Chapter 394: But Can You?
After eating and drinking, he went out of the gate of Cheng's house. Lin Lishan, who was full of smiles, carried the package, walked on the trail with relaxed steps, humming songs.
A beautiful figure walked out not far away, although the front could not be seen, but from this back, walking posture can also see that the other party must not be an ordinary posture.
Lin Lishan glanced at it, frowned slightly, and muttered in her heart, why did Qu Xiaoyue come back again? Wouldn't it be nice to stay in Lao Maozi? You won't give up, will you? Then she rolled her eyes, ignoring the other party's pause and turned to meet her.
"Shanshan, what's the matter? Don't know each other? ”
Lin Lishan pretended to suddenly realize, "It turned out to be Sister Xiaoyue, I thought it was a big girl." When will you be back? How's it going this time? ”
Qu Xiaoyue frowned and pressed her hand to her heart, "Everyone is old, what a big girl." You're as young and beautiful as ever. Where did you come from? ”
Lin Lishan looked at herself seriously, then at the other party, and shook her head, "It's incomparable." A big beauty is still a big beauty. You see, your appearance is like a Shih Tzu, which makes me uncomfortable to see. Did the doctor tell you what was wrong with you this time? ”
Qu Xiaoyue frowned, and said sullenly: "I didn't say anything, just let me continue to recuperate." I may not get better. ”
Lin Lishan was not interested in chatting with her, and when she saw her standing there quietly motionless, her eyes kept looking behind her. A flash of inspiration flashed in her mind, could it be that she wanted to meet her own man by chance?
Lin Lishan was sure that there was no need for a doctor's diagnosis, she knew that this woman had a neuropathy - there was definitely something wrong with her brain. Her own man has nothing to do with her, but she looks like she has been abandoned. She secretly despises the other party, she has a thief's heart but not a thief's courage - there is a kind of don't run away as soon as she sees Brother Zheng.
"Feel free to do so, I'll go find my dad first." After speaking, Lin Lishan raised her feet and wanted to leave.
"Alas... Don't rush to go. Talk to me a little more. ”
Lin Lishan reluctantly raised the package in her hand, "I still have to send the package that my Jiaojiao gave to her grandfather." You say, what do you want to say? ”
Qu Xiaoyue kept seeing her face from her hand, and said faintly: "Your life is so good, and you have a daughter." Unlike me, there is not a single person to care about. ”
Lin Lishan opened her mouth to say something, but found that she couldn't find the words to comfort her. Could it be that you are very good in this life, except that you can't have children, you are no worse than yourself?
"Sanshan, you know what? The most envious of my life is you. If I had been as brave as you were back then, how happy I would be now. He has a loving husband and a smart daughter. ”
Lin Lishan shook her head with a wry smile. What does she have to envy? She is enjoying life, and she is living in pain every day. She has a pair of parents who love her like her life, but what about herself? Only the mother who wants to squeeze himself dry. She has a brother who loves her like a treasure, but she has nothing.
Immediately, Lin Lishan thought of her husband, her daughter, her son-in-law, and her little grandson, and then she smiled happily.
Lin Lishan smiled: "Fate does not depend on bravery. You're good, but you're not a good guy. My Jiaojiao said that there are some things that cannot be forced. I think it makes sense. In addition to you, it was not that there were no brave people who were more beautiful than you and better than your family background, but you see, Brother Zheng chose me, an ordinary person.
And you're not me, and you're not as good as my feelings for him. If I were you, I would never have married back then, and I would have been watching him silently.
Brother Zheng, for me, that's heaven, nothing is more important than him. But can you? You can't do it. I know that you have always disobeyed me in your heart, thinking that I am not worthy of Brother Zheng, and many people think that I am not worthy of Brother Zheng. But I feel that I am definitely worthy of Brother Zheng. I don't compare external things with you, I compare with a heart, I can live for him, I can die for him, you who say you love him, can you? ”
Qu Xiaoyue stared at Lin Lishan tightly, and for a while, the two women looked at each other silently.
"Auntie, don't send it..."
Zhou Xiaozheng's voice came faintly, waking up Qu Xiaoyue and Lin Lishan.
Lin Lishan watched Qu Xiaoyue desperately flee again as if she had encountered a ghost, and disappeared in the blink of an eye. She covered her mouth and laughed loudly. She was sure once again that Qu Xiaoyue really had a nervous disorder.
Listening to the conversation getting closer and closer, Lin Lishan stuck out her tongue, quickly lightened her steps, and walked quickly forward. She's not stupid, she can't let her man know that there are women who want to beat him again.
In the Lin family's study, the old man Lin used a flannel cloth to wipe the wooden warehouse on his hands.
Suddenly heard laughter outside, he was flustered, the Zhou family has something good again?
As Lin Lishan's conversation with her aunt ended, a burst of footsteps came to the door.
Old Man Lin smiled and shook his head, "Don't come in yet?" ”
The door of the study was pushed open, and Lin Lishan's smile came in, "I'm afraid to disturb you." Dad, why haven't you eaten yet, what time is it? ”
Old Man Lin beckoned, "Come in." What is the big event that makes you so happy? Tell Dad about it. Let Dad be happy too, I haven't heard laughter at home for a long time. ”
"Dad, what do you think this is? Jiaojiao specially gave it to you. Happy, right? Just after drinking, let's go, I'll accompany you to take a sip. Dad, you must pay attention to your body, don't skip your meals on time. After speaking, Lin Lishan stepped forward and pulled him and asked him to go out. If you don't go out for a walk, where does you get a good mood.
Old man Lin was pulled by his eldest daughter like this, and laughed happily. He didn't shirk it, followed her strength, and followed her back to the dinner table.
Lin Lishan pulled off the thread, took out something from the bag and took a look, and found that although the quantity was small, there was no shortage of basic things. She filled a plate on the plate, and retied the rest of the cooked food, planning to hide it in the study for the old man to eat for himself. As for the two pieces of wild boar that were frozen hard, she directly asked her aunt to give the old man a meal tomorrow.
"How did Jiaojiao remember to send something over? Are you planning not to go home for the New Year this year? ”
Lin Lishan nodded, and got a glass of wine for the old man, "I can't say the letter two days ago, it's too troublesome." Her father also followed her, anyway, her brother said that when the two-year deadline arrived, she would have to go home if she didn't go home. ”
"Well, it's good to go home early, you have Jiaojiao with you, and Dad is relieved. The child is a good child, but unfortunately our family is sorry for the child. ”
Lin Lishan smirked a few times. She couldn't say anything like that. There were some things that had already broken the hearts of her family, and she didn't want to mention them again.
Old Man Lin took a sip and put down the cup, "Jiaojiao has also prepared it for the Cheng family this time, right?" Do you remember to write to her and tell her not to send anything, we have a supply and there is no shortage of things. ”
Lin Lishan smiled: "Her aunt and grandmother have been sending things over, you know that this child doesn't want to owe favors." This time, I heard that all the things of her godfather and uncles were sent by her. ”
Old Man Lin glanced at her. After a moment of silence, he said, "Shanshan, it's time for you to see your mother." No matter how bad your mother is, she gave birth to you. Dad didn't say that she was right or wrong, but said that she is pitiful now, and you can't harden your heart and ignore her as a daughter. ”
When Lin Lishan heard this, she restrained her smile and frowned tightly. After a while, he lowered his head and said, "Dad, it's not that I don't go, but I go over, she just can't speak, but she still hits me with something, and that look wishes I was dead." I'm also sad, where am I sorry for my mother?
I've been afraid to tell you. Last year, before the accident between our two families, my mother cursed Brother Zheng and Jiaojiao in front of me, saying something very ugly, and I wished they were dead. Except for Brother Zheng, who didn't come to the door, Jiaojiao didn't feel sorry for her. I'm not stupid, my mother hates Brother Zheng coming back alive, and she hates Jiaojiao even more for getting the money back. ”
Old Man Lin let out a long sigh. Alas... Or the mother and daughter are separated.
He believed that his eldest daughter was telling the truth. My wife is confused, what's the use of dying for money. Now except for the eldest son who often accompanies her, who else has passed? Even the youngest daughter who loves the most often says that she is busy with work.