"I found that you have loved drinking this kind of liquor for more than a year!" At this moment, for some reason, Qing Yue, who had been in a state of rest for a long time, actually "woke up", "Could it be that Fang Yu reminds you of her too?" ”

Hearing this, I couldn't help but be slightly stunned, and even a little speechless.

It is said that this woman's heart is a needle, and this woman's intuition is really accurate, just like a free kick at the top of the arc of the penalty area, every kick hangs straight to the dead corner, so that the goalkeeper sighs to the ball!

That's how I am at the moment.

"Actually, you don't have to put on a show like that!" Then, Qingyue said again, and she looked snickering, "Don't think I don't know, even if you have a marriage contract with Tang Lingyue, Miss Tang of the Tang family, but this is just a marriage contract, you are talking about it, you are cultivating a self-cultivation at will, isn't it something that goes well or not, and you still have to force yourself to do it?" ”

When I heard it again, I instantly felt like I was breaking down. Sometimes, I really like Qingyue, and sometimes I am really afraid of Qingyue. Because, in Qingyue's eyes, it is not only the female ghost in my short mahogany sword, nor just one of my contractors, but also a super bad girl who uncovers scars for me!

After all, Qingyue likes and especially likes to reveal other people's scars, and it is endless when she reveals them.

"I said Qingyue, when you finish uncovering my scars that day, and the blood is dry, you will be happy, you will be happy!" I poured out a small drink of Jiang Xiaobai and drank it all, and in an instant, the hot feeling in my throat instantly stimulated my whole body, making my whole body hot. And this kind of hotness, I like it, I especially like it.

Others say that alcohol is easy to get drunk. For me, wine can wake me up and make me more sober!

"Qingyue, can you tell me, when I was a freshman in high school, I found her according to the drunkard master, what did I say to her, but you were with my master at that time!" When I drank a cup of Jiang Xiaobai, I asked this question again.

"I can't say it, and I don't need to say it!" When I heard it, sure enough, it was such a similar answer. And such a similar answer is really too much, from the master, Qingyue and even the uncle, "It's still the same as before, you and Chu Qian, that little girl, you will still ......"

"See you again?" I smiled helplessly, laughed very helplessly!

It was precisely because of this that there was almost no goodbye, and the two parted. And this parting, for me, for me, who was only a freshman in high school and sixteen years old at the time, and I was born with a trace of love, it was unimaginable.

A long time ago, I told my coffee friend about it, the girl who loves cappuccino to the extreme.

But for her, the word parting.

When parting, everyone else is clinking glasses in the glass. And I and her, but we clinked glasses in the cup, and it was a funny scene, so funny that I couldn't even use words, what expressions to use, and what kind of reaction to make. However, it was she who did this, which also made my heart feel a lot more comfortable.

Isn't there a lot of chicken soup for the soul now? Maybe she, my coffee friend, is the real version.

Parting is always a moment. In the blink of an eye, disillusionment, love is a catastrophe, it has destroyed everything in the beginning. You say, this cappuccino is a parting song. In my opinion, this is not just a parting song, but also a symphony of fate.

Cause and cause, cause and perish, cause you, perish in you! For me, and for you, it's all over. Perhaps, our end is the best ending.

Once, Chu Qian and I also went to that café several times - Cappuccino Love.

It's just that when she is in the first district one time, the café is still the same, the table is still the same, the cappuccino is still the same, and the cheesecake she loves to eat!

It's just that these are still the same, but only Chu Qian is missing, and Chu Qian's playful smile and silver bell-like laughter are missing. Through the floor-to-ceiling glass, gaze at the endless stream of people outside. Gradually, the people outside also quickened their pace, and the drizzle slowly fell. The drizzle fell from the sky silently, like the silver threads spit out by countless silkworm girls. Thousands of filaments, rippling in this sky, the misty light veil, has laid a mysterious silver veil for this kind of city.

......

"It's raining again!"

By the time the train passed through a cave, it was already gray outside, and it was raining lightly.

"You say it's a coincidence, Qingyue," look at the drizzling rain outside the train, "That time, only the time when there was no Chu Qian, through the window, it also rained, you say such a coincidence....."

picked up the cup of Jiang Xiaobai in his hand, but recalled the cappuccino in his hand.

took a sip lightly, and for some reason, I didn't know if it was Jiang Xiaobai or what it was in this mouth. Even subconsciously, I already felt that it was a bitter and sweet cappuccino.

It's just that I don't know why that day, it was originally a bitter and sweet cappuccino, but I just tasted the rich bitterness, and the sweetness after the bitterness was delayed. At that time, I still couldn't understand.

"I see, I see!"

However, today, for three years, I have suddenly realized.

Because at that time, how could I taste that sweetness?

After all, that sweetness had already "abandoned" me. The so-called bitterness is sweet, when will this "sweetness" return to my taste buds again! I don't know, I really don't know, maybe never again......

If that's the case, that's fine. Let me be a person who can only taste bitterness. Suffering, isn't it a kind of life; Bitterness is not another kind of sweetness; Bitterness, isn't it the key to get out of that labyrinth!

......

One glass of wine, another glass of wine, and another glass of wine, I don't know how many glasses of wine there are. It seems that I can drink very well today, and I can't get drunk for thousands of cups.

"One more drink, Ice Flame Wheel!" Suddenly, I didn't know why I was saying that. On this train, and it's still green, where is the ice and flame fire wheel! This can't help but make me cry and laugh!

It doesn't matter, there is no such ice flame fire wheel, and this Jiang Xiaobai!

Another glass, cool, extremely cool! Alcohol fills the brain, fills the whole body, and fills every cell.

Whether it's you or me, it always seems that you are pretending to forget, and even the past has to be quietly locked in the deepest and deepest part of your memory, never wanting to open it with that special key. Parting, parting, suffering is suffering, what we have is the world.

Isn't time the most powerful healing medicine in this time, so let's use this most powerful healing medicine to take it slowly.

I once read a sentence in a book: If you love each other, you will grow old together; If he misses it, keep him safe. We love each other, but we also miss. We can't grow old together, but I can keep you well.

I can't afford to love each other anymore, just miss it like this, I can also protect you well. The bitterness and sweetness of coffee do not lie in how it is stirred, but in whether or not sugar is added. A period of pain is not about how to forget, but whether you have the courage to start over.

I don't think I'm a coward, but I don't want to start all over again. I also know that this is not something that can be forgotten just by saying forget, so I numb myself with that countless alcohol so that I can forget for a short time.

Perhaps, this is an escape. But I need to escape now, I need such a brief escape. I haven't run away from it in a long, long time, so let me play this escape game, okay!

In the afternoon, on the green train, a bottle of Jiang Xiaobai, full of this thought, looked at the light rain outside the window in a bit of confusion.

"Perhaps, if I played a parting song for myself and for her back then, how nice it would be!"