Chapter 830: The Heart Is Like Stopping Water
Qiu Jifan was speechless, he also wanted to know where You Chu was now, according to Jian Peichun's words, You Chu must have sunk to the bottom of the lake, and even the corpse capital could not be found.
However, how can he talk about this to You Zi, who he just met? She can ask like this, at least it means that in her heart, her eldest brother is not dead, but just missing.
He licked his lips and replied after a moment's consideration: "I found my sister after returning to China, and I remembered some things through her, and I only vaguely remember that your eldest brother once followed me back to my hometown, and I don't know where he went later." ”
Qiu Jifan didn't really want to deceive You Zi, he was worried about whether he would crush the thin and fragile You Zi in front of him when he told the unconfirmed truth.
Perhaps, when his investigation has progressed and it is over, he will give it all out.
You Zi's eyes showed regret and disappointment, the eldest brother disappeared, his father died, and his mother committed suicide soon after, leaving only their brother and sister to depend on each other in this world.
Over the years, they have been particularly concerned about the whereabouts of their eldest brother.
But the storm stopped a few years ago, and finding someone who has been missing for years is not easy to find a needle in a haystack.
She also thought about going back there to find it herself, but she never made the trip, because the second brother did not agree with her to go back to Huaxia alone to find someone.
She understands the good intentions of her second brother, and now the policy has indeed changed, but the indelible shadow is still there, and she doesn't want her to have an accident as a woman.
"You Zi, I can't stand you, and the teacher." Qiu Jifan clenched his fingers with great anxiety: "Can you forgive me?" ”
You Zi said coldly: "What is there to forgive or not forgive, you are nothing in my eyes now, you can only be regarded as an old man who has not been seen for many years." ”
After all, so many years have passed, and all grievances and hatreds have disappeared in the long river of years, and all that remains is sighs and sighs.
She didn't want to mention the dusty past again, and she didn't have the intention of continuing to renew the relationship with him.
Qiu Jifan understood that You Zi's heart was like water, but when she really said this, he still couldn't hide his sadness in his heart.
He wanted to ask if she had any children with him back then, but when the words came to his mouth, he really couldn't ask in such an atmosphere, so he could only change his words and ask: "You have been out for so many years, have you ever thought about going back to see?" ”
"I thought about going back to the grave of my parents and looking for my eldest brother, but I never mustered up the courage to go back." You Zi still has a secret buried in her heart, she wants to return to Huaxia and find someone she has been thinking about all these years, but she will not talk about these things to Qiu Jifan.
"Why don't you go back with me? I also want to pay my respects to my teacher and wife, and then ask someone to help me find out the whereabouts of your eldest brother. ”
You Zi thought seriously for a while and then replied, "Okay, I'll take care of the work, and I can leave in a few days." Although their school opened in two days, she wanted to go back there very urgently, she didn't want to continue to regret it, she wanted to try to find it while she could still move.
Qiu Jifan was almost out of shape in disbelief and excitement when You Zihui agreed to return to China with him, but fortunately he stabilized his mind in time: "Okay, then I'll wait for you to go with you for as long as you want." ”
He knew that You Zi didn't forgive him, and there was a hard barrier between the two that couldn't be touched and couldn't be seen, but if You Zi could return to China with him, the two of them would have the opportunity to have frequent contact, then maybe there might be a possibility of slowly clearing up the misunderstanding.