taught himself similar knowledge, and if it was someone else, he might be able to hypnotize and guide, and he knew this knowledge, so he naturally resisted it in his heart, but it was difficult to do it.

Speaking of this, Cheng Yekou said to me very sincerely: "So, I hope you can let me feel the pain of the patient, if I can clearly experience where the patient is in pain, where the lesion is, and have their experience, I will never misdiagnose again, as for that kind of pain.... I can live with it. ”

I understood what he meant, he had already made this trip, he was knotted, he was not confident, he no longer dared to treat people, and everyone felt that he might be misdiagnosed.

"It's not a question of whether you can bear it or not, it's going to kill people's lives, you know?" I sorted out my thoughts for a while, and I tried to dissuade him: "This technique is to kill." ”

"Murder?" He opened his mouth wide and was startled.

I nodded and told him to kill the twins.

"So cruel?" He was stunned, his whole person was decadent, and his expression of gain and loss was very weak. He stood up and said thank you, then turned his head and left the tattoo parlor like an old man at sunset.

Zhao Banxian looked at the lonely middle-aged man's back, a little sad.

He said, "Well, can't we help him?" I don't want a good doctor to sink into the shadows for the rest of his life, the Affiliated Hospital of the Medical University, Cheng Yekou is a signature figure, highly respected, and no longer treats people, which is definitely a major loss in our city..... Many people's stubborn diseases, other doctors are helpless, he cured them, and he is definitely a brilliant doctor! ”

I smiled wryly.

It's not a question of whether I can help, and if I can, I'll definitely help, but I can't kill people for it, right?

And to kill the twins, that's two lives.

From an absolutely rational point of view, killing two people and recovering him can definitely save more than two people, but.... Can that be done? No, a lot of things, it's not considered that way.

"Alas!" Zhao Banxian sighed and sat on the chair with a decadent ass.

I said, "You just persuaded me that after working in this industry for a long time, we will get used to it, and if we can help, we will make our own money and do our own business." ”

Zhao Banxian smiled bitterly, shook his head and said, "The truth is this, and I understand it too..... But I just feel very uncomfortable, I'm not making this piece of material, I've been doing it for more than 20 years, and some things just can't be seen.... Maybe I won't be able to see it for the rest of my life. ”

I also have mixed feelings.

But at this time, Cheng Yekou seemed to think of something, ran back quickly, appeared at the door of the store again and said, "As long as it's twins, will you die of illness?" ”

Dead twins?

I was shocked, and I was going to die of illness at the same time, how hard it was to find, he wouldn't want to kill someone, go find a pair of twins to kill.

Cheng Yekou said excitedly: "I'm talking about baby twins, is this okay?" Occasionally, there will be stillbirths in obstetrics and gynecology, and there will be twin stillbirths, will that be okay? If I could, I would have snuck it here from the morgue. ”

I looked at him, and I didn't expect him to have this idea.

He thought I didn't agree, so he wiped the cold sweat on his forehead and hurriedly said, "This should be fine, and it won't harm people's lives." ”

I was silent for a moment and said, "I'm not a pedantic person, this thing can be fine, but you have to do things with your conscience, don't hurt others, you can't secretly kill two newborn babies in order to get yourself out of the psychological shadow, so that you can regain your confidence as a doctor." ”

Cheng Yekou nodded, and said seriously: "Babies are born every day, and the probability of twin stillbirths is not impossible, I will definitely not harm anyone!" ”

I nodded my head when I got his words.

Next, Cheng Yekou swept away the decadence of his face, as if he had a new hope, he was very excited, bowed to the two of us, and left with great interest, saying that he used his connections to pay attention to the hospitals in the city and nearby cities at all times.

"It would be nice if I could help." Zhao Banxian looked at the back and said.

I smiled wryly and said, "This picture, concentric knots, some problems, it is said that it is tattooed on couples, I have never tried to tattoo on other people's bodies, not to mention that his situation is very complicated..... Even if you find twin yin spirits..... Let's talk about that another day. ”

Actually, I want to refuse.

But this Professor Cheng Yekou is really hard to refuse, there are too few such honest and pure people in society now, if you can help, you must definitely help, and we can't let our city lose a respected doctor and professor.

I pondered, at this time, Uncle Chen's phone called, "Brother Cheng You, I have made your iron brand for you, when will you come and pick it up?" ”