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went home to propose, and after a while, he said that he wanted He Zhiyong to retire from the army, and this

The army is very particular about the issue of style, not to mention, there is a new love in the army.

He Zhiyong softened, and then he prevaricated on both sides, and after a while, his girlfriend's stomach was about to be hidden.

Then, the girlfriend was kidnapped, but the kidnappers were not found, and then the girlfriend also disappeared and has not been found.

The demon said to me, "Why is it missing, I think you should have guessed it too." ”

Yes, I was not very old when I left home, which caused a lot of things and people to forget, I didn't understand what you said just now, so who is Fu Dabao? Why do you disgrace him when you talk about it? ”

Sure enough, as soon as my mother heard me mention that I had been away from home for more than four years and that my life and death were uncertain outside, there was immediately a trace of distress and guilt on my face, and all the anger just now was extinguished.

Although most of the time, most of the people who pretend to be pitiful and sympathetic seem to be, but if it is for the benefit of usage, if it is not for any benefit, why can't it be used?

At least the current situation is much better than the tense situation just now, not to mention, distress is not as hurtful as anger.

I just heard my mother say: "You can take leave tomorrow, you haven't been at home for several years, come back to see and walk, nothing is better than you coming back and being happy." You don't care about the dishes, it's not a big deal, I'm washing all the time, so you don't have to get these things, so as not to get your clothes dirty...... This dress was prepared for you by the one on the mountain! ”

As my mother spoke, her mood suddenly became a little low.

yes, how can you not be depressed? Although I have not yet become a mother, but I can also understand her loss, I was pregnant in October, I finally gave birth, and raised a girl for 11 years, I had to give it to others, I should have been the closest mother and daughter, but this difference is more than four years, it seems that now, even her food, clothing, housing and transportation, it seems that it is difficult for me to participate.

Why does a piece of meat that fell from his body now have the feeling of a guest, the child was dead at the beginning, and now it has become a grave, after that while. I'm afraid she won't be so sad in her heart.

But think about it, as long as she lives well, what does it matter if she is a guest or not, anyway, the child will have to leave home sooner or later and live his own life, this child is just earlier, she doesn't disown her parents, Cheng Shu comforted herself like this in her heart.

Knowing that my mother had a knot, I only nodded slightly, and then shifted the topic to He Dabao just now and continued to ask: "Mom, you haven't told me who He Dabao is." ”

Mom listened to me ask He Dabao confidently, snorted softly, smiled and said, "Hehe! You said you forgot a lot of things, but this stubborn temper hasn't changed at all, and it's still the same as before. ”

I smiled and narrowed, didn't speak, still looking at my mother.

Only then did my mother say, "What a treasure you asked! It's a Pingzhai person, do you remember your Pingzhai aunt? He lives next to your aunt's house, and the two yards are next to each other......"

When my mother asked about my aunt, I nodded vigorously, because the aunt my mother said happened to be what I remembered.

The aunt is not young, there are no relatives in the family, the only son died of illness in the early years, and then the daughter-in-law remarried, leaving only a little grandson and the uncle and uncle to live together, the two old in order to take good care of the little grandson, but more hard than most young people, planting a lot of land, raising a lot of chickens, ducks, geese, pigs and other poultry, all year round, the family's income is all pointed to these livestock.

But what I remember most about this aunt is not these things, but the gentleness and kindness of the old man who is always smiling, as if no matter how much suffering and pressure, pain, anxiety, and sadness outside...... None of these emotions can enter the small courtyard of my aunt's and uncle's house.

In my memory, in front of my uncle's big yard, there was a large bamboo forest, and there was a path in the middle of the bamboo forest.

Here recalls the past about my uncle and uncle, and my mother over there is still continuing to preach: "This He Dabao, he is older than me, listen to your father, he heard about it when he was young, but there are many people who spoil boys, but it is rare to spoil He Dabao's family."

At that time, the He family will have one son, He Dabao, and the other two are girls, which are different from the five or six brothers in your father's family.

said that He Dabao's parents educated the two little girls in the family at that time, and you have to let your brother go.

Most of the adults in our years had no culture, and a name like He Dabao could be seen at a glance that his parents regarded him as a treasure, so they gave him this kind of name

The two sisters of He Dabao's family are tired of this brother to death. And this He Dabao is not a good thing, he bullied his two sisters a lot, and his parents always only scolded the two sisters, saying that they were very fierce and didn't know how to let their own brother.

Later, he and Dabao's two sisters were angry, and they ran out to work at a young age, and then they didn't come back, so they got married outside.

When we were old, the medical conditions in the county were not as good as now, and the most precious son of the He family, Dabao, burned his brain because of a high fever.

At that time, many people said that this child had enjoyed the blessing early, and laughed at their family and said that they had known that this was the result, and it was better to treat the two daughters at the beginning, and maybe they would have to rely on others to support them in the future.

As soon as the old couple of the He family heard this, they thought that they were cursing him Dabao, scolding people for being bloody, and steaming fairy rice for his son after he went back.

Later, when the old couple left, he and Dabao lived alone in the big courtyard of their house, just like him, no one in ten miles and eight towns was willing to marry his daughter to him, and now he is in his forties, and he is still a lonely person.

Fortunately, others are stupid, barely able to take care of their own lives, his two sisters are very angry, and occasionally give him some living expenses, plus the subsidies given by the village, he can sell two stupid strength, and his life is not too nervous, but wherever he goes, people call him a big fool, and sometimes he has to ridicule him a few words.

Say that if he lives in such a big place alone, he is not scary at night, why don't he ask for a wife or something, do you think that if he can please his wife, can he live alone until he is forty or fifty years old?

The neighbors in these streets just treat him as a joke, but he is stupid and doesn't understand that people laugh at him, but he still goes to the street today, pours two taels of soju, and then buys some firewood, rice, oil and salt, and goes back to tinker casually, and simply eats enough and doesn't starve to death......"

Speaking of this, his mother sighed again, and he thought of Ning Yu again.

Sure enough, I just listened to her and then said: "I'm just worried about your brother, you said that this child, if he doesn't achieve anything in the future, he won't be able to please his wife, just like He Dabao, he will be treated as a joke, and he is not stupid, how sad it should be that day!" ”

"Oh, you don't have to worry about this, everyone in this world has their own experiences, and Ning Yu will definitely not live like that. He probably had something going on at school. I comforted my mother.

After a pause, my mother said: "How could I not have thought that something might have happened to him at school, but I can think of it as one thing, the matter in his school, I am just distressed, what can I do, I can't help him."

He can only endure it himself, don't get into trouble, our family can't afford any big disaster. ”

After listening to my mother's words, I couldn't help but think in my heart, since this is the case, why did I forcibly send him to such a school that was incompatible with him, but I didn't dare to say this to my mother, she has always had a strong personality, especially when it comes to family affairs, which member of the family dares to refute her, she has to make trouble until the dark, you bow your head and admit your mistakes.

It seems that I have to think of another way to deal with Ning Yu.

For now, I can only reply according to my mother's words: "Yes, I really can't cause trouble." ”

After saying that, I remembered that the vacation to come home this time was very long, because of Ning Yu's matter, I also wanted to observe him at home for two more days, and find an opportunity to ask him what the situation was, so that I could think of countermeasures.

So although this vacation is three and a half days longer than before, I have no plans to return to the mountains for the time being.

At this time, my mother suddenly seemed to think of something and asked me, "Are you going up the mountain these days?" ”

"No, I'll stay at home and stay with you for a few days, or I'll have to go back to school again." I replied.

My mother was also very happy when she heard me say this, and she said, "In that case, I will take you out for a walk tomorrow, and walk around the neighborhood, so that you will not find your way home in the future." ”

I replied happily: "That's good, by the way, let's go to my uncle and aunt tomorrow to sit and play for a while, I haven't seen them for many years, and I don't know if they are in good health now." ”

"You said that your uncle and aunt, they are very good, much better for your body, but it's okay, since you want to go to them, then let's get up early tomorrow to pack up, buy two cans of nutritional supplements, and take you to see them."

I nodded happily and agreed, and that night, because Dad wasn't at home, the three of us went to bed early after dinner.

Ning Yu was kicked out by the teacher and told him to go home for reflection, so he didn't go to class the next day, I asked her if she wanted to go to her uncle's house with us, but he was like a cat who was suddenly stepped on his tail, and he suddenly exploded, and replied to me: "Don't go, you love to go by yourself, don't call me." ”

I was a little confused and didn't react, but then I suddenly remembered that my mother said that next door to my uncle's house was He Dabao's house, and when they quarreled during the day, they were still talking about He Dabao, how could he run there so quickly.

The next day, after we had packed up, we went downstairs at about eight o'clock, and my mother saw that I had a small round bag hanging in my hand, and eight sizes were estimated to be enough to hold a key change or something, so she felt that it was not necessary, and saw that I was wearing a pair of small sandals with thin soles under my feet.

Walking on that kind of country road, my shoes and bags are extremely impractical except for looking good. I saw that my mother didn't seem to like it very much, so I hurriedly explained: "The bag I brought back was all dirty clothes that had not been washed, so I didn't bring clean clothes back to change, and I was going to be a guest today, so I had to be clean."

After listening to my explanation, my mother said, "It's okay, you dress up so carefully, which also shows that you are very good to you, so I can also put my mind at ease." ”

I didn't answer her.

When I went to buy nutritional products, I suddenly remembered that yesterday I always heard my mother and Ning Yu mention the current conditions at home, to say that the original conditions I understand, although not good, but not too bad, in short, than the above, more than the bottom, food, clothing, housing and transportation are basically not nervous. But after they mentioned it several times yesterday, I was even a little embarrassed to watch my mother pay for it.

I thought that it was just to get out of school early, and I also agreed to invite someone to have a barbecue, and I haven't eaten this barbecue, I don't know how much it should be, and I probably prepared one or two hundred, now I think about it, is it a bit too much. Although those were originally the pocket money that Yiya prepared for me, I was at my disposal. But seeing my family like this, I can't help but wonder if I should give my family some financial support, for example, take out some of my pocket money, and pay Ning Yu's living expenses and pocket money every week.

This seems to be a good idea, but when I think about it carefully, this is not suitable at all, this money was originally given to me by others, and I did not earn it myself, no matter how much, this search is someone else is raising me, how I spend it is one thing, but if I take other people's money to support my family, it is impossible to say.

But I usually can give it in private, from time to time, and don't deliberately promise anything, turning this into a responsibility, and then say that I can spend how I like. But this time, it is also the first time I feel that people live in the world, whether you have food or not, whether you can live or not, you still have to earn the money you should earn, otherwise there will always be something you want to do, and you feel that it is out of place in your heart.

Without further ado, when it came to nutrition, I insisted on paying for it myself, explaining, "I think it's a gift I want to give, and I have to buy it myself to be considered a gift, otherwise it's yours." ”

In this way, my mother didn't care about me, and with the nutritional products I bought, my mother led me to walk all the small mountain roads, and I realized how suitable my mother's strange eyes when she looked at me dressed up exquisitely.

About half an hour later, we came to a dense bamboo forest............