Chapter 647: I Want to Marry You
As if she was desperate to meet a water source while walking in the desert, Xia Wan came back to life, a bright smile suddenly bloomed on her face, she turned around sharply, and ran towards the visitor in surprise.
"Mom!" She stood in front of Zuo Man, looking at her dependently and greedily, "Mom......"
She wanted to hug her mother.
But......
Maybe it was cowardice, she just moved her hands, but she still didn't dare to hug her.
She was actually scared, too.
The eyes are facing each other.
Zuo Man blinked nervously, she still didn't quite adapt to her new identity, so she took the lead in looking away.
"I ......" suddenly had some difficulty in expression, she didn't know what to say, and after a while, she tried to slowly say the words that she had thought all the way, "I...... You...... Plane...... It's going to take a long time, I'm ...... I've made you some desserts, take them, so you won't be hungry. ”
As she spoke, she hurriedly stuffed the things in her hand into Xia Wan's hand.
As if she was afraid that she would refuse, she hurriedly explained nervously: "These...... These are delicious! It's like the dessert you had that day, it's delicious, you take ......."
"Thank you, Mom." Xia Wan took it and took a deep breath, she tried hard to smile naturally, she wanted her mother to remember the way she smiled, but she still underestimated herself.
She couldn't laugh, very reluctantly.
Zuo Man kept staring at her, looking at her appearance, inexplicably, she was also a little sad.
"You ......" she opened her mouth to say something.
Xia Wan lowered his head, and then raised his head again: "Mom, I'...... You're leaving, you're in Paris, take care of yourself, you know? As soon as I have time, I will come to see you to accompany you, you ...... If you want me, you can video with me, anytime. ”
In the end, her words carried a plea that even she was not aware of.
"Good ......" There seemed to be some stuffiness in her chest, Zuo Man nodded sullenly, and suddenly wanted to cry, but she held back and tried to endure, "I...... Can I call you late? ”
Xia Wan's eyes suddenly lit up: "Mom, of course you can!" ”
The mood was infected, and Zuo Man smiled: "Late." ”
"Hmm!"
Zuo Man looked at the face in front of her, which was very similar to herself, and couldn't help it, she bravely stretched out her hand and hugged Xia Wan before everyone reacted: "Wanwan, you ...... You have to take care of yourself, too. ”
Even if I never like to cry, I have always felt that crying is the most useless and unsolvable solution, but at this moment, Xia Wan still cried.
"Hmm......" she tried to restrain herself, but there was no way.
A tear fell into Zuo Man's neck.
Zuo Man felt it.
Even if she didn't know how to face this daughter who suddenly appeared, she still couldn't say how sad she was.
It's like ......
In a trance, I caught a glimpse of another person out of the corner of my eye.
That strange man, her daughter's ...... Father.
Eyes meet.
She seemed to see the hidden depth in his eyes.
In an instant, for some reason, Zuo Man suddenly felt that his heartbeat had missed a beat.
And the next second, she saw the man walking towards her.
As if reflexively, she jerked open of the summer evening and took a few steps back.
Nan Shen wanted to shake her hand and froze in mid-air.
The rejection and fear in her eyes were so palpable.
She forgot, really forgot.
Once, she liked to hold her hand and shake it the most, and then look up at herself, that smug and arrogant look, he always remembered.
For a moment, he was overwhelmed by emotions.
Nan Shen smiled self-deprecatingly.
But this kind of emotion is only a short two seconds, so fast that people can't even notice it.
"Qingqing......" He looked at this face that he could draw even with his eyes closed, and he was not sad in his heart, but after all, he didn't want to hurt her, he had already hurt her once.
She already had a choice.
Even if he is reluctant, he will achieve the happiness she wants.
Although, it's really hard.
"Qingqing," he opened his eyes, and he spoke in a dumb voice, a little difficult, "Take care of yourself, something...... You can call Wanwan and take care of yourself......"
A thousand words, in the end, just turned into a sentence to take care of yourself.
And when the words fell, he didn't hesitate anymore, turned around and walked towards the boarding gate.
He was afraid, afraid that if he stayed for a second longer, he would not be able to help but forcibly take her back against her wishes.
As if something indescribable had been forcibly stripped from his body, Zuo Man felt that it hurt and was so sad.
But what is it?
She couldn't remember.
She didn't know.
Bo Yiqing......
The name, in the end...... What kind of past do you have?
On the way back from the airport, Zuo Man was always in a trance.
Tan Cheng drove the car and glanced at her from time to time.
Eventually, he sighed and pulled over to the side of the road.
"Zuoman." He called out to her and reached out to take her hand.
As if suddenly awakened, Zuo Man withdrew his hand at once.
The atmosphere changes slightly.
Reacting to his gaffe, Zuo Man bit his lip in annoyance, and his voice was very soft: "I'm sorry, I'm ...... I just ......"
"Thinking about them?"
With a cold word, Zuo Man raised his head abruptly and looked at him in surprise.
If he had seen her like this in the past, Tan Cheng would have touched her head with a smile.
But this time, he held back.
"Tell me, are you thinking about them?" He repeated, as if he was determined to hear her answer, and he accentuated "him" uncontrollably.
When the words fell, he couldn't help laughing at himself in his heart.
What are you doing?
Zuoman won't understand.
She......
“…… Well. ”
Hesitantly, a word that was not very clear rang out.
Tan Cheng looked at her fixedly.
Zuo Man was overwhelmed by what he saw, and subconsciously wanted to escape: "Tan Cheng, you ......"
She didn't know what to say the rest.
And Tan Cheng didn't answer all her questions like he usually did every time.
'Tan ......'
"If you want to go back, go back."
Zuo Man's breath froze, and his big eyes were full of undisguised surprise.
Tan Cheng smiled.
"Zuoman," he still took her hand, as gentle as before, "if you are reluctant to give up the summer evening, if you are curious about your past, even if...... I can go back with you and find the answers you want. You know, whatever choice you make, I will respect you. ”
Zuo Man was stunned.
"I ......"
"Zuo Man," there was a thought that seemed to break out of the ground, Tan Cheng looked at her, and under the impulse, he didn't hold back after all, "I like you, I want to marry you, and I want to accompany you justifiably and give you happiness every day in the future." Zuo Man, can you give me this chance? ”
Rumble!
Zuo Man's mind was suddenly confused.
"You...... What do you say...... What the? "She's messed up and doesn't understand.
This is not the situation he had thought about, Tan Cheng once thought that if he wanted to confess to her, it must be in the environment she liked, but now, he didn't want to wait.
The appearance of that man made him feel a crisis.
Even if Zuo Man doesn't remember that man anymore, but, after all, there is a daughter between them, and that is a connection that no one can sever.
So, he was afraid.
"I said, I like you, I want to be with you, just like Yuan Ming and Wu Jing, really live together." Holding her hand unconsciously, Tan Cheng said word by word.
Like Yuan Ming and Wu Jing......
recalled the relationship between the two in his mind, and the words that Wu Jing had said to him once came out at such a time.
"I ......" Zuo Man panicked, she didn't know what to do.
Seeing her look in his eyes, Tan Cheng couldn't tell what it was like in his heart.
He wanted to know her answer, and he wanted to know that she really had him in her heart.
"Zuo Man, do you like me?"
Like......
Do you like Tan Cheng?
Until he returned to the villa, Zuo Man never answered this question.
She was confused.
And this confusion was even more obvious when Wu Jing pulled her down to talk.
"Manman, you're not going to leave Paris, you're leaving us, are you?"
Zuo Man opened his mouth.
Wu Jing was afraid that she would hesitate, so she didn't give her a chance to answer, and said hurriedly: "Do you want to leave Paris, leave us, and leave Tan Cheng?" ”
"Leave, leave?" Zuo Man repeated these two words.
Wu Jing sighed silently, held her hand, and simply picked them out directly: "Manman, you and Tan Cheng have lived together for so many years, how he treats you, we all see in our eyes, he likes you, but he is stupid and has never told you, and you, you also like him, you see, you rely on him, trust him, are willing to take care of you, are you willing to leave him?" ”
Zuo Man's eyes moved.
Wu Jing continued: "If you leave Paris, who will accompany you to plant flowers in a garden? Who accompanies you for afternoon tea every afternoon? Who walks with you in the evening by the Seine? Who can paint you a picture every day? ”
Zuo Man was confused.
She didn't know what to do.
She has always thought very simply, and she has always felt that this kind of life will accompany her for a long, long time, maybe a lifetime.
But now......
Wu Jing's voice continued-
"Manman, you know how good Tan Cheng is to you, right? You're very happy with Tan Cheng, aren't you? So, promise me, don't go, don't leave Tan Cheng, okay? ”
Left Man's fingers moved.
"Wu Jing," she whispered, following the truest thoughts in her heart, "I didn't expect to leave you, my current life, every day, I am so happy and satisfied." ”
Wu Jing was overjoyed: "Manman, that ......"
"But," Zuo Man frowned and looked at her, "Wu Jing, you will ...... Want to be Yingying? Will you ...... Leave her alone? ”
Wu Jing was suddenly speechless.
Yingying is her daughter, and she is two years older than that summer night.
How could she not want to?
"Wu Jing," Zuo Man felt that there were two villains fighting in her heart, and the fight made her very uncomfortable, "I ...... I don't know why, today send late and leave late, I ...... I felt like an incompetent mom, I left her, and after so many years, I ...... I didn't care about her, I cared about her, I even ......"
"Manman, it's not your fault! You didn't even know she existed, Man......"
"But...... I don't seem to be able to get past the level in my heart, I feel very sad, as if ...... I can't forgive myself. ”
Zuo Man's eyes turned red all of a sudden.
Wu Jing can no longer speak, after so many years of getting along, she knows her temperament very well, she is very optimistic, very strong, and will not cry at every turn.
Can......
In the past three days, she has cried more than once since that summer evening appeared.
They can persuade her to give up the past and persuade her not to leave Tan Cheng, but how can they stop a mother from missing her child?
Wu Jing couldn't help but sigh.
Looking up, she looked at Tan Cheng, who was standing at the door at some point.
Tan Cheng didn't look at her, his eyes always looked at the Zuo Man he had kept in his heart for many years.
Thirteen hours later.
Qingcheng.