Lin Lin suddenly turned around and looked at Xu Zidong, "Yes, you have guarded me since I was a child, just like my god, but one day, my god wants to kill me, I am powerless to resist, but I don't want to die like this, I struggle, I run, I hide, do you know how I felt at the time?" I

I've poured all my love into you, but what about you? You threaten me with the lives of my parents, hold me hostage, and if you resist a little, you will be killed, you say, how can I accept this kind of love calmly?"

"Girl, I didn't want to kill you...... How could I be willing to kill you? ”

"Huh...... Hehehe...... "Linlin suddenly laughed so desolately, willing?" She also thought so at first, Xu Zidong, he loves himself so much, how could he kill her? "You said you weren't willing to do it, and I don't think you could be willing to do it? But when the bullet passed through my body and punched a bloody hole in my body, I really believed it...... You really want to kill me, I'm sad, sad, but I still don't hate you, I don't blame you, because I stabbed me first

You stabbed it, you should be angry......"

"No, girl, I'm not angry, I woke up and still thought that you refused to come back with me, what should I do to save your heart......" "Xu Zidong, I can't go back, my heart is gone, if I have a heart, I won't have such a hard time, now I don't want to do anything except make money to support my family, maybe I will try to love others again in ten or twenty years, right?" But I lost the opportunity to be loved, forever

I won't accept the love of others anymore...... All this is thanks to you! I can't fight you, I can't fight you, and I don't want revenge, let's go to the end of the world like this! "Without you, everywhere is the end of the world, if you don't go back with me, I will stay by your side just like before, take care of you, protect you, you don't have to care about my existence, you just need to live the life you want!" Xu Zidong has made the biggest concession and wants to make up for her, that

It's to pay her yourself! "Why don't you understand? The life I want is a life without you! Linlin said excitedly, suddenly she felt dizzy and tight, and her stomach was a little crampy, but it was only a faint pain, Linlin didn't think about it, she just thought about it, she was angry with Xu Zidong, and she tried to stabilize

Under her own emotions, her steps are a little vain, Xu Zidong knows her too well, and Xu Zidong can accurately capture every time she frowns. . .

"What's wrong with you? Uncomfortable? Don't get excited, don't get angry! I brought you medicine......" Xu Zidong just wanted to take out the stomach medicine she had carried with her before from her pocket, but she didn't think that Linlin had already taken out a small white bottle and poured out one and swallowed it. Xu Zidong was stunned, "What are you eating ......?"

"Stomach medicine, Chris gave it to me, I will feel uncomfortable when I am stressed, and I will recover quickly after taking one pill!" She unexpectedly screwed the medicine bottle and prepared to put it back in her pocket, but was suddenly snatched away by Xu Zidong.

"What are you doing? Give it back! Linlin stepped forward to grab it. Xu Zidong easily dodged, he first observed the bottle, but there was no word, and then looked at the bottom of the bottle, it was still blank, Xu Zidong's heart began to drum, what medicine did he give Linlin? Looking at Linlin again, it seems that her face is really much better than just now

and more energetic.

Unscrewing the cap, he smelled a familiar smell and chuckled in his heart! I threw the bottle into the pool!

"Hey! What are you doing!? I'll just have one bottle, and Chris won't send it again until the end of the month, why did you throw it away for me! Linlin was so anxious that she almost jumped into the pool. Looking at Linlin like this, Xu Zidong really had the urge to kill. He grabbed Linlin's shoulders and trapped her in his arms, "Girl, look at your current appearance, what do you look like?" That bottle of medicine, if it's just ordinary stomach medicine, why are you so excited? Why are you so afraid of losing?

Go to it? Do you look like a hungry person, like a junkie? "Linlin is like being struck by lightning! She was suddenly quiet, but her heart was still eager to pick up the little bottle! What did Xu Zidong just say? Her mind was so chaotic that she panicked, she didn't know how to get out of his embrace, and after struggling a few times, she suddenly didn't move

Finish. "No, it won't! Chris said, this medicine can relieve my stomach pain, the last time I had stomach pain, he was frightened, he kept me all night......" said, her tears fell, recalling the scene every time she took the medicine, she was really hungry and thirsty, and after taking it, she would be much happier again,

In the past, this kind of stomach pain did not occur often, as if after taking this medicine, the number of attacks increased, but once there was medicine to take, it would get better quickly, and gradually, she began to rely on this, but she never suspected that there was anything wrong with this medicine......

When Xu Zidong said this today, she seemed to have confirmed the facts in her heart, but she couldn't believe that Chris was selling this kind of thing, he saved himself, and he cared for his parents, she couldn't believe that he would use this for herself......

"It's okay, girl, don't be afraid, I'll watch over you, I'll figure out the ingredients of this medicine and help you...... Quit it! Xu Zidong blamed himself very much, it was because of his own negligence that Chris had the opportunity to get close to the girl and hurt her...... Quit it? Where would it be so easy? As far as she knows, few of those who smoke contraband succeed in quitting, and some will relapse after quitting, Chris! Why did he do it? Today, he just bought so many delicious foods and put them in her refrigerator, so gentle and careful

people, why do you do this to her?

"I'll go to him and ask clearly, you don't have to guard me, I'm now both a broken flower and a willow and a stained with this kind of thing, you are a dignified Mr. Xu, it's really not suitable to be with a rotten person like me, you go back! In the future, don't come to me! "Just leave her to fend for herself!

"What are you talking about? Why do you say that about yourself? "Do you know, when you say this, the person who hurts the most is still him Xu Zidong!" Am I wrong? Xu Zidong, you shouldn't know yet, right? During the days when I was hunted down, I was caught by a gang who, instead of killing me immediately, coveted my body, drugged me, and ...... And they ...... Bullied me...... I woke up when they were

I was gone, I was injured and covered in blood, probably they thought I was dead, they didn't think that I wasn't actually dead, I just fainted from blood loss......"

"So, you don't have to waste your time and energy on me, just leave me to fend for myself!" Linlin turned around silently, and her little hand touched Xu Zidong's cheek, how many years has she loved this man, and she has lived and died for him, maybe fate doesn't allow them to be together, right?

"At that time, I woke up and saw my embarrassed appearance, I really hated you, but now, I don't hate you anymore!" "Why? You can continue to hate me and leave me at peace for the rest of my life! When Xu Zidong heard Linlin tell this, his heart was cut open with blood, she must have been frightened, and she must have even had the heart to die, but at that time, he was not by her side, in

The person next to her is Chris, so it is not difficult to imagine where Linlin's trust in Chris comes from. In such a helpless and fearful moment, Chris's appearance seemed to give her a second life, plus Chris has always had a non-pure mind for her, he will definitely be infinitely attentive and gain her trust, his girl is a pure and crystal-like person, how can he doubt Chris

What about intentions? "Because I'm tired, I don't want to live this kind of endless life anymore, I have self-knowledge, I won't have you for the rest of my life! The damage has been done, nothing can be remedied, and I will not act as if nothing happened, and continue to live with you lovingly, so

Therefore, our current situation should be that the well water does not interfere with the river water, and each of them lives their own lives! "No, girl! I can do anything for you, even if you want my life to take it at any time, but I just don't want to see you immersed in the hurt of the past, you don't love me, but please don't give up on yourself, don't give up the courage to love, if ...... If one day, you say who you are in love with, I will not stop you again, as long as you are happy, I can help you......" After saying these heart-wrenching words, Xu Zidong felt that his heart was almost stopping...... How cruel it is to ask him to give up the woman he has guarded for half his life, and to be willing

However, his cruelty and the humiliation suffered by Linlin are simply incomparable, what face does he have to ask her to return to him? Linlin's already dead heart suddenly waved, so uncomfortable...... Isn't that what you want? What else is there to be nostalgic for? Zhang Linlin was brilliant and uninhibited in the first half of her life, because of her solid family background and the protection of an almighty housekeeper Xu, and the second half of her life was also because of this

Excellent "housekeeper", ill-fated, bumpy and difficult, she has no regrets now, and the hard life since these days has also made her understand a truth. All the roads are chosen by themselves, and all the hardships are for a reason, so no resentment, no regrets, love is love, she believes that Xu Zidong at that time also loved her very much, as for when it changed, she has no impression, let go, maybe spare herself

The best way to do it. "Girl, I have to know that you are doing well and very happy, so that I won't bother you, your body will definitely have a very strange and uncomfortable reaction without that medicine, so, I beg you, let me guard you, okay?"