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Three days later, Lu Ling and Zhang Xin, Liu Yu, and Xiao Wu boarded a plane to the United States, and the company's affairs also fell to Jiang Han, Albert and Chu Qian.
Jiang Han has been busy with manuscripts recently, so a lot of things have been pressed on the other two, especially Chu Qian, because he knows more about the domestic entertainment industry than Albert, so he has also been busy flying during this time.
In addition, because of Zhang Xin's matter, he also hopes that he can use his work to reduce his miss for him. Although Jiang Han knew that this was not good, he did not stop him.
He once contacted J and asked about Chu Qian's situation.
"With only this information, I can't judge him, but I can be sure that this person's inferiority complex is directly proportional to his strength, and how inferior he was before will be how strong he will be in the future. And his potential is unlimited, he is a talent. ”
"I'm more worried that he will be complacent because of emotional problems." Saying this, Lu Ling sighed.
"Well, it's normal for people with this kind of personality to drill the horns, don't they all say that the bell must be tied to the bell, although it sounds a little unreliable, but the key is to see if he is willing to take this step and talk openly and honestly with his crush."
"Won't this be bad......" Jiang Han hesitated.
"Jiang, you must know that the angle from which men deal with emotional problems is different from that of women. No matter how reserved and introverted your friend is, he will take the step he should take when he needs to. It's still standing still, just because it's not exciting enough for him. ”
"Stimulation...... You mean......"
"Well, but I don't recommend doing this, because listening to your description, he is trying to adapt himself to the current environment and is learning to grow, not to mention that Zhang Xin is not ready, he can't be in a hurry, it's better to take his time."
"Well, I see, thank you J."
"You're welcome, they're all friends."
After Jiang Han and Lu Ling routinely ended their video call that night, they received a call from Chu Qian.
"Hey, Ah Qian?"
"Jiang Han, where are you?" On the other side, Chu Qian's voice was soft.
"I'm at home, you're ...... Drunk? Jiang Han frowned.
"Hmm...... I'm at the bar, are you going to come along? "Chu Qian has a characteristic, after drinking, he will be like a child, soft and very easy to talk, and his combat effectiveness is zero.
"Which bar are you in, send me the location, I'll go find you, okay?" Jiang Han said as he put on his clothes and took the car keys.
"Okay, I'll wait for you to come." Chu Qian said while lying on the bar and nodding.
"I'll be there in a moment, you sit there obediently, don't go with others, do you know?"
"Got it, I'm not going with anyone else."
After ending the call, Jiang Han dialed Lu Ling's phone again, and Lu Ling, who was about to leave the lounge, stopped when he saw his lover calling.
"What's wrong? Missed me? Lu Ling asked with a grin.
"Think of a fart!" Jiang Han looked at the road outside while wearing a Bluetooth headset, "Did Zhang Xin call Chu Qian just now?" ”
"Eh, it seems, what's wrong?" Lu Ling looked at Zhang Xin, who was standing aside to check the process with the director.
"Chu Qian is drunk in the bar, you'd better ask me what he said to others, otherwise you will stay in the United States with him and don't come back!" Without waiting for Lu Ling to answer, Jiang Han hung up the phone angrily.
Chu Qian is actually a very self-disciplined person, he rarely drinks alcohol, and he doesn't like the smell of alcohol. People who don't like alcohol on weekdays will probably only go to the bar to buy drunk when they are sad.
When Jiang Han arrived at the bar, he saw Chu Qian sitting there obediently with the clear water that the bartender gave him.
"Let's go, let's go home." After Jiang Han thanked the bartender, he grabbed Chu Qian's wrist.
"Okay." Chu Qian stood up and followed Jiang Han out of the bar.
On the way back, Chu Qian sat in the co-pilot very well-behaved, not yelling and not wanting to vomit, just sitting there in a daze, Jiang Han didn't know what he was thinking, so he had nothing to say.
"It's too late today, you stay at my house, I'll make you a glass of honey water when I go back later, and then go to bed after drinking."
"Hmm. The honey water is delicious and sweet. Speaking of this, Chu Qian laughed like a child.
Jiang Han felt a little uncomfortable in his heart, so he could only raise his hand and touch his hair while waiting for the traffic light.
Jiang Han and Chu Qian who put down this side did not mention it. As soon as Lu Ling hung up the phone and started shooting, even if he thought a lot in his heart, he could only wait for the end of the shooting to ask.
After a hard day of shooting, on the way back to the hotel in the evening, Lu Ling asked, "What's wrong with you and Chu Qian?" ”
"Huh? What's wrong? ”
"Before filming started today, Xiao Han called me and said that Chu Qian went to the bar to get drunk by himself."
"......" After listening to Lu Ling's words, Zhang Xin rarely fell into silence.
"Don't blame us for being troublesome, if it weren't for the fact that we're all friends, we wouldn't have bothered at all." Lu Ling was worried that Zhang Xin would think too much, so he explained.
"I know." Zhang Xin sighed, "How did you feel when you were with Xiao Jiang?" ”
"Very comfortable and relaxing." Lu Ling smiled, "Why do you ask that." ”
"It's nothing, I've never been in love, and I haven't liked anyone before, even if someone likes me, I probably don't know, so when the two of you told me that Chu Qian liked me that day, I didn't have much thought in my heart except for surprise."
"Do you feel disgusting or awkward?"
"Nope." Zhang Xin shook his head, "Actually, he called me today." ”
Lu Ling raised his eyebrows and motioned for him to continue.
"Chu Qian told me that he was tired, and he was very grateful to me for taking care of him during this time, but he thought about me very much." Zhang Xin smiled, "I'm wondering, if his personality wasn't so introverted, wouldn't it be like this." ”
"There is no if, Chu Qian's character is innate, his inferiority complex comes from his previous experience, what he has experienced none of us knows, it is also fate that he will like you. You can't let a passive person take the initiative. Think about it, how much effort he has spent to get to where he is today. When he began to improve, and suddenly one day he found that he was getting farther and farther away from you, what would you think if it was you? People get tired, especially emotionally. ”
Zhang Xin didn't speak, Lu Ling continued: "He came to a new environment, he has been forcing himself to make changes, he seems to be like a fish in water, in fact, he is very scared and panicked, he is afraid of being left behind by you, you are getting better and better, and your reputation in the company is getting higher and higher, while he is happy for you, he is also resentful of why he can't work harder." Xiao Han told me that since we left the company, Chu Qian didn't go back to the dormitory until eleven or twelve o'clock every day, and arrived at the company at seven o'clock in the morning. But his personality is destined to make him unable to do your job, and although he has Xiaohan and Albert to help, he still can't do your job. That's the biggest blow to him. ”
When he returned to the hotel, Lu Ling patted him on the shoulder: "Think about it, since he has chosen to let go, you have to start to correct your mentality." It's not a good thing to be attached to the good of others. ”
After Lu Ling left, Zhang Xin looked at himself reflected on the elevator door, he felt that Lu Ling was right, he was not unaware of Chu Qian's dependence on him, especially when he learned that Chu Qian liked him, he enjoyed this secret love in a grand manner, satisfied his vanity, but consumed Chu Qian's feelings for himself again and again.
Thinking of this, Zhang Xin looked at the time and converted the time difference, it was already more than ten o'clock in China at this time, and he dialed Chu Qian's phone.
Appeared to be still asleep, and after being woken up by the ringtone, his brain went blank for a while before he touched the phone, and he answered the phone without seeing who it was.
"Hey, it's me."
"......" Chu Qian immediately woke up when he heard the voice, and then hung up the phone.
When he calmed down, he saw the note on the bedside.
[Breakfast in the refrigerator, heat it up by yourself, have a good rest today, don't go to the company, I have asked Lu Ling to help you teach him a lesson, if there is anything to explain clearly, take advantage of today.] I came back at noon with lunch. - Jiang Han]
As soon as he put down the note, the mobile phone rang again, it was still Zhang Xin, Chu Qian pursed his lips and picked it up.
"Hey......" He opened his mouth a little cautiously, and his throat was hoarse after not drinking water all night.
"I heard Lu Ling say you went to the bar last night?" Zhang Xin's tone couldn't tell if he was in a good or bad mood, which made Chu Qian very scared, he held his phone tightly and swallowed his saliva.
"Hmm."
"What you said yesterday is true?" Zhang Xin sat on the sofa in the room, and in front of him was a photo of Chu Qian, who was still very young.
"I ...... It's true. Chu Qian opened his mouth, his voice trembling a little, "I'm sorry." ”
"Why apologize?" Zhang Xin was a little helpless, if this person was in front of him now, he would definitely soften his hair.
"Isn't it bothering to be liked by people like me?" Chu Qian smiled silently, to put it bluntly, when he faced Zhang Xin, he always had a very strong sense of inferiority, he felt that he was not worthy of such a good person, but he still liked people so shamelessly, he felt disgusting.
"Feelings are not something you can control, you can like me, it's obviously my honor, why do you feel bothered, and besides, have you done anything to bother me?" Zhang Xin didn't know why he was so patient, he felt that Chu Qian on the other side of the phone must be sitting on the bed very obediently now, covering the quilt and listening to himself, because when he went to his dormitory to call him to get up, he was like this when he first woke up, very well-behaved.
"But I've done a terrible job with what you've left behind." Chu Qian lowered his head and looked at the print on the quilt.
"Is there anyone around you who complains about you?"
"Nope." Chu Qian shook his head, "Everyone is very kind to me and very patient. ”
"So, you didn't bother anyone, Xiao Jiang and Albert both like to get along with you, your so-called work is not good because you are not suitable for my job, just like I am not qualified for your position, and you also see how bad I am when I go to lecture. So, it's not your fault that you didn't do your job well, it's that I didn't think it through. ”
"No, it's not! Me, I thought I could do it! Hearing Zhang Xin say this, Chu Qian became excited.
"Of course you can do a good job. Everyone has things that they are good at and what they are not good at, just like Lu Ling's singing is difficult to listen to, you know, just because he is not good at it, so he sings so badly. Speaking of this, Zhang Xin smiled, "You are not good at communication, I am not good at theory, you see, I also have shortcomings." ”
"But...... But you're amazing. Chu Qian picked the print on the quilt with his fingers.
"You are also very powerful, do you know what Liu Yu and Xiao Wu say about you?"
"What?" Chu Qian was stunned, he never thought that he would be able to hear the evaluation of him from other people's mouths.
"In the eyes of the two of them, you are a god, you know astronomy and geography, you know everything and everything, you are simply a walking encyclopedia. These are the exact words of the two of them. Zhang Xin stood up, holding Chu Qian's photo in his hand, "So, don't deny yourself so quickly." ”
“…… Thank you. I am very happy. Chu Qian smiled.
"When I go back, if you are still willing to stand there when I go back, I will walk every step in the future, and you will wait for me in the same place." Zhang Xin's eyes lit up.
"Huh?" Chu Qian sat there stupidly, looking like he hadn't reacted.
"Okay, when you get up, hurry up and wash up, and then go get some water. Xiao Jiang should ask you for leave today, I have eaten at noon, go back in the afternoon and rest well, and if there is a book in my room that you like, go and read it. ”
"Well, that, you get off early."
"Got it, I'll call you when it's night in China."
"Okay."
So when Jiang Han came back with lunch at noon, he saw a Chu Qian sitting on the sofa in the living room with a small flower around him. Jiang Han shook his head helplessly, and then breathed a sigh of relief.