51 Demon (4)
"My brother brutally tried to force me to recognize my place in Fang Ying's heart, but I was already obsessed, and I couldn't understand it.
As long as he Mei Fangying speaks, even if he is an enemy of the world, I am willing to do it.
The deadline for my brother to come to the world has expired, but he persuaded me not to return, and finally lost the protection of his son, and he exposed his identity.
Fang Ying invited the young Taoist priest who had saved Xiao Cui, and they teamed up to hold her brother with a trick.
I didn't save him, I just watched my brother's life fall in front of me.
I didn't expect that they would want him to be scattered, and he would never be able to live forever.
Before his death, my brother sent a voice to me: "Jinxiu, I am a demon, you are also a demon, and Mei Fangying is a person, when you understand it in the future, you will regret it." ”
I already had a vague premonition in my heart at that time, but I was born stubborn and never looked back if I didn't hit the south wall.
Soon, my marriage with Fangying was put on the agenda, and during the 100 days of wedding preparations, I didn't want Xiaocui to run away from home again in a rage.
Fang Ying was in a hurry, but I ignored it, am I stupid? In most things, I am indeed not smart, but since I met Mei Fangying, I have become smart, and I can still understand between him and the vixen.
I was preoccupied with preparing for my wedding with Fang Ying.
After a few more days, Xiao Cui was sent back again by the young Taoist priest who had saved her.
This runaway scene is like a joke, I originally thought so, but in the end, I knew that I was the biggest joke. ”
Speaking of this, her delicate face finally revealed a trace of gnashing of teeth.
She said, "At that time, the husband who said that he wanted to live and die with me, Mei Fangying.
He was so sincere, and the little fox who hugged him tightly and wept sadly, he said, "Even if I die one day, I will never allow you to be hurt in the slightest, nor will I allow you to leave me half a step, you are mine." ”
The onlookers were all moved to tears, but I only felt ridiculous, I didn't know what I was still holding onto.
After that, everyone looked at me differently, some with disgust, some with pity, some with ridicule.
But why? I do not know.
On the day of the wedding, I wore a red wedding dress that I had embroidered for 100 days with my own hands with a good wish, with mandarin ducks and branches on it, and I was so eager to look forward to it.
I still remember the day of the day, it was a clear sky, the wind blew the willows, and the water rippled.
I stepped out of the door, my skirt sweeping across the threshold.
I stepped over the brazier and stepped into the Mei Mansion, but I didn't expect that what was waiting for me there was not a husband and a child, husband and wife, but a net of heaven and earth.
The Taoist priest and Xiaocui stood up in court to testify that I was a demon, saying that I was a scourge to the world.
Mei Fangying was dressed in a red robe and drew a sword to face me, he didn't seem to be surprised at all, he was not sad, he was not angry, but he was finally relieved.
And Fangying's mother, my godmother, my mother-in-law.
She was not afraid of me, but scolded me angrily, saying that I had cheated her good child, and picked up a kitchen knife to die with me.
It's funny, she has no power to tie the chicken, so naturally I won't return her hand.
While I was unprepared, the little Taoist priest and the fox spirit Xiaocui came up to bind the demon array, I just couldn't move in an instant, Mei Fangying slashed down, and countless knife and axe hands rushed in response, chopping me to pieces.
That's a lot of people. ”
She was expressionless, as if she was telling someone else's story, no, maybe it didn't look like a story, she seemed to be telling an inconsequential thing, as if she was saying "Have you eaten?" Such a meaningless sentence.
But the more she did this, the more sad I became.
"When I was in the mountains, I often fought with the tigers on the mountain, and my feathers were scattered from his bite, and I was angry and painful.
My brother said that I was squeamish, and I couldn't stand the pain of flesh and skin, and I didn't think he was right.
At that time, when Mei Fangying slashed over, I didn't feel any pain at all, as if the body was not mine.
They chopped me into pieces of meat together, and the minced meat flew all over the place.
But what is this, I didn't hurt at all, until he shook off the knife in his hand, held Xiaocui in his arms, covered her eyes with his hands, and said, "Dirty, don't look at it." ”
Suddenly I felt pain again.
The limbs are in pain, the pain reaches the bone marrow, and the pain hurts every nerve ending......
It's ridiculous, I'm a demon, yes, but since I came to someone's house, I haven't harmed anyone, the only thing I've ever harmed is only one demon, my brother.
That's right, for fear that my brother forced me to leave, or leaked my identity as a demon, my brother's death, I played a role in it, this is retribution, in fact, I know it myself, I am not defeated in the hands of the reincarnation of the Heavenly Dao, if it is not my own willing, how can the little Taoist see that I am a demon.
It's just that in the deep meaning of the love between the fox spirit Xiaocui and the scholar Mei Fangying, I am tired of this stumbling block and tired.
Since I was born, my mother taught me that to be born a demon is to be more open-minded and generous than ordinary people, to be kind, and not to be jealous, because we are born to gain more and have more power than ordinary people.
But I didn't study well, and if I really don't envy or hate, that's false.
It's just that I don't hate the betrayal of these two people, I have expected it for a long time, and I have done everything I can to save it, and I have lost my life because of it, and I have told myself over and over again that this is what fate should be.
What I hate is nothing more than hatred for the unfairness of heaven, hatred for my own stupidity, killing my own brother of a mother and compatriot for such a man, and hating Mei Fangying's deception......
I hate this life, living like a joke, but no one is redeemed.
I think I have practiced for thousands of years all my life, and I am ignorant, and there is no good or evil.
But now that I am even infected with karma in my soul because of Mei Fangying, since God does not allow me to achieve positive results with him, how can I meet this person and use just two or three years to slander me for the past thousand years.
I can't forget such remorse. ”
The woman who fell into a daze in front of her looked extremely depressed after her great sorrow and anger.
She became more pale, cowardly, she curled up into a small ball, holding her arms, bending her legs, bowing her head, her hair was long, strand by strand committed to the ground, she trembled slightly, the big red wedding dress on her body was tattered, strands, exposing the skin on her arms and legs, it was really pitiful to look at, the person who called Mei Fangying made her betray her relatives, her life came to an abrupt end in the best of years, and even the way of death was so embarrassing.
"So, how are you doing?"