1. Hands-on teaching

Even if he slept late, Liangzi woke up before Huo Heng, opened his eyes and saw a whitewashed wall in front of his eyelids, and turned around. Huo Heng also slept in the same position, does this mean that the two of them fell asleep back to back last night? Feeling aggrieved, he tiptoed out of bed, ran to the side of the bed and got into Huo Heng's arms, Huo Heng was woken up, rubbed Liangzi's long hair, and still closed his eyes.

"Sleep a little longer, baby."

"Who am I?"

"Liangzi is the baby on the tip of Huo Heng's heart."

Huo Heng lowered his head and kissed Liangzi's hair, and Liangzi's heart jumped suddenly.

A sense of satisfaction swelled in her heart, if her parents had been so precious to her, would she not lie so quietly in the arms of a middle-aged man now? No, no, no, you shouldn't think so, Huo Heng is not a revenge for his parents, nor is it a way to make up for this lack, Huo Heng is just Huo Heng, there is no ifs in this world, there is only now in this world, only Huo Heng.

He kissed Huo Heng's chest lightly.

Struggling to stretch out a hand and touch Huo Heng's green stubble beard that grew overnight, how could a man's beard grow so fast? If a man's beard is not shaved, will it grow extraordinarily long after two years, like a woman's hair? Then Ryoko thought of his grandfather's beard, which was silvery-white and the length of an adult's palm, and every night he would sit at the vermilion table and slowly stroke his beard by candlelight while copying scriptures in a homemade notebook. Grandpa's book is made of collected cigarette box paper, there are two kinds of silver and gold, first put under the bed and flatten, accumulate to a certain thickness and sew together with white nylon thread, this becomes grandpa's book, used to transcribe the scriptures. My grandfather wrote countless Taoist scriptures, all in traditional characters, and at that time Liangzi was still young and couldn't understand what my grandfather wrote. I only know that my grandfather's words are very beautiful and delicate. Later, after my grandfather died, the book was also buried in the tomb.

Everyone said that my grandfather was lucky, and there was no pain in walking, and my mother always said that it was related to the faith, so I took my grandfather's picture of Taoist immortals home and put them in the living room to offer them, so every night in addition to burning incense to the Bodhisattvas, it is also a routine thing to kowtow to these Taoist immortals while breaking thoughts. If there are really gods with three feet above their heads, I don't know what these immortals of Buddhism and Taoism will think of this greedy woman who believes in both Buddhism and Taoism.

I don't know when, Huo Heng's kiss crackled and fell, and it wasn't until his lips and teeth were entangled that Liangzi reacted.

"Hmm......"

Ryoko's eyes widened, and she didn't have time to speak, and after kissing for a while, her head began to fog again.

"Huo Heng, let's die together."

"Huo Heng, why do you feel different every time?"

"This kind of thing requires the two of them to constantly run in and create new experiences."

"But you're a good teacher."

"What's it like to be in person?"

"I often feel at a loss, afraid that I am too stupid and too young."

"Actually, you are already very good, I will teach ......you slowly in the future" Huo Heng turned to the side and hugged Liangzi, who was relaxed but still hot, in his arms, and the person in his arms was defenseless, and handed himself out wholeheartedly.

In fact, Liangzi couldn't hear the meaning of Huo Heng's words, and he didn't know if his performance really satisfied him, after all, she only had his own experience, so it didn't matter if he compared, but did he secretly compare himself with his wife? In contrast, this good son is unknown, and he is embarrassed to ask. I should be a little worse, after all, jerky and shy.

After resting for a while, I had to struggle to get up.

"When we don't usually meet, there are a lot of things like doing with you, and we have made so many plans, but when we meet, we don't want to go anywhere, I just want to stay in the room with you, and just watch you all the time."

After Liangzi finished washing, he was facing the half-human-high mirror on the wall and drawing his eyebrows, and when he heard Huo Heng's words, the smiling eyes of the person in the mirror were bent into a crescent moon.

"In that case, you'll be bored in less than three days."

"Not really." Huo Heng took a shower, got dressed, and walked out of the bathroom slowly.

"Liangzi, come to me after graduation, don't leave me for the rest of your life."

Huo Heng wrapped his arms around Liangzi's waist from behind, and his head rested on Liangzi's shoulder.

"For a lifetime? How long is your life? What is the state of not leaving you for the rest of your life? Am I going to be your lover for life, or will I have an extramarital affair with you if I get married one day? ”

Huo Heng didn't expect Liangzi to say so seriously, his eyes turned red instantly, and Liangzi himself didn't expect that he would say what was in his heart like this.

"I'm sorry Ryoko, but I was so selfish that I just thought that I didn't care about your feelings. But I just want you to stay with me all the time. Then I'll be selfish, I don't care, I just want you. ”

In fact, what's so good about saying it so clearly and clearly? Ryoko sighed softly, who will accompany whom for the rest of her life? Between her and Huo Heng, Liangzi never thought that she would be able to go to the day when she was gray-haired, all she could think of was who didn't love first, who got tired first, and who proposed to break up first.

Both of them clearly understood this, but they still had to pretend not to understand.

It's all tired, self-deception.

2. Find you

"We are damned and sent to hell."

After putting on makeup, Ryoko stood in front of the window and looked at the tall buildings in the distance and said quietly.

"You're thinking again, we're going to be fine."

"You're a different person than I am. I have no scruples, I die when I die, I don't care about other people's fingers, but you, your family, your job, and your social status...... You have a lot more scruples than I do, can you put it down? Liangzi turned his head and looked deeply into Huo Heng's eyes, like a poisonous snake spitting letters, wanting to look into his heart through his eyes, to explore the truth in his words, and to explore his true heart.

Huo Heng also looked at Liangzi so firmly, as if he swore an oath, as if he was saying it to Liangzi, and as if he was warning himself, although he knew that the combination of the two people was against ethics and morality, but now he did not agree with Liangzi's hidden worries.

"Liangzi, you know that I am willing to die with you. You always like to talk to me about these things that we all know, but you know my ......"

"Know that you can't help yourself?"

"I'm willing to go to hell with you, but not now."

"Really?"

Ryoko was a little disappointed, turned her head and continued to stare out the window, how tall was that floor? I'm afraid it's not less than twenty floors, if you jump down, how long will you stay in the air before you die? In this short moment, how many moments will flash in people's minds? Do you think again, it's terrible, or don't you want to die?

"Huo Heng, what do you think of death? The moment you jump off a tall building, is it relief or regret that fills people's hearts? ”

Liangzi's voice was soft and soft, like light smoke drifting from afar, which kept lingering in Huo Heng's ears.

"I'm destined for hell in my life. Those who can't escape, the bad guys will go to hell and endure the torment of not being able to survive but not death. No, people are already dead, how can they still beg for death, that is, they have to endure deeper suffering. ”

Liangzi muttered, as if talking to himself, Huo Heng was a little scared, and stepped forward to hug Liangzi tightly, afraid that she really couldn't think about it and would do something stupid.

"Liangzi, don't think too much about whether it's good or not, in this life, in the next life, we will never be separated, even if I go to hell, I will go to find you, find you, and we will bear all the sufferings together."

Huo Heng didn't want Liangzi to continue to think unrealistically like this, who knows what will happen after death, since he doesn't know, then continue to covet temporary happiness and enjoy it like this, maybe there is hell, in this case, half of their feet have already stepped into hell, so simply continue to enjoy themselves, go to hell, go to hell, anyway, with Liangzi, where will it be hell when two people who love each other together?

Liangzi turned around and wrapped his arms tightly around Huo Heng's waist, "Really? Will you come to me? ”

"Yes, Ryoko, wherever you are, I will find you and hug you. If you fall, I will be with you. ”

went to the train station to take the high-speed train back to school, and the two bought train tickets for different carriages.

Liangzi wanted to sit with Huo Heng, but Huo Heng insisted on sitting in their respective seats.

"Don't look at me so pitifully, go find your place, I won't sit with you. It's only a few dozen minutes, and we'll meet again when we get off the bus. ”

"I don't ......"

Huo Heng stubbornly pushed the reluctant Liangzi to the back of the fifth carriage, and then turned around and ran to find his own carriage, somehow, Huo Heng just wanted Liangzi to stay alone for a while, creating an opportunity to tell her that no matter when and where, he would find her and meet her again.

The carriage was empty, only a few people sat sparsely, Liangzi found his position, and cursed Huo Heng secretly while flattening his mouth, who knew that as soon as he sat down, a boy of the same age came to the position next to him, "Obviously there are so many empty places, and it is really embarrassing to get two strange men and women to sit together." ”

Ryoko had an idea.

"Have you found a place?"

"Found it, you can sit down there with peace of mind."

"How can I have! Do you have a lot of vacancies over there? ”

"What do you want, don't hit me with my bad idea!"

"......Shh Next to me sat a little brother, pretty cool, wearing black headphones. ”

"The shirt I wore was the same as Wu Yifan."

"You find an empty seat and sit down, and I'll be right there."

"Don't mind, don't beat me up for my bad idea!"

"I'm afraid you'll hit someone else's idea!"

Within three minutes, the man appeared.

"Excuse me, can I sit next to you?"

"No, you can't."

Ryoko smiled proudly, not wanting to be separated from the people around her for a minute.

Huo Heng pretended to be menacing and pecked Liangzi's lips punitively.

After Huo Heng sat down beside him, Liangzi leaned forward and interlocked his fingers again.

"What music do you want to listen to?"

"If you like it, it's fine."

Liangzi half-closed his eyes and asked Huo Heng to help him put on his headphones with peace of mind.

"After you left, I used your headphones to listen to music every day, and then I used it badly."

"That headset is already a bad one."

Nicholas Tse's voice came from the earphones, "No matter how far away the spring is, I am also happy, I have no regrets about being able to hold your long-lost hands, I am willing to follow it all my life just to make my dream come true, don't say that the years are long, and the years are more ......lingering."

"The other one won't work."

"So you like to listen to these old songs."

"That's right, this is a song that belongs to our era, and the lyrics are written with taste, unlike today's songs that don't have any feelings."

"Hmm...... An era has the feelings of an era. ”

"What do you like to hear?"

Ryoko opened the music software on her mobile phone, so she had the first and only small fan.

The high-speed train arrived at the station soon, and when he was about to get off, Huo Heng still did not let go of the obsession in his heart, and insisted on letting Liangzi go separately from him, pretending to meet by chance, and Liangzi reluctantly cooperated.

When getting out of the car, Liangzi went to the right and Huo Heng went to the left, going the opposite way.

After coming to the platform for a long time, he couldn't see Huo Heng coming out, so he had to keep looking back and forth, but he saw that the man was running from another direction, and the broken hair on his forehead was rhythmically shaking in the air with his body.

"What a coincidence, I met you here."

"Well, what a coincidence."

"Hello Wow Liangzi, I'm Huo Heng, I'm glad to find you again."

Seeing Huo Heng stretching out his hand with a blank face, Liangzi couldn't help but be happy and put his hand on it.

"Hello Wow Huo Heng, I'm Liangzi, and I'm glad you found me."

All the bad emotions came without a clue and went as a matter of course, at this moment, Liangzi seemed to be liberated, as if he was redeemed, just like the burning of the hellfire in the depths of the real world, and was saved by Huo Heng who suddenly appeared.

In any case, thank you for the search, in any case, hell will come as soon as it comes, and those who are ready have nothing to fear.