Chapter 152: Unclear
Han Feiyue said: "But I had Jiamian first, everything about me is contaminated with the breath of Jiamian, even if I marry you, I will often think of Jiamian, and when I see my relatives and friends, I will also think of the bits and pieces of Jiamian getting along with them, which is too unfair to you." ”
Wang Xinyu said: "Time will heal all the pain, and it will also wash away all the memories, as long as you are with me, in a few years, our memories will cover your memories with Jiamian, and at that time, you will not be sad." ”
Han Feiyue said: "Time can also make you forget everything. You just have to forget about me. Do you remember that when you were with me, you could still accept others to pursue you, and although you didn't agree to him in the end, you almost agreed, didn't you? Maybe you don't love me that much either, and if you marry me, what if one day you regret it, maybe I don't deserve your love at all? We have only been together for a short period of time, I am showing you the best side of myself, if you have to be with me now, you will find that I am not so good, and I am very decadent now, I am full of Jiamian, I will still be angry with you, and I will not cherish you, at that time, I am afraid that not only will we not be able to get married, but we will not even have to be friends. ”
Wang Xinyu said: "It turns out that you still want to be friends with me, I thought you wished I would disappear from your world." Maybe I wouldn't be so sad if you said you didn't love me that much, and I wouldn't be sad if you never made me feel loved. But as long as people have been warm, they will be afraid of the cold, and as long as they have been cherished, they will be afraid of alienation. If you had told me early that you just wanted to sleep and play with me, I wouldn't be so sad now. I was bruised and bruised, but you didn't believe me. That's right, when I was in school, I just thought you were handsome, so I liked you. When you started chatting with me a lot, I was just happy, because the person I liked for so many years finally gave me a signal that I liked. If you told me at that time that you would never marry me, and we would be together to warm each other, be happy with each other, and have fun in time, then I would not love you more and more step by step, and I would be deeply immersed in it and unable to extricate myself. It's all my fault, I still want true love to be a junior, others are juniors, they either get money or people, and I don't get anything, I ask a man who loves his wife deeply for marriage and love, it's too ridiculous. ”
Han Feiyue said: "Xinyu, I'm really sorry for you, I failed you, I didn't expect that you actually loved me so much, I thought you were the same as I was to you, although I liked it, but if we can't continue to be together, you can also deal with yourself." I didn't know you couldn't live without me, just like I couldn't live without Jiamian. ”
Wang Xinyu said: "You told me before that a man can like two people at the same time, and they both like it very much, and I told you that women can only like one person, and they like the kind they like very much." It seems that you really don't understand women. But I know that Jiamian's love for you is definitely not as deep, sincere, and free of impurities as my love for you. Everyone in the world thinks that the original partner must be better than the mistress, but what if the original partner is not as deep and pure as the mistress's love? can only say that the original partner is a person with a good fate, and he met someone who is willing to marry her and truly loves her. But not necessarily, Jiamian has never loved anyone deeply, and what kind of writer she is, I'm afraid she will never be able to write the true meaning of love, true love is heart-wrenching. ”
Han Feiyue said: "Xinyu, I can't tell you anymore, I have to go, if I don't leave, in case someone gets photographed, it's not good, they know where you live, then you are bound to suffer a lot of damage." ”
Wang Xinyu said: "Are you really thinking about me?" Or are you afraid that you will be photographed again and will not be able to explain it to Jiamian? Forget it, I don't believe you anymore, in the past, I believed everything you said, and I took everything you said as a wise saying. But now, there is no trust between us. Originally, I was most afraid that you would neither be able to get back together with Jiamian nor be with me at that time, and what I was most afraid of was that you would not be with either of us in the future, and you would be with other people and let others take advantage. But now I'm not afraid, because it's almost a certainty. It is difficult to reunite with a broken mirror, and you and I are also broken mirrors, and we can only watch you go farther and farther. ”
Han Feiyue said, "I know. But I don't have the heart to think about that now, I can't think that far, I just want to chase Jiamian back now, and I can't care about the rest. ”
Wang Xinyu said: "Do you think what Jiamian needs is for you to admit your mistakes and pray to her all day long?" If you can cheer up, take care of the company well, and become a better version of yourself, maybe you have a better chance of winning, and if you are slumped and only ask her for forgiveness, I'm afraid she won't forgive you again. ”
Han Feiyue said: "Maybe, no matter what, I have to go, I'm going to find Jiamian." ”
Wang Xinyu said: "It seems that you can't listen to what I say at all, a woman's heart has never been begged for back by wagging her tail and begging for mercy." If you insist on going, go ahead. ”
Han Feiyue said: "Take care. With that, he took his coat and went out the door. Wang Xinyu sat alone on the sofa, in a daze, his heart like ashes.
And after Han Feiyue looked for Tang Jiamian, to no avail, Wang Xinyu actually went to Tang Jiamian.
Wang Xinyu said: "Jiamian, you should forgive Han Feiyue." ”
Tang Jiamian took a sip of orange juice and asked, "What qualifications do you have to tell me this?" ”
Wang Xinyu said: "I know I'm not qualified, I think everything is too simple, but I really haven't thought about hurting you." ”
Tang Jiamian said: "You didn't want to hurt me, but you did something to hurt me, you don't have to act here anymore, don't you sleep with Han Feiyue just to be with him?" Now that you can finally be together, what else are you not satisfied with? ”
Wang Xinyu said: "Jiamian, Han Feiyue once told me that if one day, you don't need him, he will be with me, but I have always taken this sentence as a joke. I know that even if you don't need him anymore, he still needs you. After you got divorced, I asked him if he could marry me, and he said he couldn't. I asked him why he couldn't, and he said he couldn't. Since he is happiest with you, I should let him be happy, so I advise you. ”
Tang Jiamian said: "He is happy with me, so I want to be with him?" The three views of the two of you are really amazing. Wang Xinyu said: "Maybe I do have three wrong views, I don't expect Han Feiyue to marry me, and I am not with him because he is rich and alive, but a room and a car, three meals a day, why do you want so much money, I am not short of money, I really like him, I can do everything for him to be happy." ”
Tang Jiamian said: "What do all things mean? He told you to die, can you die too? ”
Wang Xinyu said: "He won't let me die, because he is very kind." ”
Tang Jiamian sneered: "I really don't understand, you scumbag, a junior, what qualifications do you have to say that you are very kind?" ”
Wang Xinyu said: "From the public's point of view, we are not kind, but if a kind person cheats, is he not kind, and an unkind person lives with his wife wholeheartedly, is it considered kind?" Besides, I'm not a junior in the real sense, because you are not married. ”
Tang Jiamian said: "The scope of kindness is very wide, only if you are kind everywhere, you are really kind, you are not kind here, you are kind everywhere, just like you are a filial son, a good employee, a good colleague, a good father, there is nothing to blame in other aspects, but you kill the person you hate, you are still not kind." ”
Wang Xinyu said: "But we didn't kill anyone, I just wanted to stay with the person I liked for a while, is this so wrong?" ”
Tang Jiamian said: "The person you like is my boyfriend!" Not single! If you like a single man, you can like as much as you want, but you like someone else's person! ”
Wang Xinyu said: "I like your boyfriend, it's my fault, but you can't use my mistake to punish Han Feiyue, Han Feiyue loves you the most, and in his 100% love, he only gave me one percent, can't you forgive this flaw?" ”
Tang Jiamian scolded: "Wang Xinyu, I think you are crazy, you should be the emperor's favorite concubine, he loves others, you don't care, you only ask for one percent of his love, it's enough, and you will kneel and thank you." Have you ever thought that it is no longer ancient times, and we women have won the equality of men and women with great difficulty, why do you practice yourself, why do you grovel to men, why don't you improve yourself? There are so many good men in the world, but why do you want to sleep with someone else's boyfriend? ”
Wang Xinyu said: "I also hate that I was born in the wrong era, but if you don't think ancient times are good, why do you want to watch Gongdou TV series?" Have you never watched a Gongdou TV series? ”
Tang Jiamian said: "I watch Gong Dou, because there was indeed a Gong Dou in ancient times, but I don't think Gong Dou is good, so I watch Gong Dou, I watch Gong Dou, just as a workplace drama, so many people fight for a person's love, the head of the fight is bloody, I think it is feudal dross, and now we are equal to men and women, and we don't have to ask for their husbands in everything, this kind of life is good and right." ”
Wang Xinyu said: "I like Han Feiyue, I love the house and Wu, and even you like it too, but you have a bad temper, you usually don't do anything at home, don't cook, don't do laundry, and you're so fierce to Han Feiyue, you put him under a lot of pressure, so he asked me to solve it, aren't you also wrong for all this?" ”