Please allow me to be selfish for once, I want to have someone who can accompany me all the way through this long road, someone to help me when I am tired, someone to comfort me when I am in pain.

"Jeruzy." I whispered, "Can I trust you?" "Now that I don't have anyone around me to trust, every decision I make will be tied to my own life, and I can't accept another deception.

He didn't answer me, but slowly but firmly carried me forward step by step.

I looked sideways at the snowy field in front of me and muttered, "Yeluhuan, can you reassure me in the future?" ”

Peace of mind, my real name, not An Huaixin, not that her!

"Okay." He answered, the monofilament sound was small, muffled by the sound of snow under my feet, but I heard it clearly.

......

The next day, I was led into Jiefang Pavilion by Gonggong Li, the chief eunuch who was serving in the Longyin Palace, and lived here with ten Jieyu.

I walked slowly behind him, dizzy, thinking that I had suffered from the cold last night, and my feet were stinging slightly with every movement I had, probably frostbite, and the top and bottom were uncomfortable, so the whole person was sick and couldn't lift a little energy.

Uh, well, I didn't expect people who crossed over to get sick too! Why didn't I write to myself twice when I went back that I was not riddled with all kinds of poisons and diseases?

A hundred flowers bloom and a hundred schools of thought contend, the sky is one color, and the bead curtain is locked.

Outside the door of the wing room, there were several very young girls, all of them very bright, and their big eyes moved with my figure.

"Little masters, this is the new An Jieyu." Father-in-law Li just hastily introduced my identity, and then led me to the last room in the east wing.

As soon as I pushed the door open, a thick cloud of dust hit my face, and the smell of mold filled the tip of my nose.

Gonggong Li waved the dust in front of him with his hand, "The little lord will live here for a few days first, and after the emperor summons you to sleep, you can move out as a concubine." ”

I choked and coughed a few times because of the ash from inhaling the dust of my nose, but I didn't forget to hand over a jade bracelet in my hand to Gonggong Li, "I hope Gonggong Li will take care of it more in the future." ”

When Gonggong Li, who was originally a little impatient in his voice, saw what I said and what he said, he immediately smiled and put it in his arms, "After a while, the slave will ask someone to send a slave with quick hands and feet to serve you." ”

After I sent Gonggong Li away with a smile, I sat down on a small wooden stool and rested for a moment with one hand on my forehead.

His whole body felt as if it was about to fall apart, and his brain was getting bigger and bigger, and he didn't have time to think about the sleep in his mouth.

What I want to do most now is to get a good night's sleep, but I know that even if I lie down, I can't sleep, closing my eyes is Xiao Yiran's use, Chunrui's tragic death, Xiao Jincheng's indifference, Xia Yu's pride, and Mrs. Ya's arrogance......

As if with a sigh, the headache was even worse, and I thought, I was really sick this time, and it was a bad flu.

But there are no fast-acting cold medicines or anti-inflammatory drugs here, except for decoctions, which are decoctions, and I am extremely afraid of bitterness, so I can endure it now.

Suddenly, someone slapped me on the right shoulder, and my cloudy mind was immediately cleared up a little.

I looked at the two innocent girls standing in front of me with wary eyes, and I hadn't seen such innocent smiles for a long time.

"You are what they call An Jieyu?" The sound is crisp, like a yellow warbler out of the valley, clear and pleasant, so that my heart is comfortable, the eyebrows are like distant mountains, the country is fragrant, except for a childish, everything else is perfect.

"Who are you?" I asked weakly, not having the strength to make small talk with them.

"I'm Su Jieyu, and she's Wu Jieyu." The girl who had just spoken spoke again, and then took my hand familiarly, "I heard that you jumped into a ten-sided ambush like the former princess yesterday, and they spread the word of God, I have always been curious about what the person who can overwhelm Madame Ya looks like, and when I see ...... today" Her voice turned from excitement to disappointment, and the rest of the words were hidden from her mouth.

"Su Xin, don't talk nonsense." An Huaixin is the emperor's taboo, and now Su Xin didn't even say anything from the city, Wu Jieyu on the side interrupted softly, "I believe that An Jieyu, who can shake the hall and amaze the four seats, must be extraordinary, and her appearance is only secondary." "The elegant voice, like a lark," besides, the saint today is not a monarch who covets beauty, but on the contrary, he likes to be talented, wise, and able to read the thoughts of his heart. ”

Looking at Wu Jieyu, who was talking extraordinarily in front of me, I really wanted to look at her differently.

I know that An Huaixin is a taboo and can't say it, but why do I have to wait until Su Jieyu says about my appearance?

I've always known that there are no simple women in the harem, but today, I have seen it.

"How do you know?" I looked at her in feigned amazement, and it was a little amused that a girl who was only fifteen or sixteen years old could say this.

Talented, intelligent, able to understand him? Who can understand a scheming man like Xiao Jincheng? If they were told that the long-awaited favor was not the emperor himself at all, I wonder if they would still have such a peaceful idea?

"After listening to what the minions have to say, I naturally know one or two." Wu Jieyu brushed the tassel in her ear with one hand, natural and soft, beautiful and refined, "Besides, Mrs. Ya is not an example, the emperor fell in love with her dance, her poems, and her piano." ”

As soon as I heard her mention Mrs. Ya, I was a little curious about why Xiao Jincheng created the illusion of favoring Mrs. Ya in the first place.

"I know that, too." Su Jieyu on the side immediately interjected, "At the beginning, Mrs. Ya used a fox tune to attract the emperor's attention. ”

"Fox Spinning Minor?" Listening to her, I suddenly felt that something was wrong, since Mrs. Ya has good piano skills, why did she choose a dance that day?

Seeing that I had a hint of interest, Wu Jieyu smiled and raised the corners of her lips, "Well, although Mrs. Ya has good piano skills, we just heard that Mrs. Ya was so favored because she looked like the princess before the emperor, and it is unknown whether it is true or not." Anyway, Mrs. Ya is now a legend in the harem. ”

"Yes, she is now the only concubine in the harem who is pregnant with a royal heir, if she really wants to give birth to Lin'er in the future, maybe she can be named a platform, which is really enviable."

Su Jieyu chattered about her envy on the side, and I felt that my mouth was dry, my eyes were confused, my thoughts were chaotic, and my ears were full of Su Jieyu talking about how good Mrs. Ya was.

Silly girl, in fact, she is the most pitiful.

I sighed in my heart, and eventually my consciousness sank into darkness.

I lay on the sickbed for three days, during which Su Jieyu and Wu Jieyu came to see me twice, but Chunya, who was assigned by Gonggong Li, has been taking care of me.

Chunya, a spring word suddenly reminded me of the late Chunrui, I don't know if it's a coincidence, Gonggong Li said, this Chunya was originally serving Xiao Jincheng in the Longyin Palace, but he made a mistake, and was arranged by Gonggong Li to serve me.

In the past few days, I have been taking the prescription prescribed by the imperial doctor, and whenever I frown, Chunya will find candied fruit for me, such a caring gesture, and I was immediately captured.

The condition only improved slightly, and the slave passed the word, saying that Mrs. Ya set up a banquet in the Thousand Bird Palace tonight to entertain all Jieyu.

As soon as they heard the news, everyone happily dressed up in the wing room, just to make a good impression on Mrs. Ya, maybe they could send one of them to sleep in front of the emperor, and then ascend to the sky in one step.

"Little master, don't go, the slave will go and report to Mrs. Ya's people." Chunya stared at me with some concern as I had just recovered from a serious illness.

"No, you don't." I got up from the bed, put on my embroidered shoes and walked to the basin, and wiped my face with warm water.

Chunya handed over a towel and asked me to wipe the water stains on my face, still uneasy and said, "But if you lose your temper in the palace......

Looking at the verbose appearance of the spring buds, I will smile, the spring buds at this time are really similar to the original spring rui.

"Not going to the banquet is the real faux pas." Just to give Mrs. Ya a reason to blame me.

If I guessed correctly, the purpose of Mrs. Ya's banquet was definitely not simple, and it was very likely that she came for me, and if I did not go, she would have made an excuse that I had been favored for the first time, and I was arrogant, and looked down on her, but I had fallen into the truth.

On the day of Shen, I arrived at the Thousand Bird Palace with dozens of Jieyu to meet Mrs. Ya, she was kind, and rewarded each of us with a small golden butterfly, which was small, handmade, and was a first-class gold product at a glance. Mrs. Ya really made a big move.

"The ones who gave birth to Jieyu are all fairy jade bones, well-behaved and lovely, I believe that the emperor will like it when he sees the sisters." There was a faint smile on the corner of Mrs. Ya's mouth, her eyes swept to everyone, and finally fixed on my face, and said meaningfully, "An Jieyu's dance three days ago is still more vivid than Mrs. Ben's memory, and it still has endless aftertaste." ”

Listening to her prickly language, and with deep hostility in her eyes, I replied with a humble face, "Madame's praise." ”

But seeing her coquettish smile, she withdrew her gaze and turned to everyone, "As long as everyone here is loyal to Mrs. Ben, it is only a matter of time before she is favored, but if someone has evil thoughts and subverts the harem, Mrs. Ben will definitely not spare her!" She looked at me meaningfully.

I thought it was funny after hearing it, this lady Ya is not of high grade, but her tone is very big, what she said today can dare Xia Yu to say. It's like the posture of the lord of the harem.。

As if I hadn't seen her warning gaze, I said with Jieyu, "The minions swear allegiance to Mrs. Ya to the death. ”

She raised her sharp gaze and smiled smartly, "Okay, then let's go to the theater with the palace." ”

Mrs. Ya stood up with a satisfied face and took the lead in walking out with the support of the palace people on the side.